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i know you’ll read it. maybe tomorrow when you wake up. you’ll see the notification, maybe with blurry eyes. and you’ll read, that i’ll love you much. and you’re my last thought before i sleep. in in some days, we’ll sleep together. i hope you have a good morning. ily.

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shuffles i made for midnights :-)

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why is this me ffs

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if i’ll ever leave a suicide note i’ll make sure to insult people directly who made me feel like shit, so they feel like shit for the rest of their lifes too. ✨theoretically✨ speaking.

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“Don’t say ‘maybe’ if you want to say 'no’.”

— Paulo Coelho

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“No one is afraid of heights, they are afraid of the fall. No one is afraid of the dark, they are afraid of what’s in it. No one is afraid of love, they are afraid of the broken heart.”

— Unknown

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i am a polaroid that spent too much time in the sun. the pictures there, but it’s faded, barely there to see. time hit me. i don’t feel like who i used to be. i wanna accept this person i am nowadays but i miss who i was. i miss who i was before you hurt me. i dont wanna be this version of me. i wanna take a new picture, a new polaroid of me, but my finger is just to tired to press the button, shoot my photography. i am tired.

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enough of blaming. i can't keep blaming you for everything i do wrong, for everything that happened. it's ok, i'm a big boy now. you didn't know any better, you did your best and what you gave was better than what you got from those before. i can't blame you, not again and again. it was too much for you. what i can do is move on, not forget, but accept what was. draw a line and look to the future.

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you’ve been there for everything. for every birthday, for all the days they cared. you’ve made the time still it is not enough. it’s never enough.

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i love you for you loving my mind. i love you for being kind. i love you for being mine. i love you for the days you make me smile. i love you for the way you grab my hand and kiss it softly. i love you for when you get me every single time. i love you for your eyes, how you look at me. i love you for the way you make me calm, and the way you keep my heart warm. i love you for the way you play, how you privide your arm to pretend it’s a microphone stand. i love you for the gifts you gave, but the biggest gift is you.