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Sorry for getting all mushy and vulnerable that wasn’t very stem kid, cold cynic who reads romance, perfectionist ,hater girl ,independent to a fault of me

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Bruce introducing Jason as his baby boy, little man, tiny fetus with a leather jacket when the mf is 6'5 and 200 pounds of rage is so near and dear to my heart. but DICK????

THE FUCK,, is Bruce feeding these boys. Don't tell me you wouldn't have a heart attack if you were Clark Kent and the 10 year old with angry eyes and sunshine smile turned into this

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I literally want to die.

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Why is it the daughter's responsibility to be the mother of their mothers and not the other way around? It's like they birthed someone to hold their rage, as if it was the only thing a daughter is ever good for.

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written by a bad daughter, fall 2022

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The bitter realization that i never learned to stand up against my bullies because i never learned to stand up against my mother, and that my mother, was my first bully.

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“Instead of how it is with my mother, where everything I do is to try to not be like her, which is basically the same as becoming her in a way, how a shadow of your hand is both your hand and its opposite.”

- Motherthing, Ainslie Hogarth

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It do b like that tho

girls be like “fighting demons😤🤪” and the demons be their moms

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I really fucking hate my mother.

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i think that when you grow up in a house with an angry mother that anger will forever sit inside your chest

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Im beginning to develop anger issues & in not enjoying it at all.

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It’s terrible to have bad memory. You feel so dumb & su uncultured. I hate not being able to retain information on my brain.

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zanaganaamo / ᓴᓇᑲᓈᒧ

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Peace be upon the daughter who helped her parents grow up. Accepted their cold shoulder, excused their anger, pardoned their mistakes, taught them how to be human. Peace be upon the sister who paid the price of rebellion. Screaming to her fullest, shaking like a leaf but standing tall, never letting the dictatorship go without a fight, paving the path for her siblings to breathe easier. Peace be upon the first child of an immigrant father. Aching to find their own purpose in life, firm in their own beliefs, contradicting generations and generations of cultural values. Peace be upon the girl who shouldered her mother's trauma. Swindled it into her own, morphed herself into an image of the womb she once resided in, immersed herself into troubles that weren't even hers, covered up scars that she couldn't even recognize. Peace be upon the woman who forgot who she was. So determined to be the savior of everyone, to fix her family, to nurture and love everyone around her. So deeply lost that she forgot she's just as worthy of love. Peace be upon you.

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no one quite psychoanalyzes like daughters do when looking at their mothers

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Bro, mommy issues got me so fucked up