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“Outland” shot by _neiama_ for PAP Magazine.

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What would be different about life if this was your town? 🌱

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KristyWicks @instagram

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Dawn with cricket song.

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imagine someone lying to you straight to your face for over half a year saying that they loved you ,, lmaoooo hah well i DONT HAVE TO IMAGINE ✨ nothing is real ✨

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'Sit In My Valley' Lounge Chair by Lionel Jadot

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Anaïs Nin, The Early Diary of Anaïs Nin, 1923–1927

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Mushroom decor and kitchenware

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oh to be taken advantage of ✨ by ur safest person ✨ honestly i’ll never trust someone so much ever again so that sucks bc i view trust and people and love so differently now, nothing is genuine seriously nothing can be ..

someone u considered family doing you and ur body so dirty....

everything ever is done for outside reasons.. i often wonder...

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the fact that i was ✨ violated ✨ by the safest person i had ever had in my life up until that point a year ago today? fuck ouch m8 haha my life has never been the same. i keep having such bad dreams every single night but no no they’re not affected .. never have been never will and they’ll never take accountability or apologize :-/ life has changed so much in a year.

i hurt (-: 8/4 will always fuck me up till i die

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The Faerie Realm

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they don’t even think they’re a bad person bc i let them get away w so much and now they’re just gonna think all that’s okay and it’s not it’s not and i can’t help but blame myself but like DAWG ITS NOT MY FAULT I LET THEM FEEL IKAY FOR BEING SHITTY FOR SO LONG THAT NOW THATS JUST THEM ,,, genuinely they need therapy bad lmao

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the worst thing is it’s almost been a year since i was violated and instead of being able to have had a sincere apology now they’re blocked :-/ i’m feeling so sick and bad and sad i wanna die i don’t wanna be here.... and i’m going to be literally triggered and spiraling this entire week bc my phones like hehe 1 yr ago photos ,, while they’re fuckin passing their time flirting w their friends who they probably have seen again and hooked up w again ✨ i’m left here w so much hurt and betrayal and trauma they get to be a hoe ✨ and i still don’t have a fucking apology but it’s cool 6 months!! of PTSD!! is FUN!!

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[A white fortune cookie paper with black text on the front and an icon of a bee. It reads: Your hard work is about to pay off.]

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Another watercolour 🍁🍂 Art prints available on Society6