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THIS IS REAL AND TRUE

The Present Mic brainrot is strong today so I present playlists that Present Mic DEFINITELY has

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dabster

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Oh and, about my post last night - I’m still active on my main blog, @navy-nyoom, and I also am really active on my @ace-touya blog since MHA is my current hyperfixation. Feel free to follow me there!

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I think I’m probably not gonna post on this account much anymore, if at all. This current stuff has really freaked me out and, as much as I don’t regret a single second of my time in this fandom, I don’t really think I can look at the content I used to love in the same way anymore. I’ve kinda been on my way out for a long time, this just shoved me out the door.

If I do post, it’ll be about Niki and Tommy.

I don’t have much to say on the matter itself. I can’t really put into words all the things I’m feeling right now, it just makes me feel sick and panicky. I’ve cried a lot these last few days. I also just don’t think i could say anything important. It’s not my place.

That said, I’m glad Shubble is healing. I wish her all the best, and I wish anyone else he’s hurt the best also.

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"Silence has always brought me peace and this time it feels like my silence is not keeping my peace. It's only keeping somebody else's peace. And I never thought that I could be the type of person to end up in a situation like I did. I never thought that could happen to me. And so for me this is important because it can help anyone else see the signs sooner than I did.

I believe that people like this are genuinely dangerous. I believe he is dangerous. He was willing to lie. He was willing to do harm to someone he claimed to love more than anyone he has ever loved. His actions escalated. And I don't think that I'll be the last person that he hurts. And I felt like sharing my story was really important to warn people. I want people to see the signs that I refused to. I want you to listen to your body and get out as soon as possible. Tell your friends the truth and let them help you.

I truly feel now that my soul is so healed. I am lightyears beyond him. This was the last thing that I felt like I needed to do before I could move forward and hopefully never talk about him ever again, outside of maybe my stories that I wanna tell about other shitty things he did, anonymously mixed in with the other stories I still have of shitty things that shitty exes did because I think it's important for us to share our stories and experiences. I think it's important for all of us to know that we deserve so much better than this and I think if people don't want us to talk about the shitty things that they do, then they shouldn't do shitty things."

I am seeing so many people putting words into Shelby's mouth. Here is what she actually said about why she told her story and about the man she is talking about. It's very clear she is not protecting him and she spoke out to warn people about someone who is dangerous, and about the warning signs of abuse for her audience who will go through similar situations. People should not be pushing her to explicitly name who it is just like you shouldn't push any other victim to name their abuser. The pieces are there and she all but spelled it out because there's still so much risk that survivors take with explicitly naming their abusers - having everything they do become about their abuser, monetary risks, legal risks, the public scrutiny, getting asked constant questions, getting attacked by fans of that abuser, etc.

#discourse? #feels horrid to call it that

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Tommyinnit inadvertently collecting every LGBTQ+ identity for himself despite being a cishet man is the funniest thing in the world, first he gets cancelled for being a lesbian, then he gets gay married to tubbo and writes fanfiction about how sad he is that he won’t kiss him with tongue, now apparently terfs think he’s trans because he got ball surgery??

“‘This [person] is LGBTQ+’ what, all at once” is about him, he’s the final boss of allyship

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can't get over the fact that phil is just worldwide known as that guy who died to a baby zombie in his hardcore world like everyone all around the world sees him and just goes "YOU! 🫵🫵🫵"

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no bcs what if i die

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people who are embarrassed to like dsmp because it's 2024 are more embarrassing than dsmp fans who like it unabashedly. and also 10x more annoying. why are you prefacing every post with "i know it's dsmp but-"

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Omfg the Cheshire Cat from Alice: Madness Returns!!! I love that game sm

Niki has two new tattoos by strawbabyla!

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Feeling a way about “one block higher” Wilbur never once pulling that shit with Niki.

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something something lore something

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To think that we could stay the same

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C!Niki, and Her Loyalty to C!Wilbur

Nihachu Vods - Getting Some Resources // L’Manberg // October Birds by Flower Face // November 16th // Nihachu Vods - What Will Happen Today part II // Wilbur Soot - The Festival DISASTER // Dream SMP Wiki // Nihachu Vods - We Need L’Manberg Back // Nihachu Vods - The Biggest Lesson Yet // Achilles Come Down by Gang Of Youths

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Thinking about them

c!Niki, on c!Wilbur // Dream SMP

she baked him a cake and told the rest of them to starve

[ "the aftermath of the election" // @/ayaptre // "the manberg festival" // sink secluded, ao3 // we need lmanberg back, nihachu // belly side up, bent knee // what sarah said, death cab for cutie // a softer world // a little life, hanya yanagihara // dawn of 16th, sad-ist ]

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It’s about devotion, it’s about big brother little brother and hero worship and leadership and depression and I don’t want to hurt him god I don’t want to hurt him all I do is hurt him it’s about cowardice and pride and glasses of water on hot days you don’t say thank you for and you see how your little brother notices you don’t say thank you with eyes that seem colder and greyer than when you saw them last but he still sticks to you like a barnacle asking you unending questions and when he asks to be a part of it you let him it’s i never used to be this angry it’s c u in ut it’s leaving you a book with everything written out cause you’re a wordsmith — an orator! — but words are hard when those big eyes are staring at you it’s about dancing on the beach and lilies of the valley and my l’manberg my unfinished symphony my little brother I built it for you

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I don’t post *a lot* anymore, but almost everything on here is dsmp! The only other things are a bit of qsmp and a bit of gen loss here and there. That’s rare though, it’s mainly dsmp.

CALLING ALL PEOPLE WHO STILL POST MOSTLY DSMP PLEASE REBLOG THIS IF YOU STILL POST MOSTLY DSMP!!!!!!! AND SAY WHO YOU MAIN IF YOU'D LIKE!!!!!!!!!!