lostsinthelights

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I would pay good money for I Look in People’s Windows to be longer, it’s so good

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swifties every 3 months: there literally were five holes in the fence

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loosely speaking the first half of the album (standard edition) covers a mindset where life is a whirlwind and felt in the extremes: rabid happiness and frenzied highs, deep and all consuming anger. Overcompensating for being sad by acting like it's your birthday. You type only in all caps. This all goes in line with experiencing moods that land on the far edges of the spectrum. In the second half, those 15 songs are when you're past that stage, things are evening out, and landing closer to the middle ... and its just more reflective sadness and mourning, a more pondering state of being, quietly wondering what if's and what now's, and also being happy in a content way that is steady and measured. You're no longer screaming in all caps.

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wanting to talk to people is so fucking embarrassing. literally hi it's me again I wanted to have a conversation with you because I think you're fun to talk to. oh god you can just fucking kill me if you want sorry

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the beauty of this album is that it really fully encapsulates what it’s like going from the devastating loss of a long term relationship, to the rebound you think is gonna fix it all, only to ultimately realize that you were using the latter to process your feelings about the former. the songs are so muddled, and the lyrics are relevant to both muses because her feelings were muddled and she had no idea where to put them or what to do with them. the rebound promised her everything she couldn’t get from the ex-love and she fell for it because she was so desperate to be really seen.

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I wish they would sell the magnates from the collectors edition in the store I want them alllllll

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the “it’s happening again” part in how did it end is SO DEVASTATING to me

#ttpd

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Conflicting Flax

Watercolor On Black Paper

2023, 11"x 14"

Blue Flax Flowers, Linum

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I cry a lot AND I’m unproductive. What now.

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TAYLOR SWIFT A fortnight making TTPD 🤍

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t.s - the prophecy 🌙🖤

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promise to be dazzling.

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so tell me you love me, cause that's all that I need to hear. I love you, it's ruining my life. I love you.

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“say it once again with feeling how the death rattle breathing silenced as the soul was leaving the deflation of our dreaming leaving me bereft and reeling my beloved ghost and me sitting in a tree D-Y-I-N-G. it’s happening again how did it end? i can't pretend like i understand how did it end?”

#shes insane

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Jameela Jamil on Taylor Swift:

''Here comes the hate train because a woman made stuff that she forced nobody to buy or pay attention to.''

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QUICK! what’s your fave ttpd song at this very second (i know it changes fast)!!

#i look in people's windows #been on repeat since last night