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This is so beautiful! And so adorably cute.

Mia Cara

Pairing: Ethan x F!MC (Dr. Anj Valentine) feat. their children Letizia Emmanuella and Lorenzo Enrique

Summary: Snippets of Ethan being a father

Rating: Everyone

A/N: Using @choicesmonthlychallenge "I've got you". This is my first time doing a monthly challenge. This fic is pure unadulterated fluff.

It was about 2 in the morning when Anj and Ethan heard crying in the nursery of their new home. They knew which baby was crying in this ungodly hour. Anj stirred up but Ethan beat her to it.

“Go to bed, love. You had a long day and you will definitely need it. I got this” He kissed her on the lips before quietly going to their children’s room.

When he entered he saw that baby Zia was the one crying while Enzo remained sleeping.

“Good morning, Mia Cara. Are you hungry” The baby only cooed at her father

“Let’s go get you fed, love” leaving the sleeping Enzo in the room.

Ethan quickly lifted Zia out of her cot, put her into the portable cradle and went into the kitchen to heat up the breast milk that Anj had pumped out just a few hours ago. He put the cradle with Zia down on the kitchen counter. When it reached the right temperature, he went into the living area and put the bottle next to the rocking chair that was gifted to them by Anj's maternal grandparents. He then picked Zia out of the cradle and the two of them sat down in the rocking chair.

He looked out at the window as his daughter drank milk. When Zia finished her bottle of milk, she let out a small burp causing Ethan to chuckle at his little princess.

Ethan attempted to hum the song that Anj used to sing to their children but he wasn’t familiar with the tune and he didn’t want to wake his wife or his mother-in-law just for that one song so he decided to just talk to their 3 month old baby as he rocks her back to sleep.

“Did you know Mia Cara, that your nanay is the most beautiful woman I’ve seen when I first saw her in the hospital but I was rude to her and I said some bad things to her.”

Zia gurgled at her father and her little fingers fisted around his index finger as he continued talking.

“She is a brave and strong woman and has endured a lot of pain and suffering in her life but she always comes out stronger than she ever was. At first, all I did was to push her away and to hurt her because I thought it was for her own good but I realized that it wasn’t the case because her stubbornness, warmth, and big heart won me over. I just hope when you grow up you become just like her, Mia Cara because your nanay is one of a kind.

You my love, Enzo, your nanay are the best things that has ever happened in my life. I promise to protect and love the three of you with all my heart until my very last breath.

I hope that I can be the kind of dad that you and Enzo deserve. I love you Letizia Emmanuella. Forever and always, mia cara.”

Ethan looks down to see that Zia has already fallen fast asleep. He kisses her on her forehead before placing her back into her crib. He also checks on Enzo and kisses him before going back to the room.

When returned back to their bedroom, Ethan quietly slipped in their bed and Anj immediately curls up next to him. She told him in a sleepy manner, “We love you, mahal. Zia and Enzo couldn’t have a better dad than you already are. I hope you know it.” Anj pressed a kiss on Ethan’s chest where his heart was beating and the two of them went back to sleep again.

Nanay- mother

Mia Cara - my dear in Italian

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This is perfection.

Makita Kang Muli

Pairing: Dr. Ethan Ramsey x F!MC (Dr. Anj Valentine)

Summary: The last part of the Paalam, Patawad series. The story ends with healing, forgiveness and coming back.

Rating: Teen

Warning: None that I know of.

Words: 2097

Author's note: Ahh finally this angsty series will end with a fluff one. This fic took time all because I got stranded due to rain and flooding. I hope you enjoyed reading this fic as much as I did. I would like to thank Moira de la Torre for her heart-breaking Paalam, Patawad Trilogy sing which inspired me to write this fic.

Thank you to my twin @chaoticchopshopheart 💖

P.S. Catch up with Paalam and Patawad before reading this.

Tired was an understatement for all the emotions that were running through Ethan and Anj’s siblings. All of them were physically, mentally and emotionally exhausted for one day. They all had to deal with their parents, grandparents and the media. On top of that, Anj is not yet out of the woods

It has been hours since Anj was transported back to Manila and underwent surgery for her pneumothorax, blunt abdominal trauma and head trauma when Ethan entered her room. She looks so peaceful and unburdened with all her problems as she sleeps. He sat in the chair beside her bed and clutched her right hand into his. There were a million of emotions that were surging through him but Ethan did mind one bit of it. What was important was Anj is safe and is on her way to recovery.

It was around 7 in the morning the following day, when he felt something squeezing his hand. Ethan opened his eyes to see Anj looking at him, “Anj. . . . .” his voice filled with longing, “You’re awake” and he pressed a soft kiss on her hand but Anj just stared at him.

“Hi, where am I and have we met before?” she asked

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It has been 6 months since the bombing incident and the day that Ethan let Anj go. He still kept a close communication with her eldest brother Reg and he knows that Anj has been living with her dad and paternal grandparents in San Francisco. He also knows that Anj was able to get the diamond necklace that he sent back to her even if she doesn’t remember him.

It was one random day and it happens that Reg ran into him in the Public Garden. He wasn’t sure why Reg was there since Anj was no longer living there and that they don’t have any family businesses that were being established as well.

“Ethan, I need to give you something before I go back to Manila.” And Reg hands him a journal with Anj’s name engraved on it.

“Why are you giving me her journal?” I don’t think it’s a good idea for me to have these.”

“The 4 of us decided that you should have her journal and also I think my sister knew that if anything happens to her, you would be the receiver of these journals.” Ethan stared at the

“I think it’s time for you to know what really was going on with Anj when she left until the incident. We have read the journal and all I can say is that she is lucky to have you, Ethan. You loved her despite everything but it’s just messed up that her past is haunting her and I hate myself for not being able to protect her, to save her when that was my sworn duty growing up.

I hate the fact that she was still hurting because of her ex and I wanted to kill him. I wanted to hurt him the same way he hurt my sister. I hated my grandfather for putting her through all the shit and she doesn’t even deserve any bits of it.

I also wanted to get mad at her for running away but at the same time, I do understand why she did it. I’m not saying this because I’m biased towards her but because I knew that there will be a time that her past will haunt her once again and she’s going to feel ashamed for what happened.

When Ethan returned back to his apartment, he was unsure of whether or not to read the journal that Reg gave him but his word still lingers on his mind about what he said regarding Anj. He started skimming through the pages of the journal. He read about how she was back at home and what she was going through at that time.

He even saw about running into him and Laurie in San Francisco and how she ultimately decided to join the mission. Right now, Ethan was finally seeing things from her perspective. He is starting to get a glimpse of what was really going inside of her. However there was an entry that she wrote that caught his eye and it was written on her first day in the mission

Dear universe,

Maybe it’s true what the voices in my head are telling me, that I’m not worthy of anyone in my life and that I deserve to be alone. When I saw the man that I loved the most with another woman, I died inside but I knew that one day he was going to find a better replacement for me.

That wasn’t the thing that killed me the most, it was when I had to let him go. And I died right then and there in San Francisco when I let him go but it was for the best. This time I think that I’m ready to join the mission and hopefully I will try to move on from the pain that I’ve caused.

If ever I might not make it out of this place, maybe in another time or in another life just maybe, Ethan and I can be together again but not this time.

- Anj

Ethan didn’t know what to feel, there were a lot of emotions he needed to process. He was frustrated at Anj for thinking that she was not good enough for him or that he would leave her because of her past. He was frustrated that he was not able to do anything or to help her out when her own demons were haunting her and he was furious at her ex-boyfriend and her grandfather.

He’s mad that Anj’s grandfather used her as a means of strengthening his businesses with his partner and he didn’t even think about the possible consequences of actions not only to his family but to his granddaughter.

He’s mad at her ex for treating her like garbage. He hated how he abused and used Anj for his family’s gain. Anj didn’t deserve to be a trophy girlfriend in the public and to be treated like a piece of shit in private. She was an angel and that asshole didn’t even deserve her kindness, her pure heart, and even forgiveness.

Ethan finally understood why Anj left but he still needed to hear it from her.

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“I’m sorry Ethan. I’m so sorry for hurting you and for leaving you. I want you to know that I never stopped loving you even when I hated myself. And during the darkest moments of my life up until I was almost dying, you were still my guiding light and my source of strength to carry on and move forward.

I needed to leave you and to set you free because I didn’t want you to be trapped in a toxic relationship and I didn’t want to drag you down in my own darkness.”

Ethan was listening intently to Anj as she poured her hurt and heartaches on him.

“I felt trapped and I hated that I needed to pretend in front of you and other people. I pretended to be someone that I’m not and I felt like fraud. There were times where I. . I was so close to snapping at you for being too romantic and I felt overwhelmed. There were days where I felt so dirty whenever we would be intimate and I would just sit in the shower for a long period of time or if not I would get mad at you for touching me on some days.

I keep thinking that maybe you’ll get tired of understanding me. You’re going to judge me and leave me someday and I die inside every single damn day. I . . . I feel so worthless. I’m so sorry, Ethan.”

Anj couldn’t look at Ethan and looked at the floor instead but Ethan gently cups her face in his hand so that she could look at him.

His ocean blue eyes meet her chocolate orbs.

“Anj, I know what you mean and I do understand you. I understand that feeling of darkness that you are feeling because I was in that position before I met you. I know how it is not to feel worthy. When Louise left me and dad, I felt like I was not worthy for her despite the fact that I love her because she’s my mother.

I just wished you could have trusted me enough when you were in your darkest times and I would have helped and I would still love you despite your flaws, and scars because you are worth it, Anj.”

Tears were still free flowing from Anj eyes but

“Did running away to Manila help you solve your problems?”

And she shook her head.

“Was it worth it running away once again and hurting yourself in the process for all the pain that you were feeling?”

“No and I almost died at that time.”

“Yes, you did. I was with your siblings when we heard the news, Anj. Reg was blaming himself while the others were shell-shocked at what you did and was fearing that you didn’t survive. I was petrified and devastated, Anj! Seeing you there hooked up to the machines and all not knowing if you were going to be okay was more than I can bear. I was there because I wanted to work on our relationship. To give us a second chance and when I heard the news after Reg told us everything, I was scared Anj because I thought I was going to lose for good.”

“I’m sorry, Ethan. I’m really sorry”

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Six months later, Anj and Ethan are starting slowly again as a couple. There were nights where Anj would still dream of the bombing incident but through therapy and Ethan’s help she was able to move forward from the traumatic event as well as she was able to open and cope up with her past.

Tonight, Ethan was planning to take her to The Capital Grille for what it feels like a first date. While standing in front of the mirror as she gets ready, Anj wonders why she was so scared of opening up to people but then she remembers what her therapist and family have told her repeatedly, "Sometimes we do things that feel right in that moment. And it's fine. Because if you didn't then you could never move forward in life.”

Meanwhile on the other hand, Ethan was reflecting back on what was a disaster of a year. He almost lost the one woman he can't imagine life without. But he also knows that if he had forced her somehow things would have been worse. He feels so much more ready to give Anj the stability and love that she needs now that everything's out in the open. No more secrets, no more lies. Life is finally the way it should be.

Ethan goes to Anj’s shared penthouse with her siblings to pick her up and when he noticed that there was something missing from Anj’s outfit, he knew how to remedy it. He stepped inside the vanity area where Anj was finishing her makeup and he put around her neck the diamond necklace that she left when she went away.

“This necklace always belonged to you, Anj and I want you to keep it.” before pressing a kiss on her head.

The dinner was memorable and scrumptious and they decided to walk around the Boston Common. There was something in that park that Anj loved so much. Fortunately for them, there was a jazz band who was playing that night and Ethan asked Anj to dance with him.

Throughout their dance, Anj was replaying all the happy memories that she and Ethan shared. She was trying to relay all the emotions she was feeling that night as she stared back in the calming ocean blue orbs of Ethan and she whispered, “I love you, Ethan.”

He tucked her hair behind her ear before cupping her face in his hands and said, “I love you Anj, more than you will ever know. And I will still love you no matter what. You’re more than enough.”

Finally his lips met hers in a short but tender kiss before pressing another kiss on her forehead as he welcomed her into his warm embrace. And this time, there will be no more secrets and running away because Ethan and Anj know that they have each other.

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mia143 · 3 years

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So I'm currently supposed to be writing a promotional post for my upcoming book. Jfikedscd!

#okay thats all #I'm going to go and actually write that post now.

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mia143 · 3 years

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So Ethan Ramsey published a textbook right? So Diagnostic Principles probably has an ISBN*, right?

Imagine though, one day, Ethan and MC are setting up MC's new gadget. MC goes to the kitchen or somewhere and Ethan starts typing in MC's email address and is like "Mc what's your password?" and MC casually says the ISBN number of Diagnostic Principles and Ethan's just there, very impressed that his rookie has the ISBN of his book memorized. Number by number.

I imagine that Ethan had maybe a few hundred copies of Diagnostic Principles and those first few hundred copies are a different version** than the ones people can find some time after the release of his book, so the ISBN of the Original Diagnostic Principles was the one MC memorized, which makes the fact that MC has the ISBN of Diagnostic Principles somewhat even more impressive.

*for those of you who don't know what I'm talking about, ISBN stands for "International Standard Book Number". It looks something like this: (note though, i took this from the first photo of an ISBN i could find online, so i have no idea what this books is.)

**Each and every version of every book have a different ISBN. So the ebook, hardcover, paperback, and audiobook will require different ISBN numbers.

I imagine Ethan probably had the first few hundred printed in both paperback and in hardbound, and when he decided to print more, he probably decided to edit the book. He also probably has a version of the book in an ebook form so that some people can access them more easily.

#Ethan Ramsey #can't you tell I'm obsessed with Diagnostic Principles?

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mia143 · 3 years

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Does anyone have any Netflix recommendations for me? I really enjoyed Lucifer and i have no idea what to watch next.

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I. Am. Sobbing. This is so good! 😭😭😭

Nat and Vic are soo adorable kids! And Vic being the superhero! 😍😍😍

Lainely dying her hair pink though. I am in awe! And a WEEK before graduation!

This is so relatable though. I had my hair cut short (like boy's cut short) several days before graduation. 😂

Awwwww and she also has cats. Not one, but two!

Wait. She speaks three languages???

Okay. That first meeting story is amazing though!

And a drive-in movie theater! That's soooo cute!!!!!!!

And the fact that Vic learned a bit of Korean and first said I love you in Korean i just-

Thanks for sharing this dear Bex!

Ooh! I want to know more about Vic and Lainely. Can you share something about them?

MIA!!! I love that you asked about my wee babes! Let's see what I can share... (Fair warning, this is gonna be long).

Vic:

Vic was a shy kid and often wore his heart on his sleeve (he still does.) He's also a sensitive soul and would often get bullied for that as a young boy.

Nat used to beat up the bullies who made fun of him, however. She started to gain a reputation for punching anyone who talked badly about her brother. Eventually, the kids stopped bullying Vic.

Vic played football and baseball in high school.

Despite playing a lot of sports in school, Vic had always wanted to be a doctor.

His original intent was to go into Sports Medicine but discovered Psychology during his undergrad term and followed that path instead. He’s never regretted it.

When Vic and Nat were 12 and 9, respectively, they once found a stray cat on the street who followed them for several blocks as they walked home. Not wanting to leave the cat on the street, they decided to take it home much to their parents displeasure.

Their parents were prepared to take the cat to the shelter but Vic and Nat begged their parents to keep it. It took most of the night but eventually, they gave in on the condition that the cat didn’t already have an owner.

A vet trip and several “Missing Cat” posters later, an owner was never found nor was the cat chipped, which meant the kids could keep the cat. Nat affectionately named him Whiskers and she and Vic took the best care of him.

When Vic and Nat moved out for school, Whiskers stayed at home with their parents. He still resides there, living happily with the Cusacks.

Vic had a superhero themed birthday party when he was 8. He wore a bright yellow cape to the party and promptly lived in it for the next few months, only taking it off at bed time (which was the only time his parents could wash it). His superhero name was “Mister Vic.”

Lainey:

Lainey is a former dancer.

She performed ballet, tap, and some jazz as a young girl and danced competitively until she was sixteen.

She stopped competitively dancing in high school when she realized her life goals didn’t align with dance. She wanted to dedicate more time to her academics and the student council.

She still dances but now it’s just for fun.

She teaches several dance classes at a studio in Salem a couple times a week.

She dyed her hair bright pink a week before her high school graduation. Her mother was mortified but Lainey maintains that it was one of the best decisions she’d ever made.

She has two cats: Rosencrantz and Guildenstern (affectionately nicknamed Rosie and Guildy, respectively).

She speaks three languages: Korean, English, and Spanish.

Vic & Lainey:

Met at a mutual friend’s birthday party.

Vic was new to Salem and knew very few people.

They got talking when Vic mentioned he’d be working at the same school Lainey worked at.

He and Lainey hit it off almost instantly, bonding over their shared love of Stephen King novels.

Their first date was at a drive-in movie theatre

The movie(s) being shown was a double feature of The Mummy and The Mummy Returns

They also shared their first kiss that night...

She kissed him.

Vic learned a little bit of Korean during their relationship and can hold a basic conversation (i.e. “where is the bathroom” and “hello, how are you?”)

The first time he said “I love you,” he said it in Korean, much to Lainey’s surprise and delight.

More to come in my book 3 rewrite. Thanks for asking, lovely!

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