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I kinda don't wanna be alive rn

And I don't wanna be like this anymore but suicide is on my mind

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Unwell

Relapse relapse relapse

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I feel nothing or I feel everything. I don’t know which is worse.

2 am thoughts (via neutral)

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I hope that someday, somebody wants to hold you for twenty minutes straight, and that’s all they do. They don’t pull away. They don’t look at your face. They don’t try to kiss you. All they do is wrap you up in their arms, without an ounce of selfishness in it.

Jenna, Waitress (via splitterherzen)

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There are days when I’m fine, but there are days when I’m sad and I don’t know why

(via bl-ossomed)

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And I've never felt so shit in my whole life, everything's just tumbled down on top of me and I can't do anything but just feel it because never have I ever been so alone either, everyone just up and leaves when it gets tough, I wish I could up and leave

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How any set of parents could see their child in the mental pain of depression and NOT do a thing about it is so confusing to me

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I think we all need someone to keep up us from swallowing a bottle of pills or pulling the trigger.

G.S (via thewifi-princesss)

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I completely understand what it's like when people say they're drowning now.. When will this fucked shit end 🔫

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i’m jealous of people who have cute laughs and fast metabolisms and nice teeth and good hair and can just make any outfit look good and  get along with everyone and are great at sports and do well in school bc none of that is me