Iām kind of back!!
I wonāt be as active as I used to, and I wonāt have set posting schedules, but I do hope to go back to writing!!
My first plan is to re-write āI Wish You Were A Girlā, so look forward to that!! Also, I will be looking at my inbox again!! So feel free to request, but donāt expect answers right away!!<333
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You are so amazing, i love your fics so much!!!!!! ā¤ļøš§”šš
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PAPA BEAR
- M!reader x John Price (+18)
- Warnings: Explicit content, fertility test, pregnancy talk(?), masturbation, praise k.
- A/N: Depending a second part, this could be seen as a ftm!reader who is willing to carry a child, aka seahorse dad!reader. Second part being the proper explicit stuff. Side-note, itās so hard to write a long piece for pure smut.
FEM! ALIGNED, DNI, YOU WILL BE BLOCKED!!
MINORS DNI, YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR CONSUMPTION OF MEDIA!!
John sits wordlessly on his chair, the sample cup in hand. He was expected to take a fertility test, to fill his spent into the small cup. He grunts softly, setting aside the cup and shuffling about to set up a certain type of video on his laptop.. it wasnāt easy, not when youād been conditioned to only get off to your husband. But he was busy, and John was left to his own desperate techniques.
Shuffling about with his belt, struggling for the moment with a few low groans, tugging his belt loose and tugging the fly down. Fishing into his briefs and pulling himself free with a small exhale. Giving himself a couple generous tugs as he lies back.
John hated every part of this. He wanted you.. wanted your touch to help him. And just the memories wouldnāt do. He tried.. tried to imagine his hand as your own. Gently teasing his own tip, tracing one prominent vein, but it didnāt work. Tried pretending his fist was that warm, wet mouth he was so used to, but it only added to his pent up frustration. Glaring at that stupid cup as he held himself with no relief.
But you.. you were like the devil with your charming looks and sinful ways. And speak of the Devil.. you had managed to walk right through that door as John had been tucking himself away.. your eyes warm with realization as you sit yourself on a small wheely seat. Placing yourself directly in front of him with your hands on his large thighs.
āJohn..ā You coyly hum, giving his jaw a small kiss as he lets out a small, low whine āAre you having some trouble, papa bear?ā The nickname alone has him tensing up and groaning with need, dropping his own head down against your shoulder. āWould you like some help?ā Your cold fingers trace gently up and down his hot thigh, always trailing a little closer to his prize with every move up.
John finds himself softly panting and squirming, his hips gently bucking as your smaller hand wraps around him oh so perfectly. Your thumb tracing up that one vein in just the right way, the perfect amount of pressure on his tip as you trace his slit with the pad of your thumb.
A low groan escapes John, his hands gripping into the armrests of the chair. Arching up into your addictive touch. āThatās it John, lemme help you.ā You purr, placing a small kiss to the top of his head. āThink of it baby, our own little family..ā Your words are so softly spoken, so perfect in this moment.
The growl that leaves John has you weak, praising him softly and peppering his face and shoulders with your sweet kisses. āAlmost done..ā you preen, your hand fully wrapped around him. A firm grasp with a cruel pace. The pleas and whines that leave John are almost worth it, but you rely weak and give in. Your pace quickening to his liking.
āGonna be such a good Daddy..ā That does it, the larger man bucking up with a delicious whine, quick to hurry the cup closer as he shares his load into it. āGood boy, Johnā¦ so good..ā You praise in hushed words, meeting his lips in a loving kiss.
Smut is so hard to write for as someone who prefers angst, but I deliver nonetheless.
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Back for another random thought
Ghost is Crywank.
Does he listen to them? Likely not. But would he relate to nearly every song youād play him? No doubt.
Songs and lines I think would relate for this sad, old, British soldier:
Memento Mori ā
āEveryone I love is gonna die, and I will die as well. I think about this before I sleep, and have since I was a child.ā
āIn my life, will I make a difference? In my death, will I be missed? Will I be granted some sort of an afterlife? Or will I just cease to exist?ā
āMaybe Iām still a stupid little boy, too weak to understand what will come..ā
Honestly, just the whole song considering Iāve just listed most the lyrics.
Gb Eating Gb Whilst Listening to Gb ā
Lowkey, this song is how I think Ghost reacts in relationships. Not specifying because I know people have different ships and opinions (know Iām my heart I think of Soap and him), but I have no doubt that heās going to be a guilty man for stupid things.
āDonāt let her see, how fast your heart is beating.ā
āWould it be cruel, be cruel, be cruel, to let my eyes return to you?ā
āIām an overly sensitive,ā not that I see him as such openly āimpatient little freak. Youād do better to turn your back on me.ā
I Am Shit ā
Honestly, another song Iād say matches fully for the most part.
āWhen Iām thinking too much, I realize Iām unkind. Pretend that Iām nicer than Iāll ever be. I am selfish and deluded, enjoy my hypocrisy.ā
Itās Okay I Wouldnāt Remember Me Either ā
āI can hide from friends but I cannot hide from you. These chemical reactions are dividing me.ā Soap.
āSelf-deprecating thoughts interrupting all the time. Emphasizing all the traits that I wish werenāt mine.ā
You guys are catching my drift by now, yeah?
Notches ā
āNo one to wonder when Iāll be home.ā
āI want to feel more than just sorry for myself.ā
Dead family, Yāknow?
Obsessive Muso With No Friends ā
More of a āhow I see teen Ghostā than anything else, or even just recruit Ghost.
āOne more night alone in my room, listening to music I think makes me cool.ā
āItās not cool being lonely, not cool being cold. Not cool being someone you wouldnāt want to know.ā
JK ā
Again, teen Simon or some shit.
āYes, I know, I think I am a joke, I know I am a joke, I am a joke somewhere.ā
āYes, I know, Iām easily provoked, I try to play it placid but I just canāt take a joke. I guess thatās the part thatās funny, I guess Iām a real dummy, As I cannot hide my upset, I run crying home to mummy.ā
āShe said āfirst thing tomorrow we take you out of school. You donāt have to get a job. To start a family would be cruel. It is such a pain to have to be related to you.āā
A Deer Mistaking Candles For Headlights ā
āYou can call me a coward and youād be correct.ā
āNow Iām shutting my mouth until this is over.ā
āDistant but rational, bringer of rage.ā
Only Everyone Can Judge Me ā
āAnd this confidence I fake only makes matters worst. I am not a stallion, I am just perverse.ā
āEveryday feels the same. Oh, itās the routine, and itās the regret.ā
Thereās definitely more, but those are some of my favourites. Anyways, in turn of getting this brain rot out, Iāll work on posting the Price Smut Iāve got stashed.
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Literally got spoiled by opening the app- Iām so pissed, and I know it should have been expected, but honestly others could have more decency too.
With MWIII's Campaign around the corner, it'll be inevitable that people will want to post about the story and plot.
Please, do everyone a favour and do one of two things:
DO NOT POST ABOUT IT. DON'T. Before you hit "Post now", please sit back and think: "Would Capt Price/Soap/Ghost/Gaz/[blorbo] approve of this action?" And then hit "close".
If you cannot contain the urge, please for the love of everything that is respectable, include SPOILER TAGS and other spoiler mitigation tools such as "read more" dividers, spoiler tags, etc.
Don't be Makarov.
This has been a public service announcement.
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Ghost keeps a clean room. Soap knows this is true for his pack, his office, his room, andāto all assumptionsāhis apartment.
The circumstances of how Soap got there are too jumbled with the high of a mission and the drop of mandated time off. He didnāt want to take time off, neither did Ghost.
He canāt quite remember which one of them fumbled through the offer to stick together- only to maintain their schedules, of course. They still had additional reports and inventory to do, it was only tactical.
So now here he stands, in Ghostās wholly spartan apartment. Itās been stripped of all charm and frivolity not painted on the walls or molded into the quaintly patterned glass by the front door. Itās not intentionally devoid of comfort- Ghost may be many things, but even he didnāt go out of his way to live without small comforts. Thereās an old but soft couch, rugs and mats placed around the doors, and even lamps to offset the harsh over-heads.
The most curious thing, the one that really catches Soaps eyes, is the only visible adornment, quilts.
Great, sprawling tiled blankets (tapestries?) are hung from most of the walls. Thereās one draped over the back of the sofa, tucked into the seat of the solitary plush chair. Thereās smaller, flat pillows on the few chairs in the kitchen. Thereās even placemats on the table. All colored with swirls of vibrant linen in dazzling patterns.
Ghost catches him gaping as he leads them through his space (They decided on his apartment, given Soapās was a bachelor pad, while Ghost had a guest room).
āMy mum used to quilt.ā Ghost says cryptically, and snags the pack off Soapās shoulder while heās still too busy gawking to protest.
Later, after theyāve showered off their travel and eaten something not wrapped in plastic and some amount of mud, Soap tries to breach the topic. Ghost replies as vaguely as ever,
āShe tried to make me a baby blanket, never finished it.ā Which takes Soap for a spin because based on what Ghost had previously (not) said, heād assumed his mom had made them. He leaves it be.
Much later, after theyāve settled back into some semblance of their normal routine, Soap finally figures it out. Itās late at night, later than he should be awake after running himself ragged in the gym.
Heās stuck in a state of un-anxiety, which is in itself anxiety inducing, when he hears something next door. Itās rhythmic, mechanical, sharp, but in a way thatās distinctly well milled.
Itās coming from Ghostās room, and if it were earlier in the night he mightāve just let it be, but heās curious and without anything better to do.
He drags himself out of bed, slips on a shirt, and makes his way to Ghostās room. It had been excluded from the gruff house tour heād been giving on arrival, and right as he creaks the door open he understands why.
There are shelves covering the whole wall opposite to the door, obviously custom built, filled with bat upon bat of colorful fabric. The same colorful fabric, Soap realizes, that makes up the sole decoration in Ghostās apartment. Sat at a desk, hunched slightly over a near-antique sewing machine, is Ghost.
Soap stares.
Ghost stares back at him, deceptively warm in the light of the machine. Soap can only imagine what he looks like, half awake and face cavernous in the dark of the hallway. Thereās a momentary stand-off, Soap inanimate, Ghost giving him a look of challenge.
Soap breaks it first, glancing away and to Ghostās project. Itās half-way finished, colored with calming blues and grays. Ghost seems satisfied turns back to his work, ignoring him entirely.
Soap, sleep addled and out of his depth, takes the dismissal for all it could be. He shuts the door behind him, for both their sanities, and sits down on Ghostās bed. Itās covered in a thick quilt, made of reds and golds and the occasional maroon hexagon. Itās unlike anything heās thought of Ghost as, but heās beginning to think this is the most raw heāll ever see him.
The hum of the machine, combined with his tiredness, or maybe with the air of safety that curled around him with Ghost in his sights, starts to lull Soap to sleep.
He blinks himself an awake every time, waiting for the cozy haze to lift and Ghost to kick him out. But it never does, and the time between his eyes closing and opening slowly becomes longer and longer.
He mustāve properly fallen asleep when heās jolted awake by the sound of plastic on plastic. Ghost had switched off his machine and was clamping closed a large, sorted box of pins. He glances back at Soap,
āGo to sleep, Mactavish.ā
And Soap is nothing if not trusting of Ghost, so he does as heās told. Heās woken again, briefly, by Ghost pulling the quilt out from underneath where heād laid on top of it. Thereās a rush of cold air, a dip in the bed beside him, and then the warm blanket being draped over him.
He makes a slight noise of alarm as he realizes itās Ghost crawling into bed with him. Ghost huffs and grabs him by the arm, stopping him from sitting up and pulling his head to rest on a pillow in one motion. He lets go, then, and turns away from Soap.
āYou can go if you want.ā He rasps. Soap belatedly realizes he hadnāt talked to the other man much the previous day. He hums in clumsy thanks before finally falling asleep.
Later, Soap asks (he doesnāt beg, heās a grown adult) Ghost to make him a quilt. He doesnāt expect him to say yes, or to have him pick the patterns, or to let him intrude on his room again almost nightly, but Ghost does.
They both know itās not about the quilt.
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Oh brother- life changing šš
I love apocalypse AUs so so so so much, especially when denial is at play š©
Thinking about being in a zombie apocalypse w/ Price
Pairing: John Price x Male reader
CW: major character š
Thinking about you and Price having feelings for each other ever since you can remember, but youāve never gotten the courage to confess and time never seems right especially when a zombie apocalypse breaks out.
Suddenly youāre too busy trying to survive and thoughts about confessing are long forgotten about.
However one day when itās just you and Price out on a patrol, gathering necessities before night comes, you end up getting bitten and for the first time since the apocalypse happened you see Price truly shaken up.
Heād been the first to take charge when the apocalypse broke out, the first one to put his feeling aside and focus on surviving the horror that was now your every day life.
But in this very moment he looks so lost, frozen in place eyes wide and mouth agape before he gathers himself enough to shoot the zombie dead and pull you to the side.
You already know what this means, you remember him being the first to say it.
If someone gets bit we shoot them dead no hesitation.
He just never thought- never dared think it would be one of his own at some point, someone so close to his heart yet so far away.
However before you can even suggest it, heās pulling you into his embrace, lips pressing against your temple and whispering āitās okay, itās okay, just a minor scratchā as the blood soaks through your sweater because denial has always been his best friend.
āYouāll be okay youāll be okay youāll be okayā he mutters over and over again as he rips a piece of his shirt before he grabs ahold of your wrist, hands shaking as he rolls up your sleeve to see the damage.
Itās clear as day, itās not just a scratch but teeth marks deeply etched into the skin, with blood continuously pouring out from it.
You feel your eyes fill with tears, bottom lip wobbling before the woundās covered by a piece of fabric.
āJohnā you say as he begins to wrap it.
āHushā is all he says in response albeit his voice is sounding weaker and you see the way his hands shake, can hear him take shaky breaths, can feel heās falling apart right before your eyes as he applies the gauze.
āJohnā you say again with your hand resting on his but even then he wonāt look up for your wound
āJohn you have to do itā you say again and thatās when he finally looks up, cerulean eyes filled with tears and bottom lip wobbling as he grabs ahold of your neck to pull you closer to him
āDo you hear yourself boy?!ā
āYouāve said it yourself! If someone gets bitten we shoot them dead!ā You say, your own furry reflecting on your face
āThat is not the same thing! That is not what - thatās notā his eyes close, tears trickling down his cheeks and his voice cracks when he speaks āyouāll be okay itāll be alright weāll just wait til the rest of the boys get here yeah?ā
You bite your tongue, swallowing down the bile rising at the back of your throat before you nod your head in response because after all you too have made denial your very own best friend.
The first hour passes and Price makes sure to dry the sweat from your forehead, gives you some food and water to shove some nutrition into your body while continuously changing your bandage with the limited supplies he has with him.
The boys arrive by the third hour and he doesnāt even allow you to mention the bite, just explains you had some bumps in the road but managed to get your supplies. He has an arm around your waist, body flushed against yours to support your weight as he walks you back to the camp, explaining to the rest that youāre just tired itās been a long day and that heāll be the one to take you to bed.
By the fourth hour youāre shriveled up in your sleeping sack, running a fever while heaving up your dinner, all while price is there hands once again shaking eyes glassy as he wipes the sweat of your forehead and makes sure you take proper gulps of water.
By the fifth hour youāre reminding him once again that you wonāt make it thereās no cure for this and denial has overstayed its welcome but heās having none of it head shaking and lip turned down into a frown āwhy?! Why why why are you keeping me alive?!ā You almost sob out. āBecause I love you, thatās why, do you understand now?!ā He yells, the captain tone slipping into his voice as he explains how youāve got his whole heart in your hands.
A silence falls over the two of you because what is there to say for two people that are doomed.
By the 6 hours silent tears are trickling down your half changed face, blunt nails digging into the palm of Priceās hand while your heart beat gradually slows down.
By the 7th hour, dusk has turned to dawn and 141 find you and Price laying on the floor, hand in hand, with matching bullet holes in your temples.
In the palm of Priceās hand they find a note, on it the words āto be loved is to be changedā are written on paper, later on theyāll find a bite on his body that matches yours.
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I donāt typically post serious things, but this shit was so god awful and heartbreaking.
Inquisitor didnāt deserve what happened, and all because of attention seeking frauds and other people such as Keeganās mask and her boyfriend. People like Keeganās mask, who frequently spreads hate and rumours, should not be allowed nor accepted into communities with such ease.
As someone who followed them for a bit, itās clear how they could have simply stated something and had their followers blindly agree without evidence. Keeganās mask, in fact, often did this; hating on other creators which would then have this harmful group slandering them for no proper reason. Keeganās mask should have known better. Should have made the work to reach out for all points of view and gather all evidence for their side of the argument. But instead, they blindly accused and pushed those claims to the very limit.
This world is gonna be filled with liars and manipulators, and itās up to you to figure out where you stand and what the truth truly is. Donāt just trust something because someone you like and trust said it, but go out of your way to do the research from both sides. Without the caution accidents like this will only happen again.
May Inquisitor forever rest in piece. And may karma come to those that caused this.
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Hii!! This is my first time requesting anything but i just love your writing smm
I just wanted to ask how you felt about writing age regression fics? NOT AGEPLAY ew ew. Sfw age regression. Its fine if not, its just been a really good coping mechanism for me. Id love to know how certain members of task force 141 would take care of a age regressor reader :))
HiHi, I think Iām generally open to this subject, but to do so I think Iād rather you, or someone with similar coping mechanisms/wants, to private message me and give me further details on how this subject works. I donāt want to butcher this considering itās a big coping mechanism for some people.
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Octonauts x COD AU, aka another crack AU because Iām special in the head and currently delirious-
Captain Barnacles = Price
Shellington = Soap
Peso = Gaz
Kawzii = Ghost ig
Iām never touching this AU again though.
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I want COD x Pitch Perfect. Thatās my crack AU. But Iām too lazy, so it shall live on within my head. Just thought Iād tease the idea and never mention it again.
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VERY EXCITING NEWS!!
I have opened up my Ko-Fi for commissions!!
It is a Black and White lines commission and if you'd like to add minimal shading and/or an extra character, you can!
I'm currently only taking OC and CoD characters! The more detailed your description, the faster you'll get your drawing!
Current art style + prices are so:
(please open image for better quality i'm begging you)
If this interests you, come on by! I'd be more than happy to make you happy <3
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do you post on ao3? Your stories are amazing and I loved the one with Simon and his internalised phobia.
I actually donāt post on ao3, I tend to stalk around there, but Iām not a fan of the set up as for writing. Alongside the fact that I only ever touch it like- 3 times a year.
Which really reminds me that Iāve gotta start writing again soonā¦ got a lot of ideas, but Iāve been weirdly sick recently.. Iāll be writing again soon though!
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Bringing this back because of the fucking amount of Fem!people interacting with me, especially following. The amount of people Iāve blocked within one week is insane. Stop interacting with me, Iāll find out and Iāll block you.
Kindly fuck off.
In like the nicest way possible, she/her and she/they users, DNI
Iām sick and tired of blocking you guys because Iām not comfortable with your interactions. Itās not hard to understand that male readers are, shockingly, for male readers only.
Leave my work and account alone. Leave the tag alone.
Female readers have been present and overrunning fandoms forever, let the guys have their personal things for once! Itās uncomfortable having you interact with me and my work and the tag meant for males specifically!
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Alrighty, fertility test plot wins!! Iāll start writing this hopefully sooner than later!!
In the mean time, Iāve started writing for that short series based around Simon and the album āAMā!! Think I might just post chapters whenever I feel like it, because fuck schedules. Gonna make yāall eagerly refresh pages and check back everyday just to see if I posted or not š¼
Anyways, drink some water and take care, the nasty stuff will posted relatively soon.
How many of you would want some smut between m!reader and Price?
Because of tiktok it would be based off that one scene in āThe Sixā or whatever that show is called (never seen it, but I want to watch soon) where Barryās character is tryna get a fertility test done or what not-
Either way, Price jerkinā it but canāt finish without his darling husband.
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How many of you would want some smut between m!reader and Price?
Because of tiktok it would be based off that one scene in āThe Sixā or whatever that show is called (never seen it, but I want to watch soon) where Barryās character is tryna get a fertility test done or what not-
Either way, Price jerkinā it but canāt finish without his darling husband.
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