k-algorithm

[k-algorithm]

X-Role Model

If you only know what they taught you in school about Malcolm X(barely) then your opinion really holds no clout. READ AND EDUCATE YOURSELVES ON HOW GREAT A LEADER HE WAS. He was out to liberate our minds and free us mentally. He gave us a voice to be proud of

X was not teaching to go out and kill people he was teaching what most parents in those days have always taught their kids "If someone hits you hit them back" but most want to condemn this man, a black man for wanting to fight back when all white men have done in the name of freedom is create war after war for money, religion, and politics. yea kick rocks, any black folks in my opinion who will sit there and not see the point made here can kick rocks too. Grab a book and relax and understand some real facts before you post your clouded naive nothing of an opinion.

[k-algorithm]

BlackStrong

As a black. Man In America do you know how hard it is to solidify the struggle that we have to someone who isn't black? Then to have another black, a successful black man, play with OUR inequities, Our livelihood, Our struggles, for a fucking Profit.. FUCK JUSSIE SMOLLETT. Worse than these white racist fucks out here

[k-algorithm]

"You can't separate peace from freedom because no one can be at peace unless he has his freedom"

[k-algorithm]

HOLOCAUST

I knew and had a friend I could relate to on so many levels, but we had so many times when our friendship was too strong for its on good: we would fuss and fight, then make up, then not talk to each other for what it seemed like forever, then restart the whole cycle. Well today I wanted to say Hello to this friend, to have conversation with or at least acknowledge his existence and to rekindle and maybe even break the cycle of us not talking so much. Predictable as it is, he remained belligerent. I guess he was just as sick of the cycle as I was, but in a totally different way. You see, I was blamed for it—he says I have a superiority complex and that he refuses to take a backseat to my life; he also goes on to say how I pick and choose when to respond and talk. After his rant he blocked my number.

Well, dear friend, I’m going to be the forthcoming, honest guy I normally am and tell you that Yes, I have flaws and one of those flaws I’m in conflict with is that I’m not always going to respond at a second’s notice when I receive a message—I have a life, I have other friends, I have family, I have responsibilities. I’m sorry if I ever—no, no, wait, I’ll apologize to all friends here and now. not just you—but I’m sorry, so, so sorry if I have ever made anyone feel like they were taking a backseat to my life. It has never been my intention or part of the deal with becoming friends with me. Sorry for the next statement I’m making when I say, A lot of people like to be around me; should I be apologizing for having many friends? What is it that you want me to say or apologize for? Are you not part of the blame too?

I’m human and when I’m hanging out or spending time with others, I don’t stay on my phone unless it is an absolute emergency. And there are times I forget to respond but I will get back to you when I get the chance to, so do not fault me for having a life.

I am guilty of picking and choosing. I admit, I am: I pick and choose who I want to spend my time with as well. Sorry, my friend, you have done nothing in our past years of friendship but brought about DRAMA. You lied about having cancer for a whole year (which is nothing to kid about) to get my sympathy. You purposely tried to beat me down (because of your jealousy of my personality, I guess). I have never understood your motive and/or why you continue to be this irrational and may I add RATCHET being, but I will not apologize for trying to connect with you again after you completely act like a douche nozzle.

I can’t fit everyone into my day—it’s impossible. My way of showing my friends or anyone else that they are important in my life is by being around them or even having a brief conversation with them. That should suffice. I guess you expected to be put up high in the ranks of my life. I’m not going to put some Neanderthal up in the high ranks of my life. There are friends who have treated me like royalty and people I’ve known shorter than I’ve known you who have treated me way better, who deserve that place a lot more than you do. You probably thought you would break my heart with your fallacious attitude. You did not: you simply threw yourself into the holocaust of people that do not deserve to be in my life.

[k-algorithm]

I would shine just like a million suns if you'd just love me baby

[k-algorithm]

Waited for a Hero who never came!

I recall a soulful young boy who was the most energetic person you would ever meet. A clown, but never a fool. I recall a young boy who did not stand a chance to lose not an ounce of one thing. I recall a boy who was waiting on a hero.

I found a youthful teen at the peak of his reign, full of laughter and dance the world could rejoice in. I found a teenager who could brighten up the depths of space with the warmth of his heart. I found a teenager on the curb waiting for his hero.

I knew a young man lost in the depths of love and deceit. I knew a young man who dabbled in those games only to never admit defeat. I knew a young man who put aside his beliefs to try to fit in with the world he viewed from high up above. I knew a young man who began to lose his way, wondering where is his hero?

I am a man, not lost or torn but stronger than anyone could imagine, I am a man who have fought his way through mountains and valleys to seek some sort of joy again. I am a man who can admit defeat. I am a man still full of laughter and energy, I am a man who is no longer a clown but definitely a fool for I realized.....

the hero I recall is a figment of my imagination, the hero i found was swallowed by the world, the hero i knew got lost in love, the hero that i thought of was a flawed man looking for something that may not even exist.

That hero was me

[k-algorithm]

Fucked Up Perspectives

This goes out to everyone real-life, and or all these social networking/dating sites etc...

Why do you some of you feel as though just because someone messages you and or gives you a compliment that they want to engage in some form of relationship with you? pfft

No need to answer, ill answer for you.....

Because you are just that damn arrogant, yes it will be natural for you to go ahead and defend yourself! play your cards, but you know I am right!

Yo Boo Boo, nobody want you!

I appreciate beauty when i see it and realize their is tons of beauty in the world, why would i want to settle just for yours? Oh because i stopped, observed and produced a compliment for you to go on and be all egotistical about! Really?

Ha! and then to the ones who receives the messages where someone is  paying you a compliment and follows up with a CONVERSATIONAL ICE BREAKER like was sup? or how are you? and you only respond with Thanks! 

You know your worse right?

We both know exactly what you are thinking when you read that message! "Oh I am gorgeous, that makes my day" "Im so hot" Not a thought to say, "Oh I am doing well, thank you very much" WTF is wrong with some of you people! Be considerate, and stop embarrassing yourself, cause surely some of you do with me, ill tell you straight up, I am not interested, I just thought you were cute!

A lot of you peoples perspectives are all fucked up, in my book anyway!

[k-algorithm]

“Sincere forgiveness isn't colored with expectations that the other person apologize or change."

[k-algorithm]

And Im never going to tell you everything i got to tell you but i know i got to give it a try

[k-algorithm]

Integrity

Integrity is a concept of consistency of actions, values, methods, measures, principles, expectations, and outcomes.

Now is that not a beautiful definition? When you read it does it remind you of yourself? And do not lie

I sometimes think that i expect too much out of some people, but then hope comes and tells me that i only expect right. We as human beings are bound to make mistakes, and break promises here and there, no means am i or anyone perfect, but when you say you will do something, do it? It is that simple. If you are one of those people who are afraid of rejection or anyone resenting you, New flash the most simplest way of getting resented is by lacking consistency, it displays your character to be what most would call flakey.

I myself have been known to do much for people and i am just this nice generous guy, No? i stand by my beliefs and hold strong the integrity i have. Always many come around and expect me to be the only one who needs to reach out to them first, it does not work like that. If i notice i am the only one who is trying to do some form of communicating, then a couple of things are understood but most importantly that i am not of importance to you.

I would never wish to eliminate anyone from my life or even resent anyone, because i am not a hateful soul, but in truth some people will always be their own worst enemy and not realize that they are the only cause of anyone resenting them and it is usually because they lack integrity of some sort. 

I have to confess i have dedicated this blog to a few short people who currently but soon will not reside in my life as this is my good-bye as a friend and or whatever i was to you. I mean this with the best intentions and cannot hold someone in my life whose silence hurts my feelings due in part because i do care and you matter to me.

[k-algorithm]

Sweetest Message Ever.....

Hello Ken......You know I had read and viewed you, and through your message, I find that you are a very impressive and intriguing young intelligent man. Its good to find a young man which is proven to be an adult and has the maturity to go along with it. But your case is a little more because you definitely are a very beautiful and extremely sexy guy. A guy which whom you do decide to give your love to will then be that lucky soul. Baby boy guys such as yourself brings quality and hope to us all. I truly wish you the very best in all that you may do or want in life and I hope that you will find that very special partner that will show you genuine respect and love with true appreciation.

[k-algorithm]

The reason most people do not recognize an opportunity when they meet it is because it usually goes around wearing overalls and looking like Hard Work.

[k-algorithm]

amitié trompe

The remembrance of instant affection upon being acquainted gave me insight to a detailed future you would hold in my life, my dear friend where did we begin to fade?

Alien we have become, Our train embarked toward this destination where it has become abundantly obvious that our friendship should of never existed.

Miscommunication perhaps? Even the wittiest could not over analyze all the excuses i have conjured in my mind to condone the actions of your perfidy.

Spiteful i may sound, but humble i sustain to be as i embrace a piece of me, that was you and set it free.

I happily realized that in this present time, others who are not alien to me have mended what is now again complete. Assuming the role you once had, they easily tower over you.

Now the remembrance of you is just a well taught lesson, which is your hold in my life. Dear stranger where did you begin to fade? 

[k-algorithm]

You're really not somebody, Until somebody else loves you

[k-algorithm]

I was reminded today.....

"The most perfect act of love is SACRIFICE."

[k-algorithm]

Mater

"This is dedicated to a woman who i have watched fight her way through life day by day, even though its never been easy, and though most of the time that reason is because she is her own worst enemy she never gives up trying. It was brought to my attention that she is the other woman, and to my dismay she accepts it, without further a do she replies

"There is no man that does not cheat, they all do, he is just open about his"

You know this isn't true, he cheats because he is an adolescent neanderthal who consistently thinks of himself, i feel =( you have invested so many wasted years in this man that you have lost confidence and you fear loneliness as do i, but we have each other. This just isn't you to settle for this, maybe you are tired of the fight in your aging, and i completely understand but I want you to know that it is not acceptable and one day, this one day i been waiting 24 years of my life you will open your eyes and see that you are queen among mothers and although we do not have the best relationship most sons have with their mothers I LOVE YOU with all of my heart and soul for all the years granted you tried to be a mother worth having, though i can be a complete arrogant jerk.

You may never know the things i love about you most because I have too much pride to convey them to you. You deserve so much more life could ever offer you and this is why i push my selfish ass through life in hopes to take ahold of the war you fight within yourself and bring a calm to your storms.  

My dear sweet mother i pray for something beautiful to come to you soon.

[k-algorithm]

Fever

Today in my ills of moods i felt alone, in feeling this i contemplated if i should take a long drive, no destination, treble high with medium bass so i can feel the vibrations of symphonies surrounding every dimension of my being.

Today i watched the concrete flood my silhouette, i thought about my dire aspirations to finally swallow my pride and express my many jumbled thoughts and opinions that i want so desperately to be seen, read and heard.

Today i closed my eyes and let my discrete dreams weigh heavy on me, in a ocean of sweat, i visited all the desires yesterday never held but surely tomorrow can.

My feverish dreams lead me to meet a stranger who laid her hand upon my chest, without words she metaphorically gave me insight to what may lie ahead. 

Today  my pondering thoughts surrounded the moment i laid myself beside you on the gurney talking with you, with a sure sign that everything will be okay from the language on your beautiful face my darling sister.

Yesterday i missed you more and more i and jumped to assumptions that nothing will be okay

But today your grace helped me come to the realization that I'm going to be  O..k..a..y.

>>>>>May Angels Lead You In<<<<<