justmypouringthoughts

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I keep having dreams about you everytime I go to sleep

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You are

It’s like how I look for you all the time

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Why does it feel like you are looking for

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It feels like

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But

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I am ready

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You have loved me anyway

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While you were sleepin', I decided to lay it out

Every bad reason

All of my pointless doubts

Where I went wrong

I whispered the ways that I'm ashamed of myself

While you were dreamin', I handed you all my fears

My thoughtless decisions, turned into thoughtful tears

What have I done? For the first time

I blame myself

But you get my love, baby

You get my love

If there's only one thing about me that you can trust

You get my love, baby

You get my love

Don't let my mistakes take that away from us

You get my love

I'm no longer hidin'

Though you're not awake to leave

I can tell by your breathin'

It's no longer a fantasy

I'm still not prepared

For when you wake up

And turn to me

But you get my love

The light comes in, the dawn is risin' down

You opened up your eyes

Once again I have to risk it all

The time is now

You get my love

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I’ve been trying to find you,

In the dark.

Middle of the night I’m searching for the light.

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I’m sorry this is our senior year. I don’t think either of us planned it to be this way.

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I did become my mom. In a sense.

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I’m sorry I’m so afraid.

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I keep picturing something and I don’t like it.

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Your stepping on the blue line

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It’s just so close yet so far

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This is how it works

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I want it to all go away and be better