meshimi

[meshimi]

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waiit i’m gonna vomit

[meshimi]

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tfw ur bestie is goin thru it and u literally cant do anything but sit and watch cause he won’t even let u talk to him cause he doesn’t know where he is or who u even are #swag /neg

[meshimi]

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why be vulnerable when i can be meshi?

[meshimi]

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i want to be held like a little bitch and be told everything is ok but i’m too scared to reach out for help and i’m too scared of my emotions to do that i want to cry and be held why must i be like this

[meshimi]

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no nobody can see me depressed i’m supposed to be the horny comedic relief of the system

[meshimi]

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gyyyy it’s not my fault i was made with such a disturbingly kinky name but a lot of the time it’s the only name that gives me a sense of identity.

[meshimi]

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meshi meshi meshi meshi meshi meshi hmeshi MY NAME IS SERVANT GRRRRRRRRRRRR

[meshimi]

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[meshimi]

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all i ask for is to be fucked until i’m horny again and to smoke a cigarette after

[meshimi]

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i’m not me when i’m sex repulsed

[meshimi]

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he also shot me but it’s ok i forgive u bestie

[meshimi]

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i miss how much izuru beat me up lol he genuinely did not care about me or what i did i miss that

[meshimi]

ok i just pissed everything is fine now /j

[meshimi]

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oh my god

are u seriously going to do this

RIGHT NOW??????

look

i’m trying to get better

but i can’t do that when every goddamned thing’s about

YOUUUUU!!!!!!!!!

and why do i have to figure out why i’m like this

and still treat u like a princess?

WHAT ABOUT ME?

IM A FUCKING PRINCESS TOO

SO TREAT ME LIKE ONE

AND DONT TELL ME WHAT TO DO

[meshimi]

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U SAY IM CHANGING SORRY I DID NOT STAY THE SAME

can we talk about this later ur voice is driving me DRIVING ME INSANE

/lyr

[meshimi]

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I HATE U ALL SO FUCKING MUCH

[meshimi]

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i hate u so fucking much