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He makes my body sing

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I have what I think they call anxiety

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New man has unlocked being the worst at dirty talking but somehow. Somehow. No seriously stay w me here, it being the hottest. Cos it's bad but I'm derangedly h*rny for him regardless so it only emphasises that. So it works lol!!

#However the drawback is I can't dirty talk back cos it's not v inspiring and apparently I need a good to & fro lmao

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I tell myself at my worst to follow the logic of when I'm feeling better and that's my whole damn problem.

Cos I was gonna make the joke I should call the spirals a "cyber attack" lol but ...cyber attack messages stick

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okay. My lips are like literally cystic acne looking, my cheeks r blemish central and raised bumps ? So my face looks swollen...

My eyes look so. So tired. My hair is limp as fuck.

(I'm tryna depressurise bdd)

So, lip spots will go. Cheeks: maybe sugar consumption from birthday caught up w me. I've already gone back to old diet. Eyes : sleep.

Just had a shower.

Boyfriend said! It's dragging my face down NINETY percent

So urm yeah

I've not had a significant breakout on my face since I was a teenager and I'm freaking out a bit

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I've not had a significant breakout on my face since I was a teenager and I'm freaking out a bit

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This man is obsessed w this one red polo neck I s2g

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he keeps randomly messaging I'm beautiful

feel better

Feel bad

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Feel bad

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The hormone crashing going on in my body right now is one to rival the gods oh my fucking GOD

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I'm the biggest townes van zandt girly out there

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Thr mood plummets r very intense rn but my period was late by 8 days after being regular for 3 years n landed on my birthday w the most pain in a year. The birthday I was ready to celebrate :"( lmao

So tired and too much pain to sleep. Left w my brain and good god the dark thoughts.

Lying here like "maybe I'm unworthy of everything if my moods can be like this" w/o taking in ...all the factors that r making it all so shit. I can't sit up. It hurts so bad. It's my BIRTHDAY.

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(It's my birthday tomorrow)

Okay random but thinking a lot about my mum today. I hate that you had me and wasn't particularly fond, lol.

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Okay random but thinking a lot about my mum today. I hate that you had me and wasn't particularly fond, lol.

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He showed me around London and w every tube station we were at he gave a fact and yes he's insane in bed. Girls get yourself a nerd smh!!!!!!

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Barely even finished my mcflurry and was getting wanked off 10/10

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oh. The guy I couldn't be with bc my mental health plummeted/ breakdown? we met up at a gig. and then back to hotel n i basically pounced on him🙄

Then he took me out properly the next day and we went to a museum and it was so, SO fun. It was. It was everything.

Oh! It was in London. He showed me around London for the first time 🥺.

I think. Like. I'm too poly for them. And it's all allusions on their side that they think I'm in a bad place. And they're not wrong. They're not.

We're gonna see. But I'm so fucking grateful for him. And he is for me, rn.

Yeah, the mcflurry thing. LMAO he's so hot!!!!!!!!! It was long overdue

Also he's extremely smart and knows it shld be *accept lol just like me we message rly fast

when he calls me baby girl I fold so bad lol