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i pay attention to shit you wouldn’t even think i’m paying attention to.

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I feel like a shadow of myself that no one really sees

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it’s honestly so weird trying to explain trauma to people without ptsd. like yes i’m fine, yes i have panic attacks constantly and feel like im reliving it, yes i’m just going about my day as usual, no i’m not going to break down and cry all the time even when it’s the worst thing that ever happened to me and i remember like it was yesterday. what’s hard to get?

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Rkkaaay on twitter.

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I feel tired. I feel so tired. Don't matter how much time I sleep, how much time I pass doing nothing, I still tired.

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The hours between 12am and 6am have a funny habit of making you feel like you’re either on top of the world, or under it.

Beau Taplin, “The Hours Between” (via wordsnquotes)

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I used to think I was in a bad mood but it’s been a couple of years now so I guess this is just who I am now

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Do you ever notice yourself getting bad again…like, you know you’re not doing work that needs to be done, you know you’re not cleaning, you know you’re not taking care of yourself…you know all the things you need to do to start trying to feel better. But you just can’t. And you’re left feeling like shit bc you thought you were getting better but here we are