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thank you for contributing to my wind breaker brainrot 🙏 ur fics are so good and i wanna write my own now after so many years of hiatus from writing fanfics

this is like 😭😭 one of the nicest things ive ever heard tysm 🤍♥️🤍♥️🤍♥️ BUT OMG TELL ME WHEN YOU WRITE ONE THOUGH BC I WANT TO READ IT!!

#also im thinking of making a sideblog too for my reviews of fics but idk ive been busy latrly so i havent written any reviews 🐧 #but it will happen soon #trust 🤞🤞🤞🤞 #have a good day anon 🤍 #🌷. asks

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just wanted to ask if 🐧 any of you fw with kusumi

#like the second year vice captain #hes so cute hes so cute hes so cut i wojld like to touch his hair #🌷. mindless ramblings

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killed my midterms but how are you all doing

#it almost killed ME but i pulled through with the Kay Chung method 😋🤞 #but seriously i dont ever recommend doing the kay chung method bc it's so unhealthy 😭 get some proper sleep babes #🌷. mindless ramblings

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hello! i really like your works (your theme is so cute btw) and was wondering if you'd like to be mooties :3.

no pressure ofc! have a nice day <3

HII I WOULD LOVE TOO 🤍🤍♥️🤍♥️🤍♥️🤍 AND THANK YOU OMG tbh the theme was smth i came up with on the whim and i havent even messed with my desktop theme so😞🤍 thank you 🤍😞 ANS I WOULD LOVE TO BE MOOTS!! 🤍🤍

#the thing about me is thta i will follow back fanfic writers 😝🤞😝🤞😝🤞 we're in this together babes #ALSO IM SO SOREY IF I ANSWERED THUS LATE I HAD MIDTERMS 😭😭😭 #i hope you are having a nice day too 🤍 #🌷. checkmate-stuff

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Hey hey! I'm so happy someone writes for wind breaker, it's been a hyperfixation of mine since the first ep. Im not sure if you take requests since i didn't see you mention that on your blog(i checked multiple times just in case), but i wanted to request some headcanons or a little drabble(whatever you're comfy with).

I was thinking that Sakura, Kaji and Suo have a long distance s/o that theyve been talking to for like 2 years and they come to meet the boys at their school but as a suprise. I think it'd be really funny and what the other boys' reactions would be to a foreigner. The reader doesn't have to be from any specific country.

I'm sorry if im bothering you in any way with this or if i went against any rules that i might have kissed on your blog.

P.S. i <3 your fics

HII 😭😭 IDK WHEN YOU SENT THIS BUT I HOPE IM NOT TOO LATE 😞😞 but im so sorry i forgot to specify that i dont plan on taking requests ever bc i dont really work well when i have to think about other people's expectations 😭😭 so im very very sorry i but i cant work on your request even though it's a super adorable 😞😞🤍

#THANKYOU FOR SAYING YOU LOVEMY WRITINGS ILY #im so sorry again 😭😭 it was truly my mistake i didnt specify that i dont take requests and i wll fix that rn #thank you for the ask love 🤍🤍 #🌷. asks

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##. BABY, THINGS I WANNA SAY TO YOU

♡ How you (accidentally) came to know his feelings for you

♡ Contents & warnings: secondhand embarrassment (major on hiiragi and umemiya's part), unestablished relationships but implied mutual feelings, humor (this was not written seriously), manga character spoilers, not proofread, reader is addressed as pretty (umemiya) 

♡ Characters: sakura haruka, kaji ren, hiiragi touma, suou hayato, umemiya hajime (xgn! reader)

To be honest, Sakura Haruka is truly the king of not being subtle about his feelings. This boy will literally stare (he thinks it’s a stare, but he doesn’t know he’s furrowing his brows and squinting his eyes like he’s glaring at you) at you at every wake moment that you two are in each other’s presence but when you turn your head to acknowledge his presence, he flushes a deep shade of red and comically turns his head away to avert his gaze from yours. 

And, of course, having someone bore holes into the side of your head isn’t a particularly nice feeling so one day you jokingly confront him by saying: “hey, Sakura-kun, why are you always staring at me? Are you in love with me or something?” and you swear you meant it as a joke, and you fully expected him to call you stupid and tell you to stop joking around. But!! When the only reaction you pulled out of him were flustered stammers and reddened ears, you knew you accidentally threw the dart right on the bullseye. 

As if things weren’t awkward enough, he had to poorly defend himself (and confirm his infatuation further) by saying “and what of it?! What if it’s true that I like you, huh?!” congratulations on the first “oh.” moment of your life, you’ll have to pay for it by communicating with this boy. Good luck and don’t tease him too much because he might explode.   

Ah, yes. Kaji Ren. The king of not confessing. He’s not someone who falls in love or falls out of love easily so he’s probably been pining over you since middle school, and everyone who went to the same middle school with him probably knows how dumb in love he is with you. 

And that is why Ren’s good friend since middle school, Sako, broke into a sweat when he accidentally came across Ren, after accidentally meeting you. The thing is, Sako also considers you a good friend from middle school, so when he met you by accident while walking around to find the new trendy dessert, he didn’t deny your invitation to hang out. And that is because he didn’t take into account that this will happen, that his good friend would see him walking around with said good friend’s crush. It’s only when he meets eyes with Ren that he realizes how bad everything looks. You and Sako, hanging out. Just the two of you. 

At the sight of Ren’s shock-widened eyes, Sako, feels his panic meter rising to 100 real quick. He’s not about to be dubbed as someone who steals his friends’ crush, not today.

“D-don’t get the wrong idea! I met them by accident while walking aroundー” he blurts out in a haze of alarm, briefly turning his head to you for confirmation. You give a nod, and he continues his panicked rambling, which is probably the worst single decision he’s ever going to make in his entire 15 years of living.

“ーand there’s no way I’ll go on a date with someone that you’ve liked for 3 years!”

Immediately after hearing Sako’s explanation, you and Ren chime a “what?” simultaneously. you in confusion, and Ren in disbelief because no way those years he spent pining over you was just outed like that. And then Sako makes some half baked excuse to leave you two alone to talk as if he wasn't the one who made this mess in the first place, like wtf bro clean it up. Good luck communicating with this one too, assuming he hasn’t run off in embarrassment, that is. 

Hiiragi Touma the chad!! He actually has the balls to confess, I love this man. He planned it meticulously too, like what he’s gonna say, at what place, what his reply is gonna be depending on your answer, yada yada, you name it, he’s got it all prepared. And right now the timing is right, he’s got you in a secluded place so he can save both of you the embarrassment of having anyone hear an intimate moment, he’s even got his hand latched onto your wrist too. He gulps a bile in his throat so he doesn’t stutter when he tells you exactly what he’s been dying to tell you. 

“Listen, I have something to tell you,” he sucks in a heavy breath, he feels like his lung is gonna run out of air soon from the nervousness. He’s prepared, he just needs to say it. say the three words.

“I like—” “oh, Hiiragi! You already confessed to them? Good for you.” 

Hiiragi doesn’t think he’s ever felt his nervousness disappear so fast before, immediately being replaced by anger and pure exasperation. His brain stopped thinking about how your wrist fits nicely in his hand and has instead started repeating the phrase “fuck you, umemiya hajime”. 

The glare he gives the Boufuurin leader is harder than any punch he’s thrown in his life and it effectively makes Umemiya disappear behind whatever wall he came from. Feeling awkward and bad for him, you initiate a conversation. 

“Hiiragi-” “sorry,” he cuts you off, sinking down to the floor in a squat as absolute exhaustion takes over him, his free hand going up to cover his face. “Sorry. Just… give me a minute and I'll confess to you properly.” 

Hiiragi is relieved though when he feels your wrist sliding up from his hand, moving to intertwine your fingers with his. Maybe everything will be okay, after all. Still, fuck umemiya hajime indeed. read the room, man.

Suou Hayato is the king of confessing. Or, he would be, if he didn’t treat it as a joke and asked you to date him everyday jokingly. Now he finds himself stuck in a complicated situation where you don’t ever take his confession(s) seriously and he’s quite in a pinch because he really likes you and wants to seriously date you. He can’t blame anyone but himself, though, because who the hell says “just kidding” after literally confessing that he likes you. Not only that, but he’s setting himself up by saying “let’s date” everyday in such a carefree way that you can’t take it seriously. 

Truth to be told, Hayato keeps asking you out because he's still holding on to the hope that something miraculous might happen and you’ll take him seriously. So far, though, it isn’t looking any good. Woe is he. Sorry man, you set yourself up for this yearning. 

His yearning gets so bad that one day when he finds you asleep on your desk after school with your head nestled between your arms on top of your desk, he sits on the chair in front of your desk. His hands found themselves mindlessly wandering to your hair, twirling a strand between his fingers and watching the sunset illuminating your hair. He observes your sleeping face for a while, before his hands reach out to give your cheek a gentle poke. He chuckles when you make a funny face and turn your sleeping face away from him. He doesn’t even know why he does what he does next, but he gets close to your head, stopping just beside whatever part of your ear is exposed. Then, he whispers, voice lacking the teasing lilt that it’s usually bathed in. 

“You don’t know how much I actually want to date you.” 

“Do you really mean that?” he realizes he kinda fucked up but it’s okay because at least you’re aware of his feelings now.

And then Hayato realizes how silly he’s acting so he grabs your shoulder to shake you awake. He gets surprised, though, when your hand suddenly grasps his, holding him in place before he could pull back (let's be real he doesn’t want to, though.). 

Umemiya Hajime does have the courage to confess, though. But he’s also kind of afraid that you might not see him in the same way and it’s gonna change his friendship with you so he’d rather wait until he’s certain his feelings aren’t one sided. 

But all that logical reasoning gets thrown out of the window when he catches sight of you playing with the orphanage kids. He’s a family man through and through so of course that kinda stops the gears in his head from turning. In any case, though, he’s happy to see you getting along with his younger siblings, though, ecstatic even. Like, it’s to the point that he doesn’t realize he’s staring at you with such a lovesick smile that he might as well make the “hearts in eyes” phrase a real phenomenon. 

“I can’t wait to confess to you.” the words trickle from his mouth without consent from his, y’know, logical reasoning. Panic takes over momentarily before he realizes you didn’t hear what he just said because your ears are probably full of the children’s laughter. 

You didn't hear. But some of his younger siblings did. 

“Onii-chan, is that person the one you like?” as if it wasn’t bad enough that you heard the question, the little girl had to also point straight into your direction. Well, it wouldn’t have mattered if they did or not anyway because the only two teenagers in the room are you and hajime. 

“Oh so they’re the one you talk about with heart eyes!” One pipes up. “right! The person whose eyes would sparkle when the sun hits them.” Another one follows. “and the person whose hair looks especially beautiful when it’s illuminated by the setting sun!” You get the gist.

Hajime would think about how cute his younger siblings look with their eyes sparkling with excitement if it weren’t for the fact that he can’t think of anything else because his mind is filled with the sound of his racing heart.

The fact that he talks about you to his younger siblings is exposed in bright daylight, and you’re looking at him with a surprised expression etched on your pretty face.

The discovery his younger siblings made did nothing but successfully make them gush over you even more. Well, who could blame them, their older brother’s crush is right in front of them. Deepest condolences, though, because children are always unnecessarily nosy and stubborn so they’re gonna end up matchmaking you and Hajime. You bet they’re not gonna let you go until you both confess to one another, right in front of them. What a nightmare. 

#wind breaker (satoru nii) x reader #sakura haruka x reader #suou hayato x reader #umemiya hajime x reader #hiiragi touma x reader #wind breaker x reader #kaji ren x reader

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wrote a little something, might post it in a few hours if i have time to edit it 😋

#but tbh im too lazy to proofread so its not gonna be proofread but also i wrote it bc im gonna go ia for three weeks #gonna get fucked in the ass by midterms 🤞😝🤞😝🤞😝🤞 wml #🌷. mindless ramblings

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#oh he is so beautiful #🌷. reblogs

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UGH YOURE FEEDING US W THE FICS RN LOVE IT 😋🤞🫶

I HOPE I AM 😞🤞😞🤞 THANK YOU FOR SAYING THIS

#in a way iam also feeding myself with delusions like you guys dony even know whats going on in my head rn 🧍‍♀️ #BUT THANK YOU FOR SAYING THIS I TRY MY BEST!! #gonna try to release a short headcannon type thing before going ia for two weeks because of midterms besties #🌷. asks

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i need to squish his cheeks and kiss him

#HES SO SO SO CUTE NO IT'S DEVASRATIMG IM ON THE FLOOR #nirei akihiko the man (boy) you are #sobbing cryinf throwing up i love him i love him i love him #🌷. mindless ramblings

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emailed tumblr support and it got fixed thank heavens

wait i literally hate tumblr why isnt it showing up on the tags 😞😞

#no one knew but i was actually writinf for a different fandom like last year and i hd the same problem eith the tags? #and i was so pissed i deleted my blog #🐧🐧🐧 that wasnt very wise of me but well honestly you gotta do what you gotta do BUT I WAD WISE THIS TIME #🌷. mindless ramblings

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wait i literally hate tumblr why isnt it showing up on the tags 😞😞

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##. MY HEART'S GOING LUB-DUB

♡ things he has said that flustered you.

♡ contents and warnings: established relationships, mentions of making out (nirei), mentions of marriage (sakura), reader’s ears are pierced in suou’s, mild, mild, possessiveness in suou's but not really 🐧

♡ characters: sakura haruka, nirei akihiko, suou hayato (x gn! reader)

Anyone who knows SAKURA HARUKA probably knows that contrary to the delinquent facade he puts up, he is actually quite innocent. A little naive, if you will, blushing at every show of romantic affection. And everyone in Boufuurin knows that’s why he’s become subject to Suou Hayato’s teasing when the brown haired boy needed a good chuckle. And of course, you, as his very lovely partner, had to also jump on the bandwagon of endearingly poking fun at your boyfriend. 

“Y’know, Haruka, you should stop me or else I’m gonna get carried away and keep teasing you even after we get married!” This was a sentence you often say for laughs after you had yet again successfully made Haruka agitated and his cheeks flushing a deep shade of red, all the way up to his ears. Granted, the first time he heard it he couldn’t look you in the eye for two whole days at the mention marriage (it’s not that he doesn’t like it, in fact it was because he likes it a little too much that he couldn’t even make eye contact without imagining you in fancy white attire). But now, he barely bats an eye at it now with how often you say it. But today, it’s evident that that particular sentence had poked at someone’s curiosity as you can sense someone staring at you as you banter with your boyfriend. 

“You know, Sakura-kun, I barely see you reacting to... that. You’re really planning to marry them in the future, huh?” Ah, it's Suou again. His soothing voice drips with mischief, the purpose of his question is obviously to tease his heterochromatic eyed peer yet again. Haruka’s features morph into one of confusion, brows furrowed as he turns to face his vice captain. 

“Hah? What are you talking about?” Haruka inquires like suou’s question is the most ridiculous question in the world. If you didn’t know any better you would have thought suou was asking him if he believed pigs could fly, or if the earth was actually a hexagon. 

(Of course, you can’t lie, suou’s question made you nervous despite how lighthearted he said it. Your self consciousness has already prepared itself for a heartbreak trip as you await your boyfriend to continue his response.)

“Why would I date someone I don’t intend on marrying?” 

Ah, now it’s your cheeks that are heating up. 

“Are you done?” The only answer SUOU HAYATO offers to your inquiry is a focused hum. His hand fumbles with the earring, his earring, as he tries to carefully slide the hook into the small hole on your right earlobe. Though, you have to say, you have nothing particular to complain about as you wait for your boyfriend to put the earring on you. After all, you’re getting the privilege of being in the front seat staring at Suou Hayato’s face as he carefully tries to put the earring on you. Lips pursed and eyes squinted a little, he looks extra handsome when he’s focused, you note. 

“Just need to secure them with the back. And... done!” he heaves out a breath as triumph takes over his features, pulling back slightly to admire his (hardly) hard work. His lips stretch into a smile, satisfied at how the red and yellow of his earring highlights your features more. 

“How does it look?” you feel quite nervous as you wait for his reply, shyly peering at him through your eyelashes. Being so close, you have the advantage of watching closely for any twitch of his features that might indicate satisfaction, dissatisfaction, anything that can indicate what kind of reaction he’s going to emit. 

You twitch slightly at the sensation of his pointer finger and middle finger grazing your chin, touch gentle as he settles them there. You swear you see something flashing in his usually gentle ruby eyes. Something akin to satisfaction, or, even, possessiveness. But you don't comment on it. He moves your head from your side to side as if to examine you thoroughly. (he quietly notes how cute you are for compliantly moving your head.) It’s only when you feel the earring faintly brushing against your right shoulder that you become hyper aware of how empty your left ear feels without an earring weighing it down. You also become hyper aware of the fact that the earring’s pair is still dangling from his left ear, eyes instinctively flitting to it. Your cheeks begin to heat up. Oh, it’s almost as if you’re wearing a couple ite-

He interrupts your thought before you can finish it.

“I quite like it, it’s pretty on you,” his voice breaks your train of thought. His smile is quite literally dripping with mischief, and now you can clearly see it. The tint of greed in his eyes is back as he moves his fingers that were formerly resting on your chin to stroke at the earring on your ear. His composed facade would have fooled you if it weren’t for the words he utters next.

“It gives off the feeling that you’re mine.” 

Oh he likes it, alright. Too much, maybe.

“Sorry. D’you need a break?” NIREI AKIHIKO’s voice is devoid of any teasing lilt, instead dripping with concern as he gazes at you through his eyelashes, eyes half lidded and cheeks flushed with a pretty tint of pink. 

It’s not the words by themselves. It’s the fact that he’s saying those words in this kind of situation. By this kind of situation, you mean with you perched up on his lap, legs splayed on either side of his thighs as he lay seated on a couch beneath you. He had uttered those exact words after what felt like 10 minutes straight of kissing

(it hadn’t even been 5 minutes, but you could barely think with how clouded your mind is). 

His question was thoroughly leaking with worry, caramel orbs boring through you as he awaits your reply. You wanted to say yes, hell, your lungs were begging you to say yes as they heaved desperately yes. You have to give your boyfriend credit, though. Sweet like always, he had noticed he had gone a little too far when he felt your lips part with breathless whines on his, and had asked if you needed a time out. Though, you don’t think he’s aware of how his voice shakes with want, or how his fingers that are resting on your hips squeezed hard like he was trying to ground himself, or how his eyes are swirling with something akin to need.

(or how he barely sounded apologetic when he apologized, and you suspect it’s because his pride soars with the knowledge that he’s the one making you breathless.)

“No,” you’re surprised at how hoarse your voice sounds, though, that is to be expected after you quite literally just had your breath taken away. Your thumb reaches out to swipe at his quivering bottom lip, gleaming with saliva and a little swollen from pressing against yours repeatedly. He leans into your touch, and you gulp away the feeling of your tugging heartstrings. “Keep kissing me, lover boy.” 

And as he lurches forward to clash your lips together again, the last thought that etches on your mind was that he really should put this on his resume: Nirei Akihiko, 16, not good at fighting (yet), hella good at kissing. 

#wind breaker (satoru nii) x reader #wind breaker x reader #suou hayato x reader #nirei akihiko x reader #sakura haruka x reader

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RAAHH JUST NEED TO FINISH REN'S PART AND I CAN PROOFREAD AND POST IT

#though i think it might take a while to proofread bc im kinda not satisfied yet with it 😞 #but just wanted to update 🤞🤞😋🤞😋🤞😋 #🌷. mindless ramblings

[kotohq]

pls do wind breaker fics pls 🙏🙏 there’s literally none out there 🥲🎀🎀.

CURRENTLY WORKING ON ONE RN BABES DONT WORRY 🤞🤞🤞

#but also while juggling school assignments and mid terms where im from are coming soon so theres also that 😭😭 #BUT!! if we are lucky i might finish it today or tomorrow #bc it's a small scenario type of thing for some of the characters just to test the waters 😞 #🌷. asks

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🌷ー byf & dni

×× byf:

i post x reader fanfics. if you dont like it pls dont read it, dont send hate to any writers associated with me and dont send hate to my readers.

i use tone indicators, type in caps lock, and use emojis a lot

i mainly write about gender neutral reader but sometimes i'll write about fem reader. apologies in advance but i will not write about male reader because i identify as female and use she/her pronouns, and i dont want to make anyone comfortable writing about things and struggles i havent experienced myself.

please, please, please tell me if i make a mistake bc i always strive to be better and i do not want to repeat the same mistakes. dont hesitate to tell me through my asks!

i will not be active 24/7 nor will i release fics every week bc im addicted to the academic grind (read: fulfilling my parent's expectatione) and my top priority is my studies

i use terms of endearment a lot, please tell me if you arent comfortable with them!

i check all of my followers and i will block anyone who doesnt fit my dni list criteria.

×× dni

if you are -14 years old bc im sorry im not sure if im comfortable with interacting with someone that young.

if you're going to be creepy and send creepy images to my asks

if you hate any of my interests

if you are here to cause discourse and send anon hate

if you discriminate against people based on their skin color, race, religion, etc. basic shit tbh. OR if you support world leaders who do these types of things.

if you dont put trigger warnings properly.

if you support genocide in any way.

if you send hate asks through anon.

if you're here to just hate on x reader fic writers

#🌷. navi #i feel like rheres more but my brain isnt working properly so i'll add to it later when im not sleep deprived 🧍‍♀️

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🌷ー about me

rio, 17, asian, isfp, she/her

im not comfortable with saying where im from or what my first language is but please feel free to communicate with me in english and japanese !

likes: cats, animanga, webtoons, kpop, tea, childhood friends to lovers trope 😝🤞

dislikes: bugs, lizards, discourse

my fav character in wind breaker (if you haven't guessed) is ren <3 but i also like haruka, hayato, togame, tsubaki and kotoha !

fav animangas: winbre (ofc) haikyuu, jjk, fruits basket, kimi ni todoke, yubisaki to renren, kimi no yokogao wo miteita, and many more but i was born to read shoujo mangas (/j) so i read a lot of shoujo mangas 🌷

fav kpop groups: zb1, kep1er, tbz, seventeen, ateez, twice, txt (gentle reminder, in the meantime pls dont stream the big 4 companies bc they support gen*cide!)

🎶 song recs: 恋色 - もさを、愛は薬 - wacci, jelly pop - boys planet, whiplash - tbz

i like typing in lowercase, using tone indicators and using emojis so im sorry if that bothers anyone here 😭

#🌷. navi #omg i literallt dont know what to put here 🧍‍♀️but i hope you all can get to know me just by this #feel free to ask me about my interesrs though muah