lovemirjaile

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cold, cold heart hard done by you 

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don’t mess with the guy who’s been messed with more than a million times

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say you’ll remember me standing in a nice dress, staring at the sunset babe. red lips and rosy cheeks. say you’ll see me again even if it’s just in your wildest dreams.

love

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wonder why?

wonder why i keep repeating the word “love” at every entry? it is a reminder to love. to you, to anyone. always choose the more loving option. 

love

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my thoughts and love

throughout my life, i felt like i was a failure. i may have excelled in many things but i couldn’t stop begging for my parents’ love. love. the word i keep repeating at every entry. love is something i do not have but i would want to give. i never realized that i, the person who many people at my school call “heartless” and “loveless” would be actually able to love. i have disappointed and i have satisfied. i don’t think that my life has any direction, to be honest. my life has been a crazy ride. i know hundreds of people, certainly. but i can name every one that actually supported me and shared their love. those few people are the reason why i always think of loving. the quote “you cannot give what you don’t have” is true, but it does not correlate to my thoughts and love. but again, what is love? what is it with that feeling that i desperately want? 

according to wikipedia, love is considered to be both positive and negative, with its virtue representing human kindness, compassion, and affection, as "the unselfish loyal and benevolent concern for the good of another" and its vice representing human moral flaw, akin to vanity, selfishness, amour-propre, and egotism, as potentially leading people into a type of mania, obsessiveness or codependency. it may also describe compassionate and affectionate actions towards other humans, one's self, or animals. in its various forms, love acts as a major facilitator of interpersonal relationships and, owing to its central psychological importance, is one of the most common themes in the creative art. love has been postulated to be a function that keeps human beings together against menaces and to facilitate the continuation of the species.

love encompasses a range of strong and positive emotional and mental states, from the most sublime virtue or good habit, the deepest interpersonal affection, to the simplest pleasure. an example of this range of meanings is that the love of a mother differs from the love of a spouse, which differs from the love for food. most commonly, love refers to a feeling of a strong attraction and emotional attachment. 

love has and had many sides. but why is it that sometimes we have to beg for it? i don’t know, and i don’t think i’ll ever know. i’ll share if i already know why. for now, i think the sense of joy i feel whenever i see my friends or family smile every time i say “love” is enough. i feel like i could only answer the question if i ever experience true, genuine love. romantic love, something i didn’t believe in for a long time since growing up, everything i saw from my parents was detest. fighting. it definitely wasn’t healthy but i met people whose parents loved me unconditionally. (you know who you are) every memory i have with all of you is very much treasured. i appreciate every “i’m proud of you” and “i love you”. they mean the world to me. 

what i’m trying to say is that even though your life is dire, you can still give and share love. in every way possible. loving should not be limited to those who experienced love growing up. it is unjust if then. the world be incredibly mundane if only the people who were loved would be able to love. break the cycle. love even though it is hard to earn and feel love. again, it’s a feeling everyone wants. don’t be uncompassionate. if you want it, there’s a huge chance everyone around you wants it too. don’t ever be afraid to love.

love.

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Those who can make you believe absurdities, can make you commit atrocities.

Voltaire

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ikako.

takot sa puso’y alisin, lahat ng to’y lilipas din, walang pagsubok na ‘di kakayanin. 

love

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you’re never going to win against me.

you’re never going to win against someone who has nothing to lose. hindi na ako papakawalan ng taong mahal ko, hindi ako kailanman matatalo. :)

love

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sino ang magaakalang mahal kita? sino ang maglalahad ng nadarama?