She/her. 20s. Trying the fic writing thing. Fandoms you might find on my dash: whatever I'm obsessed with today (I've stopped pretending there's any coherence). I regret to inform you that this serves as both my writing and main blog.
look i am all for tiny fandoms and rarepairs and the absolute devotion that comes along with it, but imagine my shock and delight when finding my new hyperfixation has 25'000 fics on ao3. i put in like 5 hyperspecific filters and got 22 fics back!!! i read 2 sentences of one and noped back out because it wasn't quite right and i had Options. I Am Dining Like A King At The Table Of My Bountiful Feast. is this how the rich feel all the time? 10/10 experience
am i about to watch 6 whole seasons of 9-1-1 just so i can watch bi-buck go canon and see if tumblr's mlm firefighter ship happens in season 7? ...yes, that's the plan
the idea that abc may have just accidentally spoiled the 911 season arc by putting ryan in what is a clearly all-queer-characters-of-911 line-up of actors for a celebrity family feud episode is so fucking funny that i want it to be true so badly it hurts
thinking about how annabeth’s entire core is to be remembered and to create something that is permanent and how percy lost all his memories and had no idea who he is but still remembered her. like what the actual fuck man
i do think there is a degree to which certain kinds of Instagram activists have convinced themselves that traumatising themselves in solidarity is a useful form of activism. "I'm having nightmares and crying so much I want to be sick because of all these videos of dying children but I can't look away while people are getting hurt" I mean don't you think you'd be able to help more if you weren't having nightmares and crying all the time?? don't you think this is a one-way trip to burnout? don't you think maybe increasing the amount of trauma going around is counterproductive? I dunno bro there's something to be said for bearing witness but there comes a point where you gotta look hard at yourself and go "am I helping, or am I just making myself suffer so I don't feel guilty for not suffering while somebody else is experiencing bad shit"
breaking my silence Zuko and Sokka should never have been in that sun/moon poll to begin with there is not a celestial bone in those bodies. dating the moon doesnt count thats like moon nepotism. "Sun and Moon pairing" girl thats not Sun and Moon thats Tabasco Sauce and Beef Jerky. thats Legos and Fidget Spinner. idc I stand by this.
If any of you ever feel like what you're doing for Palestine isn't helping anything, I'll tell you right now it's helping me. I know it is fortifying all of us who have been in this fight for years to see so many people willing to speak up. It has never been like this before.
The tide has already turned. The fact that #free palestine will have new posts everyday, that helps me. It helps my mental health knowing that Palestinians are less alone now than ever.
Yesterday I read some verses from the Quran talking about how "the blame" is not with those who wish to help but cannot, but with those who CAN help and do not.
Truly I do not care if all you do for Palestine is post in that #free palestine everyday, that is still more than many people with the means to do even more would do.
We see you. We see you standing in solidarity with us and with Palestinians. We love you. Thank you.