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When I hit my goal weights, I will go get my nails done~

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I’m going to China in January... Need to not look like a pig in a country full of beautiful skinny people. I would also love to get some cute clothes in China. I can do this! 加油！

LOSE UP TO 20LBS (9KG) IN TEN DAYS

Day 1: FAST Day 2: 200 cals Day 3: 250 cals Day 4: 300 cals Day 5: 350 cals Day 6: 400 cals Day 7: 450 cals Day 8: 500 cals Day 9: MONO* Day 10: 500 cals

**momo dieting means only eating one type of food, for example apples, for the entire day. Some people choose fatty foods, some choose healthy. It doesn’t really matter as long as you drink lots of water**

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🦄🌸short dress thinspo🌸🦄 I really cant wait till I can look like that. Makes it easier to not eat when I think about how sweet my revenge will be.

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skirt thinspo/things I'll wear when I'm skinny

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The fact that my thighs touch piss me off

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Okay but am I the only one that refuses to work out? Idk i just fucking hate it.

I know loosing weight would be much easier but

NO

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this post is a promise to myself that i will be skinny in 2020

i’ve spent far too much time crying about my appearance and hating myself because of my weight. i’ll be 19 next year and i can’t do this anymore i can’t go through life being fat anymore. i will be skinny in 2020, i’ll make sure of it

reblog if this is a promise you’re making to yourself too

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I feel like my legs will never look like this....

Skinny jeans/leggings thinspo 😍

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hi, all credit for the design of this photo goes to @ locksanamia on twitter, i just wanted to clean up the image a little and minimalize it a little 

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LESS LOW KEY THINSPO WALLPAPERS

Again, it helps to stay motivated all day. These are more obvious…

(not my photos)

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Hopefully one day I will too

I can’t believe it 😭😭 I finally hit double digits

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This is goals

Leg check. 5’8, 102 lbs.

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🏷🎞Beige Thinspo Board🎞🏷

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im scared.. ‼️

my anxiety 😥 has been a lot worse than usual lately ヽ(´□｀。)ﾉ

ive always been shy and avoided being around ppl when possible

but now whenever i go outside, i hear it as other ppl walk by me

👥👤👥👤👥👤👥👤👥👤👥👤👥👤👥👤

i hear it loudly.. clearly..:

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"eww look at her" 🤮

"what a pig" 🐷🐖

"if i ever look like that, just kill me" ☠️

"wow she fat" 🤦‍♀️

"gross" 🤢

"disgusting" 👎

"shes so ugly lol" 🙅‍♂️

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that darn voice in my head 😈 is driving me nuts. im so broken 😵 now i dont even know what to do. maybe i dont want to recover. maybe i dont deserve to. 🥀

do i trigger 🗡️ myself on purpose because i actually want to be hurt? 🔫

i dont even know who i am anymore..

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me, march 2019: 195~ lbs - october 2019: 160 lbs

posting this for the days i feel i've made no progress