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i’m going to kdxjdhdjhddjjdhs

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I understand the "I will die for you" ship dynamic, but what about the "I will not let you die, I will not let myself die- we will, at any cost, survive" kind of couple?

#i kinda wanna incorporate this into my fic #but also keep the sacrificial part #like one will sacrifice everything they have into protecting their beloved and preventing his death #and the other doesn't want that and tries to keep them alive #and they'll survive #but then he fucks up and causes so much damage #to like everyone and thing tied to his beloved #yes i am talking about sires and mcraak for those who know them <3

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Sshh...i think they are having a staring contest

The cat is @monkeycatluna on IG

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Good morning! I’m salty.

I think we, as a general community, need to start taking this little moment more seriously.

This, right here? This is asking for consent. It’s a legal necessity, yes, but it is also you, the reader, actively consenting to see adult content; and in doing so, saying that you are of an age to see it, and that you’re emotionally capable of handling it.

You find the content you find behind this warning disgusting, horrifying, upsetting, triggering? You consented. You said you could handle it, and you were able to back out at any time. You take responsibility for yourself when you click through this, and so long as the creator used warnings and tags correctly, you bear full responsibility for its impact on you.

“Children are going to lie about their age” is probably true, but that’s the problem of them and the people who are responsible for them, not the people that they lie to.

If you’re not prepared to see adult content, created by and for adults, don’t fucking click through this. And if you do, for all that’s holy, don’t blame anyone else for it.

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you know you hypnotize me, always.

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two sheep. standing still

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Hey btw, here's a piece of life advice:

If you know what you'd have to do to solve a problem, but you just don't want to do it, your main problem isn't the problem itself. Your problem is figuring out how to get yourself to do the solution.

If your problem is not eating enough vegetables, the problem you should be solving is "how do I make vegetables stop being yucky". If your problem is not getting enough exercise, the problem you should be solving is "how do I make exercise stop sucking ass". You're not supposed to just be doing things that are awful and suck all the time forever, you're supposed to figure out how to make it stop being so awful all the time.

I used to hate wearing sunscreen because it's sticky and slimy and disgusting and it feels bad and it smells bad, so I neglected to wear it even if I needed to. Then I found one that isn't like that, and doesn't smell and feel gross. Problem solved.

There is no correct way to live that's just supposed to suck and feel bad all the time. You're allowed to figure out how to make it not suck so bad.

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Sleep Token miss art 😎

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this honestly just came out of left fucking field i would have never expected to hear anything like this in this show. consider me Pleasantly Surprised tbh

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IV he's right behind you!!!

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🍌 Banana Vessel 🍌

As requested, here's a separate post of @sleep-token Banana Vessel and @a-s-levynn B&W Banana Vessel with Tiny Banana Vessel. Bananaverse or whatever.

Also, all iterations of Peeled Boy with my original drawing and a real banana for scale.

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{So Let’s Get Swallowed Whole}

ii from Sleep Token

30+ hours total

Guys. I am blown tf away rn. I cannot believe I drew this. I am just…. God man it’s incredible the things you don’t realize you’re capable of. I never used to care that much about how my pieces looked, and now I do and it’s insane. I’m so happy with how this turned out and I cannot be more excited to start my next piece to add to my little Sleep Token collection.

Out of all the things in this drawing, the only thing I knew how to do was draw some folds in clothing. I have zero experience drawing percussion equipment (very meta for a percussionist) but I somehow figured it out. (dont ask me how I did it I just did it it was hard)

The cymbal

The drum wrap

THE. PAINT. CHIPPING. OFF. HIS. ARMS.

I love everything about this and I’m so proud of myself for finishing it and not giving up halfway through like I tend to do 😭😭 I plan on doing iii next, and I have a few photos in mind and I cannot wait to give more updates!!!

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Oli & Ivy ❤️

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writing fics be like

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the mutuals button should be a hug