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CHANGE.

May mga ilang nagsasabing hindi ako nagpapakatotoo. Na kesyo parang ang dami kong tinatago. Yun ang hirap na hirap akong gawin sa totoo lang. Na kahit nga yung jowa ko ngayon, minsan nang sinabing "boring" ako hahaha. Ewan ko pinapangunahan ko lagi sarili ko ng takot, na baka sabihing mali ako o baka may masaktan ako sa bawat sasabihin ko. Hindi ko alam pano aayusin sarili ko, na maging madaldal uli o ano. Super SUPEEERR sensitive akong tao. Na feeling ko ganun din kasensitive ang iba. I WANT TO LET GOOOO. I WANT TO FREE MYSELF FROM THIS FEAR THAT HAS BEEN CAGING ME FOR EFFIN' YEARS!! I wanna be carefree but I'm too strict with myself. Hindi ko alam kung paano babaguhin ang sarili ko pero simula ngayon hindi na ko matatakot. Ngingiti na ko madalas. Hindi na ko magiging "boring" na kesyo wala daw akong makwento sa kanya. Saka gusto ko na rin mag-grow up. Hindi ko rin alam paano pero sana papunta na ko doon. Sana may improvement na nakikita sa akin ang mga tao. Sana maalis yung takot sa sarili ko na laging nandito, takot sa iisipin ng iba, takot sa ire-react ng ibang tao. Gusto kong magbago pero hindi ko alam paano. Pero hahanap akong paraan. Gagawa akong paraan. Ngayon. Ngayon din.

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I saved you and you broke me.

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“Sometimes in life, you will make mistakes. And when you think back on those mistakes, you may feel embarrassed. That’s a normal feeling. Nobody is perfect and we all make our fair share of mistakes in life. However, if you do not take responsibility for the mistake and do your best to correct it, then you are committing a second mistake. Do the right thing, even though you may feel embarrassed by your previous actions. Don’t compound the error.”

—

James Clear

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I want to be better.

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Be MINDFUL of ALL your actions.

Not everyone deserves to know. Hindi lahat pinagkakalat. Hindi purket close mo, sasabihin mo na. May nagtitiwala sayo na hindi mo sasabihin kahit kanino. So bakit mo sinasabi pa sa iba? Saka kahit personal na buhay mo, wag mo nang ipagsabi. Choose the right people.... yet LEARN TO KEEP SECRETS ON YOUR OWN!

Choose the right guy. Wag marupok. Wag magpadala basta sa kilig. UTAK ang gamitin. Love isn't all about kilig lang. It's a matter of committing to the right person and see if both of you will build each other up into better persons for a better future. 'wag bara-bara. YOU KNOW WHEN IS THE RIGHT TIME, so STICK TO IT. Anyone who REALLY wants you CAN WAIT!

Focus on improving yourself. Read books. Watch motivational and inspirational videos. Change your mindset into a better one. Learn from your mistake and don't repeat it EVER. Again, fix and love yourself in all aspects.

Serve and worship God, as always. Mahalin ang Diyos. Follow HIS WILL. Listen to His commands, your conscience. Be wise. Know what is right and wrong and always pick the RIGHT CHOICE. Continue devoting, participate in Bible studies, reflect/contemplate, and have a better relationship with God. Stop repeating sins then asking Jesus for forgiveness later!

Be a better person. Change happens when you start changing yourself.

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That one mistake is oversharing things not needed to be shared to anyone else, specially secrets of those people who trusted me.

Change NOW, Clarissa.

You're not just breaking trust and friendships; you're ruining lives.

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Yess! Finally. I just got my first check from NWorld. Siguro nga mababa pa lamang yan pero pagsusumikapan kong mapalaki yan. Someday magagawa ko ring umabot sa 5-6 digits! Hahaha. Bilang estudyante, alam kong tama lang na gawin ko 'tong bagay na ito dahil kakailanganin ko rin ito para sa aking kinabukasan. This will serve as my basis on how I will achieve a successful life soon. Thanks mga Tita Coach and to others na rin na nagsilbing inspirasyon. Haha, tama na ito. Mahaba na XD Trip ko lang magnobela. #NWorld #Achieve !

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