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Recalled • Part 7 • 52 - Temple

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TW: LIGHT BODY DYSMORPHIA

Roland gets home from work, he goes over to the fridge to check if he’s got any leftovers. He remembers that his father dropped off a batch of pisto, he ends up finding it in the back of the fridge. 

Roland cooks up some rice and an egg while microwaving the pisto. He puts it all together and it’s probably the best thing he’s ever had. Though that’s probably because he’s had cheap frozen stuff all week. 

After washing his dishes he goes to his room to reshower, he doesn’t entirely trust the showers at the swimming centre; mostly because he still smells like chlorine. 

He unglues his semi-wet clothes from his body, and stripping himself he looks in the mirror. He doesn’t like to look at himself much anymore, at least if he’s wearing something skin-tight or is butt-naked. He doesn’t look right, he looks bigger and softer, and somehow that annoys him. He clings to his stomach, there’s more fat there than there used to be. His legs and arms were skinny when he was first remade, but now they’re bigger. There are no scars to lace his arms anymore, he’s just a big teddy bear of a human. He hates it, he hates it so much, ever since Trevor made that comment about him he’s become aware of how weird he looks.

Roland looks back towards his bedroom door, the door he’ll have to go out of if he wants to get to the bathroom. He peeks his head out, listening intently to make sure Nero hasn’t come home. She usually doesn’t until the weekend, but it couldn’t hurt to check before he goes out with nothing but a towel to the bathroom. 

Certain that she’s not home he walks over to the bathroom. Once getting to the tub he just stares at it, unable to make the decision if he wants a bath or a shower. 

A bath would be nice and relaxing, but all Roland wants to do is get cleaned off and go to bed. A shower would be better, but the water runs loud and he’ll have to close the curtain, making him weary of every little noise outside of the shower. And he’ll have to look at his whole body in the shower. 

Roland gets out the rest of the bubble bath as he closes the plug in the tub. He slowly unravels the towel from himself as the water rises. He dips his toes into the warm water, he's decided to have a short bath before bed.

That doesn’t happen, ten minutes into the bath Roland lays in the warm water, comforted by the sound of bubbles slowly popping. 

He watches as his chest and belly rise and descend in the water. Considering how high they rise as he breathes he almost resembles a pregnant woman. Roland bursts out laughing, surprised he even had that thought, he feels a little happier as he sits up and starts to actually clean himself. As he cleans his legs he supposes that one of the perks of being recalled was that his body was super flexible. He could almost send his leg straight up in the tub. Makes him think of himself like a cat, if he was just a petite man he could probably fit himself into some small places. 

Roland starts to enter a laughing fit thinking about all the silly things he could do if he had a different body. He stands up in the tub, finally done cleaning himself, and he catches himself in the mirror again. He fully looks at himself, he can imagine all these things he could do with another body, but not his own. 

So he asks himself. ‘What could I say about a body like mine?’

He starts with the top of his body, his pecs were about the same size, though they seemed accentuated by the recent chubbiness of his abdomen. He remembers in the hospital he was recalled in he had jostled them a little, calling them “Man boobs.”

Going lower, there was said chubbiness. He supposes him being the parent in his family has finally caught up to him because he looks like a dad. Or maybe it was a craving for pudding when it was in the house. 

He looks a little lower…

“My girlfriend already knows about you, and I think she’ll be even happier to know how big you are,”

Roland immediately sits back in the cold bath water he hasn’t drained yet. He feels sick to his stomach remembering what Trevor told him as he was assaulted. Maybe Valerie is right, maybe it’s finally happening, the delayed response to the assault. It would explain why he feels gross as of late, Trevor did call him a “skanky, attention whore,” and a “disgusting, hairy monster.”

Roland looks at his reflection in the water, if that’s what Trevor thinks then so be it! He’ll be the skankiest attention whore ever! 

As he wraps himself in his towel he wonders how Trevor ever saw him as a skank. Sure, he was hormonal, but all he ever did was kiss Trevor and let him explore a little. When he turns to the side in the mirror it all clicks together. It’s his butt, that’s what makes Roland skanky to Trevor. He remembers after the night Trevor had approached him Nero jokingly told him he was blessed by his mother. She wasn’t wrong, because he definitely didn’t get it from his dad. 

Roland gets back to his room still inadvertently looking at himself in mirrors. He sees his beaten and scarred back in the mirror, it reminds him of the dream had with Hayden. A hibiscus flower tattoo, like in the dream those flowers don’t scare him much anymore, but he wonders how drugged up he’d have to be to not be in excruciating pain while being tattooed on his back. 

Roland climbs into his bed fully burying himself into the covers. He grabs one of the loose pillows and folds it into a tube, he places it in front of him, spooning it. This is what Roland wants tonight, he wants someone to love and to love him back, someone to cherish his body and enjoy his company outside of sex. So tonight he’ll settle for a pillow and the warm comfort of his bed.

#Mmmm rice #Fuck you Trevor #If Trevor has no haters then I'm dead #Having short baths/showers are impossible lol #Omg I thought this chapter was gonna be all angst and it's not! #Yayyy!!! #ISTG TREVOR #WAIT #GOOD JOB #It is odd though that Trevor assumed Roland was a skank #Last paragraph is so real

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Two different characters, both have one thing in common:

#Avatar reference 🤭 #You can determine who Hayden is talking about how ever you want #unwind oc #hayden upchurch #unwind #unwind dystology

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@luckytidbit, @lei-lei-artz, @mybrainisrottingat3am, @canihavesomeseritoninplz, @bubblybuggers

So I found a pic crew thing that’s originally posted from this user, so here’s the pic crew and I made this

I thought it was cute so here it is, and go check out the user and pic crew thingy! It’s cool!

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So just a quick update on this

I was being overdramatic while making this post and I didn't realize after writing that specific scene that it actually wasn't that bad (in terms of description of course).

So chapter 43 will be on here and AO3 like how the rest of my chapters are!

So uhh just announcing this ahead of time.

Chapter 43 of Uncover will be on AO3 only (with the link being posted on here ofc) just because there's gonna be a scene in there that I feel like Tumblr wouldn't really like.

It isn't gonna be SUPER bad, but it's definitely gonna be bad in some way

#unwind fanfic

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40 Kayden

The smell of dinner faded away as Kayden wandered around the power plant; the storks were recently transferred too. They traveled down somewhere in Northern Mississippi, it was a long and annoying process but now they all have been there for at least a week.

As she's walking down the hallway, she's suddenly stopped by a cold hand touching her shoulder. She turned her head around and saw Tommie standing behind her.

“Hey Kayden.” He greets her.

She already felt annoyed with her near her, the more and more he's been with her, the more she starts to grow annoyed with him.

“Hey.” She simply says.

“I have something to talk about with you.” He tells her.

“Make it quick then.” She says to him while letting out a quiet sigh, when he usually has to tell her something it's never something she likes.

Tommie gave her a slightly upset look when she sighed at him.

“Well how about you try staying here longer?” He asks her.

“Didn't we already-” Kayden tries to ask, but she gets interrupted.

“Permanently.” Tommie simply says.

“Permanently?” She simply asks, she felt herself start to become more annoyed and even a little frustrated.

“Permanently, I mean you haven't tried to leave the stork brigade since Cold Springs y'know?” He said to her while a grin was starting to form on his face.

“I still plan on leaving.” She bluntly tells him.

“But you should at least try staying lon-” He tries to say, but she cuts him off.

“I've been stuck here for three months Tommie!” She suddenly shouts at him.

She felt her pent up anger towards him start to come out.

“I can't take it anymore!” She shouts, “I’ve been having to raid harvest camps and watch people get hurt and die!”,”I watched my own friend get hurt, Tommie!”

Tommie’s rising grin quickly fades and goes to a frustrated look.

“Well maybe it's better that Avery died instead!” He yells back.

In that moment Kayden felt herself become more frustrated than she ever had before. She felt her fingers pressing painfully into her palms forming a tight fist. She wasn't thinking clearly, all that she could think right now was just how pissed off Tommie just made her.

Kayden tries to swing a punch at Tommie, but someone stops her.

“Kayden! What are you doing?!” Sierra asks her as she keeps a firm grip around her wrist with her soft hand.

She pulls her away from Tommie and leads her away from him.

“Kayden, Kayden, it'll be okay.” She tells her in a soft and concerned tone.

Kayden still felt that same anger and frustration from earlier.

“Just try to take some deep and relaxing breaths.” Sierra adds on.

She feels herself want to try and take her anger out on Sierra too, but she stops herself before she could try and make things worse.

“Sierra..I just..I just need some space right now.” Kayden says before she quickly walked away from her.

She didn't hear any footsteps follow behind her, it seemed like Sierra understood her situation and Tommie didn't seem to catch up to her..

..

Kayden found herself in an empty area of the power plant and it seemed to be far away from everyone else.

She sat down on the ground and leaned against the corner of the wall, there was a window next to her that looked out into the dark night sky.

‘The sky looks pretty tonight..’ She thought as she stared out there.

She moved herself into a fetal position as she continued to look out there.

“I need to find a way to get out of here.” She mumbles to herself.

Kayden thought to herself for a few moments, trying to figure out a plan.

“The next time we have a raid..I’ll find a way to slip out during it.” She mumbled.

“i don't care if I get hurt, as long as I get out of the stork brigade..”,”No, from Tommie, I’ll be free.”

Kayden felt sleep catch up to her for once as her eyes started to close on their own and she drifted off to sleep..

#unwind fanfic #unwind #unwind dystology

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So uhh just announcing this ahead of time.

Chapter 43 of Uncover will be on AO3 only (with the link being posted on here ofc) just because there's gonna be a scene in there that I feel like Tumblr wouldn't really like.

It isn't gonna be SUPER bad, but it's definitely gonna be bad in some way

#unwind fanfic

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39 Avery

Avery wandered down the streets of some town he ended up in. Lately he hasn't left Arkansas at all even though he's been trying hitchhiking around so he could have some more luck finding Kayden. But everyone he has traveled with has just stuck around Arkansas.

He comes across a small local coffee shop, he had some money on him that could probably afford a simple drink, plus he was a bit thirsty. He walked towards the coffee shop and opened the door. He was hit with the smell of coffee being made immediately and there were very few people in the cafe despite it being the middle of the day.

“Hi! How may I help you today sir?” The girl at the front counter asks him.

“Oh uh..I’ll just get a simple coffee.” Avery tells her.

“So what flavor and size?” She asks.

‘Great, I forgot the workers here always want you to be specific.’ He thought.

“Just give me whatever is your normal coffee.”

“Alright! I’ll let you know when it's ready!” The worker says to him.

“Alright, thank you.” He thanks her while giving her a smile.

Avery went towards the back of the coffee shop after he got his coffee. He has been feeling more tired lately, probably due to the lack of sleep he has been getting and the stress he has been feeling. He's been trying to find any clues on where Kayden could be, but he has had no luck finding anything.

“On this afternoon's news we'll cover the raids that have been happening at harvest camps across America.” A man's voice said in the distance.

Avery looked up and saw on one of the TV's in the coffee shop the news was on.

“Over the past couple months we have faced two raids that seem to be caused by a group of feral AWOLs.” 

“The latest raid that happened at Moon Crater harvest camp had numerous injurys and deaths like the one at Cold Springs.”

‘Cold Springs.? That's where I was.’ He thought.

The tv reporter's words started to become gibberish in his mind as he started to realize something.

‘I remember back at Cold Springs before I passed out there was a raid happening and that Kayden ran over to me.’

‘Wait, that would mean Kayden ended up in that AWOL group! I mean how else could she have found me?’

Avery grabbed his coffee and got out of his seat.

‘If I want to find any more clues about Kayden, then I need to learn more about that group.!’

..

Avery approached a local library he happened to pass by earlier, this was one of the only places he could think of that could help him learn more about the AWOL group.

He opened the door to the library and it was perfectly quiet, nobody really goes to librarys anymore so he would basically have the whole place to himself. He looked around to see if their were any kind of computer stations, it was uncommon to find them still but this town seemed to be on the more older side. Luck seemed to be on his side today after wandering around a bit he found an empty computer station.

He sat down on the hard cold chair as he booted up the computer, hoping to find more information around them.

It was around sunset now..He had zero luck finding any other information around the group called the Stork Brigade. All he got was the information he got from the news report back at the coffee shop and just how with each camp the brigade raided more people would join.

He put his head in his hands and looked down at the ground feeling defeated, he groaned in frustration.

‘The only luck I’ll ever have finding her is if I ever see a huge group of kids.’ He thought.

‘But that's almost impossible, I don't even know where the brigade is right now!’

Avery felt himself start to become further stressed than he already was.

‘I could call my dad and see if he can help me.’

‘But what if that group is able to track him down, I don't wanna put him at risk after I just met him.’

He got out of his seat and tried to take deep breaths to call himself down.

‘Maybe I just need a small break..Yeah that would be nice.’ 

..

Avery makes it back to the hotel room he had been squatting in for a bit unnoticed. He took his jacket and shoes off then walked towards the bathroom.

The shower water felt nice against his skin, it was a good way to get rid of his stress. Even with the scar and prosthetic arm, it still felt the same. It had been awhile since he took a nice shower, of course the harvest camp had you shower, but it didn't feel the same back then.

As he showered, he thought back to the past two years.

‘I remember meeting Kayden around November or so, then we went on the run for a while..’

‘..Then when she almost died from hypothermia we met Miles and stayed at him safe house for a bit, then I hung out with Ryder for a while.’

‘After that I saw Kayden again and we made it to the graveyard, that raid there happened but after that everything seemed normal even though we both were still considered AWOLS..’

‘..But what norm got ruined when that other raid happened and I had to go to Cold Springs..with Ryder.’

‘Ryder..’

‘If he was still here we probably could've been dating right now or plan on living together once he also turned seventeen..But that'll never happen since he rejected me..’

‘..Things will get better though eventually and me searching for Kayden will be worth it.’

‘I’ll live with my dad and if he's nice enough, he’ll probably allow Kayden to live with us too.’

Avery turned the shower off and got out of there while he wrapped a towel around his waist.

He went up to the bathroom mirror and wiped the fog covering the mirror, looking at himself. He felt the skin that covered the right side of his face, rough and dry, but maybe one day he could try to find a way to get his old skin and eye back, that isn't from an unwind. 

‘It would be nice if I got that side of my face back..’ he thought.

He looked down at his prosthetic arm, it was modern and sleek along with it being easy to use. He flexed his arm and moved his fingers some, he then put both of his arms side-by-side.

‘..I like my prosthetic and all, but I wouldn't mind if I got an actual arm like mine soon.’

He put his arms down and grabbed a nearby robe to cover himself in, he didn't want to walk around in a towel all night.

Avery turned off the bathroom light and walked out of the bathroom. He then laid down on the hotel bed, it was a bit stiff but it was still able to be comfy.

‘Tomorrow will be another chance for me to find Kayden, or at least learn where she could be.’

‘I just hope I find her soon..’

He closed his eyes and started drifting off into Dreamland, he didn't know how long it would take for him to find Kayden.

But he knew it would be worth it in the end..

#unwind fanfic #unwind #unwind dystology

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Avery and Kayden practice doodles!

#unwind oc #unwind #unwind dystology

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Recalled • Part 7 • 51 - Keegan

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TW: PR*STITUTION, VIOLENCE, AND DRUGS

#A bit concerned about the first warning #But the other two I can deal with 🫡 #Damn he's really selling that kind of stuff #Ngl if I was living in someone's brain and they made me watch them kill a dog I would be quiet for a long time too #WHAT (the second paragraph) #WHAT??? #Wow rare Keegan W moment actually #Good job for telling your sis to not be like Shelby #YES ROLAND RAT KEEGAN OUT #SNITCH ON HIM #YES #HE GOT BEAT UP #Now Keegan is going to Jack's #Something definitely is gonna happen to Keegan

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Do you ever just listen to a song or watch a movie and think, 'Wow, this would make a good story idea!'

That's me right now

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Uncover News

I sorted chapters 33-38 into a different part, chapters 39-43 will also be in that part plus the dates there coming out. Chapters 44-50 will have there own part too.

Overall Uncover will have seven parts because it was getting hard to sort all the chapters before into one big part and I just didn't like how it looked.

It's a bit of a minor change but I figured I would make a post about it!

#unwind fanfic

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Part 6, Slipping Away

33-Tommie

34-Avery

35-Kayden

36-Tommie

37-Avery

38-Kayden

39-Avery

40-Kayden

41-Avery (coming May 3rd)

42-Sierra (coming May 5th)

43-Kayden (coming May 10th)

#unwind fanfic #unwind #unwind dystology

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Every writer has two sides:

"I love my characters, they are my children and will protect them with my life"

"I wanna make them suffer so fucking much"