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Rosalia by Petra Collins for 032c

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Rihanna･ﾟﾟ･｡♡

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its ok to grieve what once was + what could have been

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to my unborn baby,

i wonder who you could've been.

the thought of being your mommy lifted me from my own shame... like,

everything wrong ive ever done would've been forgiven by the universe

because the universe gave me you.

every pain i ever suffered would have been worth it,

would not have been in vain,

because the universe gave me you.

i wonder who i could've been.

in the days you were in my belly,

it was you and me against the world.

i wanted to protect you from everything and anyone that would get in the way of your growth.

i wanted to nourish my body with all the gifts that nature and the world had to offer.

in my quiet moments,

i was sorry i couldn't give you the world.

i am sorry i couldn't bring you into this world.

visit me in my dreams,

tell me the universe is more beautiful from heaven's view.

i will always love you my baby.

#miscarriage #pregnancy loss

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i love philosophy

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— David Cronenberg, Consumed

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that’s literally why she’s so me

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kitty

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“Please don’t expect me to always be good and kind and loving. There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand.”

— Sylvia Plath

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Hua Xi, from "Night Drive Through My Own Life"

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adorable bow lamp!