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my granddad just called me to tell me how big his cauliflowers are growing and it was so cute theyre “TWICE as big as the ones you get in the shop”

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If I could begin to be, half of what you think of me

I could do about anything, I could even learn how to love like you

(Mmmm, mmm) Love like you (Mmmm, mmm)

I always thought I might be bad, now I'm sure that it's true

Cause I think you're so good, and I'm nothing like you.

Look at you go! I just adore ya!

I wish that I knew, what makes you think I'm so special?

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"Fool's Paradise" by Donna Lewis is so Maruki bad ending coded from Akechi's POV. You captivate their hearts but underneath the mask is a man of straw is too perfect. I just love the idea of joker finally making one selfish decision except it's the absolute worst time to do so

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Anya storyline: oh no i have to study for a test or some shit i’m a psychich btw

average Loid subplot:

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big part of being the justice arcana is drinking coffee with the fool and finding a home within them. akechi is just really funny about it

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Am I the only one who actually prefers the Araj confession from Astarion? I see so many people wax poetic about the “nice, simple plan” scene and how much better it is that I want to wax poetic a little about my favourite.

The first time I played BG3, I didn’t know anything about Astarion’s background and I thought he was a jerk. When I first ran into Araj at Moonrise, I was surprised that he wasn’t interested in biting her, but he gave his reasons and I was like, damn, okay, that sucks but I’m not gonna force him to do anything. He said no, so it’s a no. Then I moved on, and genuinely thought nothing of it.

When he hit me with the Araj confession at camp, when he explained how he felt in front of her and how easy it would have been to just grin and bear it and do as he was told, I started crying. Sometimes I struggle to even put into words the emotions it brought up — not the smallest of which was the realisation that I had had more respect for this video game character that I didn’t even like at the time than a lot of people had ever had for me, a real fucking human being.

So I love absolutely everything about that scene, from the writing to the performance to all the different ways it can play out. I know the other confession is more cute and sweet and romantic, but the Araj one held up a mirror to me and genuinely made me confront myself and change how I approach intimacy. Which is kind of an embarrassing thing to say about a video game romance scene but here I am saying it.

Because if this fucking rude ass pixel boy (affectionate) can learn to be honest about his needs and limits and have them respected, then so can I, goddamnit. And that will always be so much more profound to me than a nice, simple plan that fell apart.

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night vision.

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Does your boyfriend ever just murder you?

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“Love Song” by Jordan Bolton

My first book ‘Blue Sky Through the Window of a Moving Car’ is now available to pre-order! Get it here - https://smarturl.it/BlueSky

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Distortions, and ways to see the world

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there are corners of this website where the year is still 2013. and sometimes, on beautiful nights when the veil is thin, you can find them . if you know where to look

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Also quick Ace Day doodle for you!! :D

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Hey, one of my little cutely hurtful ideas here

Do You guys think Akira just does little daily stuff that he never gives and explanation to but anyone close enough to him understands?

Like keeping a chess piece as a keychan with him all the time?

Trhu the rest of highschool, and college, or work, or whatever he goes to do, it's with him, and it's a black one, the Queen to be precise

And as time goes on it gets old, it has scratches here and there, the paint is off in many parts, but no matter how many times people tell him to replace it, he won't do it and the only time he takes it off is when he visits Sojiro, and plays with the old chess table that's missing only one piece

Other odd thing in his life is that in winter he wears a pair of unmatched gloves, they're both black, but if You look for more than a second, you'll realize they're not the same type of glove at all

Another thing, is that he prepares an extra coffee in the mornings, sometimes he drinks it, sometimes it just becomes iced coffee in his fridge, but only at the end of the day, is almost as if he were waiting for someone to come for it till the last second, isn't?

Maybe he just likes to keep some extra just in case

He has a habit of listening to music whenever he cooks or eats, specially if it's coffee, and he tends to hum over the melodies, seemingly never getting tired of them, even if one in particular keeps apearing multiple times in his playlist, maybe he doesn't really realize it considering he keeps looking at the window, as if he was waiting for something to happen

Maybe, whatever he is missing, will return to him one day, and that day, his gloves will match, the piece will return to its place, the coffee will find someone to drink it and he'll look to someone to his side instead of eyeing the window

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you're born. you end up trans. and somewhere down the line you end up looking like pre-host club haruhi fujioka

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therefore, you and me

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"This is the first time in two hundred years I've seen these streets in the sunlight. You can forget just how much colour there is in the world."