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Bnha fan blog I love this anime but thE FANDOM IS A FUCKING NIGHTMARE!!!!!feel free to do as you please in here ❤️
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these two have been plaguing my brain all night istg
Inspired by the fic 'Take me back to the night we first met' by @meefal :)
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Hello, @hairuko and I bring you Sniperhual lovechildren 😏❤
The gal is mine, you can learn more about her here.
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Hello, @hairuko and I bring you Sniperhual lovechildren 😏❤
The gal is mine, you can learn more about her here.
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autophobia pt. 2
pt. 1 ~ masterlist
The sun flutters in through the windows. You look so beautiful. He wants so badly to wake you up. To tell you he loves you and to look after you for the rest of your days. To hold you in his arms and never let go.
But he doesn't deserve to.
You deserve so much better.
At least, so he thinks.
For all he knows, you're destined for someone better.
Someone who isn't cursed with countless regrets.
Someone who doesn't feel lonely even with others around.
Someone... anyone but him.
He sighs and gets to his feet. You look so peaceful there, and he doesn't want to wake you.
"Kai?" Your voice is deeper in the mornings, and it startles him out of his thoughts. "What are you thinking about?"
He clears his throat nervously and shrugs his shoulders. "N-nothing."
"Liar. Tell me."
He exhales. "I was thinking about you."
"Thinking bad about yourself again?" You ask him.
"No...I just...I'm useless, aren't I?" he asks.
"You're not useless."
"Aren't I? You're so much better off without me. Everyone is. It's obvious. You have a real family, and I'm just taking up space."
You don't answer for a while.
"Kai...Do you really believe that?" You ask him. Your voice seems to shake as you look at him. "Do you believe that I'm better off without you?"
"Yes." He nods.
You take a deep breath, exhaling as you frown. "I see..."
And you reach for him. Why? He doesn't know. Maybe so he doesn't feel so alone. Maybe it's a goodbye.
Or maybe, just maybe...It's your way of staying.
He can only hope it's that.
You take his hand in yours, squeezing it gently.
"Kai...I'm sorry. I'm so sorry."
He pulls away, confused. "For what?"
"Kai, baby...Love's not about what you do or don't deserve. It's about what you need. I'm sorry that this world made you think differently."
He looks at you, puzzled. "Why are you apologizing?"
You take a deep breath, exhaling, "Because I need you."
"You don't need me."
"I do. If you were to...I would be crushed." You run your fingers through his hair. "I need you, Kai. God, how I need you."
"I can't be the one you want."
"You're trying, baby. You're trying your best, and that should be enough. You're enough for me, Kai. More than enough."
"I don't want to be a burden to you."
"You won't be. I promise."
He smiles as you squeeze his hand. You're so close, so intimate. So perfect.
It's enough.
"I love you." You whisper in his ear.
"I love you too."
You lean forward and kiss him.
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They say true love knows no bounds.
They're lying.
Love without boundaries will destroy you.
It will break you.
It will make you do things you never thought possible.
But the worst part is, you're not alone in this.
You have someone to share it all with.
You have each other.
It's a most horrific form of love.
The kind you only understand if you've gone through it.
And for Kai, he has.
His parents weren't exactly the nicest...
And in the work of pro heroes, sometimes...
Sometimes bad things happen.
And he carries these things on his shoulders.
But he doesn't really have to anymore, does he?
Because you're there. You're his other half.
And you'll always be there for him.
And one day, he'll get his happy ending. With you.
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autophobia
- the fear of oneself -
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What if he hurts you?
What if you hate him for it? He couldn't stand your hatred.
You could never love him, not really. What if he was right all along? That this love was fake?
He hates that all his insecurities might be based in fact.
He hates the idea that everything his mind tells him could be true.
Stop. Just stop it. You're not yourself right now.
He shakes his head and takes a deep breath, trying to calm down.
It doesn't work.
He keeps thinking of how you hate him, despise him. And even though he knows it's not true, it doesn't stop him from believing it.
Why would someone as wonderful as you want to be with him? He's far too weak.
And he hates that, because it means you could very well be leaving him.
You wouldn't do that, would you? You wouldn't just abandon him like that.
Right?
Maybe you should just go. It'd hurt less.
He sighs and closes his eyes.
How could he leave you? You're the most important thing in the world to him.
No. He couldn't bear the pain of losing you.
But you'd be happier with someone else.
If he leaves, how could he live knowing that he took you away from someone else?
He's selfish. He doesn't think of anyone else's feelings but his own.
He lowers his head. He knows you believe he's not capable of such things, but he is.
He's so very selfish.
But he loves you.
He jolts at this realization. He sits there, his mind racing trying to decide if what he just thought was true.
You love him. You must love him. Why else would you stay?
He doesn't have time to ponder this new development, though, as a knock sounds on the door.
"Kai? Is something wrong?" He hears you ask through the door.
"I...ah, no. I'm fine."
He hears you sigh through the door.
"Open the door, please?"
This is it. You're leaving now. Leaving him behind.
He stands up and walks towards the door. He opens it slowly, and that's when he sees you.
You're so beautiful.
"Kai?" You ask him, breaking him out of his trance.
"Yeah?"
"What's wrong? You look...unexpectedly pained."
"I'm fine," He says with a sigh, shaking his head.
You give him a sideways glance.
"You look like you've been crying again..."'
He stares at you, speechless. He opens his mouth to say something, then stops. He runs a hand over his face and shrugs his shoulders.
"Just leave, please."
You look into his eyes. They're red and swollen. He looks miserable even as he tries to hold it together.
"Kai...I don't you should be alone right now."
"I'm fine, please..."
You shake your head and take a step towards him. He backs up, eyes widening. You sigh and shake your head again.
"Let's take this inside, m'kay, baby?" You ask, your voice taking on a more serious tone.
He nods silently and steps aside to let you in. He closes the door behind you as you step inside.
"What's on your mind?" You ask him, sitting next to him on the bed and putting your arm around him.
He shrugs his shoulders again, looking away from you.
"Are...Are you leaving me?" he asks. "Please, say you aren't."
"Shh. Hush, baby." You rub his back. "I'm not going anywhere. I'm here as long as you need me."
He sighs in relief and leans his head against your shoulder. You embrace him tightly.
You stayed.
You stayed for him.
What a beautiful thing.
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The morning sun rises.
He opens his eyes. He looks over at you.
You're still sleeping, thankfully. You look so peaceful curled up next to him. He longs to wake you up, to hold you in his arms and never let go.
But he doesn't deserve to.
You deserve so much better.
Perhaps he's not worthy of you. He doesn't know.
He sighs and sits up.
Perhaps you're better off without him.
But he doesn't want to let you go.
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Sniperhaul fanfic
ˡᵐᵃᵒ ᶦ ᶜᵃⁿ'ᵗ ᵇᵉˡᶦᵉᵛᵉ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ᶦ'ᵐ ᵈᵒᶦⁿᵍ ᵗʰᶦˢ
Overhoe finally broke out of Tartarus after a very long time. However, he couldn’t have done it without the help of a certain villain mistress. 😏 Who’s she and why did she choose to help this terrible (x2) man? Find out bellow.
characters: overhaul (chisaki kai) x sniper lady
word count: 3k
warnings: angst, past memories, handless overhaul, hurt, comfort, gangs, yakuza, just girl taking care of her mans
notes: I’d like to thank the person responsible for proofreading this work bc I’m supposed to keep their identity a secret. 😎 Thank you once again! And of course, the manga and characters belong to Kohei Horikoshi. @meefal you were excited to see the final product so here you go, hope you like it. 🖤
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Anyone fancy a James “Bucky” Barnes/Helmut Zemo fanfic?
A year ago, he was called a murderer, then he became a fugitive, warrior and in the end - the Baron-King of Neo-Sokovia. And Winter Soldier was with him.
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