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The breakdown that I am about to have because I not only had to buy size 14 pants but when I sat down in them this morning ALL OF MY FAT BULGED. And for what? Food?? Bleh.

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Do you ever go “ wow ok” and shut down entirely

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I wish this were me. I binged so hard today. I want to fast this weekend to make up for it.

i wanted to eat today but turned back when i was on my way to buy food, felt kind of strong

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It's always some skinny girl telling me to be proud and kinder to me body. And I almost believe them until they tell their recovery story and I'm like...

Huh?? I'm supposed to stay fat while you get to be skinny? Call me delusional but that seems selfish.

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I just want to be small so that I feel like I can compete with all of his friends.

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reblog if you hate your thighs

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sitting in your room alone sobbing with that aching hole in your chest that feels like it will never go away<<<

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For a moment today I thought

"if I hadn't made it through that car accident everyone would be better off"

How selfish of me.

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Two more hours left in my 24 hour fast. Treating myself with watermelon 🥰

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The only time I liked my thighs was when they saved my phone from falling into the toilet lol

reblog if you hate your thighs

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this is a pro broccoli blog

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I started a fast today. Wish me luck.

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Then why do I feel this way?

you are not unloveable just because people have treated you poorly

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reblog if your name isn't Ashley.

2,121,566 people are not Ashley and counting!

We’ll find you Ashley.

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I should die right ?

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Sometimes I start to feel better about myself and then I am reminded that I am nothing. The only thing I can do is waste away into nothingness. No one cares about me.

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