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if this gets 10 notes I’ll post my Chuuya birthday fic early

Please spam this I need to know people want to read my stuff

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INUYASHA 🗣️💥🥳🦅🗿🗣️🥳💥💥🥳💥🥳💥🥳💥🥳

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Pls tell me all dazai autism traits in ur list

OMG I AM SO GLAD YOU ASKED, yes yes yes…

I want to preface this by saying this is in no means supposed to be canon facts or a diagnosis, I just think he is a very autistic-coded character coming from my own experiences as an autistic adult!

Long post under the cut because I don’t know how to stfu!!!

We will start with my main reasoning:

As we know, Dazai and his ability are based off of the work No Longer Human. Dazai being similar to the main character Yozo. Yozo is a kind of “stand in” for the real life author Osamu Dazai as No Longer Human contains a lot of real events from the author’s life. BSD Dazai and Yozo’s main similarities are the disconnection from others and high masking. Here are two quotes from the book:

“All I feel are the assaults of apprehension and terror at the thought that I am the only one who is entirely unlike the rest. It is almost impossible for me to converse with other people. What should I talk about? How should I say it? - I don’t know.”

This is incredibly similar to the lived experiences of Autistic people. I used to feel like an alien, or just fundamentally different than others. We tend to also struggle with communicating and other social dynamics. Dazai feels isolated from others, let’s very few people close, and searches for meaning by observing other humans and life and death itself. He quotes this as his reason for joining the Mafia. He also processes emotion differently, at odds with people around him.

“I managed to maintain on the surface a smile which never deserted my lips; this was the accommodation I offered to others, a most precarious achievement performed by me only at the cost of excruciating efforts within.”

This is one of the best descriptions I have read of Autistic Masking. Dazai HIGHLY masks. Dazai is known for not showing his true thoughts/feelings/opinions often in BSD. He can code switch easily, serious in one moment and then covering it with his over the top silly/unusual/maniacal personality. In NLH this is described as “clowning.” I also think Dazai’s genius “always according to plan” thing is sometimes a mask, so he doesn’t show the fact that he’s working hard to pull strings and figure things out.

He does have some insane pattern recognition though which is also an autistic attribute!

And now for the more surface level reasons:

Repetitive Behavior/Media Consumption: Dazai reads the same book over and over again. The Ultimate Guide to Suicide is a book he’s had with him since his PM days and he tells Atsushi that he already knows everything it says because he’s read it hundreds of times. A very common autistic trait!

Restricted Diet: Dazai seems to have a limited diet consisting of alcohol and canned crab! It’s a same food/safe food he has often. His room was described to be full of discarded cans of crab and bottles. Limited diets are common in autistic people.

Stimming: Dazai stims! He is a very wiggly and stimmy person. There’s several scenes where he is seen humming and singing or making little silly noises.

Dazai and his headphones are so important to me.. he seems to wear them frequently around the office. It could be noise cancelling or auditory stimulation that he likes.

The man never sits normally on a chair which is something I think a lot of neurodivergent people can relate to.

And of course floor time! Shown by him rolling around when stressed, laying on the rooftop and a few instances in Wan! like the marshmallow scene.

Also you can’t tell me that this is not two burnt out autistics after overworking their brains…

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thinkin of quitting my job to become a full-time horrifying void entity

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help I love the wording of this post dhsjjdjsjsjsjs

haises crush on touka was so adorable and pure he didnt even know those were inherited feelings from kaneki i love him i would read chapters worth of haise visiting re

Omfg like…I love the touken dynamic so much, kaneki’s such a fucking edgelord and haise is like a lovestruck puppy-

Kaneki: oh no oops I’m falling in love with touka better put these feelings in a little box and hide them so I can be STRONG and oops the box leaked a little but MOST OF THE FEELINGS ARE STILL HIDDEN IN THE BOX AND. IM GONNA PRETEND. THAT THEY ARENT EVEN THERE LMAO (I’m THE FUCKINKG STRONG💪🏼💪🏼💪🏼💪🏼)

Haise: ooh what’s in this box? OH WOW I LOVE HER 💕❤️😍😍😍💕💕❤️❤️Woah ah waaa🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹 oh I’m so in loveeee oh~✨wowwww ♥️♥️♥️💕💕💓💗💗💓💓 ooh la la! Oh~✨✨✨ the coffee lady is so pretty oh💓💓💓 omg I’m gonna pass out 😩😩😩😩💕💕💕💕notice me senpai 💓💓💓🌹🌹✨✨✨✨

Oek (pre-touken): lmao get back in the fucking box. ITS TOO DANGEROUS. STOIC COLD OEK IS IN THE HOUSE. SHE CAN’T SEE HAHA NO ONE KNOWS IM IN LOVE WITH-

Touka: haise showed me ur crushin on me bud lmao u a virgin big boi?? 😂😂👌🏻👌🏻 lemme smash

Kaneki: oh haise lol Touka he’s a dumbass lmao oh no oh no the box is leaking uh oh oh no uh oh oops um oh no uh oh uh oh-don’t look uh oh

Touka: Fucks him

Kaneki: OH!!!!! 💦💦💦💦💦💦WOW I CANT HIDE IT ANYMORE I REALLY DO LOVE HER!!!!!💕❤️😍😍😍💕💕❤️❤️OH BOY! Woah ah waaa!!!!🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹 oh I’m so in loveeee oh~✨wowwww ♥️♥️♥️💕💕💓💗💗💓💓 ooh la la! Oh~✨✨✨ toukachan is so pretty oh💓💓💓lets get married?! I’m 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💕💕💕💕💕💓💓💓💓

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"How can you write romance if you're asexual?" The same way I write fight scenes despite never having elbowed some dude in the small intestine: Really badly and I don't know what I'm talking about pls I'm sorry-

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probably been done before but i made this!

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Years later still wondering, if ghoul skin is near impenetrable how the hell did Uta get his tattoos??

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Writing is exactly like this

Writer's Corner

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there are two moods reading something you wrote months ago:

this is garbage

i am a GODDESS

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how pissed off does he have to be to drop the honorific

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I think having a baby niece is great cause my brother will send me just a constant stream of messages that sound indistinguishable from how someone at Jurassic park would text if they were being hunted by the raptor

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Every writer has two sides:

"I love my characters, they are my children and will protect them with my life"

"I wanna make them suffer so fucking much"

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anything can be made appealing if you pretend to be your favorite fictional character

#me: does something #me: “omg im so juuzou core”

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