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One Haunting Video Shows “Beauty Through The Decades” In New Light
Karolina Żebrowska’s “Beauty Through The Ages” video shows not only on the glamorized versions of women but also the real, middle and lower class women as they lived in the past century.
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Alphas only brought trouble.
The only thing they are good for is bringing their Omegas pain and forced submission. They were dangerous, reckless and cruel. There wasn’t an ounce of kindness in any of them.  
She didn’t need an Alpha and she certainly didn’t believe in that True Mates fairytale. That was just some fabricated fable Alphas made up to trick innocent doe-eyed Omegas. She wasn’t going to fall for that.  
Not again.
No Alpha would ever get her to believe that love truly exists.
And then, James Buchanan Barnes walked into her life.
Chapter 1 - Wrong Choices & What Ifs 
Chapter 2 - As Black as Night 
Chapter 3 - Missing You & Me
Chapter 4 - Whiskey Isn’t Strong Enough 
Chapter 5 - I Don’t Feel a Thing 
Chapter 6 - Imprinting on You 
Chapter 7 - Guess Some Things Never Change 
Chapter 8 - Old Wounds Never Heal 
Chapter 9 - Light As a Feather 
Chapter 10 - I’m Only Perfect Because of You 
Chapter 11 - You’ve Had My Heart  
Chapter 12 - I Can’t Live Without You
Chapter 13 - When You smile 
Chapter 14 - I Want to Love You 
Chapter 15 - All My Stars 
Chapter 16 - Only the Heavens Know
Chapter 17 - Past Calls You to Run 
Chapter 18 - Holding a Losing Hand
Chapter 19 - Poison In My Blood  
Chapter 20 - Playing With Fire
Chapter 21 - Burn
Epilogue: Stardust & Fairytales 
Extras: 
Kitties & Bumps - Oneshot 
Theme tune: Let You Love Me
Alpha!Bucky x Omega!Reader AU
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Worth It (Bucky Barnes x f!Reader)
Baker's Dozen (Bucky Barnes x gn!Reader)
April Showers (Bucky Barnes x f!OC)
Told You So (Bucky Barnes x gn!Reader)
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God I love magneto ♥︎
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𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞
「 ✦ bucky barnes ✦ 」
ׂ╰┈➤18+ none of these stories belong to me! this is a masterlist of all bucky barnes stories i’ve read and reblogged! just thought it would be nice to have them all in one spot! (if your fic is on here and you wish not to be, please let me know!) some with have summaries if provided <3
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𓇼 video games by @twoghostsfromeden
𓆉Sam Wilson attempts to teach Bucky how to play video games, but you have a different idea
𓇼 just like dad by @ladyfallonavenger
𓆉 The Reader loses Bucky in the snap and life presents a whole new challenge.
𓇼 coming in hot by @nexusnyx (ao3 link)
𓆉When your best friend Sarah recommends you a mechanic of her brother’s trust, all you can think about and pray to is that he doesn’t rip you off. Your car is your prized possession and amidst all the worry and concern of your medical studies, drowning in even more debt sounds as suffocating as it would be.
Of course, you never thought of the possibility of the mechanic being the problem. A hot, polite, gentle, and silent-type of problem.
Drowning in debt would be easier to navigate than the blue of Bucky Barnes’s eyes.
𓇼wallpaper by @cosmicbucky
𓆉 bucky finds out how to change the wallpaper on your phone, and takes every opportunity he can to do so. until one day he doesn't have the heart to.
𓇼 consequences by @duuhrayliegh
𓇼@ellemj
𓆉 letters to santa pt2
𓆉 need and wants
𓇼 trust by @kgficz
𓆉Set during the end of ‘Captain America: The Winter Soldier’. You had been forced to work as a nurse for Hydra’s soldiers, you never expected The Winter Soldier to be one of them. What happens when he starts to care about you?
𓇼 glitter and goo by @welldonebeca
𓆉 When you have to go on a mission to a different planet together, Bucky is hit by a mating ritual flower, and some feelings you two have been hiding come up
𓇼 accidental pic by @mostlymarvelsstuff
𓆉Reader recives Buckys nudes accidentally
𓇼 just friends by @cadaverousnight
𓆉A night of drinking makes Bucky bold and a harmless text makes him bolder
𓇼 @espinosaurusrexex
𓆉Worlds Collide
🫧 The world is ending. And there are two types of people: The ones that embrace the last pieces of happiness left, and the ones that just don’t bother anymore. When those two clash, there’s no way of knowing what will happen. But maybe, some hopes and dreams aren’t so different after all and the both of them get a chance at becoming more than just acquaintances.
𓆉 refuge
🫧 You had a track record of cracking tough cases, but this one proved to be your breaking point. The Winter Soldier was out there, thirsting for blood, operating in total anonymity, and leaving a trail of bodies in the cold Colorado snow. Then, just as a snowstorm was about to paralyse the town, Bucky Barnes appeared on your doorstep – lost, sweet, and in dire need of help. It all seems too good to be true, but what happens when his secrets come to haunt him and Bucky’s blurred past reveals a predicament neither of you saw coming?
𓆉happy little accidents
🫧 In a world after the war, Bucky tries to get pieces of his old self back by joining an art class. He meets you and instantly falls head over heels. Now he just has to work up the courage to ask you out.
𓆉serious questions
🫧 Bucky agrees to go on a date to make his colleagues shut up. Now, he just feels sorry for the poor woman that has to spend an entire evening with him. He really tries to make it work, though, because he actually enjoys her company.
𓆉 bad boys don’t buy flowers
🫧 Bucky would have never thought, he’d be chasing after a girl. Not when all of them usually fell at his feet. But when he finds himself entangled in a deal born out of a desperate argument with his assistant, he realizes there is nothing he wouldn't do for you: The independent florist who is adamantly dragging him to the homeless shelter every chance she gets. There is just one problem: Bucky doesn't know how to tell you. And the teasing from his friends is certainly not making things easier for him...
𓆉request oneshot
𓇼 @pellucid-constellations
𓆉 unexpected
🫧 With all of his rough edges and impassive glances, Bucky Barnes looked to be the last person you’d find at an elementary school bake sale. Too bad Steve couldn’t make it, and dealing with a class hopped up on sugar wasn’t a feat you could manage alone
𓆉 i need him like water
🫧 You think Bucky’s having an affair. He thinks… well you aren’t sure what he thinks. But he must notice the living room light is left on. Every night.
𓆉 flowers in the compound
🫧 That girl from the flower shop seems to be taking up a lot of Bucky’s time.
𓆉 request one shot
🫧 You knew Bucky didn't like his arm. You just didn't know how much until he accidentally hurt you with it.
𓆉 counting
🫧 Time heals all wounds. Bucky’d been holding onto that proverb ever since blip. But time had never been particularly kind to him, so he opted to keep track of the sweet girl’s in his apartment building instead, the one that made him banana bread and took him to diners at two in the morning. Sometimes, you didn’t keep the same schedule. That made Bucky panic.
𓇼 everybody talks by @nickfowlerrr
𓇼 @buckyalpine
𓆉come back to you
🫧 What happens when a time travel mission ends up with a version of Bucky from the 40′s standing on the time travel platform. 
𓆉 did you hear
𓆉 40s bucky w/ nurse!reader
𓆉 sunshine
𓆉 spiral
𓆉 pick me
𓆉 untouched
𓆉 tongue twister
𓆉 wait what pt2 pt3 pt4
𓆉 can you not pt2 pt3
𓆉 choices pt2
𓇼 aching by @bbyboybucket
𓆉After Reader gives Bucky a massage, he realizes how much he likes her touch
𓇼 tiny match maker by @jamdoughnutmagician
𓆉 Adjusting to his new life outside of the superhero business, Bucky makes the acquaintance of a very young, inquisitive girl.
𓇼 metal arm brrr by @bombsonboard
𓆉 Every problem needs a solution. Bucky just isn't the biggest fan of yours.
𓇼 the cards were dealt by @bucky-fricking-barnes
𓆉Bucky and Y/N are the children of the two most prominent mob bosses in New York. When their parents use them as part of a deal, they’re left to figure out how their lives fit together.
𓇼 @holylulusworld
𓆉 a different kind of valentine pt2
🫧 Your fiancé breaks your heart on Valentine’s Day out of all days.
𓆉 happy birthday big grump
🫧 Your new neighbor is a professional grump. No reason to not be nice to him on his birthday.
𓇼 siren be bound to me by @darkdemeter
𓆉He is your captain. There is no place you'd rather be than by his side, nothing you could ever want for that is not him. You owe everything, your entire self, to him.
And yet overboard and on the tide you set sail across in search for a great and ancient treasure, a song continues to seep through the cracks of your heart and soul... a song so familiar yet unknown.
Forgotten. And Bucky reminds you yet again that there no place else for you that isn't beside him, that there is nothing out there
𓇼 to have and to hold harm by @queers-gambit
𓆉after rescuing you from kidnappers, you overhear your boyfriend-turned-savior complain about how clingy you've become
𓇼 @thighs-of-betrayal-blog
𓆉 jealous bucky
𓆉 request oneshot
𓆉 hold the door
🫧 You’ve never met your new neighbor, not until an incident happens involving the apartments elevator. 
𓇼 out of practice by @drabbles-mc
𓆉 reader is a mom, bucky hasn't dated in like 70 years
𓇼 @jobean12-blog
𓆉 next door to love
🫧 When you made the move to the city you never expected your new neighbor to be so sweet and helpful...or hot.
𓆉 this spells love
🫧 Bucky is your best friend and he really is the best but he wants more, he wants everything, but the idea that it could ruin your friendship and he could lose you is too much...
𓇼 meet my family by @skaye44
𓆉Your parents want to meet your boyfriend Bucky which you agree, but the whole family invites itself along for the meeting.
𓇼 my sun my star pt2 pt3 by @cosmos-coma
𓆉 You wait up late for your boyfriend Bucky to return from his mission, but it isn't Bucky who finds you
𓇼 @mrsbarnesblog
𓆉 my everything
🫧 The last thing that Bucky ever expected to see was the love of his life from the past trapped in one of the Hydra bunkers in the cryofreeze chamber. Yet here he was almost two days later, staring at your still unconscious body through the window at the medical wing, imagining the horror and disgust on your face when you found out that he was no longer the innocent and happy boy you knew before
𓆉 i trust you
🫧 when Bucky comes back from a mission with a knife wound there is only one person who can convince him to get help
𓇼 5+1 by @mrs-illyrian-baby
𓆉 Whether it's on a mission, a work event or a holiday, your sleeping arrangements never seem to work out as planned. It doesn't really bother you until...it does. Confronted with a night sleeping apart, you and Bucky finally talk
𓇼 just like that by @navybrat817
𓆉Bucky suggests staying in a hotel together before an undercover mission, which would be fine if you didn't have a massive crush on the super soldier.
𓇼 @sergeantbuckybarnes
𓆉 begin again everything i wanted
🫧 When you go to meet your friend at her work you see a cute guy had been stood up, so you’re going to be the best date of his life.
𓆉 amnesia
🫧 During a fight in Madripoor you get hit in the head resulting in forgetting the last ten years of your life. And most important, your boyfriend.
𓇼 diamonds by @angrythingstarlight
𓇼 @literaryavenger
𓆉 not so bad
🫧 It's Bucky's birthday, but doesn't want to make a big deal out of it.
𓆉 happy birthday
🫧 It's your birthday and the only person who doesn't seem to be excited about it is you
𓇼 body and soul by @theladybarnes
𓆉 Reader has a conversation with Sam that leaves her a little confused before her date with Bucky. Includes probably the best romance movie quote to ever grace films.
𓇼 you’re my desire pt2 by @marvelouslizzie
𓆉Your best friend drags you out on a double date. You were supposed to be Steve Rogers' date, but plans change pretty quickly and you end up in Bucky Barnes' arms.
𓇼 she chose me by @notafunkiller
𓆉Steve's hopes get crushed when he wrongly assumes you'd choose him over Bucky.
𓇼 bucky has a crush by @assembletheimagines
𓇼 buckyvision by @fictionalmemoirs
𓆉 pt1 pt2 pt3 pt4 pt5 pt5.5 pt6 pt7 pt8 pt9 pt10
•masterlist
hopefully all links work, let me know if not <3
last update march 18, 2024
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what i’ve been reading lately !
a compilation of fics ive been reading the past couple weeks, multiple from the same authors but i figured i would include my faves and you can check the rest of their works out :))
they’re all fluff or angst fics :)
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close call and bad puns - @skaye44
flirty!bucky | fluff
metal arm brrr - @bombsonboard
grumpy!bucky | fluff
off limits - @ellemj
mafia!bucky | fluff + implied smut
a touch of softness - @rookthorne
nurse!bucky | fluff
damnit steve - @skaye44
idiots in love | fluff
home is where the heart is - @rookthorne
cute farmer!bucky | fluff + implied smut
lead us to temptation @asphalt-cocktail
religious reader ! | fluff + smut
happy birthday, jamie - @kittybeansbarnes
birthday boy bucky :’) | FLUFF
hypothetically speaking -@littleseasiren
fluff.
someone’s calling my name (it sounds like you) -@mellowsaturns
angst | hurt/comfort
this has to be perfect - @oneofstarkskids
birthday bucky fluff
don’t tell bucky - @lives-in-midgard
drunk reader fluff
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Recollection ~ Bang Chan | Always Together Event
Pairing: Bang Chan x reader (gender not mentioned)
Genre: Second Chance trope | exes to lovers | soulmate au allegedly | fluff | bits of angst here and there
Word Count: 2.9k
A/N: Okay I know I said drabble for these, but I honestly don't think I can do drabbles outside of expanding on a specific thought so oopsies 🤷‍♀️ Please remember to leave feedback and to reblog if you enjoy it! Haven't written a one-shot in awhile and completely forgot how much I love it. 🥰 Enjoy! 💕
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Content Warnings: 18+ MDNI, swearing / cursing, angst around reliving emotions of a break up, longing, pet names: baby, all around just a wholesome reconnection of two souls.
You cursed yourself as you walked down the footpath.
You had been single for two years and a bit now, and recently you had decided to put yourself back out there in the dating pool. The mistake you had made shortly after that was telling your best friend this.
The words had barely escaped you before she instantly began raving about a company that had a reputation for setting you up with your 'perfect match'. She claimed her sister had met her now fiancé through the company and she'd been waiting for this moment to introduce you to it. Reluctantly you had agreed to let her sign you up, but now as your feet carried you further and further toward the restaurant that you and your blind date had agreed to meet at, you regretted the leap of faith entirely.
You were filled with nerves staring at the restaurant's entrance in front of you. Reality setting in as you let out a long breath, hoping to expel your anxious thoughts with it and stopping your movements long enough to hesitate entering as you read over the restaurant's cursive sign.
Were you really ready for this?
You'd been with your ex for four years, both of you madly in love and dedicated to each other, always supporting the other in everything.
You really did love Chan. Life was easier, more fulfilling and exciting with Chan by your side...until, it wasn't.
He became consumed with his work, lost in his passion, giving all of himself to a company that worked him to the bone. You saw less and less of him, he'd forget birthdays, anniversaries - the days all blending together as one for him until finally the last straw, the last argument you ever had with him and your relationship was over.
The argument was stupid, both of you were exhausted. You should have talked it through or slept on your emotions to wake up refreshed and forgiving. Instead, emotions took over you both and he had chosen his career over you.
Was it selfish to give him that ultimatum? Your therapist had seemed to think so, but she also didn't invalidate your feelings about his work ethic and lack of balance in his life.
"Good evening, are you coming in?" The hostess politely questioned you, giving you a puzzled look at your hesitation in the doorway.
Realizing she had opened the door for you on arrival, you shook yourself out of your thoughts. You had your chance to work things out with Chan, but you had been too scared of repeating history and you had ran. You couldn't live through another life of losing him. This was your chance of moving on.
"Yes! Thank you." You quickly and politely thanked her, slipping in through the door.
"Did you have a reservation? We are quite busy tonight so unfortunately there is a wait for tables." She explained moving to stand behind the entrance desk.
The restaurant was lavish, inside and out and you had to resist the urge to gawk at the expensive looking ornate lighting features that cascaded downward from the ceiling. The company had really gone all out for your blind date.
"I have a reservation...as far as I am aware. The reservation code should be 143." You couldn't help but fidget with your coat nervously as she scanned through the I-pad in front of her.
"Ah yes, your company for this evening has already arrived. This way please." She gave you an encouraging smile, melting away some of the nerves that had already begun to fester.
You followed her into the dining hall. She wasn't lying, every table was occupied. Some families celebrating an achievement, work meetings over dinner, couples out on dates - perhaps even a few first dates like your own. You were too absorbed in the overwhelming situation you had found yourself in you had barely taken note of the table the hostess was leading you toward, but as your gaze set back to in front of you, your entire body froze in place.
It had been two years and a bit since you had seen him, but you could never forget him. There sat at a table set for two, in a white tight fitted button down with newly dyed ginger hair and look of pure shock across his face was your ex, Chan.
His shock subsided as the hostess paused next to the table, looking back at you once again with a puzzled look on her face, but she was barely visible through the blur of the restaurant now, your only focus Chan as you were sure you looked like a deer in headlights.
Chan smiled...his smile...oh how you had missed his smile.
A perfect curve of lips that reached dimples and you felt your world illuminate with every whisper of your future over the softness of pillows, every loving glance exchanged from a far, every cheesy pick-up line he entertained you with that brought a blush to your cheeks, every kiss that you wish lasted longer, every touch that ignited your skin as if he was trying to push his love for you through the layers of flesh below, every hug that lingered on your heart even to this day - every single moment you had hung on to, stored away in a vault never to be opened again was flashing like fireworks in the night sky prompted by a single, simple smile.
But it wasn't just any smile, it was his smile.
Your body moved on it's own accord as if it had reverted back into previous programming, moving toward him like a magnet and you nervously took the seat across from him.
The hostess mentioned something along the lines of signaling a waiter when you were ready to order, but you were too mesmerized by the slightly altered version of your ex than your memory was used to, that smiled patiently back at you from across the table.
"Y/N...it's so good to see you." Chan smiled more shyly since the hostess departed, now that it was just the two of you sharing the space of the table, "I...I never thought I'd see you again..." He admitted more solemnly as he picked up the menu in front of him, giving him an excuse to advert his gaze.
An awkwardness had filled the air as you realized you were yet to address Chan, sitting their rather foolishly with your mouth dropped in shock like a fish.
You cleared your throat taking your own menu into your hands and straightened your spine in your seat in an attempt to appear more put together than you felt.
"It has been a while that's for sure..." You agreed before adding just as shyly as Chan, "but it is good to see you too."
Chan's smile brightened as his eyes scanned the menu and seeing his physical response to your reply made you relax more comfortably into your seat and surroundings.
"So...what have you been up to?" You asked not being able to concentrate on picking out something to order from the nerves of giddy butterflies swirling within you and instead reached for the water pitcher to pour you both some water.
Chan's eyes lifted back up from the menu curiously and nodded to your offer of water, "Thanks."
"Well...after we broke up..." As soon as the words left his lips you could tell he regretted brining it up so early into your evening, both of you stiffening in your seats, but Chan didn't linger on the topic enough for it fester, "I thought a lot on everything you said that night and I reduced my hours, stopped working over time and life has been a lot more balanced since then. I've been travelling mostly."
Chan nervously took a sip out of the water glass you had just filled, trying to keep his gaze attached to yours but guilt has his eyes anxiously darting to other objects on the table.
"Where have you been travelling?" You decided to focus on his recent endeavors, respecting that speaking of your breakup seemed to make Chan uncomfortable.
Chan's eyes lit up at your interest in his travels and he relaxed his arms onto the table.
"I've recently just gotten back from visiting my family in Australia, but before that I spent some time in Japan and America."
"Wow, that's awesome Channie!" You couldn't help the past nickname from slipping out with your happiness of him finally reuniting with his family after he moved countries. Realizing what you had just said, you anxiously glanced at him, your eyes widening but his smile only grew upon hearing it.
"What about you? What have you been doing since the last time we saw each other?" Chan asked intrigued, resting his chin onto his hands propped up on the dining table in front of him.
You swallowed nervously. Why were you so nervous in front of him?
The situation itself was nerve wracking. You both were clearly trying to move on from each other, otherwise you both wouldn't be here tonight attending a blind date, but there was hope burning deep within you holding on to the small chance that he was reliving every moment like a movie behind his eyes the way you were. That he was missing you as much as you had missed him. That you hadn't been able to move on from him, and the nerves of not knowing if he felt this way too was eating away at your usual confidence.
"I quit my job. I'm now working at a firm closer to my new apartment. The contract is a lot better than my last job, pay is better and I've been able to take up more of my old hobbies." You explained resting your hands on the edge of the table, feeling that the more you spoke the easier it was to fall into the comfort of his presence.
"That's great Y/N." Chan smiled, but his smile was smaller than his usual dimpled smile. It was fractured, a small curve away from a flat line, but before you could question it he asked a question you weren't expecting to hear so early into your conversation.
"Have you been happier?"
The weight of his words were felt in the air around you as he stared at you with genuine curiosity and concern. He'd asked in a tone full of vulnerability, like he was scared of your answer and you didn't have to ponder on the answer. It was simple. There were happy moments in the time since your breakup, but had you been happier than when you were with him? Of course not. Breaking up with Chan had been your biggest regret in life. You were scared that if you tried to mend things, to apologize that he wouldn't want you back, and you were equally scared that if he did take you back that nothing would change and your relationship would continue as if you were the only one in it.
Your silence made Chan second guess his question, worried he'd completely ruined any chance of healing the damage he had caused in your past. "Sorry that was wrong of me-" He panickily sat up straighter his hands falling to the table and knocking his fork onto the floor.
You couldn't hold back the giggle that bubbled out of you at the embarrassed blush that covered his cheeks paired with the worry and shock in his eyes at his sudden clumsiness.
"It's okay Channie." You reassured him, bravely meeting his hand across the table to hold onto. "Honestly, I've been doing well, but I wouldn't say I've been happier. I regret leaving things the way we did...the way I did."
Chan's eyes looked down at your hand over his and a warm smile came back to his features as he gave your hand a squeeze. He looked back up to meet your gaze with an overwhelming sense of longing in his eyes that seemed to see the scars on your heartstrings - the scars he had caused - and all he wanted tonight was to fuse them back to their original form. The look in his eyes gave you hope that maybe just maybe he really had felt the same way this whole time.
"I tried to call, to message. I even came to your apartment, but you had already moved and changed numbers. I hated everything about that night. What I said...how I treated you..." His voice broke off, hurt evident in his whispered regrets and you gave him a squeeze of his hand in return.
"Hey...it's not your fault entirely. I ran away. I could have stayed, I could have fought for us...I've reflected on everything that unfolded and I could have communicated better, no. I should have communicated my feelings better. You had so much on your plate-" Chan didn't let you continue your sentence, his other hand reaching out to take your spare hand into his, bringing you closer across the table with your hands securely in his.
"No Y/N. I will never forgive myself for making you feel lonely in our relationship. You have no idea how badly I wanted this opportunity to apologize for how much I fucked up. I won't sit here and let you take any of the blame. I-I am so sorry Y/N, for everything." His eyes were now glistening with a coat of fresh tears as he poured his heart out to you.
His emotional apology had tears of your own leaking past your water line and you sniffed back more of them, trying to keep some form of composure due to your environment. You were rendered speechless as you sadly, but relievingly looked at the man across from you. He had felt the regret, the hopelessness, the sheer longing for the other piece of his heart to find its way to back to him the exact same way yours has been yearning for your missing piece. You were conflicted with emotions of relief for the closure of a chapter in your life you'd been holding onto, and more importantly the hope that bubbled up stronger of a possible recollection of hearts finding their way to one another again.
"Channie..." You hiccupped holding back a sob as you brought his hands to your lips, pressing a delicate kiss to his knuckles - a motion you had done countless times before - feeling yourself open back up to the life you had with him.
"I don't want to focus on what has happened." You breathed out a faltering sigh of content as you pressed another kiss to his knuckles, "I-I want to focus on what could lie ahead for us."
Chan was watching you with foggy eyes of adoration, hope piercing through the fog as you spoke of what he longed for the moment he saw you tonight.
"You would give me another chance?" He whispered out bewilderedly, not expecting you to ever refer to the two of you as 'us' again.
You gave him a bright smile at his surprise, feeling the walls you'd built around yourself tumble to the floor.
"I meant it when I said I've missed you Channie, I've missed you so much. I came here tonight to try and move on from you, but deep down I knew I never would, not fully." You admitted allowing him to drag your hands across the table to his lips where he returned your kisses back through your knuckles excitedly. His features dazzling under the warm glow of the ceiling lights as joy danced in the way he smiled at you widely.
"This was not how I expected tonight to go." He chuckled in astonishment, "I was basically forced here by Felix. He's been nagging at me for the past year to put myself back out there, but...no one could ever compare to you Y/N. I've missed you so fucking much baby."
Chan couldn't contain his excitement anymore at the chance of winning you back and he let go of your hands to stand abruptly from the table. Moving over to you he extended a hand out into the space in front of you,
"Do you want to get out of here? I live not far from here." Before you could mistake his intentions he nervously added, "Just to talk in a place more comfortable. Only if you want to of course! I can order some food and I have a bottle of wine we-" He was babbling with nervousness and you took his hand quickly to stop him from overthinking himself.
"I was just about to ask you the same thing." You announced, overcome with happiness at how tonight had played out, as strangely relieving and delightful it was to once again be in the company of your ex.
He barely gave you a moment to grab your belongings as he tugged you toward the exit, following him with a trail of giggles as he hurriedly apologized to the hostess on the way out.
You know there was a lot more you both had to discuss to rebuild the trust you once had in each other and a lot more of catching up to do in each other's lives, but the excitement of it all and the way your heart raced with familiarity once your hands intertwined made you solidify a thought you knew to be fact.
You were meant to find your way back to Chan tonight and for whatever reason that might of been, you were not letting him go ever again.
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Give me Beefy Bucky who is shy yet obsessed with how soft and little you are compared to him. Compared to his thick, wide shoulders. His meaty, firm thighs. His huge, heavy balls. His perfectly fat, split you in half cock.
“C‘mon bunny, put ‘em both in your mouth” he whines with puppy eyes, spreading his legs more while you nearly choke trying to fit his balls in your mouth. The delicious scent of his musk makes you moan with your mouth full, his heavy sac already throbbing. “Want you to suck them both at the same time”
“S’too big” you pout, cupping and rolling him in your palm, giving your aching jaw a break. He blushes at your words, his curved throbbing cock jumping against his belly.
“You have such a cute little mouth” he whispers with a soft smile, the pink on his cheeks deepening when you shove his thighs apart again, dipping your head to take them in your mouth, “oh fuck just like that, use that tongue, suck them nice and hard, don’t care if it hurts, suck them harder bunny”
He’s a feral little (beefy) fuck, holding your head in place while rutting himself against your face. The shallow breaths you take in between with your mouth full make his tip weep and he can’t help but reach down to stroke himself, using his thumb to spread his arousal around. When he finally can’t take it, he grabs and flips you onto your back, splitting your legs open and humping himself between your folds.
“Fuck you’re so tight bunny” he shudders above you as he pushes your thighs to your chest, folding you in half, making you hold your knees apart. He pumps his cock a few times while staring at your slick hole dripping and fluttering for him.
“Look at your little pussy” his voice is between a whine and a whisper, pressing just the head of his cock into you making you moan, his tip alone stretching you. He doesn’t even fucking move, pulling it back out and pushing just the head in, his lil caught between his teeth watching his perfect pink tip disappear in and out. “How are you gonna take all of me bunny,you’re already stretched open”
He’s not even taunting you. He’s blushing so much because he can feel the way you quiver around him already and he isn’t even inside properly. “Can feel you sucking me in baby, you want more? That’s just the tip bunny, so sensitive for you, m’already making a mess”
“More Bucky, fuck me, please” you plead with him, pulling your knees back further, tightening around him even more.
“Oh God” he plunges himself into you without warning, drawing his hips back and slamming them back in making your body bounce with each thrust. You sob in pleasure, broken moans leaving your lips as he knocks the wind out of you with the powerful snap of his hips.
He looks feral, eyes fixated on where his cock disappears in and out with each thrust, your sweet mixed cream squirting out of you each time he shoves himself back in.
“Look at the mess we’re making together baby. So. Fucking. Pretty. You’re so pretty when you’re all stretched open bunny, pussy was made for my cock, you take big dick so well, you’re such a good girl, my good girl made for fat cock”
You nearly wail as he speeds up, panting and grunting, your belly bulging each time. He’s sitting back on his heels so he can watch exactly how much your pussy opens up for him, that needy button between your legs equally desperate for attention.
“Why’s are you so tight around my dick baby, can’t even last when I fuck you” he squeezes his eyes shut for a moment to try and collect himself but it’s pointless. His cock starts to swell, drops of cum already starting to spurt out. He’s trying so hard to hold back but his body can’t stop moving, chasing the way your pussy chokes his length.
“M’mph-gonna cum-“ he chokes out, his movements growing sloppy and erratic, the bed banging the wall. “Gonna pump you full of cum baby, gonna make you wet the bed with how much cum drips of you”
“Cum in me Bucky” your nails dig in his shoulders, gasping when he sits back and spits onto your clit before rubbing it in circles.
“Such a cute little button making you scream so loud, you sound so beautiful like this” he gives it a pinch and you shatter around him, desperate squeals making him moan louder.
“Gonna milk my cock dry, gonna give you a thick load baby, there’s so much cum in my balls, in my dick, I can’t hold it, it’s so swollen, S-o sensitive- FUCKKK” he lets out a broken sob as he starts to throb ropes and ropes of his warm spend in you, the sheets soaking what your pussy can’t hold.
“Got the sheets all wet bunny, can feel it on my thighs-
Anyway. As always I’m sorry for this.
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Best Undercover Mission Ever » Bucky Barnes/Winter Soldier
Pairings: Avenger!Bucky Barnes x Avenger!Female Reader
Summary: Bucky and Y/N go undercover as a fake married couple for a mission and things get steamy between the two of them.
Warnings: Smut (18+), language, dirty talk, kissing, hickeys, fingering, (f receiving), unprotected sex, riding, praise kink, size kink, Bucky’s dog tags, use of pet names
A/N: Y/N has the same fighting abilities as Natasha.
A/N #2: Thank you to @buckys-wintersoldier for helping me choose the middle picture for the aesthetics🩵
Written on my phone. I’m sorry for any mistakes and typos.
Header made by @buckys-wintersoldier
MINORS DO NOT INTERACT!!🔞
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“The file is where?” You asked Natasha through your ear piece.
“It’s in an office at the end of the hall on the top floor.” Natasha tells you.
You and Bucky are on an undercover mission as a married couple to get a HYDRA file. You two are trying your best to keep causal.
“Bucky.” You whispered, gently elbowing his right arm.
“What?” Bucky asks.
“Hold me close.” You say.
“Why?” He asks.
“We’re supposed to play a part as a married couple for this mission. You holding me close to you will make it look believable.” You tell him.
Bucky wrapped his right arm around your waist and pulled you close to him, catching you by surprise a little.
“Is this believable enough for you, doll?” He asks, looking deep into your eyes.
“Believable enough to get that file.” You say quietly.
You two walked through the room that were filled with HYDRA agents, smiling at the ones who looked your way. You and Bucky were able to get on the elevator without getting stopped. You two separated from each other when the elevator doors closed. Silence filled the elevator the entire way to the top floor.
“You look gorgeous tonight.” Bucky compliments you, breaking the silence.
“Thank you.” You blushed. “You look incredibly handsome.” You complimented him back.
Your guys’ little moment was interrupted when the elevator dinged and the doors opened. You two stepped off the elevator, making your way to the office at the end of the hallway. The walk was cut short when you two seen a HYDRA agent.
“Shit.” You two mumbled.
You quickly grabbed Bucky’s suit jacket and pulled him down for a kiss. He was caught by surprise, but kissed back. Bucky’s metal hand found it’s way to your back, pulling you against his body while his right hand found the wall behind you.
“Hey!” The agent shouts. “You two aren’t supposed to be up here!” He says, walking towards you guys.
You pulled away from Bucky’s lips, lifting your arm to shoot a couple widow bites at the agent causing him to go unconscious and fall to the floor.
“Let’s go get that file.” You say.
Bucky nodded in agreement and let go of you. You two made your way to the office. You turned the door knob, only to find out that the door was unlocked. You and Bucky quietly entered the office. Bucky closed the door behind him.
“You check the filing cabinet and I’ll check the desk.” You tell him.
Bucky nodded and went to the filing cabinet, searching through it while you went through the desk.
“There’s nothing in the desk.” You informed Bucky.
“There’s nothing in- wait, hold on. I think I found it.” Bucky says, pulling out a file labeled DOCUMENTS.
“Nat, Steve, we got the file.” You informed them through your ear piece.
“That’s great. Now get out of there.” Steve says.
Bucky opened the door, poking his head out to make sure there wasn’t any agents in the hallway.
“The coast is clear. Come on.” He says, motioning for you to follow him.
You two got back on the elevator and went back down to the main floor. Bucky’s right arm found it’s way back around your waist when as the two of you got off of the elevator. You two cautiously made your way to the exit and left without getting stopped.
“Calling it a night?” Bucky asks as you guys walked inside of the Avengers Compound.
“Yes. These heels are making my feet hurt.” You say, slightly wincing in pain.
“You know…” Bucky places his hands on your hips and admires the way your dress hugs your curves. “I can give you a foot massage if you want.” He suggests.
“Are you making a move on me, Soldier?” You asked, looking into his blue eyes that are now dark with lust.
“So what if I am? After all, you’re the one who put the moves on me earlier tonight.” He says.
“Hmm…” You hummed, leaning up to kiss his soft lips. “Lead the way, Sergeant.” You say seductively in almost a whisper.
Bucky took your hand in his, leading you to the elevator to go to the floor his bedroom is on. You and Bucky were making out as the two of you bursted through the door of his room. Bucky kicked the door shut with his foot and carefully led you to his bed, the back of your knees hit the edge of the mattress.
“You look drop dead gorgeous in this dress, doll.” Bucky says breathlessly against your lips.
“You should see me without it.” You say cheekily.
Bucky pulled away from your lips and spun you around to unzip your dress. He pulled down the zipper and pushed the straps off of your shoulders, leading the dress fall off of your body and pool around your feet on the floor, leaving you in a pair of black lace panties and your high heels. You stepped out of it and kicked it to the side. Bucky kissed along your shoulders, the stubble of his beard scratched your skin.
“Lay down for me, babydoll.” He whispers in your ear, sending shivers throughout your body.
You got on the bed, laying down on your back. You sat up on your elbows and watched as Bucky took off his suit, only leaving on his boxers, licking your lips at the sight of the bulge in his boxers. Bucky crouched down, gently taking your ankle in his hand. He took your high heels off and kissed from your ankle and up to your wet panties. He spread your legs apart and kissed your inner thighs. He hooked his fingers in the waistband of your panties, looking up at you and waited for permission which you gave him. You lifted your hips so he could take your panties off. He slid the soaked fabric down your legs and dropped it on the floor. Bucky practically moaned when he seen how wet your pussy is. His fingers on his right hand rubbed in between your folds. A soft moan fell from your lips. His fingers made their way to your clit, rubbing it in gentle circles.
“Oh, Bucky!” You moaned.
Bucky felt his cock twitching in his boxers at the sound of you moaning his name. His tongue licked in between your folds, moaning at your taste. His tongue made it’s way to your clit and began circling it. You laid flat on your back and your hands found their way to his hair, tugging at the short strands.
“You taste way better than I imagined.” Bucky says, practically moaning.
His fingers found their way to your tight entrance, sliding two of them inside of you. Your jaw dropped, breathy moans left your lips. His fingers massaged your warm walls while his tongue worked on your clit. His eyes flickered up at you, watching as pleasure takes over your body.
“Faster please!” You begged in almost a whine.
Bucky obeyed your command and moved his tongue and fingers faster. The stubble of his beard scratched your inner thighs which added more pleasure to what he was already giving you. Your grip on his hair tightened as you tugged on it, making him moan at the feeling, sending vibrations against your cunt.
“Fuck! Don’t stop!” You moaned.
Your moans encouraged Bucky to quicken his movements with his tongue and fingers. His fingers hit your sweet spot causing your pussy to clench around his fingers and a loud moan to fall from your lips. His fingers hit your sweet spot repeatedly which caused your orgasm to build up.
“I’m gonna- oh fuck! I’m gonna cum!” You moaned.
“Cum for me, doll.” Bucky says huskily.
Your eyes rolled to the back of your head as you came, moaning loudly. You laid there panting. Bucky withdrew his fingers from your pussy and licked your release off of his metal fingers. He sat you and hovered over you, his dog tags dangling above your face. You grasped the chain of his dog tags and pulled him down for a hungry kiss.
“Fuck me.” You say breathlessly.
Bucky didn’t need to be told twice. He rubbed his cock between your wet folds, covering it in your wetness before lining it at your tight entrance. He slid it inside of your pussy causing your jaw to drop. He slowly slid his cock inside of you inch by inch till he was deep inside of you. He gave you a moment before he started thrusting.
“So big…” You gasped, arching your back in pleasure.
Bucky dropped his head down, kissing along your chest. His teeth nipped at your skin hard enough to mark you up. His thumbs rubbed over your nipples, lightly pinching them causing your cunt to clench around his cock at the new sensation.
“Oh Bucky!” You moaned.
Bucky repeated his actions, getting you to moan his name louder. Your moans are like music to his ears. He kissed your lips hungrily, his tongue slipping past your parted lips to explore your mouth. Your hands found their way to his head. You ran your fingers through his freshly cut hair, tugging at the short strands causing him to moan against your lips.
“You’re beautiful.” Bucky compliments breathlessly against your lips.
Bucky’s arms wrapped around your waist and he sat back on his knees so you were riding him. You wrapped one of your arms around his neck to steady yourself while the other one held on to his metal bicep. You rolled your hips against his, meeting his thrusts. His cock reached your sweet spot, hitting it repeatedly. The neatly trimmed hair at the base of his cock rubbed against your clit, stimulating it. You tilted your head back, moans leaving your lips and your back arched in pleasure, your chest pressed against his muscular chest. Bucky took the opportunity to kiss along the column of your throat.
“Right there!” You gasped. “Don’t stop!” You moaned.
Your moans encouraged Bucky to move faster. His cock continued to hit your sweet spot. His right hand reached in between the two of you, finding it’s way to your clit and began rubbing it in circles, helping your orgasm build up.
“Oh fuck!” You whimpered. “I’m so close!” You moaned.
“Me too, babydoll.” His fingers sped up on your clit. “Cum for me, doll.” Bucky pants.
Your mouth fell open, his name leaving your lips in a loud moan as you came hard. Bucky fucked you through your orgasm, chasing his own high. His thrusts became sloppier as he came inside of you. His thrusts came to a slow stop. You two panted while looking deep in each other’s eyes. Bucky leaned in, kissing you sweetly and hungrily.
“Holy fuck…” Bucky breathes. “That was fucking amazing.” He says.
You hummed in agreement. Bucky pulled out of you, gently laying you back on the bed and he laid down next to you.
“We should do this after every mission.” Bucky says.
“Sounds good to me.” You agreed. “Round 2?” You asked curiously, turning your head to look at him.
“You read my mind, doll face.” He says, pulling you on top of him, making you let out a squeal in excitement.
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Color Me Yours
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x reader (Mob!Bucky)
Word Count: 984
Summary: Whether or not he's busy with his work he always has time for you and whatever you want.
Author's Note: I had written a story about coloring with Joel and I just love the idea of doing something so simple with our fave guys and then I thought Mob!Bucky would be so fun to color with. This is just a snapshot of a soft and fun domestic moment where our usual no bullshit boss is really and truly himself with his most favorite human ever- his wife. I also mention a scene in the movie Ghost from 1990 and I referenced this scene. Thank you so much for reading! Much love always! ❤️❤️❤️Divider by the lovely @firefly-graphics thank you Daisy! 🥰
Warnings: It's fun and fluffy and sweet and silly and ends with a bit of spice bc I can't help myself, established relationship, coloring bc yay!
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“There you are doll face.”
You walk into his office with a smile, your hands kept neatly hidden behind your back.
“What are you hiding?” he asks as he leans back in his leather chair, legs spread wide and smirk pulling at his lips.
“A book.”
You stop just in front of his large mahogany desk. You’re wearing nothing but a tank top and panties and your skin warms as his eyes sweep over you appreciatively.
“What are you reading now?”
“Not that kind of book.”
He raises a questioning brow.
“It’s a coloring book.”
With an easy push he swivels his chair to the side and pats his thigh invitingly.
“Come ‘ere doll. Let me see.”
You come around the desk and perch yourself on the thick muscle, watching his reaction as you reveal your coloring book and colored pencils.
He takes it from your hands and starts to flip through it, smiling the whole time.
“These are beautiful,” he says.
“Thank you.”
He carefully places your things on his desk and wraps you in his arms. You rest your head along his shoulder and slip your fingers into the open buttons of his collared shirt.
“If you’re not too busy now, will you color with me?”
Your head tilts up to meet his eyes and you find him gazing down at you softly.
“I’m never too busy for you doll face. You know that.”
He sits up and pulls the chair toward the desk, caging you in with his arms around your waist and his chest pressed to your back.
“The only rule is you have to stay in my lap while we do it.”
He whispers the words against your neck, gently kissing the spot before he pushes the strap of your tank top off your shoulder and continues pressing his lips along your skin.
“One more rule…you can’t distract me until we’ve done some coloring,” you breathe out. “You’re very distracting.”
“Fine. I’ll behave doll…for now.”
You turn your head and chase his lips, sliding your hand into his hair and gently scraping your nails along his scalp.
“Tease,” he growls playfully against your mouth.
With a coy smile you peck his lips one last time then ask, “did you see any particular picture that you want to color?”
“You pick,” he answers, keeping his face nestled in your neck.
“Let’s color this one.”
You point to a page and then start sifting through your colored pencils. He waits for you to pick one then does the same, deciding on a cerulean blue.
“Almost as pretty as your eyes,” you purr.
He kisses your cheek and let’s his nose run along the column of your throat, whispering his thanks.
“This is relaxing,” he murmurs.
“I agree. I was going to try painting next...”
“I’ll build you a space for you to do your art. Any kind you want.”
“Can we get a pottery wheel?”
“Of course,” he answers.
You turn to look at him, smiling brightly when you exclaim, “then we can make something together like Molly and Sam in Ghost!”
With a squeal you go back to coloring, unaware of Bucky’s confused expression.
“Molly and Sam?” he asks.
“YOU HAVEN’T SEEN GHOST?” you nearly shout, turning in his arms again. “We are watching it tonight.”
“Is it a scary movie…about a ghost?”
His question makes you roll your eyes and you poke him with a colored pencil.
“NO Buck. It’s a love story and they totally have sex after he distracts her while she’s making her pottery…”
“What are you implying doll?”
“Oh nothing,” you sing song. “I’m sure you’ll love the movie.”
 “I’m sure I will too.”
“You better…it’s so good.”
He lightly nibbles on your neck in response, causing you to squeal again.
“Nibbles laterrrrrrrr,” you half whine half giggle.
He relents but only after more soft kisses to any part of your bare skin he can reach.
As you go to choose a new color you pause to watch him, noting how his movements are precise and he stays within the lines, coloring each part of the picture with consistency.
“You’re really good at this,” you muse. “Have you been secretly coloring without me?”
He chuckles.
“Nah doll face, but you know I love to pay attention to every little detail.”
“Oh, that’s an understatement,” you giggle.
“Are you making fun of me?”
“Wouldn’t dream of it,” you say cheekily.
He nuzzles your neck, knowing his scruffy jaw tickles your skin and it makes you wiggle and squirm in his hold.
“Buckyyyyy,” you gasp.
He finally stops to let you breathe, securing you in his lap again and pressing a sweet kiss to your cheek.
His right hand holds the colored pencil and his left rests on your hip and as time continues to pass in comfortable silence his fingers begin to trace circles on your skin, slow and light.
“Done already?” you purr.
“I have no idea what you’re talking about doll.”
His tone is incredulous even as his hand dips lower and teases between your legs.
You try to stay focused on coloring the picture but his touch is far too distracting and you drop the pencil with a sigh and lean back.
“What about my coloring?” you whisper as your hands slide down and grip his thighs.
He pushes your legs apart and slides his finger over your silky panties.
“This is all your fault,” he murmurs. “You came in here wearing almost nothing…”
“My fault?” you breathe out. “This is why I can never get anything done…you and your hands…distracting!”
“You love it.”
“I do,” you gasp, rocking in his lap. “But you aren’t getting out of coloring…or the movie.”
He takes your earlobe between his teeth with a gentle tug, drawing soft little moans from your parted lips.
“Wouldn’t dream of it baby doll. You know I’ll do anything you want.”
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Three Little Words
Avengers Bucky
Summary: Bucky tries telling you he loves you many times, but he chickens out each time. He finally gets the courage to tell you, but he ends up with an unexpected audience when he does.
Content Warning: Mild language (if any), established relationship between reader and Bucky, soft/sweet Bucky, FLUFF
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You and Bucky were curled up watching a movie together in the theatre room at the compound, surrounded by half eaten snacks, an empty popcorn bowl, chocolate bar wrappers, and a few empty cans of soda. The movie had just ended, and you were snuggled under the warmth of the blanket you had been sharing. 
"That was pretty cool" you managed to move the popcorn container off your lap and onto the side table. 
"It wasn't that bad" Bucky snuggled you in closer to his warm chest. 
You wrapped your arms around him and just sat there, content to be in your own little bubble.
"Doll?" Bucky leaned down to look at you with a weird look in his eyes. 
You recognized that look. It was a look he wanted to tell you something, but he had no idea how. He'd been giving you this look for a while now but every time he did, something weird and random would always come out of his mouth that made no sense to the moment you were in.
You looked up at him and smiled brightly. 
This was it; could this be where he finally says I love you? you thought to yourself as your heart rate sped up. 
"Yeah?"
Bucky was looking directly into your eyes, the piercing blue seeming to search your soul as he ran his arm up and down your back. You sat there waiting for him to speak. 
"I...I...I-I think we're out of milk" he said, and your heart deflated like a balloon that had been hanging out in the rafters of some old arena long forgotten. 
"Oh, yeah, well, I-I can write it on the store list. I think Steve is going shopping tomorrow" you patted his chest.
Bucky mentally cursed himself AGAIN for chickening out in telling you he loves you. His head and heart tell him he loves you, but every time he goes to tell you, something stupid comes out instead of those three little words.
He's spent numerous times in front of his bathroom mirror over the last eight months telling his reflection he loves you. He even has texted it to himself he loves you, but somehow, in person, his brain and mind aren't on the same page, and every time he wants to say those words to you, he blurts out the most random things.
You and Bucky have been dating for well over a year and the man had yet to say "I love you" to you. True, you don't say it to him, but you don't want to scare him off and, in all honesty, you're a shy person. It always takes Bucky a little more time to process and express his feelings and you never want to push him into something he isn't ready for. You don't need to say it to him to get the feeling of love returned from him. He shows you numerous times in a day how much he adores you, so you always let it be.
"Ready for bed then?" you pried yourself away from your boyfriend. 
"Yes" he simply said as you gathered your garbage and recycling together and left the room to head up to bed.
The next day, you're in the shooting range going over a new gun when Bucky walks into the booth you're in. 
"Heya doll" he kissed your cheek. 
"Hey Buck" you strapped in the clip. 
"Whatcha got there?" he asked as he took the weapon from you to examine it. 
"New gun they want us to use". You were watching him assess the weapon. 
"Feels good" he handed it back to you and took a few steps away from you so you could do some more testing. 
You fired off a few rounds and continued maneuvering the gun around when you looked over at Bucky who's watching you intently. You smile at him, and he beams with pride. He loves watching you handle weapons since your background is a SHIELD a weapons specialist.
You put the gun down as well as take off your safety glasses and headphones. You see Bucky get up and walk towards you with a weird look in his eyes. 
He can't possibly tell me he loves me here, can he? 
He walks up and stares directly into your eyes and you feel a little flush from his closeness. It doesn't matter that you've ben dating for a while, you still get butterflies whenever he looks at you.
He takes your hands in his and holds them close. 
"What are you doing?" you whisper. 
"Y/n, I......I...I-I think you're out of ammo" he points to the table, and you look at the table where your gun and clip sat. 
"Oh, yeah, right" you gathered your belongings and headed back into the main weapons lock up.
Bucky cringed but followed you, once again, kicking himself for not saying those words.
You were on an undercover mission with Nat when the two of you got to talking one night at your safe house. 
"Has he told you he loves you yet?" asked Nat as she was laying down on your bed. 
You sat on the floor at the base of the bed thinking about your situation. 
"No" you quietly said and rested your chin on your knees. 
"Give him time, he'll come around" she said as she patted your head. 
"I know, just that I can feel his frustration every time he tries" you grumbled. 
"Why don't you just say it and get it over with. It may help him open up more" she suggested, and you shrugged your shoulders. 
"I know...I could, I just...I don't want to rush him or freak him out".
"Everyone sees he's madly in love with you. I don't think you'll ruin anything if you tell it to him first" she got up and headed to your door. 
"I know". You got up off the floor and walked her to the door. 
"10am tomorrow?" 
"10am" you said, and she gave you a small hug goodnight.
Just as Nat left your room, your phone buzzed on your bed, and it was Bucky facetiming you. 
"Hey Buck" you smiled into the screen. 
"Hey doll, how's the mission?" he asked. 
"Going well. We should be heading home tomorrow night if the drop goes good tomorrow".
"That's my girl" he proudly said. 
You chatted with Bucky for a bit before he turned serious again. Your heart was fluttering, and he was looking intently into the screen. 
"You, ok?" you asked, and Bucky nodded. 
"I – I just have something to tell you" he nervously said. 
You nodded and lightly smiled, not wanting to scare him off. 
"I think I should tell you in person though" he mumbled, and you smiled, encouraging him to speak. 
"You can tell me anything Bucky. Anytime or anywhere" you assured him, making him smile. 
"I...I really...I-I think Steve misses you guys" he blurted out and you looked weirdly into the camera as you saw Steve walk by in the background and wave. 
"Oh, well, we miss him too" you furrowed your brows together at Bucky's weird statement. 
"Well, I gotta go to bed Buck. I'll talk to you tomorrow when we're headed home?"
"Oh, yeah, right. Tomorrow then. Goodnight, Y/n".
"Goodnight Buck" you ended the call.
"What is wrong with me Steve?" pleaded Bucky as he sat down at the end of his best friend's bed. 
"Do you want a detailed list or...?" sassed Steve as he watched his best friend scowl at him. 
"I'm serious you punk" Bucky grumbled. 
"I don't know Buck. You love her, right?" 
"With all my heart".
"You adore her?" 
"Yes". 
"You can't get enough of her?".
"I love her" Bucky said then he smiled to himself. 
"Then I don't understand what the issue is" Steve shrugged his shoulders. 
"I know, but every time I go and say those words to her, they just don't come out" Bucky mumbled. 
"Why not just say it. You don't have to make a big speech or grand declaration, just tell her those three little words. Don't think about it" Steve plainly said, as Bucky thought about it. 
"You're right" Bucky smiled lightly to himself. 
"Of course I am" Steve said proudly. 
"Smug much?" sassed Bucky as Steve hits him with a pillow. 
"Get out of my room and get some sleep. Your girl's coming home tomorrow" Steve said, and Bucky nodded and left his room. 
Bucky thought about Steve's words as he walked to your shared room and headed to bed.
You returned from your mission with Nat and Bucky greeted you inside the hangar as always. You reminded him you and Nat had a meeting at the compound with a few important senators, dignitaries, and higher ups with SHIELD in a few days, so you had to prep for that. 
"I just need a day or so with Nat about the meeting Buck, it won't be too long" you said as Bucky held you tight in his arms. 
"Alright" he said as the two of you walked to your room.
Bucky put your bag down and then made grabby hands to you, so you had to hug him. 
"Missed you lots" he mumbled while he kissed your head, and you smiled into his chest. 
"Missed you too. I'm not tired yet so I think I'll head to the kitchen" you gave him a tight squeeze. 
He followed you to the kitchen while you rummaged through the cupboards looking for something to eat. You stood scowling at the pantry unable to find something you wanted to snack on when Bucky came up behind you and turned you around, so you were now facing him. 
"Hi".
"Hi yourself".
Your heart started racing and you were feeling a little anxious because he had that funny look in his eye again.
He reached out and rubbed his arms up and down your sides. Steve's words kept running through his head as you looked into his clear blue eyes. 
"You good?" you asked, and Bucky nodded. 
"Y/n, I...I...I really like cookies" he blurted out and you stood there staring blankly at him. 
"Oh, well...I guess I could make some now. I'm not tired. Keep me company?" you asked, and Bucky nodded. 
He flopped down on a kitchen chair while you got the ingredients together and proceeded to make him some cookies.
The following day you and Nat were prepping for your meeting. Bucky was around as you saw him walk up and down the hallway outside the conference room a few times making Nat roll her eyes at him. 
"What's he doing?' she asked, and you had to hide a giggle. 
"No idea. I think he missed me?" you smiled at Bucky as he walked by for the fifth time in half an hour. 
He blushed and gave you a small wave. 
"Sickening" Nat muttered and went back to her file folders. 
"I think I'm going to tell him after our meeting tomorrow, that I love him" you admitted, and Nat smirked. 
"Finally!" she rolled her eyes at you. 
"Figured I'd take your advice and just tell him first. I think it will help him" you flipped through some paperwork. 
Nat nodded and smiled to herself. She was happy for you and wanted things to work out.
It was the day of your meeting and you and Nat were currently in another conference room, one that was further away from the main one you usually used. Your meeting was pushed back a few hours, so it started later than what it was supposed to. You never had the chance to let Bucky know as him, Sam, and Steve were out for an afternoon run and Bucky never takes his phone with him on runs. 
You were excited to tell Bucky you loved him and were planning on doing it while the two of you were going to be sitting outside after dinner. You and Bucky usually sit outside on a clear night and watch the stars; something you did with him even before you started dating each other. You saw some of the meeting attendees make their way to the room where you stood with Nat and greeted them as they made their way inside.
"I'm going to do it Steve" Bucky said in-between breaths as the three men ran on the trails surrounding the compound. 
"Pfft, yeah ok then" Sam sassed, and Steve snorted. 
"You sure this time Buck?" Steve asked as they rounded a corner. 
"Come on guys. I've made up my mind. It's going to be tonight and that's that" Bucky firmly stated and both Steve and Sam exchanged looks. 
"If you say so" Sam shrugged his shoulders. 
"Tell her now" Steve suggested as they were making their way back to the compound.
"What?" asked Bucky. 
"Just tell her now" Steve said, and Sam smirked. 
"Want us to be behind you when you do? We can be there for support" Steve said, and Bucky nodded. 
"Yeah, that wouldn't be too bad" Bucky said, and they nodded. 
They slowed their pace to a walk as Bucky thought about it. 
"Like ripping off a band-aid Bucky, just go up to her and tell her" Sam patted him on the back. 
"Yeah, yeah I can do that" Bucky decided, seeming to gain the confidence of his running mates. 
"Just do it" Steve said and shoved his friend towards the door. 
"Yeah, ok, I will".
Bucky entered the compound with his newfound confidence in search of his girlfriend.
You were in the middle of your presentation with Nat at your side, taking some questions from the attendees when you heard some loud footsteps outside the hallway. 
"…I think that could work Senator if you would allow us to enter the country and complete the exchange, it shouldn't take more than a few days. We just need cooperation from your military base then we can..." you said as Nat watched intently. 
You heard a loud noise as the door busted open and Bucky came in, out of breath with a red face. 
"Y/N, I LOVE YOU!" He blurted out as you stood there in shock. 
He made his way over to you and held your shoulders while he looked deeply into your eyes. 
"I love you. I love you so much it makes me crazy. I love your laugh, your hair, your eyes, your sense of humour, your cooking and baking, the way you listen to me, I love that your patient with me, that you love bad 80's action movies, I love your birthmark on your hip you try and hide, and the little mole on your ear, I even love the way you snore and keep me up at night. I love that little black dress you wear that makes my head spin, the high heels that make your legs look like they go on forever, and the little noises you make when I kiss you all over...I just...I just had to tell you! There's more I love about you but those are just a start" Bucky said as your face turned a new shade of red. 
Nat had to hold in a giggle as you stood there staring at Bucky. 
"Um...." You wiggled your way out of Bucky's grasp. 
You saw Sam and Steve in the hallway, and they were smiling but then they saw the crowd you had in front of you and their faces went into shock.
"That's great to hear Sergeant Barnes but can Agent Y/l/n and Agent Romanoff finish their presentation? They'll be plenty of time for that after" came Nick Fury's voice from the back of the room. 
Bucky moved his eyes off you and slowly looked at the room he had barged in, and his mouth fell open. 
"The presentation was pushed back by a bit, and I didn't have time to tell you" you quietly said as Bucky just stood there in shock. 
He had finally told you he loves you, something he's been trying to do and when he finally does, he says it in front of an audience of highly powerful strangers. He was mortified. 
"Oh, umm..." he looked at you then bolted out of the room with Sam and Steve following behind giggling. 
You turned to Nat, and she smiled. 
"Ok, any questions then?" she asked, and you hid slightly behind her, still embarrassed.
You finished your presentation with Nat and apologized profusely to Fury but you did manage to get a small smirk out of him, so you knew he wasn't too mad at the interruption. 
"Go and find him, I'll clean up" Nat said, and you nodded, leaving the room. 
You didn't need FRIDAY to tell you where Bucky was, so you headed up to the balcony that was attached to one of the lounges. You found him sitting on the outdoor couch watching the night sky. 
"Hey". You sat yourself down next to him. 
"Hi". You snuggled closer to him. 
"Presentation went well" you said, and you hear a small hum of agreement from Bucky. 
"It was nice to see you earlier" you chuckled, and Bucky groaned slightly. 
"Come on, it was funny" you nudged him with your shoulder. 
You both sat there staring at the night sky. Bucky had moved his arm around your shoulders, and you were cuddled in close to him. 
"So, you really mean it? You love me?" you asked, feeling Bucky tense up a little but relax. 
"Y/n, I love you so, so much. Been meaning to tell you for a while now" he pulled you into his arms for a big hug and kiss. 
"I thought that but didn't want to say anything, didn't want to push you. I love you too James" you leaned up and gave him a kiss. 
"Thanks for being patient with me" Bucky said. 
"No problem. Just maybe next time, take a look in the room first before you say anything? The senator had a hard time focusing his eyes away from the mole on my ear you so kindly pointed out" you giggled. 
"Can't help it doll, it's one of the many many things I love about you" Bucky said as he leaned down and kissed you.
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