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Really hope my boyfriend can spend Valentine’s Day with me, haven‘t talked to him in a week

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Young reapers are such a tragedy.. a 6 year old boy arrived today.. please, take some time today to tell someone that they matter, or to ask if everything is fine,

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Could I have some asks? I’m quite bored lying alone in the hospital bed,

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Fucking crying over everything rn,

life is just soooooo great, isn’t it?!

i really wanna cuddle someone right now, Karl is busy, Francis is asleep, Ronald is asleep.. everyone is asleep. And the only people not asleep, are either people I’m not allowed to talk to, or are just busy!

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I need more therapy, no, relationship counseling, I’m not sure I’m in love anymore, and it makes me sad, because I want to love him, i want to love him so bad, but I don’t know if I can.

#Any therapy would help

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If you could change one thing you did in the past, what would it be?

Simple, I wouldn’t have sent those asks to Hannah, I’ve caused such a mess with those asks..

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Mammon, smash or pass?

Obey me, smash, real life, pass

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Beelzebub, smash or pass?

From obey me, or from real life? Because honestly, I’d smash both,

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Claude, smash or pass?

Well, if you asked me in June I would have said smash, but he’s one of my best friends now (Ronald is my best friend, making Claude number two) and I don’t really wanna smash a friend. So it’s a weird mix between smash and pass,

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Wanna play smash or pass? :b

Sure!

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I’ve done some research and I’ve found that spending at least a month outdoors can help with the thorns, so on Monday I will start, if anyone would like to come with me, I’d be happy to let you come,

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Spending 2 weeks in the hospital, how fun. i was coughing up blood, my throat closed up, fainted twice, and my heart stopped for a few seconds.

#tw hospital #tw blood mention

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Merry Christmas to all who celebrate it. Thanks to Claude I was actually able to get nice presents for my kids :)

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So tired, anyone wanna cuddle🥺

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Look at my little Judith and Hamlet, they’re nearly 2 months old! Judith is on the left, Hamlet is on the right.

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Ugh, why do all the busses stop running at midnight! I wanna see my handsome hubby but I can’t because I have no car. Karl is handsome❤️:3

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So lonely,