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war zone

we live in a war zone, bombs above and guns below, the innocent have no place to go. no where to call our home. the battle belongs to the lord. so much pain and misery caused by the earthly powers that be. there is no escape for those who remain, the causality of those who are insane, we cannot fight a battle that belongs to the lord ruthless men of power hungry for their moment in their hour, immortalized on a plaque of doom

nothing is gained, all is lost, they count not the cost. the earth is covered in the blood of the saints, the war rages on still I wait for my Jesus to come

Jesus died for you, Jesus died for me

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SOPOUSE PASSED

MY BELOVED SPOUSE PASSED AWAY, MY HOME IS EMPTY I AM IN DISPARE THERE IS NO LIFE HERE CHILDREN GROWN AND I AM HERE ALL ALONE I ASK JESUS TO TAKE ME HOME

ALAS I AM STILL HERE, OH JESUS DRAW ME NEAR UNTIL YOU CALL ME HOME I AM HERE WAITING FOR WITH YOU ALL ALONE

I GROAN

JESUS DIED FOR YOU JESUS DIED FOR ME

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TEARS

TEARS COME AND TEARS GO ALL IN EBON FLOW .

SINCE MY HUSBAND DIED, MY FIRST CHRISTMAS ALL ALONE

I WAMTED HIM TO STAY BUT GOD CALLED HIM HOME

JESUS DIED FOR YOU, JESUS DIED FOR ME

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SAD MEMORIES

SAD MEMORIES FLOOD MY MIND, MY FIRST CHRISMAS WITHOUT MY HUSBAND IS UPON ME, NO GLEE FOR ME SAD AS CAN BE. I CRIED I'M ALONE

SO MANY YEARS SPED BY, I ASK WHY, WHY, WHY, EVEN THO I KNOW THE ANSWER, JESUS TOOK HIM HOME, I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE ANYMORE, PRAY FOR ME IF YOU WILL

JESUS DIED FOR YOU, JESUS DIED FOR ME

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I FIND MYSELF

I FIND MYSELF WONDERING WHAT HEAVEN WILL BE LIKE SINCE MY HUSBAND PASSED AWAY

HE IS NOT THE SAME PERSON ANYMORE. HE IS HAPPY, YOUNG AND IN HIS PERFECTED STATE

I WONDER IF HE IS HAVING LOTS OF FUN

MY ONLY SOLICE IS HE IS THRILLED TO BE THERE, MO MORE TROUBLE WITH INTIMICY OR PAIN

HE IS FREE, A NEW MAN, A WONDERFUL MAN ON LOAN TO ME FROM THE SAME GOD WHO ALSO LOVES ME

JESUS DIED FOR YOU, JESUS DIED FOR ME

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THE BEAUTY

THE BEAUTY OF YOUR MAJESTY IS DISPLAYED IN ALL YOUR CREATION  OH LORD GOD MOST HIGH

JESUS DIED FOR YOU,  JESUS DIED FOR ME

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BROKEN

SINCE THE SIN OF ADAM, THE WORLD IS BROKEN, THE GOVERNMENT IS BROKEN, THE MEDICAL SYSTEM IS BROKEN AND WORST OF ALL THE CHURCH IS BROKEN 

CHURCH’S TOO BIG,  BROKEN FAMILIES, BROKEN LIVES

I TRIED TO LET OUR MAIN PASTOR KNOW MY HUSBAND PASSED AWAY, BUT I COULD NOT REACH HIM. TO BUSY FOR THE ONE-ON-ONE RELATIONSHIP   JUST ANOTHER SUNDAY CHRISTIAN 

WHAT HAPPENED TO THE BRIDE, THE FELLOWSHIP, BROKEN, BROKEN 

NOT MY DEPARTMENT, BUT MORE BUREAUCRACY     I AM BROKEN  AND DISMAYED  

BUT MY EYES ARE FIXED ON YOU, O SOVEREIGN LORD;  IN YOU I TAKE REFUGE-DO NOT GIVE ME OVER TO DEATH   EMOTIONAL PAIN IS TOO MUCH FOR ME, NEVERTHELESS

JESUS DIED FOR YOU,  JESUS DIED FOR ME

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JUNE 21, 2023

ON JUNE 21,2023 MY HUSBAND PASSED AWAY I FOUND THESE VERSES UNDERLINED IN HIS BIBLE 

1: CORINTHIANS 10;31-11;1

SO WHATEVER YOU EAT OR DRINK, WHATEVER YOU DO, DO IT ALL FOR THE GLORY OF GOD.  DO NOT CAUSE ANYONE TO STUMBLE, WHETHE.R JEWS, GREEKS OR THE CHURCH OF GOD  EVEN AS I DO TRY TO PLEASE EVERYBODY IN EVERY WAY  FOR I TO PLEASE EVERYBODY IN EVERY WAY NOT SEEKING MY OWN GOOD BUT THE GOOD OF MANY, SO THAT THEY MAY BE SAVED  FOLLOW MY EXAMPLE AS I FOLLOW THE EXAMPLE OF JESUS CHRIST  

PRINTED IN THE MARGIN WERE THE WORDS   MY REASON TO LIVE

ALSO UNDERLINED;  I HAVE FOUGHT THE GOOD FIGHT.  I HAVE FINISHED THE RACE,  I HAVE KEPT THE FAITH.  NOW THERE IS IN STORE FOR ME THE CROWN OF RIGHTEOUSNESS,   WHICH THE LORD THE RIGHTEOUS JUDGE WILL REWARD ME ON THAT DAY-AND 

 JESUS DIED FOR ME AND ALSO TO  ALL WHO HAVE LONGED FOR HIS APPEARING 

JESUS DIED FOR YOU,  JESUS DIED FOR ME

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MAY 30, 2023

TODAY GOD BROUGHT ME TO THE BRINK OF DESPAIR,  I HAD A PANIC ATTACK AND COULD NOT BREATHE.   PAIN IN MY CHEST AND I FELT LIKE VOMITING.  MY HUSBAND IS IN THE HOSPITAL AND NOW THERE IS  A  VEHICLE ISSUE.     OVER 2,000 IN REPAIRS.   I HAD A SMALL  MENTAL BREAKDOWN.  MY HUSBAND  TOOK CARE OF EVERYTHING SO IT NOW FALLS ON ME.  NOW I REALIZE HOW MUCH I DEPENDED ON HIM.  NOW IT IS JUST YOU AND ME JESUS.  I MADE IT THROUGH TODAY.  WITH GOD’S HELP I MADE IT THROUGH TODAY AND ONE DAY AT A TIME IS ALL I CAN DO. 

JESUS DIED FOR YOU,  JESUS DIED FOR ME 

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MY HUSBAND

MY HUSBAND IS 74 AND HAS PARKINSON’S DISEASE    DEMENTIA HAS BEGUN,  THIS IS HOW I NOW FEEL

I CRY OUT TO GOD, TAKE ME INSTEAD OF HIM.  I DON’T DESERVE TO DIE AND I DON’T DESERVE TO LIVE, BECAUSE I AM UNWORTHY OH GOD MOST HIGH.  I WANT TO GO HOME, I WANT TO DIE WITHOUT HIM.

JESUS DIED FOR YOU,  JESUS DIED FOR ME 

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IDK

IF I POSTED THIS BEFORE I APOLOGIZE 

THE PREDATOR FUROIOSLY STALKS ITS PREY WITH CONFIDENCE AND INTENT.  IT SEEKS TO KILL  AND TORMENT.   IT TAUNTS THE SOUL, A LUST FOR THE FLESH.  DEMANDING TO SATISFY AS DEATH DRAWS  CLOSER AND THE VICTIM CEASES TO CRY.  THE LIFELESS FLESH IS DEVOURED AND ITS DESTINY PASSES BY 

WHO IS THIS STEALTH CRIMINAL CONCEALED FROM YOUR EYES, HE IS THE DEVIL IN DISGUISE.  SO RUN THE RACE AND RUN IT WELL FOR THE PRIZE OF JESUS OR THE CURSE OF HELL.

HE SEEKS TO KILL, STEAL AND DESTROY, JESUS CAME THAT WE MAY HAVE LIFE, ABUNDANTLY 

JESUS DIED FOR YOU, JESUS DIED FOR ME 

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August 29, 2005

I THOUGHT THAT I HAD REACHED THE PINNACLE OF EMOTIONAL PAIN.  BUT THERE IS ALWAYS MORE THAT PENTRATES TO THE CORE.  TEARS FALL LIKE RAIN ON THE ALREADY FLOODED PLAIN.  DEEP AND WIDE IT SCORES MY SOUL WITH STAIN  I CANNOT STOP IT WHEN IT WANTS TO POUR.  I DREAD TJHE HURT THAT’S IN STORE.  SO I ANGUISH I SEEK MY KING, TO HEAL THE SOUL THAT CAUSED THE STING.  SAVE FROM SIN AND FILL WITH GRACE.  LET YOUR MARK FIND ITS PLACE.  DELIVER THIS CHILD FROM THE ENEMY’S HAND.  IN YOU I TAKE MY STAND.  THE WORK OF L;YOUR HANDS DO NOT FORSAAKE.  PJLL HIM FROM THE FIRE AND CLAIM YOUR STEAK.  HE IS GOD’S PRPOPERTY AND IN JESUS WE ARE FREE.  HE WILL GIVE THE VICTORY.  HEALING HURTS,  I HURT WITH YOU.  BEARING EACH OTHERS BURDENS IS WHAT WE SHOULD DO. SO I WILL BE ON MY KNEES FOR YOU.  TEARS WILLCOME AND TEARS WILL FLOW.  TEARS FOR YOU AND TEARS FOR ME.  MOVING ON TOWARD CALVARY.

ANDY, JESUS DIED FOR YOU, JESUS DIED FOR ME  

LOVE MOM

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ANDY MY SON

THIS PICTURE IN MY MIND I SEE, IT IS BEAUTIFUL TO ME  THE MASTER’S FINGERS TRACING THE MOUNTAINS AND FILLING IN THE TERRIAN.  COVERING THEM WITH SNOW IN THE WINTER AND THE COOL OF THE SUMMERS RAIN  FROM JAGGED PEAKS TO RUFF ROCK FACES, A MIXTURE OF TREES GROWING IN VARIOUS PLACES.  SWIFT RIVER CURRENTS AND THE CALM OF THE SEA, GENTLE BREEZES, AND STORMY SEAS. THE. THE THE WARMTH OF THE SUNSHINE AND THE DAYS THAT SEEM TO LAST FOREVER.

A TIME TO REAP AND A TIME TO SNOW, A TIME TO PLANT.  A TIME TO GROW.  A TIME TO LIVE, A TIME TO DIE, FILLING BOTTLES WITH THE TEARS YOU CRY

THIS PICTURE IN MY  MIND I SEE IS  BEAUTIFUL TO ME.  A SOUL CREATED WITH GREAT WORTH. GIFTS AND TALENTS WERE IMPARTED AT BIRTH.  A PATH TO FOLLOW IF YOU WILL, FOR YOU WERE GIVEN THE ABILITY AND SKILL.  

LET THE MUSIC IN YOUR SOUL PLAY LOUD.  LET YOUR HEARTSTRINGS SING A MELODY  ALWAYS STAND STRONG AND PROUD.  FINISH THIS PICTURE AND SHARE THE LOVE, IT CAME TO YOU FROM GOD ABOVE.  DO NOT FORSAKE THE GIFTS AT HAND,  GROW INTO A GODLY MAN.  YOU ARE THIS PICTURE I SEE, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL TO ME.  ANDY MY SON

JESUS DIED FOR YOU,  JESUS DIED FOR ME        

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NEVER TOO LATE

TO ASK JESUS INTO YOUR HEART IS NEVER TOO LATE   HE WILL OPEN HEAVENS GATES, AND BEHOLD YOUR ETERNITY AWAITS

JESUS DIED FOR YOU,  JESUS DIED FOR ME

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LORD

BEFORE PRAYING LORD I CONFESS THAT I CAN NOT MEASURE MY GRATITUDE WITH MERE WORDS OR SONGS OF WORSHIP AND PRAISE YOU GAVE ME ETERNAL LIFE BY TAKING MY PLACE ON THE CROSS   I GET CARRIED AWAY SOMETIMES WITH THE BUSINESS OF LIFE AND TAKE FOR GRANTED THE ONGOING BLESSINGS  SO LORD I GIVE YOU THE ONLY THING THAT IS MINE TO OFFER  I GIVE YOU MY HEART  LET YOUR WILL BE MY WILL FATHER HELP ME TO OBEY   YOU FILL THE HOLES IN MY HEART YOU ARE ALL I NEED  SOMEHOW  SOME WAY LET ME BRING GLORY TO YOUR NAME OH LORD MOST HIGH

JESUS DIED FOR YOU,  JESUS DIED FOR ME

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WHEN YOUR 80

WHEN YOU ARE 80, ARE YOU OVER THE HILL?  DO YOU STILL LIVE TO DO GOD’S WILL 

DO YOU GRUMBLE?  DO YOU COMPLAIN OR DO YOU TAKE HIS NAME IN VAIN?

ARE YOU BITTER, ARE YOU SORE AND DO YOU SEEK TO EVEN THE SCORE?

ARE YOU TIRED, ARE YOU SICK OR ARE YOU WELL, DO YOU  PONDER HEAVEN AND HELL?

DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN YOU WERE YOUNG AND THE SONGS YOU ONCE WOULD SING,  JESUS LOVES ME THIS I KNOW FOR THE BIBLE TELLS ME SO

DID YOU EVER WONDER WHY HE CALLS YOU THE APPLE OF HIS EYE?  DO YOU KNOW YOUR MAKER AND FRIEND, THE ONE WHOSE LOVE WILL NEVER END?

WOULD YOU LIKE TO MEET HIM?  MAY I SHOW YOU HOW?  ASK HIM INTO YOUR HEART YES DO IT NOW.  ASK HIM TO FORGIVE YOUR SINS, AND OPEN YOUR HEART AND HE WILL COME IN

JESUS DIED FOR YOU,  JESUS DIED FOR ME 

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I CONFESS

BEFORE I GIVE LORD I CONFESS THAT I CAN NOT MEASURE MY GRATITUDE WITH MERE WORDS OR SONGS OF WORSHIP AND PRAISE YOU GAVE ME A FREE ETERNAL LIFE BY TAKING MY PLACE ON THE CROSS  I GET CARRIED AWAY AT TIMES WITH THE BUSSINESS OF LIFE AND TAKE FOR GRANTED THE ONGOING BLESSINGS  LORD I GIVE YOU THE ONE THING THAT IS MINE TO OFFER  I GIVE YOU MY HEART  LET YOUR WILL BE MY WUKK FATHER HELP TO OBEY,YOU FILL THE HOLES IN MY HEART, YOU ARE ALL I NEED  SOME HOW SOME WAY LET ME BRING GLORY TO YOUR NAME OH LORD MOST HIGH\

JESUS DIED FOR YOU,  JESUS DIED FOR ME