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Autism has long been synonymous with "struggle". If you don't struggle, if you're successful or you're just happy with life people are less likely to recognize you as autistic, except for other autistic people.

I swear, we have an autism radar. Autie-radar? Autie-dar?

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There’s evidence that Palestinians in the mass graves (including babies, children, people in medical scrubs) were buried alive.

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I cannot believe there's absolutely no way to watch free shows and movies anymore, there are too many paid streaming platforms and pirating websites have viruses and ads preventing you from watching it uninterrupted((.)) id rather follow the rules and purchase media moving forward because it is too inconvenient. Seriously, free and no ads or viruses with 1080p streaming is DEAD.

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Thinking about how literally every fable character (idk about Addie but probably) life is/has been affected by Fable rather it’s directly or indirectly. Like most of the characters would not be how they are now if it wasn’t for Fable, and it’s rather the resets or war that has shaped them one way or another into who they are now. Thinking about it so much.

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Anytime the cast says they're "fixing their special eyes," I just imagine the character rubbing their eyes like when you get something in them.

And if they have glasses, they're just cleaning them. But it does the thing where it smudges more, so you have to carefully wipe them again

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which is definitely not an omen

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Genuinely as Fable talks I have to suppress the urge to chuck my phone across the room

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i want 60 thousand votes by next thursday

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As the SMP comes to an end in just under a month, I'd like to say a few words of appreciation to you all.

To start, the Cast. You all need a lot more credit than you get. With all of the commands you do behind the scenes of lore, and all the time and effort to make cutscenes, art or cosplay, or even in minecraft, we all thank you for such a wonderful job you do. I started watching Fable SMP during August last year (Sherbert's last sherbathon) and have loved it since the first episode we watched there. Slowly, I managed to get really into it and then the brainrot hit. Though I thank you for it. Without this SMP I don't think I could ever be where I am now. You guys have created a wonderful story that helped me realise things about myself, and you all have created a safe and all-including space here on the discord server. Without that, I wouldn't be as motivated to write, or as confident to talk in VC and even sometimes show my face. Thank you.

And to you, Chatters. Thank you for all you've done to support and uplift not just me, but everyone in this community, to make a welcoming space for new people and assist them in how to quickly catch up to lore in this next month before the finale. As someone who was very nervous first joining this community and to talk on these online platforms, you have allowed me to gain comfortability and grow as a person, fanfic writer who wrote that one prison duo fic, and occasional artist. You also helped me grow comfortable with talking and sometimes even showing my face in VC, especially after I had some not-great experiences in other servers.

So in conclusion, the one thing I have to say is Thank you. <3 yes i was being sappy today, i love you guys <3

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the way Icarus stuters when Rae asks if they want a hug. the way they dont know what to respond, because yes they want a hug. they do, they are touch starved, so so much. but they never got a hug from Fable. he never offered them a hug. not once. the last time they got hugged was in months. and it was from Centross. Fable never offered them a hug because he does not give away free affection. from him, you have to earn it.

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Icarus gets the fuckig hug (so i can sleep peacefully)

"Do you want a hug?"

The question caught them off guard. They weren't expecting that. They weren't really expecting any of this conversation to go the way it has. They weren't expecting Rae to even be there today.

They knew the answer, of course. They couldn't remember the last time they'd been hugged. But the thoughts ate away at their mind, telling them that they didn't deserve a hug. Especially not from Rae, and yet here he was. Telling them he missed them, he loves them. Offering that hug. That human contact. Something so simple, so basic yet something they craved so deeply.

"y- yeah... please"

They took a hesitant step towards Rae and he closed the rest of the distance. He wrapped his arms around them and they melted into his embrace. They didn't know what to do with their hands, so they remained awkwardly standing there as their brother held them. He was crying. They were trying so hard not to.

They missed him, too.

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percy: i think my mom mixed up our lunches

percy, holds up note that reads: ‘i am very proud of you. love, sally’

annabeth: oh yeah, i didn’t think this was for me

annabeth, holds up note: ‘be good. for goodness sake, please be good’

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if you have violent intrusive thoughts I love you. if you have sexual intrusive thoughts I love you. if you have bigoted intrusive thoughts I love you. you are not your thoughts and you are worthy of love and care and help and affection. you are not a monster you’re a person going through it and that’s okay

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It’s autism awareness month! That means if an allistic person annoys me I’m legally allowed to slap them across the face

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icarus thinking centross is dead and not allowing themself to process any of the feelings about that for four months vs aax and rae being fully aware that violet is still out there but still letting themselves mourn the loss of his humanity DON'T TOUCH ME