lilywastaken

[lilywastaken]

Hello! It's me, back just for a bit after such a long time gone. I'm so sorry for my absence and the hiatus I've been on, my studies have been insane this past year and I've hardly had time to write or practice any of my other hobbies. And on top of that, my mental health hasn't been any better.

I'm thankful for all the kind messages and people worrying in my asks. I am alive, don't worry! I'm sorry for worrying you all, and I'm sorry for leaving fans of my fic awaiting more without any notice.

I've mostly come on here to heed warning that I will be deleting any Wilbur related stuff on my account immediately, as I do not want to relate anything of myself back to an abuser.

I have noticed that my fics including him have recently started gaining more likes than usual, which genuinely disgusts me, so I have made the decision to just remove them all together.

Support Shelby and of course support victims always.

Apart from that, I want to say that I will be putting ménage on a hiatus until I can finally sit down and write again, but don't worry, I will post a notice when I do.

Thank you for reading and waiting so long for me!! I love you all!! 💕

[lilywastaken]

HES SUCH A BASTARD I NEED HIM INSIDE ME !!!!!

ppl need to watch tiny beautiful things bc i was ROBBED of the ramon costa headcanons 😭😭

Ramon Costa dating HC!!

Ramon Costa x fem!student!reader

Warnings: Manipulation, Gaslighting, Age Gap, Mild talk of injury, Daddy kink, Smut, Very possessive behavior, teacher and student relationship, jealousy, infidelity and the fact hes Ramon fucking Costa.

Rating: Smut and Dating HC

Notes: Listen, you can't tell me you want Ramon Costa HC and not expect me to not do them. Tiny pretty things is good but he is god awful in this show so i beg of you to please read the warnings. Bayardo is also so hot in this show my lord.

Enjoy my luvs!! xoxo

❥︎ Ramon doesn't date for emotional or deeper connections, not at the beginning anyway, he's already perfectly moulded you to his ideal ballerina. A perfect student who can land every jump and push every boundary and the icing on the cake is having you. In a way he already owns your body. You spend every living moment perfecting it to be perfect for him, the only difference is now he gets to call you his own.

❥︎ He's gentle in the surface. Whispering endless promises of the lush successful life you've dreamed of, giving you the upmost attention in class and spoiling you with enough jewelry and high end ballet gear to total up to a car. It keeps you so hooked, addicted to the chaste kisses and endless praise that it blinds you the fact his phone is locked for a reason. It keeps you mindless to the fact he's slowly breaking you down into the perfect woman, his perfect ballerina who will launch his already shining career.

❥︎ Speaking of infidelity, he isn't exactly subtle about the countless number of women that he's suspiciously still close with. Texts from your fellow classmates at ungodly hours, arm touches that linger too long on 'friends' he sees in the streets it all gets to you and bursts out one night in a confrontation. He denys any claims of even the idea of him having thoughts about another woman, he tells you your just reading into things..

"You think I'd treat anyone else like you? If anything I should be questioning you and that pathetic excuse of a partner you practically begged me to put you with- Oren? Was it.? Maybe you should go spread your legs to him if i'm so unfaithful."

These arguments always end in his favour, with you begging and pleading. Your stomach pressed into the harsh marble of the counter as he thrusts harshly into your cunt, his pase relentless as he's somehow switched the blame to you. "Does he fuck you like this, ¿Puta sucia?" He knows you can't even get a word out to defend yourself, all that escapes is a pathetic whimper on response. "Thats what I thought."

Yet the next morning hes as good as gold. Bringing you breakfast in bed and showing you with cuddles and kisses as if the bruises scattered across your body aren't from him.

❥︎ On the speaking of smut this man is the smoothest bastard its frustratingly impressive. He'll press his hard on into your lower back as kisses are pressed down your neck, his tongue lapping over the purple bites he leaves behind. Mellow whispers are mumbled into your ear, filthy promises of how he's already planning to fuck you after class. They leave you breathless and dizzy as he cruelly leaves you desperate for him to follow up with them.

❥︎ Inspired by what @southernbluebellereader said in our discord but if your behavior isn't on par to his expectations or maybe your being particularly "bratty" he won't respond to any other name than papi or daddy. "Ramon could yo-" "Thats not my name is it, mi amor..?" He adores how flustered and embarrassed you become as the word finally leaves your lips in a humiliated coo.

❥︎ On the more sweeter side of things, he's an excellent cook and he's more than happy to woo you with his chef-adjacent cooking skills. He insists on cooking for you every night in fact. He refuses to order in from big restaurant chains though. Y'know like McDonald's, KFC etc. If you even suggest it he'll just laugh at the fact you'd enjoy such a thing.

❥︎ One thing about Ramon in particular is that he constantly pushes not only you but his students to their limits. He's intense in his methods of teaching and does whatever it takes for you to reach the potential he thinks you can reach. He'll manipulate anyone, teacher or not, if that means he can get the best from you; even if that brings the worst out in you.

What he won't stand for is injury, especially with you. The moment your footwork is off he marches you down to the medic, Alan, and demands for scans, checkups, whatever's necessary to assure you can be up and dancing again, so you can be his perfect ballerina.

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#bayardo de murguia #ramon costa #— lily's fic recs ! ݈݇⎼

[lilywastaken]

Beta reading? Are we going to be fed soon, mother??? (I love your work and I hope you’re doing okay :))) )

maaaaybe :33

(yes)

#— lily's asks ! ᐢ..ᐢ

[lilywastaken]

Hello lily how are you doing I just wanted to check up on my favorite writer ^^

-🦭

I'm doing great!!! I'm so sorry for not being active on Tumblr as much !!! 😭 I am alive and writing!!!

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[lilywastaken]

beta reading my work is always so embarrassing like I WROTE THIS WHY IS IT MAKING ME SQUIRRRMMM

#— lily talks ! ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚

[lilywastaken]

I just wanted to ask, cuz as an asexual I find nsfw hcs kinda weird.. I don't know if you post those, but if you do. Is it on the same account?

I've only posted one nsfw hcs in the past, but I probably plan to write more moving forwards. It is on this account and I will continue to post them here, sorry!

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[lilywastaken]

what if I said Gaz would be the best boyfriend out of the 141?

LUCY!!💘💘💘

i have a gaz request because I love the way you write him 🙈 feel free to do whatever you want with this but something along the lines of boyfriend!gaz who comforts you after a long day

Familar Warmth

Bf!Kyle 'Gaz' Garrick x fem!reader

Warnings: None

Rating: Such fluffy word vomit your gonna throw up

Summary: Your inner thoughts as Kyle lulls the comforting possibility of sleep over your tired mind.

Notes: Hiii Sarah baby!! I do apologise because this is utter word vomit and also not proof read but sshhhhh and try to enjoy it.

The only light in the bathroom was the soft dim and flicker of a multitude of candles doted around the tiles. A soft amber glow lighting up against his face and perfectly portraying his bengin smile as he kissed your temple. The combination of his arms wrapped around you tightly with the comforting blanket-esqué warmth of the water made your stress seem insignificant at this moment.

It felt perfect.

The silence was broken by Gaz, per usual, in the form of a gentle whisper at the cusp of your ear; his lips skimming the edge of your earlobe with a chaste kiss. "Y'know how much I love you, right..?" He asked quietly, his voice woven with that hint of playfulness that matched the grin tugging at his lips. You replied with that same softness, a giggle escaping your lips; his favourite sound. "How could I not, hm Garrick.?

So as his smile kept upon his lips, and the bubbles masked the sight of Kyle's hands tracing down to gently gasp at your hips, the comforting idea of sleep drawn you in slowly. Something wanted you to fall pray to slumbers encourahing nature. Your boyfriends warmth kept you on the brisk of sleep. His voice luring you into slumber like moths to a lamp. "Fall asleep it's okay, Love.." There was that something.

It's as if time stood still when these moments occurred. When the line of reality and sleep blurred your vision and made it hard to concentrate on anything but him; and concentrate your mind does. Even subconsciously his voice is in the back of your mind telling you to "stop stressing and take a minute." You fell prey one to many times to his solacing touch in these quiet moments. Whether it was the way that the eerily still water and sweet intimacy fell hand in hand with each other or the simple, naked truth that he made you feel safe just made falling asleep scarily easy when in his embrace.

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#I'd be right #Lucy your writing never fails to make me happy ilysm #kyle gaz garrick #— lily's fic recs ! ݈݇⎼

[lilywastaken]

Hey sis!!! Do we get a chap 6 for ménage soon??? I’m dying to know if reader and Simon has another baby 🙈

You will, don't worry :) I'm at 10k rn on the chapter and just have this one... SPECIFIC scene to finish and it's done !!

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[lilywastaken]

Hey babe, hope you’re doing okay! Miss you and hope you’re doing amazing 🫶🏻

I am, don't worry!!! I've just been having some time to myself so I'm sorry that I've been absent from here!!

I haven't forgotten about it, of course, and will soon start posting again!!! Thank you all for the continuous support ❤️!!

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[lilywastaken]

simon would be the type of dad to put on those fruit sensory baby videos for tommy so he can go do some work but end up watching them with him

#hours would pass before he realises what happened #— ménage brainrot

[lilywastaken]

hi guys!! just a quick update, I'm currently on vacation so writing is taking me a while, but thank you all for being so patient!! I'm currently at 4k and counting on the newest chapter, and have some requests for blurbs I'll clear out tonight!! Once again, thank you!!! ❤️❤️

#ILY GUYS SO MUCH #— lily talks ! ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚

[lilywastaken]

In all my sins

Colonel Alejandro Vargas x fem!reader

Warnings: Ale being pervy, implied younger reader, heavy religious imagery and catholic guilt, mentions of smut

Rating: Catholic guilt smut

Summary: Your commander can't help but fantasise about you yet he can't shake the catholic guilt that comes along with his sinful thoughts..

Notes: I'm sorry for my inactivity once again but I've been a busy woman. Also hello ellie i know ur stalking me babygirl 👿😍❗❗this isnt prood read cope sorry guys

"Yes sir" just so easily slipped out of your mouth when speaking to your superior, Colonel A. Vargas. It wasn't fair how much he enjoyed those doe eyes looking directly up at him, he hated himself for it. He was your superior for fucks sake he shouldn't feel his pants tighten at the sheer glance down your shirt, he knows he's a better man.

He dearly wishes he could touch. The daydreams of the soft skin of your thighs pressed against his head, your hands tugging at the soft locks on his head. That curve of your ass fitting so perfectly in his lap as he bounces you up and down on his cock, all just daydreams his gut can't bring himself to bring to reality.

He was brought up as a perfect catholic boy. To be a perfect, respectful husband to his future wife. So these sudden urges to touch and feel where-ever his hands want make a lump form in the back of his throat. The carnal, almost primal urge to take advantage of how pliant and trusting you are of him.

But alas, he clearly didn't hold the restraint of a good catholic man. He gave into his sinful urges and allowed his mind to fulfill his perverted fantasy's . He didn't have the decency to ease you into it with gentle touches and seductive glances. God no, he was too far gone for that.

The entire thing starting from those two cursed words "Yes sir". They sounded sickly sweet as they fell of your tongue and into his eardrums. All he could think of was the heavenly sight of you underneath him, pinned down by his weight, the words seamlessly spilling out, "pl-please sir".

But he wasn't in his indulgent dream, he was here. Standing in front of you with those same hypnotising eyes piercing into his skull just waiting for his next command. That same addictive tone spoke again, "Is there a reason you kept me behind sir?". God can't forgive his sins.

He finally answered after a short moment of admiration in the form of perverted gawking, "Yes. Your uniform hasn't been up to code lately."

That was the best excuse his fogged mind could muster, if it was really 'not up to code' he would be the first to know. You almost looked distraught with the fact he was mildly upset with you, those same decipfully innocent eyes blinking a little too much.

You were the closest thing to heaven he was going to be graced with.

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#lucy im going to eat your writing im going insane #how dare you post this masterpiece #alejandro with religious guilt is so.... #alejandro vargas x reader #— lily's fic recs ! ݈݇⎼

[lilywastaken]

To be honest for me personally I can’t speak for others but I think a lot have the same opinion as me I just love ur writing style and I love how you write for the reader and Simon and Tommy that no matter how you write chapter 6 I’ll love it no matter what and it’s not about what I’m expecting because that doesn’t matter cause ur writing is chiefs kiss 🙌🏼🙌🏼

-🦭

Thank you so much!! I've been so worried lately while writing the newest chapter that people might not like it, so hearing this made me really happy!!! <333

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[lilywastaken]

Imagine if Tommy have baby sister and doing this

https://www.tiktok.com/@brookescheurn/video/7247170516040191278

God, just Imagine reader and Simon reaction when they see their son growing up become a great brother🥺

STOP IM NOT ABLE TO HANDLE THIS THATS SO FUCKING CUTE :((( HE'D DEFINITELY BE THAT TYPE OF BROTHER IM SOBBING

LINK

#IM CRYING #— lily's asks ! ᐢ..ᐢ #— ménage brainrot

[lilywastaken]

Idk if you already got an ask like this but imagine: Ménage!Simon and Tommy by themselves, reader is out of the house for today and Tommy has one of his firsts with his dad, and it’s just the two of them and finally Simon has been there for a first with Tommy. I can’t decide what would be cuter first word or first steps - imagine Tommy’s first steps being in order to get to Simon after a long mission🥹 -🪩

Awww!!! Although Simon would probably feel really guilty if reader wasn't there for it :(( but still be very fucking happy, reader would probably not be able to be upset because of it

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[lilywastaken]

Will there be smut in chapter 6?🫣🫣

🤷‍♀️

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[lilywastaken]

reading through all the chapters of ménage again to jot down some important stuff and I genuinely cannot remember writing a lot of it like how... how did I write the first chapter IN TWO DAYS. WHAT HAPPENED TO ME. WHY CANT I REMEMBER.

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