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Speaking my honest truth here

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Oh they GET IT

i was brainrotting about their potential to hard

skateboarder au of them bc it feels right,, guys they’re were cuties in mys season 1 ok I swear I don’t have relationships issues

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CKY

#genuinely brings the most deep-rooted feeling of adoration #and nostalgia #need this life y'all *sips my beer*

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so i’ve heard the fandom is alive after all of these years 😁👋

recently got back into mcd (and other series) and i had to make some doodle pages!! haven’t used tumblr in a while so hello again tumblr followers @_@ i’m more active on twitter and i post my art there first before all other platforms soooo go follow if you want (@estchiyu) <3

#DANTE STANDING THERE #MI HEART NOOO

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she sent me her location bruh tf is this 😭😭

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so making that post about meif'wa in headscarves and such made me think about religion in my rewrite and i remembered that i haven't spoken about religious headwear at all, so here is some stuff for Avra. I might post about other religion stuff for LR at some point too.

These are mostly aph-specific since no one religions the way she does lmao. Except for the coin-chain, that's a little something she starts doing that ends up being a cultural thing for Phoenix Drop because surprisingly the way rulers dress does persuade their people to dress similarly.

Coin Scarves are a Scaleswind thing, and quite an old-fashioned one. You're more likely to see a little old lady (or man, it isn't gender specific) in church wearing one than your average individual. Only hair that is longer than shoulder length is typically put beneath them (hence Avra's little microbangs being out) however in some parts of Scaleswind it is seen as more proper to cover the entire top of your hair regardless of length.

Different colour + metal combos refer to different divine, and multiple can apply to a singular Divine. People often wear them based off of the divine they follow most of all (Irene, for most), however those who only wear them for prayer will wear them according to the divine they're praying too. Pre-O'Khasis/Scaleswind war, royal-blue and gold was the most common combination as those were the colours most associated with Irene, however they're also associated with O'Khasis, so it changed to white and gold when the war began.

Avra gets hers during her little excursion to Scaleswind. Those who worship the Destroyer often thought of her quite highly for reasons, and she is quite recogniseable, so when she was just walking around a little old woman pressed a red and cold coinscarf into her hand and walked away. Red and Gold are colours associated with Shad only by his worshippers, however black and silver is more often used by the gaggle of elderly folk in Scaleswind that dare to worship him as they aren't ashamed of their religion. It is however seen as heresy, so any youth that continue the practice + worship Shad will often wear the red variant.

Avra honestly just thinks its cute (she is wearing it in my recent Shadmau/Shavra drawing :})

This is a coin veil, inspired by catholic veils because they're so goshdarn pretty. They're the predecessor of coin scarves and while coinscarves are made with opaque, typically thicker material, coin veils are made with lace or sheer fabric.

It is not practiced anymore, it kind of went out of fashion when the elaborate worship of the gods was replaced with the more humble and accessible worship of the divine. Coin scarves were kind of made so the church could try and make those that were fond of veils convert away from the gods, under the idea that 'they're basically the same thing anyway!!'.

Avra gets hers because it was a practice she partook in during her life as Irene, so she kind of was drawn to it. For Donna and Logan's wedding, she had an excuse to wear fancy stuff, so she asked Cadenza to help her make a coin veil. She doesn't remember what it's meant to actually represent, she just thinks they're pretty and comforting. Cadenza makes her a red one, using a bunch of lace she had already made, and it is very long. Avra only typically wears it for events or whenever she's stressed and needs to chill out.

Similarly to coinscarves, colour and metal indicate certain gods, but so does lace pattern and veil length. Worship of Judgement/Death (The destroyer/shad) was often indicated with long black veils with golden coins and the lace covering the face as well as the hair, with the lace usually having patterns of wilted flowers and animal skulls to represent the very decay they worshipped. Of course, this could only be afforded by the very rich, however the rich were often patrons of his temples in larger communities and would supply them with veils for the worshippers to wear. The addition of coins to veils was thought to have started with Judgement/Death worship, as it was believed that if someone was buried in their veil and brought back, you would be able to hear them by the chiming of the coins. Which was good because you didn't want an SK sneaking up on your ass, even back when Shad was thought of highly.

Worship of The Mother (Irene) was done through medium-length white-lace veils which were usually not adorned with coins (though were still called coinveils) but had beads instead, and were typically tied or pinned closed around the chest. The lace usually had floral patterns on it, though not always. Irene herself wore one, however due to lace being very hard to carve, most of her statues depict her wearing a hood instead.

I could get into the impacts of Avra wearing her red little coin veil but naaahhhh.

#op i need the impacts of her red little coin veil #BAAAAADLY #this is so lit i love fake religion

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something else.

#GAGGINGGGG

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Day 2 of Aphtober is Devotion

redraw of that one painting. you know the one.

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when I was a preteen I was in one of those plots Minecraft servers. y'know where you get a square of blank land and you build whatever you want on it and everyone around you does the same thing and blah blah blah. well one of my 'neighbors' were aphmau roleplayers (Laurance and Aphmau specifically) so I thought it would be funny if I built a dungeon under my base where I wrote out descriptive plans to brutally kill the Aphmau rper and steal her skin and replace her for Laurances love, and then I lured them over to my plot and let them find it and then they never logged on again. I didn't even care about Laurance or shipping I just thought it would be funny. Years later I'm realizing maybe I went a bit far.

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#KLMMFAAAAOOO HELLO #IM LOOSING MY SHIT OVER THIS AT LIKE 4AM

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Hehehehe

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I am cringe but I am free

Anyway imagine Nana but her magicks turned on her and now she's the doll

#THIS GOES FUCKING CRAZY #this goes fucking crazy hard dude #AHHH #im going bananas

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Made a meme, kinda addicted to this sort of media/dynamic atm

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imagine if the relics had that thing where past relic users spirits would lurk around and would provide guidance to current holders of the relics.

like when aphmau has these episodes where she would see glimpses of irenes life. thats sort of like a way that irene is contacting aphmau with guidance (except it isnt very helpful because it leaves aph more confused..).

each original warrior has a different way of contacting whoever possesses their relic currently, with straightforwardness or cryptically. (like irene does it through glimpses of memories and speaking to aphmau directly).. and possibly it isnt just the Divine warriors who are contacting the current user, its any of the previous users giving guidance. (having the idea that the relic was passed down through many generations and was inherited by multiple people). but that would be extreemely chaotic from the inside.

it sounds like it would happen often, but it does NOT. communication between past warriors to the current hosts is never consistent. it could happen one day, then happen again in three days, then never again for seven years. and it HEAVILY weighs on whats going on in the world that needs attention to. this actually ties into my theory that the relics are predictive but ill explain that later..

just imagine, how its often portrayed in fantasy shows with generationally passed down magical items, theres a room within the relic, thats honestly more like some mindscape with the mcd relics, that is filled with the spirits of the past warriors of that specific relic. BUT this instance would be even more rare for a future relic wielder to be able to see, seeing as even just getting a slight nudge in some direction by previous warriors was rare, itd be ever more rare to be pulled into some mindscape filled with all warriors previous to the relic. mega rare. why its rare for this contact will also be explained later.

however this is not rare for aphmau because, well, shes irene, irenes the MATRON. irene kind of started the whole relic bizz, also aphmau is the first rebirth/resurgence of irene. alsoo they are in a dire situation with shad trying to come back, so obviously irenes taking any chance she possibly can to contact aphmau (through memories or speaking to her) without exploding aphmau in the mental and emotional department.

moving on bc idk what else to say

communication from the Divine Warriors to the current wielders of the relics was super rare probably due to their belief of the relics being almost a “freedom of use” with future wielders. they had faith in not only the person carrying the relic but the relic itself. the divine would not intervene in any course of action that a future warrior might place themself into, unless it would, by chance, tragically alter the universe or anything equivalent to that. even with it being canonically said how there were relic holders that were inherently evil and would use the relics power with malice, they would not interfere. they also did not intervene with warriors affairs probably for the belief that everything plays out for the advantageous prosperity of the future. they thought the relic to bring balance to the world, not destroy it, no matter who wielded the relic, or how it was used. additionally, they believed that the relics were above them, and were an entity itself.*

*these beliefs were more like personal beliefs. half of the divine would believe this, that the relics were entities and that the relics were made for balance restoration, but the other half just vowed not to intervene in anything for other reasons. restoring balance is also more of a lifetime thing, it would take decades for restoration. war doesnt get resolved in three days after all. perhaps esmund was one of those believers and thats why he dared not to intervene when zane had the protectors relic and wasnt really doing anything,, good, with it. and not when it was pulled from him, or absorbed by garroth… cuz he believed the relic had some wayward path or some shit..

but like i said, communication was very rare, even in scenarios where there was a tough decision and youd think some divine would reach out with advice.** but the first hint of communication, if any, always gives false hope for a second one.

**if you take ep27, at 16 minutes, when irene stops the guards from beating up Lo by possessing aphmau,, more than likely a situation like that would not be intervened by guidance of another warriors possession of their own relics host. but like i said, its a little different for irene because aphmau is her first resurgence.

for the predictive relics explanation.

i believe, because the relics were forged by irene against the fates, the relics have some sort of “predictive” ability. this idea stems from, not only the fact that the FATES were against the creation of the relics, but for the time period of which the relics come in use. it seems to become active again*4 just before tragedy.

the relics first come into play when irene creates them, and gives them to each divine warrior. she seemed almost distressed explaining how she needed help and “could only hold back the emptiness for so long.” the emptiness is what threatened their world at the time. (personally not sure what the emptiness was but it was bad). now what threatens the world is Shad. shads resurgence is unbalancing the world once more, and the relics are active again. not only shad but Tu’la taking over too.

and the problem is not about Shads coming back, its not really shad himself, its about his intention. like, pretty sure he wants irene dead, and i dont remember what else, probably take over the world,, idfk,,.

i really dont know how to explain it, but its like the relics are some intervention between Shad and his-opinion-of-victory. if there is no intervention, theres a possibility that shad could alter the line between realms. if the relics are not active to stop shad, shad gets what he wants, and causes unbalance.

the predictive part is the timing in which Irene was resurged,, as aphmau. the timing of when aphmau was woken, to her time in phoenix drop, to fifteen years in irenes dimension, to the three year time skip, and shad no longer being dormant, is all tied to the predictive timing of the relics awakening. so by the time shad and irene formally face-off is when irene will be at her strongest… maybe..

*4 when i say the relics become “active again” its because i think that the relics are abeyant for lifetimes until a moment strikes up that could shift worldly balance. the relics purpose is to maintain balance between realms sort of. i have no expansion on that. also i wanna say that all of the relics dont awaken at the same time. as of season three, we only know about the protector, the keeper, the destroyer, and of course the matron relics. not of the others. and with the divine warriors being from different areas of the world (regions didnt exist back then) it can be thought that they had family in their home town right? or perhaps the other relics have remained dormant because it hasnt made any connection with people.. 

honestly, if all of the relics are active at the same time, its safe to say that the world is on the verge of collapsing.

this went from me saying “haha thatd be cool” to me just losing my mind. if any of this turns incoherent and ive lost , any of which who has read this far , ask questions ? half of this is based off of stuff that happened in episodes and the rest is something i pulled blindly from my mind, and started piecing together like it was literally canon..

i am not proof reading ive read this enough times good night .

#so true

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peeta's a dom and i stand by it

he fucked you like a star-crossed show-off, because peeta wanted to make sure your cunt remember his size. splitting you open and stretching you out always earned a wolfy grin from his lips. “feel that? i'm so deep in your tummy, baby. if i came inside, not a single drop would spill out.” he cooed in your ear, firm grip unmoving from your hips. the tip of his dick had your eyes rolling into the back of your head, making your body all the more weak—he liked it. he liked the fact that he had the ability to make your body entirely crumble under his touch, he savored the sensation and view of your body going limp like a sex toy while you were getting fucked good by him.

sometimes, he was so desperate to feel you flutter and clench around him that he didn’t even bother taking off his clothes, he’d just unbutton his pants and tug them down to his thighs and nothing more. “no i’m gonna soak your clothes.” you forewarned, a frown on your face. “yeah.” he hummed, a smirk playing on his lips. “i like that, sweetheart. soak my pants with your pretty cunt like a good girl. make a mess for me.”

he allowed you only a gram of freedom while riding his lap. his big hands remained attached to your hips, helping to work you up and down. occasionally, he’d give you the liberty of grinding down onto his cock all by yourself, as clumsy as you were in the cock-hungry state, so he'd, in return, hold the back of your head and give you sloppy kisses all over your face. after he feeling the tickle of your hair while it slipped through his fingers, he'd take a grip of it and pull back so gently. he knew just how to be sweet and gentle—until he’s cumming. at first, you'd feel a slight tingle across your scalp. in a matter of seconds, he'd be gripping and tugging like a feral animal, dumping all of his cum into your cunt, and you'd take all of it.

“that's my girl,” he murmured with a smile, watching you struggle to take all of him and his cum. you couldn't hold yourself back. “my good little girl.”

#this shit #mmn this shit #this shit right here #waggling my finger #you my good sir have cooked today

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Penny for your thoughts? 

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#thinking ab this...

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thinking about how when Garroth gets back from the Irene Dimension he immediately gives himself the task of fixing up the old docks. thinking about how the docks first came about as a direct result of Aphmaus influence on the town originally, her tasking herself out of her own good-will to fix up and serve the first town she stumbled upon and decided to call home. thinking about how garroth says he fell in love with her as soon as he knew she was a good person. thinking about how Aphmau paving streets and renovating villager houses is what made him love her. thinking about how the docks was Their spot, it's where he saw her off and waited for her to come back from all her out-of-town quests, its where they meet up after Donna and Logan's wedding and where Garroth goes to reflect after Zenix's betrayal and is comforted by her. thinking about how Garroth's love for Aph is ultimately an extension of his love for Phoenix Drop and her love for Phoenix Drop is how she shows she loves him. Thinking about when he comes back from the Irene Dimension, after inadvertently leading the town to decay, blaming himself for Aaron's death, and irreparably damaging his relationship with Aphmau his first course of action is to fix up the docks. He's fucked up and the only thing he feels he can do is what Aphmau did so long ago that proved to him she was a worthy lord and a good person: roll up his sleeves and pick up a hammer and nail.

#delicious

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they're stupid and im obsessed with them