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idk how to put into words how depressed i feel constantly and i'm more and more tired each year that passes. so many things are wrong and will never be right

#idk man things are supposed to get better eventually but like #they dont #i still feel as terrible as i had when i was a teen #its just worse and more complicated now #im tired #of everything

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april will be a good month [staring into the sink mirror eyebags prominent the most upset person youve ever seen]

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why are there things in the sadstuck tag now that aren't homestuck 😭😭 this is sadstuck in itself because it shows we're dying off and i'm EMOTIONAL about it

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So funny when super conventionally attractive people have weird ass tumblr personality disorder and chronic poster syndrome like I’ll scroll through your blog and see some of the weirdest shit anyone has ever said and then get jump scared by a picture of the most beautiful person I’ve ever seen which is then followed by some more of the weirdest shit anyone has ever said

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ADRIENNE RICH x MOSS ANGEL THE UNDYING x ANA MENDIETA

‘The Burning of Paper Instead of Children’, Collected Poems: 1950 – 2012 (2016);

Sea-Witch Vol. 2: Girldirt Angelfog (2017);

Untitled: Silueta Series (1978), Super-8 film, colour, silent

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DRE4M

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how am I supposed to know what is good for me? I've always been the one hurting me the most.

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“there is nothing inside me but a large wound, / a hollow place where no one goes”

— Octavio Paz, from “Sunstone”, The Poems of Octavio Paz, translated by Eliot Weinberger

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