mattsbella

[mattsbella]

“impossible” - matt sturniolo

୨୧ ₊˚•. ↳ pairings : matt sturniolo x almira gomez (fem!oc)

—— ୨୧ ₊˚•. ↳ warnings : angst, fluff

୨୧ ₊˚•. ↳ summary :

ALMIRA GOMEZ had been a fan of the triplets ever since they started, coincidentally she also lived in boston, but in cambridge. she was posting on instagram once when the MATT STURNIOLO noticed her post, also posting pictures with the same caption. is it impossible for these two to get together?

chapter 006

“leave me alone”

messages, insta, real life

——— MESSAGES ———

matt.

almira please listen to me.

one missed call from matt.

almira please.

mira cmon

mira you just need to read one message

please almira just answer me

one missed call from matt.

mira 🌅🩷

leave me the fuck alone.

matt.

fine.

wait no its not fine

mira please.

mira 🌅🩷 HAS SILENCED NOTIFICATIONS 🌙

——— INSTAGRAM ———

@almiragomez

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almiragomez how i feel rn (i have been crying for the past 2 days)

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2 HOURS LATER

——— MESSAGES ———

matt.

mira please i will literally beg you just answer one call i can explain everything.

mira 🌅🩷

get on ur knees then.

matt.

still crazy huh?

mira 🌅🩷

now you answer my call.

“you have 4 minutes” almira says as she snuggled into the blankets of her cozy bed, and matt hold his phone to his ear. almira had him on speaker since she wanted to sleep right after.

“ill only need 2. so basically bree used to be one of my fucking talking stages who is obsessed with me.. i mean its me” making almira giggle a bit. “anyways, we ended off things the day before i found your account but she hasnt left me alone since. i swear to god i dont like anyone but yo- shit.” matt finishes and realises what he just said.

“what did you just say?” almira exclaimed as she giggles and immediately gets hanged up on, she finishes the laugh and goes to sleep.

but after about 20 minutes. she heard the doorbell.

she gets up from bed and goes to the front door.

“whoever cut my sleep off i will kill yo- matt?” she says as she opens the door and sees matt holding a bouqet of pink and white roses with brown paper wrapped around them, and a small bow on the bottom, with a letter on the top and a kinder bueno.

“i know this sounds fucking weird and shit but like i remember you saying you wouldve hated if someone asked you out from call so im never doing that, anyways besides the point, as i was saying, i would never ever like someone more than you mira, i swear” he says in what seems like one breathe, making him pant currently.

almira is speechless just looking at him with mouth agape.

“please say somethi-“ matt says in a soft soft whisper before he gets cut off with almiras lips on his.

sure they kissed before but not like this, not this lovingly.

as they pull away matt asks “can i be your boyfriend?” with a soft voice.

she giggles “yes you idiot”.

——— INSTAGRAM ———

@mattspinkshirt

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mattspinkshirt ME RN (marylou gonna be screaming “nuse reja jeme”)

matthew.sturniolo AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

↳ mattspinkshirt AHHHHHHH MY BABYYYYYY

↳ user : WHAT?

nicolassturniolo WHAT HAPPPPPPPEEEEENEED

↳ mattspinkshirt becoming a wife happened

matthew.sturniolo I PUT A RING ON ITT (not yet 😩)

↳ mattspinkshirt u better.

↳ user : HUHHHHHHH?

↳ user : HWAAATATATA YALL CLIP THIS

christophersturniolo tell me why matt just messaged the groupchat “I DID ITTTTT” and leaves.

↳ mattspinkshirt oh so im a joke to you. @matthew.sturniolo

↳ matthew.sturniolo NONONONO NEVER EVER EVER UR THE LIGHT BENEATH MY WINGS THE LITERAL LIGHT OF MY LIFE AND THE LOVE OF MY LIFE 😭😭😭😭😭😭

↳ mattspinkshirt i love you. 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🖕

↳ nicolassturniolo okay enough flirting

@rootbeersn1fan

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rootbeersn1fan literally our beach. ( i love my gf so much i love her)

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[mattsbella]

"impossible" - matt sturniolo

୨୧ ₊˚•. ↳ pairings : matt sturniolo x almira gomez (fem!oc)

—— ୨୧ ₊˚•. ↳ warnings : angst, fluff, maybe smut……?

୨୧ ₊˚•. ↳ summary :

ALMIRA GOMEZ had been a fan of the triplets ever since they started, coincidentally she also lived in boston but in cambridge. she was posting on instagram when the MATT STURNIOLO notices her post, also posting pictures with the same caption. is it impossible for these two to get together?

chapter 005

“wheres my baby?”

messsages, real life

——— MESSAGES ———

twitters favourite fivesome

nazeera , almira

matt , chris , nick

nazeera

yall…. beach trip? question mark

almira

have considerate for the people participating in exams.

nazeera

where did u get them big words from

almira

i got into harvard for a reason

chris

still dont belive that

nick

i mean she was valedictorian…

chris

BESIDES THE FUCKING POINT

almira

but still we can do beach trip

wheres my baby @matt

matt

youre so annoying.

almira

not what u said last week

nick

WHAT.

chris

both of you out of here nope im not doing it

nazeera

NOT ME KNOWING EXXXXXXACCCCCTLLYYYYYY

almira

SHHHHHSHSHSHSHSHSHS

matt

both of you two are crazy

chris

like you arent for mira

almira

christopher.

chris

🤐🤐🤐🤐

matt

3 of you now 😭😭

but yeah im down for the beach

almira

but no way in hell am i driving

nazeera

YOU LITERALLY HAVE THE BEST CAR

almira

thank my dad not me

matt

bro owns a fucking maybach and refuses to use it.

almira

bro still has a minivan 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

matt

okay fuck you

almira

you wish

nick

HWAAHHWGAATARATATTA

nazeera

guys what the fuck do u expect more from mar like seriously

nazeera

but i dont care were going to the beach tOMORROWWWWWW 10:30 am matts piciking us up

**pinned** 📌

matt

🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕 GO BOTHER MIRAAAAA

——— REAL LIFE ———

almira ties her bikini at the back of her neck adjusts her bottoms.

she adjusts her necklace and puts her hair in a loose messy side braid.

she puts on her shorts and a random baggy t-shirt she had, grabbing her purse and phone and walking out the door and goes to the front door of her apartment.

she spots the triplets minivan and nazeera rolls down her window and yells “MAR BABY!!!” while almira giggles and opens the door to get the in car.

“wait no mar go in the front seat chris is sitting in the back” nazeera says and nick nods his head.

she shrugs and opens the passenger door snd gets in, placing her purse in her lap and smiles at matt.

he smiles back and they immediately go to the beach.

20 minutes later they arrived and their currently putting the blanket on the sand and the bags they brang.

“nazeera, do you have tanning oil? i hate sunscreen.” almira says as she stretches her arms

“yup, here” she says passing the oil to her.

almira takes off her shorts and shirt, revealing the navy blue bikini which barely covered much.

matt immediately locks his eyes on her body, his swimming shorts immediately tightening around him, why the fuck is he feeling this.

his mind immediately going south into the wrong thoughts.

chris on the other hand looking at nazeera, she had a peach ish colored bikini on

nick chuckles and his jaw slacked “damn mar” he says still chuckling making almira giggle putting her hand on her hips and saying

“who evers last in the water is a rotten egg!” she yells and runs to the ocean. matt nazeera nick and chris immediately right behind her.

as they were running in the water, almira falls on her back but matt being able to catch her before she even wets her hair. immediately he hears almiras giggles and silent laughs of her fall.

“when he catches you before you drown.” nazeera says adding onto almiras laugh.

“yall wanna know a fun fact.” nazeera says to the other four.

they all nod but almira, her eyes widen and immediately goes to reject. “no! no! nazeera i swear to god!” she says

“almira cannot swim for the life of her” nazeera says and giggles as almira crosses her arms, because if she moves she cannot float.

they all giggle and matt holds her waist to keep her safer. ever since they kissed (which they definitely did once again) he then wraps his arms around he waist for even more safety, almiras hands on his forearms.

chris nick and nazeera leave the two alone, not that they were complaning. matt had an excellent idea to swim to the further rock and go behind it.

he turns almira around making her face him, and he wraps his arms around her back, and immediately starts swimming and moving to the deeper waters.

almira immediately puts her arms around his neck and starts squealing “matt! no! go put me back!” she says while smiling as their faces were centimeters apart from eachother.

they finally reach behind the rock, matts hand going behind her thighs and telling her to jump. she obliged and wraps her legs around his waist.

they just look at eachother, saying nothing or doing anything. just looking.

“has anyone told you how pretty you are” matt whispers as he grabs her jaw and pulls her closer.

“ive been told once or twice” she says giggling and pressing her lips on his lips.

they both smile into the kiss and pull away slowly.

30 MINUTES LATER

the five were now walking up the deck the beach had while talking and laughing in between.

then by surprise a beautiful blonde comes by and gasps.

“my gosh! matt? is that you? i havent seen you since” she says while walking up to him and hugging him, her arms around his neck and kissing his cheek in a “miss you” way

almira literally almost goes pale, but shes forced herself to act like shes normal, but you cant say you cant see the tears welling in her eyes.

“o-oh, hi bree..” he says while hugging her back

“how are you? i havent seen you in 2 months!” two months. two. the amount of time matt and almira had been hanging out.

after that awkward interaction, almira did not talk the whole time it took for matt to drop her off.

as he parks at the road of her apartment, she says bye to the others while nazeera joins her, matt says goodbye, but almira ignores him and slams the passenger door.

she stomps to the front door of her apartment building and going in the elevator.

almira had been crying to nazeera and on her shoulder for around an hour since they got dropped off. how the hell could he not tell her?

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[mattsbella]

the button up, the glasses and practically whining for the whole second half of the video.... HOW and WHAT does he know about cherry popper?????

also he looks so good in glasses yall

[mattsbella]

me after chap 4 😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩

#sturniolo triplets #impossiblefanfic

[mattsbella]

“impossible” - matt sturniolo

୨୧ ₊˚•. ↳ pairings : matt sturniolo x almira gomez (fem!oc)

—— ୨୧ ₊˚•. ↳ warnings : angst, fluff, maybe smut……?

୨୧ ₊˚•. ↳ summary :

ALMIRA GOMEZ had been a fan of the triplets ever since they started, coincidentally she also lived in boston but in cambridge. she was posting on instagram when the MATT STURNIOLO notices her post, also posting pictures with the same caption. is it impossible for these two to get together?

chapter 004

“what did we just do?”

real life, insta

WEDNESDAY, 8:45AM

almira just walked into campus getting ready to enter the school doors, basically her and matt went live once on instagram and that shit spread everywhere, like everywhere, twitter, insta, tiktok and everything.

as soon as she walks in she sees nazeera walking out of the elevator and her eyes widening and smiling when she saw almira “okay miss got with her crush” nazeera says as she walks over to her and wraps an arm around almiras.

“okay dont exaggerate it that isnt my ACTUAL crush, celebirty crush.” almira tries to defend herself, knowing deep down that she is practically inlove with him.

“dont be lying, i saw how u kept giggling in the live” nazeera teases her.

“get the fuck outta here” almira says as she tries to unlink their arms and walk away.

nazeera laughs and pulls her back “cmon we have class and then you can text the love of your life”

almira rolls her eyes and walks into chemistry class.

WEDNESDAY, 3:47PM

almira has finished her half day in college, and currently packing up to go home.

she usually takes the bus but today she decided to walk, bad idea her allergies have been acting up.

as she walks down the streets, she stops a figure with a red sweater and baggy jeans on, phone in his hand and his keys on his belt loop.

she is shocked, why the hell is he following her everywhere? not that she minds it.

they make eye contact and matt walks to her, since they were going to the same road.

“hey mira” he says while walking next to her and smiling (smirking) at her.

“hey matt” she replies with a sunshine smile. she genuinely believes she has the worst luck, she sneezes right infront of him but manages to turn away.

“im sorry… allergies..” she says sniffling and running a hand through her hair and flipping it to the side. matts going fucking crazy over that.

“its fine” he giggles “do you wanna stop and get some allergy pills?” matt asks since it was a hell of a walk.

“no i dont wanna waste your time.” she says shaking her head no. “what? i never waste time when im with you.” he says furrowing his eyebrows in confusion.

“you say this shit and expect me not to go crazy over” she says boldly.

“i hate it when you look at me like a famous person, like im just as ordinary as you” matt says as he walks down the crosswalk together.

“well i mean you do have 2 milion on instagram” she replies looking up at him, why the hell did he not notice how her eyes look this good.

they both giggle, they pass by a corner shop and they suddenly see a guy walk up and start asking almira questions..

see she went in to get a small watter bottle while matt waited outside meaning he was across the door of the shop, so he could see she was uncomfortable as she walks out.

“hey beautiful, you got a boyfriend..?” he says slurring his words, its 4PM why is this motherfucker drunk.

“mhm” matt hums as he walks over to almira putting a hand over her waist.

“you can go now.” he says with absolutely no emotion but anger in his voice. he still did not let go of her waist.

the guy walked away while rolling his eyes hitting a street pole with his head.

they both laughed and giggled at that, matt purposefully stopping earlier to hear her laugh more than his own.

as they walked down to almiras street, matt didint let go one bit, his hand still wrapped around her.

as they reached her apartment, she gasped happily at a cat that was walking on the pavement, matt smiles as she sees her.

then she spots the beautiful sky that was formed the time they were walking to her apartment.

“matt look! the view is beautiful” she says pointing to the sky.

“mhm.. definitely is.” he says as he keeps his eyes fixated on her face. (erkenci kus scene)

“well this is me,” “ill see you later, yeah?” she says, then matt following up right after.

“yeah of course” she says smiling and hugging him as a goodbye. she wraps her arms around his neck and goes on her tipitoes to reach him.

his heart melts from cuteness, as he wraps his arms around her waist.

“see you, sweetheart.” he says while gently tapping her arm with his hand to say goodbye.

“smell you later!” she says in a sing like tone and walks into her apartment building.

matt then walks to the valet parking spot where he left his car.

9:37PM

almira then gets a text from matt saying “I’m downstairs.”, shocked cause he didint even tell her he was coming at this hour.

then she hears rocks banging on her window, she was on the 3rd floor so it wasnt that hard to reach.

“matt what the fuck?!” she exclaims smiling as she opens her window.

“get down here because i am freezing.” he replies to her while somewhat laughing, thats all they did when they were together.

“oh my gosh” she says grabbing her phone, but forgetting her jacket (yall know whats about to happen)

as she gets down to the front door of her apartment complex, she sees matt on his phone and waiting for her leaning on the passenger seat door of his car.

“hellur” she says walking down the stairs and going to matt.

“hi gorgeous ” he says smiling and hugging her, at this point shes used to the names he calls her, keep in mind he never says it in a uncomfortable matter, just to remind her shes like the person who hung the stars on the sky.

she giggles in the hug as he opens the door for her and she gets inside.

he follows up right after. “here have the aux” he says passing her the cord. if nick or chris were here with them,

“youre gonna hear ariana all the way.” she chuckles as grabs her phone, putting it in.

as they finally arrived to the famous beach they usually go to when they meet up.

as she gets out, she immediately feels the cold breeze of the air and literally shivers, and matt immediately notices.

he takes off his jacket and puts it over her shoulders, and putting an arm over her shoulders too.

they walk down on the beach, laughing and talking about the issues or the good things their having.

they stopped and just looked into eachothers eyes, it was like a body instinct. it was like nostalgia, their noses are touching and staring at eachothers eyes and lips.

suddenly, she feels his lips graze on hers, and then finally getting pressed onto them.

she immediately eases into it, wrapping her arms around his neck and his around her waist, one of his hands resting at the small of her back.

she puts her hand on the nape of his neck and holds his jaw with her thumb as their lips move against one another.

its been about 2 minutes and they finally pull away for air.

as they pull away, but not with their bodies, they look into eachothers eyes and just, look.

“what did we just do.?” almira says while panting.

matts shrugs and chuckles, almira immediately following after, and his lips press onto hers once again.

——— INSTAGRAM ———

@mattspinkshirt

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mattspinkshirt YALL WOULD NEVAAAAA GUESS

matthew.sturniolo Damn so you regret it?

↪️ mattspinkshirt HELL NAHHHHHH I WAS HAVING THE TIME OF MY LIFE

↪️ matthew.sturniolo 😭😭😭😭😭

↪️ user WIAT WHAT

HUH????????????

@mattspolitank I can confirm that she was having the time of her life.

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#sturniolo triplets #christopher sturniolo #matt sturniolo #sturniolo fanfic #nicolas sturniolo #nick sturniolo #impossiblefanfic

[mattsbella]

“impossible” - matt sturniolo

୨୧ ₊˚•. ↳ pairings : matt sturniolo x almira gomez (fem!oc)

—— ୨୧ ₊˚•. ↳ warnings : angst, fluff, maybe smut……?

୨୧ ₊˚•. ↳ summary

ALMIRA GOMEZ had been a fan ever since they started, coincidentally she also lived in boston but in cambridge. she was posting on instagram when the MATT STURNIOLO commented on her post, and also posted with the same caption. is it impossible for these two to get together?

chapter 003

“u wanna kiss me or something?”

messages, irl, insta

THE NEXT WEEK, MONDAY 3:46

matt and almira had been calling, texting, and laughing on and on about random stuff. matt had been joking about taking her out on a date, almira definitely did not complain oooonneeeeeee bit.

but anyways today, those jokes became reality and now she was messaging with matt on which flowers she loved the most and what type of date it would be.

it all started with this message.

——— MESSAGES ———

matt 😩👌

Mira can I take you on a date..

almira 🌅🩷

dont be joking around with this shit matthew.

matt 😩👌

I am dead serious mira.

almira 🌅🩷

🫡🫡 yeah but you dont even know what i like matt

matt 😩👌

nobody said i couldn’t learn. 🤔🤔🤔

almira 🌅🩷

matt be so fr right not

matt 😩👌

Again, dead serious.

almira 🌅🩷

fine i guess but just to say from now i do not like fancy dates, i like picnics more.

matt 😩👌

Noted, and will u tell me your favourite flower or do i have to ask nazeera for that?

almira 🌅🩷

Pink and white roses or tulips.

matt 😩👌

Is 6:30 good for you?

almira 🌅🩷

it is u idiot

matt 😩👌

😭😭😭 perfect, ill pick you up at 6:30.

almira 🌅🩷

🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕

——— IRL ———

matt and almira had been genuinely stressing over the first impressions of eachother, first of all almira still cannnnnnnooooott believe the guy she literally has a fanpage for, is taking her out on a date. oh and second matt cant believe hes going out with such a good looking girl?

almira dosent really own much makeup, first of all she cant really use it because of her skin but she has nazeera to help her out for today.

she dosent have a full face on, but lets same some clean girl makeup i guess? but nazeera keeps reassuring her she looks great.

“alright babe its 6:25, you look so good!!” nazeera says as she fixes her hair and gives her her purse.

“what would i do without you?” almira says while hugginv her best friend, then gets a text from matt with a “im here”.

she looks at her best friend, squeals and then rushes out of her apartment, quickly going down to the main entress and walking down the road to see the famous minivan, with matt looking at the door waiting for almira with a bouqet of pink and white roses.

“you’re crazy.” she says shaking her head and giggling while walking up to him, to no surprise, she was as tall enough for her head to read his shoulder, so she had to look up at him.

“YOU GO LOVEBIRDS!” nazeeras yell can be heard from the ground as almira looks up at the balcony of her apartment and glares at her to make her shut up.

she turns her head back to matt, realising he was blushing, and to make him feel even worse she did this.

“matt theyre beautiful thank you!” she says while putting her hand on his bicep as a matter of thank you as she takes the flowers.

he opens the door for her to get in the car and she obliged, and he jogs around the front of the car to get to his seat.

he gets in puts in the key and and looks at almira to see if she has her seatbelt on, because she has mentioned before she never wears it.

matt shakes his head and puts the seatbelt on for her, purposefully being close to her face just to mess with her. but he definitely forgot how bold she is.

“what.. you wanna kiss me or something.?” almira says in a low soft voice, making matt feel something, somewhere.

“youre crazy” he says while chuckling and starts reversing out of the parking space he was in.

after what felt like about 15 minutes of driving matt finally arrived to the little beach and she immediately becomes shocked when she realises what he had planned.

“matt you did not. ” she says shocked as she puts her hand over her mouth.

“oh i did” he says while giggling which almira joins in, making matts flutter, like usual.

he parks as he takes out the keys and off his sealbelt. then he hears the passenger door open. “what do you think you’re doing, sweetheart?” matt says softly while smirking a bit as he sees her reaction to the petname.

“opening my door…?” she says while matching his smirk, and grabbing her purse. he goes over the console and closes her door, gets out of his seat and opens the door for her.

he grabs her hand and helps her out of the car as they walk down to the picnic setup.

almost an hour went by, and all that could be heard from them was giggles, laughs, and many many college stories.

“mira can you pass me that paper towel?” matt says to her as he gestures to the paper towel next to her thigh.

“here you go” she says while giving him it.

“thank you princess” he says while grabbing the paper towel and giggling as he sees her reaction once again.

her eyes widen as her jaw drops while smiling a bit and giggling with him again.

9:48PM

they were currently walking around the beach, shoes in their hands as they passed a teddy bear stand. almira gasps as she sees a bunny as a plushie.

“what?” matt says while chuckling a bit as he squeezes her hand he is holding.

she blushes as she feels the compression on her palm and points to the bunnie with bows on her ears.

she giggles and matt follows behind, “you want it?” he says while still smiling as she rapidly nods and pull out her wallet from her purse, matt immediately snatching it from her and paying for the bunny.

“hey!! give it back matt. im serious.” she says as she jumps up to reach his hand that he is raising.

eventually matt did pay for the bunny. as they walk back to the car to put it in because almira didint want it to get dirty.

he grabs her hand once again, not letting go, advising that she put her purse down because she would loose it on what he was planning on now.

as they take off their jackets and her her purse, matt drags her to the ocean as she giggles realising whats gonna happen, that damn giggle that makes matt fold every single time.

“matt no! i dont wanna get wet!” she says somewhat screaming and laughing.

“i already got that job done sweetheart” matt mumbles. but almira did hear it, unfortunately for matt.

she giggles in shock as they jump into the ocean at the same time. matt still didint even think about letting go of her hand.

as they got up, she glides her hands down her hair from her forhead, and matt just admiring her, mentally asking himself how the fuck he got into this position.

she opens her eyes and takes a deep breath and looks at him, seeing him with wet hair and his shirt stuck onto his chest, my fucking lord.

for what feels like 5 minutes they just looked at eachother, faces inches from one another their noses almost touching.

“youre perfume smells nice…” he whispers to her as he squeezes the waist his hand were resting on and her right hand going to the nape of his neck.

they both look at eachothers lips as their noses are now actually touching. matt is about to lean in, but a wave goes right through them, making them get out of their stupid little trance.

“u-um… we should get back it looks like its late…” almira says as she sees almost everyone leaving the carnival next to the beach.

“yeah…yeah definitely.” matt says as he grabs her hand and they walk to the car.

“i have a blanket if you’re cold?” matt says as he grabs it from the trunk and offers it to her as her lip is quivering from coldness.

“what about you tho..?” she whispers taking the blanket and wrapping it around herself and bringing her hands to her chest in a hug like motion.

“ill be fine, lets get you in the car” as he guides her to the passenger seat by the small of her back, opening her door and settling her in.

as he finally gets in the car, he looks almira that seems like she is about to sleep, considering her head on the window and her eyes half closed, i mean it was midnight.

as matt arrived at almiras apartment, he gently called out her name and shook her a bit to wake her up.

she wakes up and rubs her eyes. “were here sweetheart” matt says softly as he wipes some hair from her face, which was still damp.

“thank you matt” she says to him with a genuine smile.

“no thank you for making my day” he says but cringes after realising what he said was stupid but both laugh it off as matt helps her to her door.

as they walk up to the welcome mat, almira turns for one last word “thank you matt.” she says once again, gives him a kiss on the cheek and goes inside.

he is left with a glossy lip mark on his cheek and he immediately smiled, and also heard almiras famous little laughs and giggles with nazeera as she shut her door.

——— INSTAGRAM ———

@mattspinkshirt

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mattspinkshirt crazy guy

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a/n

dayum

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[mattsbella]

this is how i imagine almira looks like

demet my baby 😩😩😩😩😩😩😩

#sturniolo triplets #impossiblefanfic

[mattsbella]

“impossible” - matt sturniolo

୨୧ ₊˚•. ↳ pairings : matt sturniolo x almira gomez (fem!oc)

———— ୨୧ ₊˚•. ↳ warnings : angst, fluff, maybe smut…..?

୨୧ ₊˚•. ↳ summary :

ALMIRA GOMEZ had been a fan of the triplets ever since they started, coincidentally she also lived in boston, but in cambridge. she was posting on instagram once when the MATT STURNIOLO noticed her post, also posting pictures with the same caption. is it impossible for these two to get together?

chapter 002

“didint even say hi?”

messages, irl, instagram

i just realised i put the text after the post, but like bare w me.

—————

@mattspinkshirt

1/2 2/2

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mattspinkshirt when matthew tells u to go take a nap U FUCKING NAP.

@matthew.sturniolo You’re just really crazy

↳ mattspinkshirt brotha so obsessed he cant leave me alone

↳ @matthew.sturniolo True dat

↳ @mattspinkshirt NNONINONONONONONONO

nicolassturniolo You are honestly so pretty wHAT.

↳ mattspinkshirt NO SHUT UP U DIDINT JUST SAY THAT

@shpk.nazeera i literally said go to sleep 5 times before this

@user DAYUM SHES HOT

↳ @matthew.sturniolo 🙄🙄🙄

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——— MESSAGES———

matt had successfully managed to get almiras number.

matt 😩👌

HELLLAOAAAOOOOOO

almira 😋

HEY HOEEEEE

wait how tf r we vibing so good rn……

matt 😩👌

Don’t know, but anyways how was your day?

almira 😋

it was nice, i did study alot tho, i still have to study and im currently eating dinner.

matt 😩👌

Oooo what are you eating?

almira 😋

dont get on my dick for this but pasta with ketchup..

matt 😩👌

HWAT

what

WHAT.

the fuck

did i just see

almira 😋

i know babe im sorry but im a ketchup kid 😔😔😔

matt 😩👌

You’re disgusting, but its like 2:35AM, why aren’t you asleep?

almira 😋

as i said, i need to study.

matt 😩👌

Go to sleep mira.

almira 😋

mira? thats new

matt 😩👌

It’s cute, now go get your slumber.

almira 😋

aye aye captian

matt 😩👌

You’re really something different.

almira 😋

☹️☹️☹️ nighty night

matt 😩👌

Night mira.

*almira😋 liked a message*

it was the end of the school week, finally friday, ever since tuesday matt and almira have been going text to text just laughing and talking about eachother. finally matt had the courage to ask her to call.

of course, almira didint say no, because who the fuck says no to their celebrity crush. speaking about celebrity crushes, matt hated that he was hers, he hated that she considered him a famous person and screamed whenever he texted her.

FRIDAY, 8:39PM

almiras phone ringed as she asked herself mentally if this is a good idea, but fuck it she answered on the second ring.

“damn that was fast” matts first words( @mattspolitank iykyk) as he places his phone onto the edge of his computer as he takes off his headphones.

“bro” she says before giggling a bit and hiding into her pillow, she was on her bed, on her stomach with the phone in her hand.

matt smiled as he heard her laugh, his heart immediately fluttering, as he chuckles to maxh her energy.

“anyways as i was saying, i cant deal with school anymore, like sure i love being a harvard stude-“ she was continuing to talk, even tho its her literal celebrity crush shes talking on the phone, shes an extrovert so it was normal for her. and then gets cut off by matt.

“wait wait wait, you go to harvard?” he says shocked, even tho he knew she was a straight A student, and valedictorian.

“yeah…? not that big of a deal? so basically i have like 5 essays for next week and an exam, like tell me why is this my luck” she says super casually, shocking matt with the first sentence, but he goes onto laugh as she continues to speak.

they talked for about two and a half hours, before both of them had to go get some snacks, matt because nick and chris want some, and almira because nazeera wants some.

“oh my gosh, matt is that almira? tell her i said hi i love her” nick says behind the camera, almiras jaw drops as she heard that THE NICK STURNIOLO literally just said i love her?.

“i love you too nick your my favourite” she says giggling, now its matts turn for his jaw to drop “i thought i was your favourite?” matt says.

“yeah yeah whatever, ill see you later alligator” she says giggling while matt rolls his eyes while smiling

“oh my gosh what if we meet them?” nazeera says which makes both of them laugh.

12:36AM

it was midnight and almira n nazeera had just pulled up at their local 24hr grocery store.

as almira parks her car and takes out her keys, and gets out, suddenly a KIA minivan pulls up right beside them, nazeera being the dramatic she is and gasps “mar thats literally matt what the fuck?” she whisper yells at her bestfriend as almira turns her head to see, it in fact was matt.

as he gets out the car and waits for his brothers, he looks around the parking lot making eye contact with almira, his eyes widen as he finally saw her in real life, sure she was beautiful on camera but damn did matt admire her until nick had to yell for him to go on.

“matt? hello? what are you even doing?” nick says as he snaps his fingers in matts face. he finally jumps out of his trance and walks into the store.

almira and nazeera waited for a moment and then went it right behind them. she thanked god that they had to go two seperate ways in the grocery store.

as almira and nazeera pick out some snacks, they started to talk about how the hell almira got into this position.

“but like its fucking crazy how not even a week ago i was making edi….” almira said before she got cut off and saw a middle parted brunette with a pink shirt and some grey sweatpants walk up behind nazeera and checks out some snacks. almiras eyes widen, nazeera immediately understading and they rush out of that aisle.

matt really didint think much of the rushing out, but he was also blushing for the fact she had made edits of him.

as they went to pay for their stuff, almira and nazeera immediately rushed to her car and got in, and drove away fastly.

matt chuckles as he sees her car skreech as she leaves the parking lot

——— MESSAGES———

matt 😩👌

Didn’t even say hi?

almira 😋

GO SUCJ YOUR ONW FICK

matt 😩👌

😭😭😭😭😭 you’re crazy

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a/n

really hated it but 💋

#sturniolo triplets #christopher sturniolo #matt sturniolo #sturniolo fanfic #nicolas sturniolo #nick sturniolo #sturniolo smut #impossiblefanfic

[mattsbella]

“impossible” - matt sturniolo

୨୧ ₊˚•. ↳ pairings : matthew sturniolo x almira gomez (fem!oc)

—— ୨୧ ₊˚•. ↳ warnings : angst, fluff, maybe smut…..?

୨୧ ₊˚•. ↳ summary :

ALMIRA GOMEZ had been a fan of the triplets ever since they started, coincidentally she also lived in boston, but in cambridge. she was posting on instagram once when the MATT STURNIOLO noticed her post, also posting pictures with the same caption. is it impossible for these two to get together?

chapter 001

“little baby”

social media, irl, messages

it was a normal day for almira, coming back from college and into her families apartment. she greets her two dogs as she walks in the front door and goes to her room after eating dinner and talking with her mom.

after she finishes her studies and revised she goes on her phone and on her fanpage, casually liking posts and commenting, then she has an idea to post a photo of matt in chicago in the snow with a vert special caption.

@mattspinkshirt

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mattspinkshirt hes such a little baby

she really didint think much about it and just went to sleep after it.

8:47AM wednesday morning

almira wakes up to her phone absolutely blowing up, she rubs her eyes and goes on her phone to see what has happened, the second she opened her messages from her bestfriend she was shocked.

——— MESSAGES ———

nazeera 🩷

YOU WOULD NOT FUCKING BELIEVE WHAT HAPPED

GET UP YOUR LAZY ASS HOE

almira you literally got fucking quoted by matt

ALMIRA.

MATT LITERALLY COMMENTED ON YOU DAMN POST GET UP.

her jaw drops, what the fuck is she talking about? she goes onto instagram to check is matt posted anything or commented anything.

on the post one of the comments said

@matthew.sturniolo | How am I a little baby..?

she was beyond shocked, and was genuinely about to jump off of her balcony after what she saw he posted.

@matthew.sturniolo

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matthew.sturniolo guess im a little baby now?

@mattspinkshirt

↳ NONONONONONONONONONO WHAT NO NO DELETE THIS FUCKING NOW.

@nicolasssturniolo

↳ Matt what is this caption lil bro

@shpk.naze

↳ Almiras gonna love this shit

@user

↳ ALMIRA GETTING NOTICED BY MATT 2023???????,,??????????

@mattspinkshirt

↳ matt ill get on my knees and beg please delete thsi.

↳ @matthew.sturniolo Nopeee

↳ @mattspolitank Lujti qyqja

——— MESSAGES ———

nazeera 🩷

ARE YOU OKAY YOUR MOM JUST TOLD ME YOURE SCREAMING?

almiraa

HOW THE FUCK CAN I BE OKAY?

nazeera 🩷

JUST BREATHE IN AN OUT NO FUCKING WAYYYYYTYYYYYYY

——— INSTAGRAM MESSAGES ———

@matthew.sturniolo

Why am I a little baby?

@mattspinkshirt

NO

nono

NOOOOO

get out FYCK NO IM NTO DOING THISNG

shut up

SHUT RUSPSPSP

@matthew.sturniolo

You talk to all you favourites like this or what?

Love your username btw.

@mattspinkshirt

Hi this is Almiras bsf nazeera, shes currently screaming so give me a bout give or take 5 minutes…

@matthew.sturniolo

I’ll wait for her, but it’s not like im killing her…?

@mattspinkshirt

STOP FUCKING BREAKING HER.

“nazeera, i am not fucking okay, THE MATT STURNIOLO just told me he would wait for me.” almira says while she is sat criss cross on her bed with nazeera.

“you will manage… im sure.?” nazeera says as she sees almira scream once again in her pillow. kicking and giggling her feet.

“also he fucking realised my username, MY FUCKING USERNAME, im going crazy im so embarrased” almira says while shaking her best friends shoulders

“alright calm down” nazeera says as she giggles calming her down.

7:34PM

as almira is revising for college, she gets a notification from instagram, low and behold, it was matt. she gasped slapping her hand on her mouth and wheeling out of her desk.

“what the actual fuck is wrong with him?” she whispers to herself as she opens her messages on instagram.

——— INSTAGRAM MESSAGES ———

@matthew.sturniolo

Whats your main ig I wanna see you???

@mattspinkshirt

GET OUT NO FUCK NOONONONONONONONO

@matthew.sturniolo

You’re acting like I will kill you…

@mattspinkshirt

YEAH BECAUSE IF YOU MESSAGE ME AGAIN YOU WILL

@matthew.sturniolo

I can’t have my favourite fan die 😔😔😔😔

@mattspinkshirt

I HATE YOU DONT MAKE ME GO MORE CRAZY 😔

@matthew.sturniolo

Wait you’re in cambridge? Thats like 20 minutes away from me..

@mattspinkshirt

yes i am you stalker bitch 🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕

@matthew.sturniolo

My first bitch omg 😩🥰

@mattspinkshirt

🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕 fuck awfff

@matthew.sturniolo

But still, send me you’re main I wanna see you.

@mattspinkshirt

hahahaahahahhaahhahaahahahahahahha

its @almira.gomez……..

@matthew.sturniolo

Thanks sweetheart.

@mattspinkshirt

WHAT.

HWAT

what did u

HWAT

you did not just call me that

@matthew.sturniolo

Is it bad? No?

@mattspinkshirt

i love it dont worry 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

@matthew.sturniolo

Lotta hearts, but you’re pretty.

@mattspinkshirt

imma need a minute.

*screams her lungs out 😩😩😩😩😩*

@matthew.sturniolo

Bro just roleplayed.

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a/n

💋💋💋💋💋 till the next 😝🐆🐆

#sturniolo triplets #christopher sturniolo #matt sturniolo #sturniolo fanfic #nicolas sturniolo #nick sturniolo #sturniolo smut #impossiblefanfic

[mattsbella]

there is absolutely no way what the fuck @sturniolos-blog

i am goong crazy

[mattsbella]

wwowowowoqowowowowoaaaaghh thank you so much omg

#250 likes #sturniolo triplets

[mattsbella]

headcannons if you were dating matt!!

matt sturniolo x fem!reader

warnings : not much just kiss. (idk if fluff is but)

first off he would be the biggest sweetheart ever known to man, like if one night you guys were on a date, and u had heels, naturally your feet would hurt, this man would literally let u have his shoes and he would walk in socks until u reached the car.

he is always i mean always loaded with gifts for you whenever u meet up. flowers are a must, his mama taught him better to not have them.

tought guy matt is nonexistent when hes with you. as i said, biggest sweetheart, if he was focused on anything like work or some games, the second he hear you atleast showing a bit of boredness or discomfort hes by your side.

i really think matt would date an extrovert, so if you are one and you talk alot (like me) he would just admire you the wholeeeeee time like

“ and so basically she started to just yell at he- matt are you listening?”

“huh? ye-yeah your just pretty..”

when you guys first started going on dates, after the 7th or 8th time, you guys finally kissed, the second he got home he was all giddy and giggly, telling his brothers, basically head over heels for you. (became official literally the next day)

on the topic of kissing, he would do it ever so gently, youre like a piece of glass to him that can break anytime, youre too precious for him.

a/n : tell me if i had errors or mistaked anything

#sturniolo triplets #christopher sturniolo #matt sturniolo #sturniolo fanfic #nick sturniolo #nicolas sturniolo #sturniolo smut

[mattsbella]

tear stains.

Quiet 10

pairing: y/n and Matt sturniolo

summary: a girl with a lot of baggage and a boy with even more try to help put each others pieces back together one by one. A story about a girl who’s broken and a boy who doesn’t talk

warnings: mentions of family death and trauma

matt pov

Tears flooded my eyes as I walked away clutching my book to my chest. I tried my best to fight them off but I knew I wouldn't be able to. I closed my eyes in case anyone passing by would see me. I didn’t want them to stare more than they already do.

I knew if I didn’t get up and walk away I would have cried right there in front of her, and I’d rather jump in front of a moving vehicle than do that and that’s saying a lot.

Even if she already thought I was weak, I didn't want to prove it to her. I swallowed the lump in my throat as I pushed the doors of the school open. I couldn’t do it. Not today. I couldn’t sit there and know that his lips have been on her. If not just her neck.

God, I was going to puke at the thought of it, his lips against her skin, hard enough to leave marks. The cold air hit me, I was finally out. I looked up briefly, silently thanking her for not following me like she always did. I didn't want her to see me, not like this.

I looked down at my feet as I walked home.

“It was my curling iron”

My stomach twisted. I was pathetic. I wiped the tears that came to the tip of my nose under my glasses. I liked one girl and they kissed someone else, and I was in tears. Maybe it wasn’t just that. Maybe it was everything else. I knew it wasn’t. I shook my head as I gasped for a breath, that came out more like a strangled sob.

I was the definition of pathetic.

I wasn't meant for this. To like a girl. It wasn't in the cards for me. I wish it had never happened.

There was nothing I could do to stop her from liking him, from kissing him, from touching him, from—-

I closed my eyes and shook my head as I tried to breathe, trying not to picture it.

She hadn’t even tried to hide it. Like she’d never gotten one before. She had her hood up, but that was it. I was looking at her, like I always do. It was hard to miss.

Staring at me from the inside of her neck. Taunting me. Like he branded himself in her skin. Her silk soft skin. My stomach dropped. I licked my lips and shook my head. She can kiss people Matt, I tried to convince myself.

But him?

My lip shook and I bit down on it. I’m not weak. I’m not a baby. Babies cry. I don’t cry.

It's not like she would choose to kiss you anyway, get over yourself.

“What’s wrong?” Chris immediately asked when I walked into the house. I looked up at him and that was it.

Everything I’d been carrying inside me, every rude comment, every insensitive look, every emotion thats happened to me in the past year came crashing down.

And I broke.

-

y/n pov

Jake slipped his hand into mine, before I could even register that he was there. I looked up at him slightly shocked from the action and flexed my hand against his. He smiled down at me as he matched my walking speed.

“Where were you yesterday?” He asked looking down at me. I looked down at our hands and then back up at his eyes. “Oh uh—“ I cleared my throat.

“My dad was sick, had to take care of him” I said shaking my head. Which was half true. He came home, stumbling. Puked everywhere. I spent an hour, crying, cleaning it up.

I swallowed at the memory. Yesterday could have gone down as the worst day of my life.

“Oh well, are you coming to my hockey game? Tomorrow? 9pm?” He tilted his head as he pulled me to stop against the lockers with him. I opened my mouth to speak as he grabbed my other hand interlocking both our hands, pulling me against him.

“Uh—“ I glanced down the hallway. Third period and still no signs of Matt today. I had an uneasy feeling in my stomach from his absence. It didn't feel right. I looked back at Jake who was waiting for an answer.

“Yeah maybe, I’ll see what Matt’s doing” I replied. Bringing our hands down. His eyebrows furrowed. “Who's Matt?" He asked unimpressed. I blinked at him.

"Matt" I stated. He shrugged. "Matt, my friend? From the hockey game?" I mumbled towards him. Jake narrowed his eyes before he remembered.

"Ah right. The kid that doesn't speak" He chuckled. I swallowed and unhooked our hands. "Don't be.....mean, Jake" I whispered as I crossed my arms over myself. He stood up from leaning.

"Sorry, it's just...he doesn't talk does he? It's just weird to me. He just kind of stares and---"

"Jake, please" I shook my head, the last thing I needed right now was this. He looked down at me and shook his head.

"Hey, no. I'm sorry okay--i'm sorry" He said before wrapping his arm around my shoulder and kissing the top of my head.

I swallowed.

“Game, tomorrow. Please?” He breathed before looking down at me. I sighed and looked at my feet. “Yeah okay” I swallowed. He smiled.

“Good, I’ll see you then” He breathed before walking off. I just watched him as he walked away feeling a horrible feeling in my stomach. I closed my eyes and looked down at my feet.

-

Matt didn’t show up all day. Not at lunch. Not to walk home. None of it. He was gone as if he never existed. It gave me chills. It let me uneasy.

I sat with Jake and his friends at lunch. I hadn't had anything to eat, i've noticed the past two weeks my weight loss and I hated it. The way the bones in my cheeks thinned and my hip bones protruded. I swallowed.

Lacey's gaze definitely didn't help her concept that I had an eating disorder. I guess in their world it would be better to pretend to have an eating disorder rather than to admit I was just too poor to eat.

Tears brimmed at my eyes.

"Are you okay?" Jake leaned down and whispered, making the entire table's vision shift to me. I looked up at Jake and met everyone's eyes. I nodded and forced a smile. So much it hurt. I glanced over to the empty table Matt and I sit at usually.

This didn't feel right. I hated this. I should be over there. Matt should be there. But he wasn't. I felt my stomach twist. What if he was hurt? What if something happened? What if he was so angry with me he couldn't face me?

"Y/n"

I blinked up at him. He chuckled. "Is that a yes?" He asked moving his hand over my knee. I blinked at me. "Is what a yes?" I asked softly realizing I completely spaced out the conversation.

"Party" He leaned down and pressed his lips to my cheek. "My house" Kissed the other cheek. I looked up at him. "this weekend" He kissed me, in front of everyone. I felt Lacey's eyes specifically burn into me from across the table, and Nadia jab her with her elbow.

"Uh--" I swallowed as I stared up at him. “Y/n, please come” Nadia said from across from me. "Yes, sounds fun" I smiled and looked down at the table.

"Have you even been to a party before?"

I turned meeting Lacey's gaze. "I--" I started.

"A real party, not a birthday party" She smiled before chuckling. My face whitened. I looked down and played with my hands to look away from her.

"I wasn't gonna say a birthday party" I mumbled. She laughed to herself.

"You've been to a party before right?" Jake mumbled down to me. I peered up at him. "Y-Yeah" I nodded. I hadn't. Never been invited to one before. I swallowed. He smiled placing his hand back on my leg, his palm coming over my knee.

"Good" He smiled. I took in a breath wanting to hide my face in my hands. I hadn't realized how quickly the switch of wanting to be his friend to his new arm candy had been. We kissed two days ago, now I felt like I was on display. Like I was standing on a stage and half of the audience wanted to throw tomatoes at me. Right now, I wanted to throw tomatoes at myself.

Disappear. Disappear. Disappear.

My mind started to replay my favorite things. Sparkle, walking, Matt, Matt, Matt.

"Can Matt come?" I turned to him quickly. Even though by this point I didn't even know if Matt was alive, I still wanted him to come. Even if he was mad. Jake looked down at me, before shifting his gaze to his friends.

"He might not want to--It's just-" I shook my head. I looked down. "It’d be nice to invite him" I mumbled feeling less confident due to the look on his face. He sighed before he nodded.

"Yeah, invite whoever you want" He smiled briefly before starting another conversation with Tyler and Gavin about the game tomorrow. I wasn't listening, I couldn't hear anything. I couldn't focus on anything, not with the way I left things off with Matt.

I turned to the empty table. I had a really bad feeling.

And fuck I missed him.

-

Chris opened the door and stared down at me. He started to close the door. I held my arm out. "Chris--" I protested. He groaned and opened it slightly, but not enough for me to come in.

"He doesn't want to see you"

"Did he tell you that?"

He stared down at me.

"I don't want you to see him" He corrected himself. I sighed and looked down. "Okay Chris, you don't get to make those calls. I just...want to make sure he's okay" I said crossing my arm over my chest.

If looks could kill I'd be dead. His eyes trailed down to my neck. I'd done a better job of covering it up today. I made a point to. Still, he stared.

He turned around to look into the house and then looked back at me. "You're not gonna leave until I let you in are you?" He sighed. I shuffled on my feet.

"I need to make sure he's okay" I repeated myself. He pursed his lips before he opened the door for me to come in. "Fine" He spat and turned away from me. I swallowed before I walked into the house.

I walked down the hallway to Matt's room before knocking softly. No answer. No movement inside the room. I sighed and leaned against the door frame. I knocked again.

"Matt?" I breathed. Silence. I knocked again, panic coming through my body. "Matt, open the door" I spoke. Nothing. I stepped back feeing my heart beating. I stared at the door and I felt myself start to panic.

"Matt, please" I whispered. I heard the lock turn before the door cracked open. He stared down at me. I looked up at him, letting out a breath of relief that he was standing in front of me again. His hair was shaggy, but his eyes were still the same ocean blue.

I forced a small smile.

"You're alive" I breathed. Blank stare down at me.

"You weren't at school....I thought something happened" I swallowed. He looked down at his feet. Silence filled the air between us.

"There's something I wanna tell you" I spoke and his eyes came up to connect with mine. "Can I come in?" I breathed. He took in a breath looking down, as if he was contemplating it. He looked up at me before opening the door to let me.

I sighed of relief as I walked into his room.

He closed the door behind me before walking over to his bed and sitting on the edge of it, looking up to me. I didn't move to sit next to him. I just stood in front of him. He stared at me, like he was waiting for me to talk.

"I hated not being around you" I admitted dropping my arms. He looked down. "Maybe the reason you're acting like this has to do with me, maybe it doesn't---" I swallowed.

"Maybe I'm a self-centered bitch who thinks the world revolves around her" I looked down shaking my head. It's definitely what I felt like. I swallowed and I couldn't help but the tears weld at my eyes.

"This might sound stupid and you might thing I'm being ridiculous--" I shook my head looking away from him. He just watched me. I met his eyes and swallowed.

"You remind me a lot of my mom" I breathed. He didn't look at me like I was crazy, or stupid, or that I was talking out of my ass. He just listened.

"My mom was my best friend" I shook my head, a smile coming across my face. "She knew me better than anyone and it's like she--" I took in a breath.

"It's like she knew exactly what to say and do to calm me down, or make me forget about whatever was going on" I explained.

"When she got sick, she never let me know what she was feeling. She never let the sickeness come between our relationship. She always waited until I was asleep until she cried. She hid the details of her sickness. She didn't even--" I swallowed as tears brimmed at my eyes.

"She didn't even tell me she was dying until she was.." Breathe. Breathe. "Gone" My voice broke as I remembered the last moments with my mother, trying to piece together every last moment. Sometimes the lines and conversations blurred together.

"But she was my only friend" I shook my head. "She never made me feel like a loser or dumb for it" I said looking down at Matt. His eyes trained on me. "She was the best friend anyone could ever have. She was..the best" I shook my head.

"It's sounds stupid but my internal voice when I think or get stressed, it's---her" I smiled softly. "Like she's the one talking to me" I nodded. "Maybe that's stupid or insane but--" I shook my head.

"Sometimes when I look at you I can't help but see her because--" I sighed. "You have the same heart, the same kindness. The same...gentleness" I breathed.

"You don't look at me like the girl who doesn't have anything, the girl whose 'skin and bones', or even as the girl who lost her mom." I shook my head. "You look at me like i'm.....me" I whispered looking down at him.

"So kinda like when I was with my mom--when i'm with you I don't feel--" I swallowed. "As alone" I looked down as the words left my lips realizing how pathetic they sounded. My eyes filled with tears.

"Maybe that is pathetic and maybe I am--but--but--"

He stood and stepped forward before pulling me into him. I held back a cry as his arms came around me, his chin against my head. I sighed as I hugged him back. He sighed as he pulled against him.

"I didn't mean to cry, I’m sorry" I whispered.

He chuckled. Chuckled.

My eyes widened and I pulled back and he looked down at me with his mouth parted. I smiled through my tears. He closed his eyes and let out a breath. He looked off to his desk. I watched him.

He grabbed my shoulders and set me down on the bed. I just looked up at him. For a second he just stared down at me as he towered over me. His eyes scaling my face. I felt my heart start to beat. Before I could feel anything else he walked away.

He walked over to his desk before he sat down and pulled a notebook towards him. I just watched him as he put as he pulled out a pencil and tapped it against the page. He turned and looked at me before taking in a breath and started to write.

And he wrote and wrote and wrote. And I just watched him as he paused every now and then.

I don't know how long I sat there but by the time he walked over to me there were pages full of words.

He took in a breath once he stood in front of me, holding the page. He sat down next to me and handed me the paper.

I just looked at him and he motioned to the paper. I swallowed before I looked down at the page.

About a year ago is when it happened. Everything was pretty perfect in my life, which now is weird to think about. I guess I never really appriecated it until it was taken away from me. I went to Sommervile with Nick and Chris. We were all on the hockey team.

It was just another game. Another Tuesday. Nothing special. It was just suppose to be another game. I was stressed because I couldn't wrap my hocket stick right. I kept tearing off the tape. Over and Over. I must have done it 20 times before my mom came in.

She walked in an offered to do it for me. I slammed my stick down and left the room. I was so frustrated with the stupid fucking stick and all she did was offer to help.

I walked to the car and got in. My dad, Chris, and Nick were all waiting on me. We were already late to the game. That made me even more mad because if your late, coach would make you stay back and do drills to make up the time you missed.

My mom came in the car a few minutes later with my stick and I was still upset. I don't know why I cared so much about the stupid stick. I was stressed because I knew this game would make or break our season and If I didn't get there soon to mentally prepare, I wouldn't perform well. I didn't want that.

Dad rarely ever got off work too watch us play, so knowing he was going to be there added even more pressure that I didn't want to handle.

About 10 minutes into the car ride Chris started pushing me because he knew I was mad. We got into an argument and I shoved him. My mom turned around to yell at us and didn't see the car that was running a red light.

My heart stopped.

They slammed into us and caused us to go into a tail spin into a streetlamp. I remember the buzzing in my ear when it was over. Sometimes I still hear it. It was so loud but so quiet. Like the world was still.

I remember looking over at Chris, he was knocked out cold. Nick was awake. He sat up and grabbed my arm to pull me up.

I looked up to my mom and dad and I remember knowing in that very second they were gone and that my entire life would be different. I pushed off Nick and went to Chris. I shook him awake. I couldn't breathe. The debris was too much. The air was so thick.

I tried to scream for Chris but I couldn't speak. I couldn't. When he finally opened his eyes I pulled him into me and cried and cried.

Nick pulled us out of the car. He was the least injured because he was in the very back of the car. I just remember the pain shooting through my leg and shoulder. I didn't know then, but my leg was shattered from the knee down. I didn't know then that I'd never play hockey again.

I laid against the pavement of the intersection and just cried. When the paramedics arrived they spoke to Nick and Chris because I was in hysteria. I couldn't look at them, because i knew the crash was my fault.

When Nick and Chris came over to me, I knew both of them had died on impact.

The police asked me questions and I refused to answer. I refused to talk to Chris or Nick about it. I didn't want them to look at me how I looked at myself. The guilt ate me alive. It was all I could think about. The fact if I had just shut up and stopped being so angry that my parents would still be alive.

Nick and Chris would still have parents.

I didn't want to talk about it because I didn't know what to say. So I didn't talk at all. Chris and Nick fought and fought and fought over what to do with me. I would be in bed and I could hear them fighting through the walls. I felt like I had turned my brothers against each other.

My heart clenched.

I didn’t want to go back to Somerville because I knew that everyone would stare. More than they do at heights. I didn’t want to be know as the triplet brother that doesn’t talk. I didn’t want to stand next to my brothers and let everyone know that I was different. So I didn’t go back.

They finally decided to put me into therapy after a month of me not speaking. A part of me didn't want to speak, the other part didn't know if I could. What I'd say. So I thought it would be better to not say anything at all.

When I refused to go into therapy they started sending Cassie over, she's an at-home therapist. We meet every Monday. I didn't want you to come over because I didn't want you to see her. I didn't know what you'd think. I didn't want you to think I was as fucked up as I am. I still don't.

I understand when you say that I remind you of your mom, because you remind me of my own. She was kind, you are kind. She is forgiving, you are forgiving. She didn't judge, you don't judge.

I should have told you this earlier, but I was scared. I'm still scared. I don't know how beneficial it is for you to be friends with someone who doesn't speak to you. I'm not sure the benefits are that high, but you keep coming around. My mom would have done the same thing.

I'm sorry i'm quiet. I'm sorry i'm distant. I'm sorry i'm confusing. I don't know how not to be any of those things. You deserve friends who aren't any of those things. I freaked out and I shouldn't have.

I’m really good at not feeling emotions. I’ve mastered turning them off and on whenever I want. And you’re really the only person who has made me feel them these past few weeks and it scared me. I hide from my emotions so I hid from you.

I'm sorry If I scared you. You're really the only person who I like being around.

I dropped the paper and looked up at him. I don't know when the tears started to fall, but they fell and fell. He sighed as he looked at me. I dropped the paper before pulling him into me.

"You're the only person I like being around too" I cried into him. He hesitantly wrapped his arms around me as he hugged me back.

“Thank you for being my friend and thank you for sharing this with me” I breathed into him. He didn’t respond he just continued to hug me.

I pulled back.

“I can’t imagine what you’ve gone through” I whispered. He looked down and shrugged. “I don’t want you to have to hide your emotions in front of me” I shook my head. He looked up at me.

“Please, don’t” I whispered shaking my head. He just blinked at me and then nodded softly. I smiled before sighing and leaning my head against his shoulder.

“I think not talking to you has been the worst 24 hours of my life” I whispered. He peered down at me before he leaned his head against mine and let out a breath, almost to agree with me.

[mattsbella]

texts with boyfriend!chris

bf!chris x fem!reader

part 2 masterlist

[mattsbella]

— introduction —

- 💸🤍💍🐆🐚🎞️ -

hii!!! my name is isabella, but i go by bella most of the time.!

i have been a fan of the triplets since spring of 2022!

i am fully albanian and living in europe (literally wish i can expirience american highschool 😔😔)

my favourite color is blue and pink

i love this one turkish show erkenci kus, and brooklyn 99

i am somewhat fluent in english but spelling is not my specialty.

i am a new writer on tumblr and im trying to get as many friend as i can.

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people i DO write for!

matt sturniolo

chris sturniolo

nick sturniolo (platonic because i do not know anything about mxm)

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things i will NOT do!

rape

incest

nick x fem or matt/chris x male romantically

threesomes

and any weird ass shitz

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that’s practically it! have a nice day 🐆🐆

#sturniolo triplets #christopher sturniolo #matt sturniolo #sturniolo fanfic

[mattsbella]

summary : matt treats his girlfriend for womens day.

pairing : sweet princess! matt x f!reader

warnings : kissing? fluffly cutesy pie, short

i was originally from europe, meaning we celebrated womans day / 8th of march.

but matt did not find out about this till last week, and i got super surprised when i found out what he did today.

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8th of march 2024

it was womens day, and i was just chilling (rotting) on my bed since it was still 10am, i noticed matt wasnt in the bed, and figured he just had an early meeting since he left me a note saying bye.

i decide to get up and i put on my slippers and a hoodie since it was pretty cold, and i started to walk down the hallway, when i hear sizzling and i see from the corner of my eye a massive bouqet of pink and whiye roses with a pandora box.

i walk over to see more and i see matt making raspberry pancakes, my favorite

“matt, what is all this?” she says softly, kinds startling him.

“hi angel! goodmornin’ and happy womens day” he says while walking over to me and wrapper his hands around my waist and giving me a sweet peck on my lips.

i giggle and pull away “whats all this for?” i say while walking up to the table and pick up the flowers.

“womens day… duh..?” he says in an obvious tone, which i smile at.

“i love you so much, how did i get so lucky?” she says grabbing the pandora box and opening it, and see pink heart earrings ive been drooling over.

i squeal and say “matt! what the fuck! these are expensive! thank you oh my gosh!” i say while walking over to him and covering his face with kisses and hug him tightly

“youre welcome angel” he says while hugging me back and giggling

“matt i need to repa—“ i say before i get interrupted by his lips on mine

“do not say those words infront of me, got it?” he says while pushing some of the hairs on my face.

i put my lips into a thin line and listen. “but seriously matt thank you.” she says

“nope dont say that, you deserve this everyday.” he says smirking

“i love you, ya idiot” she says while kissing him again.

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for the rest of the day, matt would not let me touch anything, he put my shoes on, opened every door, held bags, held my purse when needed, held my hand, and at home exchanged languid kisses 🎀

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a/n : first post, kinda nervous 😩😩

#christopher sturniolo #matt sturniolo #sturniolo triplets #nick sturniolo #nicolas sturniolo #matthew sturniolo #sturniolo fanfic #sturniolo x reader #sturniolo smut