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Part 2 of my beliefs in a nutshell:

Well, if we can multitask, our little human selves while we are here in our limited bodies, imagine what an awe inspiring , creator deity that is a multidimensional entity can do! I don't know how it's done but I have personal experience that proves, to me, that God does answer those who call out to him. Note, I'm not talking about people who goto church on Christmas and Easter and then pray when they need money or their life saved. I'm talking people who do what I did. I was a Catholic as a kid, then Baptist, then wiccan, satanist, then spiritual Satanist, Luciferian, Gnostic Christian and now, well, I took every good thing I learned from all those paths, practicing of ritual Magick, etc, and I took the good and left the stuff that didn't make sense behind. I spent 18 years seeking him since I was a kid. I lived life as an addict for 20 years as well, and I came to God after seeking him all those years and I asked him to help me out. Well, let me say he did and it was quite unpleasant at first. He made my getting high a miserable experience and made it harder and harder to get drugs. Mind you I'm meditating and communicating on a spiritual level with God as I learned to do by studying the Occult (which can be used for good or bad, despite some Christians swearing it's all evil) and I didn't like God doing this! Then it happened. I was homeless and shooting up crystal methamphetamine and heroin every day several times a day. I decided to get off it all, got on the methadone clinic and started to be treated by a psychiatrist in addiction medicine and I have been sober for 3 years now! And let me tell you I was tested at first but I stayed strong and now, I couldn't be more grateful! I am clean and sober, I can even have a beer if I feel like it without craving more but I don't touch anything hard, no coke of crack or meth or heroin, that stuff took 18 years of my life! My state of mind is wonderful! God has completely made me into a new person, at my request so he didn't force it against my free will, and now I have made amends and even rent from my family! I am trusted with money by them to go shopping for them, their credit cards, etc. Mind you 5 years ago I would have emptied the bank account! God has truly changed life for me. How do I know it's God? Well, that's personal between my creator and myself, but I'll say that it's a good thing to learn to meditate and pray and j don't mean just pray for stuff you need, rubba dubb dubb thanks for the grub, or please don't let me die I swear I'll change. I mean real prayer where you seek him out! It doesn't matter what religion you practice to find him, from being Christian to being a Satanist. Anton LaVey who started the church of Satan says he did so because even atheists need some form of ritual and higher power even if the most the person can wrap their head around is worshipping their own higher self as many Satanists do. He recognized a void that needed to be filled and created a fun, harmless version of Satanism to give atheists a way to connect with their God! So truly the path doesn't matter, the roads that lead to all lead to one!

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Part 1 of my beliefs in a nutshell!

I believe there is the one, the source of all that exists. But see, in this form, God is unknowable. He can not be around our imperfections lest he be corrupted himself, perhaps that's why he says he can not abide in sin but see, sin has it's benefits. Hear me out! God made the material universe for us to live in and he created our souls from his own essence, then placed us within these physical constructs known as bodies. The ancient gnostics believed this was a punishment because of the cruel world around them, so they believed Yahweh, the god of the Jews, was actually evil! They were wrong, however. Again, hear me out. IMO, God VERY RARELY intervenes directly down here. To do that would interfere with our free will and, well, defeat the whole purpose of this experiment we know as our world; creation. So, god placed us here to learn, to evolve, and I believe, to eventually live with him in paradise when we are through evolving. On top of that, god created our God of this world, as well as his archangels. This is a belief common among the Yezidi people of Iran/Iraq. They have been called devil worshippers but their true belief is that the ultimate source God can't interact with us, SO, he creates Our God, known as Yahweh, Jehova, etc. Then he created the other 6, known to the gnostics are the Archons. They are basically equal to God in power but subservient to him because he is in charge of our world, our evolution and making sure all things here run smoothly. What a job! Those have been my beliefs for some time. That being said, it doesn't sound like God actually interacts on a one to one bases with us, right? I always figured he was distant. Well, I was wrong! It turns out, just as a hologram is made with only a fraction of the original source needed, I believe (from personal experience) that for every single one of us that is born, either God himself or one of his Archangels can actually create a projection, or smaller version, of themselves that is able to give every person who calls out to them a personal connection. This is optional! God does not force a walk with him on you , however, if your not walking with God you are missing out on a beautiful experience! I talk to God and , you can call me crazy, but in his way (and I use the word Him for convenience sake, I believe God and the angels are 50/50 male and female energy) anyhow, in his way he has responded to me every time I call to him. Well, this all sounds incomprehensible, how could one entity talk to billions of people at once?

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Hi everybody! So, I am not at all afraid to admit I have kept my childhood innocence, although thanks to our modern world it's something that we all may have, but we either have to keep it to ourselves like I do OR TRAGICALLY some people lose it deep within the recesses of their mind and personality. Well I'm not afraid to show it so here is a sweet little poem I wrote about my favorite food and my favorite God!

Pancakes With Mr. God

I live in a world that is scary

The people are going insane

But I have my god he's my best friend

And we will have pancakes some day

My god he is old, he is honest and wise

He has taught me the ways of the world

More importantly he keeps his word when he gives it

And before this plan is unfurled

I'll be at a table at IHOP somewhere chitty chatting it up with him, true

And I'll order some pancakes for him and for me and we'll both have an extra for you.

For God he brings peace and a world full of love and I'm helping him best that I can.

The only reward that I ask is world peace, and to sit and have pancakes with him.

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So anyhow, i was watching the news and this guy steals a car and gets in a chase with police. He fucking crashes into two police cruisers, putting the police, pedestrians and other drivers in danger. The cops when they were arresting him, the cop shoulder cam shows another cop kinda giving him a like slight kick and he pushes him and slapped him. It was no worse then what I've seen a parent slap a kid and the guy is claiming police brutality and saying that the cop who filed the police report lied because he stated the guy was resisting arrest and he claims he wasn't. DUDE YOU WERE INVOLVED IN A HIGH SPEED CHASE FROM POLICE! How much more resistance could someone offer careening down the road in a two ton steel death machine! He could have killed the police, somebody walking by the side of the road or another innocent driver and after seeing the video IMO the cops did nothing wrong and believe me, if the cops do something shady I have no problem pointing it out , I just had to post this because I couldn't believe this guy is trying to play this card because he is black. No dude, it isn't your skin color, it was the grand theft auto and high speed death race you took the police on!

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Greetings readers! My name is Duane. I started this little blog knowing it probably won't get many readers, however, I would still like to put my voice out there on the intra web and have my thoughts, ideas and feelings immortalized. This blood will be primarily about my philosophical musings, existential thought, my higher power and the amazing walk I have had with my God and his angels. Stay tuned and please, if your on Tumblr, subscribe to me or follow or however it works here and I promise I'll try and put up some inspiring content!

Happy belated Thanksgiving and early Christmas wishes! 🎄

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Greetings and Namaste! This is just a test post. I am new to Tumblr and would like to start writing a small blog here, for myself mainly and if anyone chooses to start reading it so be it!

This is my muse, Mr. God from South Park. Credit for photo to Comedy Central / South Park Creators.