miyoni23

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After all these years my life is still chaotic. Nothing had change. I even got married a year ago. An honesty I wonder if I didn’t do a mistake. I am way too confused. I feel like I got used in all this. I don’t even know how I get married so rapidly after all that I went through. I am totally lost. I’m not happy. Why? I don’t know. Sometimes I just want to ask him the divorce but something is stopping me from doing that! I wanna scream, I wanna cry. I hate his comportment! I hate the way he gets jealous!!!! I am so tired of being married, I am so tired for being far from him. I am about to turn 34 and I am still not a mom. I am so sad. I am very sad. I know these are god plans. But I wonder if he didn’t forget me?

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J’ai même plus mal

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Je me sens tellement seule 🥲 je n’ai personne à qui raconter mes doutes, mes peines. Je n’ai personne pour me conseiller. Personne 🥲

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Pourquoi je suis autant triste. Je suis complètement perdu. Je ne sais pas si je fais le bon choix en l’acceptant lui pour la vie. Est ce que j’ai pas fait une erreur ? Je l’aime c’est vrai mais je me pose des questions. Est ce que je ne fais pas une erreur

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About a year and half ago I wrote a song about an incredible story, the story of a girl who always lived on the outside, looking in. Figuratively and literally. The juxtaposition of her loneliness and independence. Her longing and her stillness. Her curiosity and fear, all tangled up. Her persisting gentleness… and the world’s betrayal of it. I wrote this one alone in the middle of the night and then Aaron Dessner and I meticulously worked on a sound that we felt would be authentic to the moment in time when this story takes place. I made a wish that one day you would hear it. ‘Carolina’ is out now 🥺

http://taylor.lnk.to/Carolina

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Photography by Xuebing Du

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