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Question: What motivates you to achieve your goals in live?
Generally, I'm self-motived person, I don't need friends or family support to achieve my goals. But, to be honest, it's kind to get some help and nice word.
In my mind I have plans what I have to do and I'm doing this. I know that's important to me and I can't pass it out.
Sometimes I have lazy days but a few days ago I made a to-do list in my computer and there I tick what kind of useful work I do.
Now, I have in my excel eight tasks, for example: writing in English, French, Anki (there I learning with flashcards). I don't do all in every day, but sometimes I do two things and sometimes I do five. It's helpful for me, because with that I see that I do something useful in the day. And I feel better.
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Question generate for chat qpt "What's a skill you've always wanted to learn but haven't had the chance to yet?"
That's not obvious question. I can swim and ride, but my skill to dancing isn't as good as I want to have. Four years ago I had dance lessons in school but to be honest I forgot all. But I remember it was a really pleasant experience. I don't remember what kind of dance we learn (I'm sure that was a classical dance, but I remember nothing more). I danced with my school friend - Iza and with her everything was funny and nice.
I don't think so that in future I will learn how to dance, my current boyfriend don't like dancing, so I don't have more hopes.
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I'm really scared about my tomorrow visit in clinic health. I need to have a referral. I have to do a lot of formal things and this make me nervous. Generally this week is full of visiting in doctors. I'm afraid that won't good for my psychic health. My social skills isn't good and my attitude is like I'm a bit slow on the uptake.
When I started writing here, I wanted to write only about good things but it seems that my life isn't good and I can't writing good news. Ugh, it's sad, but nobody cares.
Today I ate soup and spent time with Tomasz's cousin. At the 20 o'clock I will go to l to the church. Earlier I want to go after the church to the student's meeting but I can't go there alone (I'm afraid about everything :( ).
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I found tests on the last exams in my university. But it's only one problem: these tests aren't different than other tests in subject that we have on previous semester. Professor is the same but she gave the same tests for different subject? That's doesn't seems possible. I don't know how I do it now. I want to pass this exams but how? Maybe, in future, somebody send to others students the right exams.
I'm studying for exams, tests and other stupid things. I'm exhausted, but that's look life.
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My days isn't as interesting as another people. Usually I'm sad and I'm thinking about different things that's never happens. It sounds funny but for me isn't it.
Usually I'm stressed about affairs but in 99% they never happens. I'm preparing for the worst-case scenario, but this way isn't good. That's make too much stress and too much sadness.
This is my way to face up life. I want to change it, but every step is hard and dangerous. However sometimes I have days when I feel free and pleasant.
There is one more thing, I want to say: I feel alone. I want to know how to talk to people, how to make friends. I don't need to have a really true friend, a normal girl or boy who wants to sometimes spend time with me is suffice for me.
Sorry about my sad post today.
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Hi, I'm already writing. I made a to-do list in my computer. Excel is a really good program for that, I wanted to use macro for saving information when do month ends, but it too difficult for me. I stayed on manual "saving" and I use colour. When I ( for example) learning one day, I write on excel "Y" and square is making green. Same situation is doing when I don't doing something and on square I write "n" and it turn into red. Nothing special but I like it.
One column is about writing text in trumbl, so I hope I'll be writing more often. I'm very excited about this idea.
Have a nice day
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Today I was presenting in class analysis about two banks. That's made me a little nervous, because I'm not really good in public speaking.
Of course, I'm doing my best, but when I speaking, my mind turns off. I don't know how to fix it.
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Today I was on sports competition. It wasn't easy, because my opponent was really good. On the beginning I was first, two other girls left behind me but after 2 kilometers girl with short, black hair came and overtook me. I weren't give up! I went after she half of the all distance. There were a hill, but it was quite easy for me.
When other women overtook us, I decided to go after she. Black hair girl couldn't speed up and she only saw my back.
I was really happy, especially when my team friends came to me to hug.
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