kierangilmore

[kierangilmore]

I'd say that I would've helped you, but honestly that's bullshit. I would've laughed if you fell.

Yeah, where exactly did he come from?

Well thank God for that, because the thought of me having to punch someone is laughable. I wouldn’t have even made it onto the train with my lack of coordination.

Brad was adopted, I’m almost certain.

#sabrina

[kierangilmore]

Too bad we can't pull a permanent switcheroo, yeah? My banjo playing's getting better every day.

Less than twenty minutes together and we’re already at this point. It’s a wonder I didn’t leave the academy kicking and screaming.

Having you like this is better than not having you at all.

#sabrina #ignore the text

[kierangilmore]

I know the feeling.

I remember.

Things just aren’t the same without you in my life. I don’t want that anymore.

#sabrina

[kierangilmore]

[tucks a piece of hair behind her ear] And I don't want you to. You know how jealous I get.

I’ve missed you. A lot. I keep trying to tell myself to get over you, but I can’t. And I don’t want to.

#sabrina

[kierangilmore]

I love you, too.

Kieran… someone is going to see.

#sabrina

[kierangilmore]

#sabrina

[kierangilmore]

[reaches forward, slipping her fingers into his hand] Kieran, I—

I love you.

#sabrina

[kierangilmore]

[moves his gun to one shoulder and tentatively reaches out for her hand] I'm sorry.. I really am.

I’m sorry. It’s just… difficult being alone in Amity. If you thought the couples were sickening at Convergent, you’d vomit watching the people here.

I just haven’t gotten to feel that in a long time. And it’s sad to think I might not ever again.

#sabrina

[kierangilmore]

I thought I was the pessimistic one.

Just not the way I want to.

#sabrina

[kierangilmore]

..You'll always have me, Amity.

I know. I feel it too.

It feels like I’m going to be alone forever.

#sabrina

[kierangilmore]

[shrugs] Not if I'm going to be with them just to be with someone.

Don’t you want to be with someone?

#sabrina

[kierangilmore]

I'm not.

I-I’m sorry.

#sabrina

[kierangilmore]

[shakes his head] Of course not.

You've kinda ruined other people for me.

I don’t think I want to know the answer but I have to ask..

Is there.. anyone else?

#sabrina

[kierangilmore]

I've missed you, too.

That sounds more like him.

… I’ve missed you.

#sabrina

[kierangilmore]

[looks up at her, a smile playing at the corners of his lips] Thanks, Amity.

I think it's more to have a chance to torture the initiates than anything else. [laughs]

I’m glad you are, too. You deserve better. You deserve to be happy.

I feel a twinge of sympathy for anyone choosing Dauntless these days, although I’m surprised Rhys even wanted the position. He’s not exactly a people person.

#sabrina

[kierangilmore]

[looks down, fiddling with the gun he's holding] I'm just glad to be past the worst of it.

Nah, Rhys and Ky got those spots. Second place problems.

That… is awful. You never deserved anything that happened to you. And truth be told, if I had endured a quarter of the things you did, I would’ve cracked a lot sooner.

What brings you to the fence? Not training any initiates? 

#sabrina

[kierangilmore]

I was--am suffering from PTSD. I had an episode that almost cost someone their life, and now...here I am.

I didn’t know Rhonda went on an extended vacation..?

What happened, exactly?

#sabrina