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It makes me happy when they listen

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fuukas line about wondering what ryoji did for christmas fucks me up so bad

wdym he probably cried. wdym he most likely spent it alone due to his slow transformation with nyx.

and likely since he has no physical home to come back to, hes probably wandering the streets, spending his time people watching.

i think about times where he did. i think about the multiple thoughts running through his head as he watches. seeing more evidences of how valuable connections with humans are, and how valuable life can be. he sees couples hanging out. he sees families exchange gifts. he sees friends on late night outings. so many smiles, and he relishes. he admires, and he revels in how beautifully delicate it all is.

if makoto romances any of the girls i can also imagine him running across makoto being with one of them for christmas eve. as he sees it, he feels nothing but genuine happiness and relief that hes able to find an intimate connection with someone. because to him, thats what love is. thats what love can offer. and ryoji is so happy that the person he loves has it. all he can do is smile. despite all that hes done to makoto and sees, theyre still finding ways to live. and thats something that will forever latch to ryojis conscience

and yet, i can also sense some longing, a bit of envy as ryoji watches them. he had a taste of what that was like through junpei, the guys, the girls, makoto. he got firsthand experience of what its like to love and care for someone, and to an extent, being cared for. but intentionally, hes straying away from it all. he doesnt wanna contribute to hurt anymore, any more than he’s going to. but he indulges the thoughts of what if anyway. if all of this, didnt have to happen. like what if he didnt have to fulfill his role as the appriser? he imagined he would have been good company.

and theres the one simple fact looming over him; that all of what he’s seeing is going to get taken away due to to the fall. all of it will be gone. the smiles, the memories these people have made, the connections they have all cherished, because of his role. because of nyx. and all he can do is watch.

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let’s settle this shit but do NOT reblog if you’re gonna be modest about it like a little BITCH. anyway privilege check tell me which ones apply to you: hot, funny, can dance, can do math, can spell, can drive, can cook

#thanks op #uh i think i'm funny #i can do math #spelling is. hit or miss but i can i prommy #i can cook!

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something i love about akeshu is the "i know you know" of it all. them being rivals makes very little sense outside of the context of joker being the leader of the phantom thieves, and yet he is the one who proposed that they be rivals. because akechi already knows, and joker knows he knows. their "rivalry" is a game, they're friends hanging out but they're playing a game, how much can they dance around the issue, how much can they say, how blatant can they be without losing that veneer of plausible deniability. but it's not just that, because joker, who is observant enough to notice the discrepancy between what hand akechi shook with and what hand he played pool with, definitely noticed that akechi heard morgana. so akechi thinks he's winning because his secrets aren't part of their game, but they are, because joker knows. he knows what akechi means when he says, "if i'm going to take you out." it's their game. he never tells his other friends, because this is about them. they're friends. akechi talks about murdering him over the phone and they still hang out. they duel in memetos with apparent lethal intent, akechi confesses his hatred to joker, then invites him to jazz jin a week later. he doesn't want to kill his friend, his rival in this game, but a couple days later, he puts a bullet through joker's head anyway.

i know you know, but you don't know i know.

when did it stop being a game, i wonder? did it ever?

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had an au thought and ran with it o/

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chilchuck going "sorry leave me outta this one. i cant fight" but then hitting literally every precise shot with an arrow or projectile he ever made in the story INCLUDING PIERCING A RED DRAGONS EYE BY THROWING A KNIFE WHILE LEAPING AWAY my bro is a rogue with dex 20 and wants no one to know biggest liar in history

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Being a young adult is so strange. You enter a coffee shop. The 20 year old girl waiting behind you cried all night because she just came to a new city for university and she feels so alone. That 27 year old guy over there works a job he is overqualified for, he lives with his parents and wants to move out but doesn't know what to do about it. That one 24 year old dude already has a car, a house, and a job waiting for him once he graduates thanks to his dad's connections. The 26 year old barista couldn't complete his higher education because he has to work and take care of his family. The 28 year old girl sitting next to you has no friends to go out with so she is texting her mother. That couple (both 25 years old) are married and the girl is pregnant. The 29 year old writing something on her laptop has realized that she chose the wrong major so she is trying to start all over. We are not alone in this, but we are actually so alone. Do you feel me

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I know the hobbits are little but the HOBBITS are LITTLE. just like you. just like me. little in the face of very big problems. little meaning easily squashed and often overlooked. little like one lit match in the vast night. sometimes little people are the only thing left fighting. sometimes the little match is what lights the bonfire. hope never dies

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Looks like my summer vacation is over.

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Kingdom Hearts - Aerith and Tifa doodles

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Tifa dresses doodle

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im noticing that for a lot of americans “free palestine” has been an ideological motto and symbol rather than them actually believing in their heart that freedom is attainable and necessary

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WAIT!

Before you hit send on that ask, reblog, or reply, remember to stop and PROOFREAD!

am I Pissing on the Poor?

did I Read the post in bad faith?

could I be Overexaggerating?

am I Out of line for saying this?

is it kind of Fucked up to say that to a total stranger?

is what I said Rude?

am I being Egotistical?

am I Angry at words that weren't in the post?

did I Dream up a pretend person to get mad at?

ONLY YOU CAN PREVENT YOURSELF FROM LOOKING LIKE A JACKASS ONLINE!

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so like. this is how ff7 goes right

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2/2

you already know what needs to be done.