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Meaninglessness is painful I said as I gave up on the only thing that gave my life a meaning

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I promised myself to not settle once…look at me now, a shadow of my former self, playing the game I never wanted to take part in.

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I’m working a shitty job, complain about it and do nothing to fix it. But then again, why would I change a shitty job for another shitty job? The only fix is escaping the matrix completely…I see the walls but I ain’t good enough to break through them.

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For almost 2 years already I’ve been avoiding any chance at a serious relationship just because I want to have the option to quit life at any time I consider fit without hurting too many people.

P.S.: I’m okay, but I might not be tomorrow or next week or next month + life just never seemed like something to hold on to.

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My mind’s full on crashing today and I don’t know how to stop it

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How do you go from having no regrets ever, to regretting everything you’ve done

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William Teason

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Wtf, just noticed if you search for death or sadness on here, it only gives you support pages, my support groups were posts from real people through which I’d go and start feeling better, i miss the old tumblr

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An exhausted young couple during an all-night jazz session at the Royal Albert Hall in London, 1957. Photographed by Erich Auerbach.

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i want… romance.. that feels…………. warm… and tender……

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okay

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I think my mania transformed into being Izzy, and my inactive state or state of being down is Vlad

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Before i used to wanna kill myself, nowadays I’m more or less fine alive but I wouldn’t mind if i died🤷🏻‍♂️