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also like what if i made him an anime bishounen ...

#it he. him. ernesto. the master. the boyfriend. the one the only. fkadjfl HE'S VERY HOT THO TF MOOGLE HOW DID U MAKE HIM EVEN HOTTER I CAN'T #charroblanco #on: ernesto. #ship: ernesto & mateo. ( charroblanco )

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“are you seriously playing with his hair while he’s drinking your blood” you will never understand a warrior’s bond

#on: desires. #on: mateo. #on: devotion. #on: love.

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When their entire relationship is toxic, but they're both so fucked up that it's actually the best case scenario, because subjecting anybody else to either of them would be a human rights violation.

#listen. its the truth. it do be facts tho dfkldjflasd #charroblanco #ship: ernesto & mateo. ( charroblanco ) #on: mateo. #on: ernesto. #on: devotion. #on: love.

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⸻ his posture shifts: shoulders squaring and mateo's jaw setting. an eyebrow of his raises subtly, in some mocking of ernesto's demands. of course mateo was loyal. of course mateo was obedient to ernesto. to a fault & beyond. however, mateo also knew when to call ernesto out on his bullshit. especially when ernesto says something stupid.

"you want me to suck you off while you read a book or something," it's scoffed, deadpanned ⸻ mateo couldn't sound more snarky if he tried. but it's not disinterested, and it's certainly not rebuking the idea. attention, in mateo's mind, meant sexual, it meant worshiping ernesto. that could be difficult, especially if ernesto demanded it during strange circumstances. like now: ernesto was sitting in a chair reading, did he want mateo to sit beside him? the idea of sitting on the floor next to ernesto's chair was alluring.

& so mateo does just that, he goes over, and sits down on the floor directly beside ernesto's chair, practically hovering just off to the left of ernesto's legs, at knee height now. mateo sits there, hums, eyes flitting over the spine of the book ernesto's buried himself in, "the hell're you reading anyway?"

stares at him. stares at him. stares at him. stares at him. stares at him. stares at him. stares at him. stares at him. stares at him.

❛ 𝐃𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐌𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐋𝐘 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐃 𝐓𝐎 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐄 , pet , or do you intend to give me my due attention ? ❜ raise of a dark brow as musician - monster stares back , one trouser - dressed leg crossed over the other . from behind his book , only his piercing gaze is visible ⸻ yet it demands no less from his loyal subject .

#charroblanco #ship: ernesto & mateo. ( charroblanco ) #on: mateo. #on: ernesto. #on: devotion. #on: love.

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Commit a Very Evil action while Gay.

#on: musings. #on: mateo. #on: devotion. #on: ernesto. #on: love. #ship: ernesto & mateo. ( charroblanco ) #l i s t e n they would.

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  ❛ … 𝑶𝑵𝑬 𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑬 𝑯𝑼𝑴𝑨𝑵 𝑺𝑨𝑪𝑹𝑰𝑭𝑰𝑪𝑬 𝑾𝑰𝑳𝑳 𝑭𝑰𝑿 𝑰𝑻 . ❜

AN  INDEPENDENT , SELECTIVE , HEAVILY HC - BASED RP BLOG FOR ERNESTO DE LA CRUZ FROM DISNEY / PIXAR'S COCO . UNAFFILIATED WITH   THE   DISNEY FANDOM . TRIGGERING , SUGGESTIVE AND DARK TOPICS AHEAD . 20+ . AS DIRECTED BY MOOGLE .

#on: suyano. ooc. #IT HIM. HE. THE BOYFRIEND. THE MASTER. THE ENEMY. THE LOVER. THE ABSOLUTE ASSHOLE. < 3 #moogle is a gem and they write and understand ernesto down to their every atom. i love them with all my soul and heart.

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Oh to kill people and then have gay sex. That’s the dream.

#charroblanco #ship: ernesto & mateo. ( charroblanco ) #on: musings. #on: mateo. #on: ernesto. #on: devotion. #on: love.

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❛ you are doing so well, my pet. ❜

it was training, but not really. not officially - in the capacity that they'd discussed it before hand or that there was a conversation surrounding everything. just something they'd both agreed upon, wordlessly - simply by knowing the other. by both being what the other needed, wanted.

mateo wanting to be owned, and ernesto wanting to possess. mateo wanting to fight, ernesto wanting to break. mateo needing to be caged, ernesto needing to be worshipped.

mateo would gladly become the dog that would be held tightly via ernesto's leash. but that didn't mean he wouldn't be an absolute brat about it at times.

that didn't mean he wouldn't be aggressive or snarky if necessary, just to prod ernesto's buttons. selfishly, mateo wanted to be punished, to be put in his place. a power dynamic that was constantly tipping because mateo couldn't help to see how far he could push ernesto. ernesto also seeming to see how far he could tear mateo. each other, selfishly, obsessively tugging and pulling. again and again and again and again-

forever.

❛ you are doing so well, my pet. ❜

the word 'pet' never seemed to fail to go straight to mateo's cock. it throbbing hungrily at the notion: yes, he was ernesto's. yes, he was ernesto's pet. yes, he'd be nothing but ernesto's dog. mateo panted desperately, hot breaths of desire huffing from him rapidly, skin slick with sweat. his feet twitched, shifting towards one another slightly as his toes curled in that growing arousal and shame and yet pride.

"thanks," it's quiet, and his body twitches slightly, eyes glazing over before he closes them as though to revel in this moment. the words. this reality. he loved being ernesto's. didn't want to go back to a life without him. only needed him. only ernesto. "i had a good master to train me," an eye opens, a cocky little smirk rising onto mateo's expression as his blazing blue eye finds ernesto's face, to study ernesto's expression.

#charroblanco #ship: ernesto & mateo. ( charroblanco ) #on: mateo. #on: ernesto. #on: devotion. #on: love. #on: responses. answers.

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#charroblanco #ship: ernesto & mateo. ( charroblanco ) #on: musings. #on: mateo. #on: ernesto. #on: devotion. #on: love.

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#charroblanco #fkldsafj THE LOOK HE GIVES HIM THO IT'S PEAK THEM #ship: ernesto & mateo. ( charroblanco ) #on: mateo. #on: ernesto. #on: devotion. #on: love.

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#U TELL ME THIS AINT THEM KLDFJDAF #charroblanco #ship: ernesto & mateo. ( charroblanco ) #on: musings. #on: mateo. #on: ernesto. #on: devotion. #on: love.

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My type: Someone obsessed w me

#on: musings. #on: mateo. #on: devotion. #on: love. #on: ernesto.

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darker vibes

❛ i would let you rip me apart if it meant loving you. ❜

❛ this fear you feel? it won’t last. ❜

❛ you are my salvation. ❜

❛ i revolt you, don’t i? ❜

❛ get the hell away from me. ❜

❛ i want to sink my teeth into every inch of you. ❜

❛ i’ll be your dirty little secret, if that’s what you’re into. ❜

❛ worship me. until i tell you to stop. ❜

❛ don’t you know how sick with love i am for you? ❜

❛ fucking hit me already. ❜

❛ i would burn the world for you. ❜

❛ i don’t want to be good, no matter how hard you wish it. ❜

❛ i don’t know how you’ve bewitched me, but it needs to stop. ❜

❛ fix me. ❜

❛ they die for love, you kill for it. ❜

❛ you are mine, whether you agree or not. ❜

❛ do you like it when i bleed for you? ❜

❛ i will keep hurting. i will keep killing. anything to protect you. ❜

❛ i’m starved for you, morning and night. ❜

❛ now i get to ravish you. ❜

❛ i am your god and your executioner. ❜

❛ you are doing so well, my pet. ❜

❛ you’re my sweetest poison. ❜

❛ let’s do something about that mouth of yours. ❜

❛ your fascination with me will be your death. ❜

❛ you’re the monster that’s enticed me into your bed. ❜

❛ all you can say are pretty lies. ❜

❛ the fucked up thing is that it isn’t enough to just love you. ❜

❛ you’ve broken me. all i can think about is you. ❜

❛ you’ll beg for more. ❜

❛ an eternity with you would never satisfy me. ❜

❛ i would gladly let you drag me to hell. ❜

❛ everything i’ve done.. every horrible atrocity, it’s been for you. ❜

❛ you’re a fucking nightmare. kiss me. ❜

❛ feel grateful that i allow you to touch me. ❜

❛ every time your lips touch my skin, you burn me from the inside out. ❜

❛ there’s no black or white, only gray. ❜

❛ no one touches what’s mine. ❜

❛ make me indifferent, make me horrible. ❜

❛ i could never be the one to love you. i can only be the one that kills you. ❜

❛ your lips are poison, your laugh a curse. ❜

#on: memes. ooc.

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AS SAID BY IRON BULL  *  assorted dialogue from dragon age inquisition, updated version

hey, don't top from the bottom.

next time you're free, why don't you come grab a drink?

didn't figure you were the kind to bed your way to power.

love is all starlight and gentle blushes. passion leaves your fingers sore from clawing the sheets.

do you want your silky underthings back, or did you leave those like a token?

you're the toughest, wisest, most beautiful person i've ever met.

these big muscled hands could tear those robes off you while you struggled, helpless in my grip.

i will never hurt you without your permission. you will always be safe.

you don't need to be afraid... unless you want to.

you see us as this forbidden, terrible thing, and you're inclined to do the forbidden...

you want to watch, don't you?

make sure you undress him with your eyes... respectfully.

i'd offer to help you get rid of that frustration but, you know... i'm in a committed relationship.

next time we're alone, i'm going to pin you down and do things your body won't believe.

all that crap made sense to you?

i can't tell you how proud i'm gonna be, watching you out there, addressing them... with this big, old love bite on your neck.

wait, i'll flex a little for you. make it easier.

that staff's in pretty good shape. do you spend a lot of time polishing it?

i can see you don't want to talk about it. bet you looked good doing it, though.

how do you manage that while staring up at everyone's ass the whole time?

you and i are fine as long as you don't do any weird crap.

i'd pin you down, and as you gripped me, i... would... conquer... you.

oh, for shit's sake.

good. i like that energy. stoke those fires, big guy.

all i'm saying is... you ever want to explore that, my door's always open.

worked that out on your own, did you?

you're not as flashy as most mages.

wait, did you "forget" them so you'd have an excuse to come back? you sly dog.

i didn't say it was healthy.

you don't actually like thinking about hurting people, do you?

if you do that, everyone knows you're a spy.

still waiting for me to do something sneaky and spy-like?

we probably won't try down to burn down a city this time.

really not sad i missed that one.

you're lucky then. it was awful.

you only lack the will to get more blood on your hands?

enjoying the great outdoors?

this area's low on dancing girls, sadly.

i've always liked fighting.

i'm not sure you know what you're asking. not sure if you're ready for it.

well, that's a fucking relief.

i'm fine. hurt myself worse than this fooling around in bed.

so, you going to let me have it, [name]? or do i get to wait and wonder?

you really kicked the crap outta that guy.

it's pretty hot where we're from.

it's not a secret. it's just too big for a quit chat.

you get that thing i asked about?

maybe you should stand in front of me.

you ever get the asses mixed up?

you're a damn fine marksman.

i fell on a guy who tried to stab me in the gut.

all right, now you're just making it weird.

nobody fights well when their clothes are on fire.

i... didn't mean to offend you.

that hurts, [name]. that's hurtful.

i may have done it a couple of times on purpose.

i cold 'cause it freezes them, and then they break into little bits when i chop them in half.

with the magic, do you prefer fire, or lightning, or cold, or what?

you don't need to worry. i have no intention of trying to leash anyone.

are you gonna write me into one of your stories?

it's just daring somebody to try to attack it.

when that breaks, you fix it. like we're doing now.

in theory, they're no different from anyone else.

anyone who takes that burden and lives a good life with it has many respect.

you're pretty tall for a human.

the bloodstains are good for scaring enemies.

could you make it sound angrier? "love" is a bit soft.

tell me more about the coat.

i don't need a book to remind me that the world is full of horrible crap.

you're really good with that bow.

it's just friendly. i won't step in your business.

what i'm saying is, please stop stealing my kills.

we should get shirts. probably need different sizes.

i think you're confusing. how can you just pick and choose what parts you believe in?

you know, i really like hitting things.

who has sex smelling like roses?

hey, i don't hate you. you and me? we're good.

hey, no-pants fridays is a cause.

it's a difficult thing you've done, turning your back on one life to live another.

#on: memes. ooc.

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send me a 💡 and i'll tell you my muse's first impression of your muse. alternatively, send me 🧲 and i'll tell you what my muse currently thinks of your muse.

#on: memes. ooc.

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bite down // bastille

#LISTEN???? U RIGHT. UR SO RIGHT & VALID. I LOVE. #ship: ernesto & mateo. ( charroblanco ) #on: devotion. #on: ernesto. #on: mateo. #on: musings. #on: love.

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Reblog if you’re 30 or older

This is an experiment to see if there really are as few of us as people think.You can also use this to freak out your followers who think you’re 25 or something. Yay!

#on: suyano. ooc. #u bet ur asses imma be rping til i'm 60 dlfkjafj TRY'N STOP ME.