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𝑷𝑬𝑹𝑴𝑨𝑵𝑬𝑵𝑻 𝑷𝑳𝑶𝑻𝑻𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑪𝑨𝑳𝑳 ... like this post and i'll approach you for some plotting between abby and your muse. reminder that we're au and crossover friendly.

#⋅ › plotting call. #discord available

[momguilt]

𝑷𝑬𝑹𝑴𝑨𝑵𝑬𝑵𝑻 𝑷𝑳𝑶𝑻𝑻𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑪𝑨𝑳𝑳 ... like this post and i'll approach you for some plotting between abby and your muse. reminder that we're au and crossover friendly.

#⋅ › plotting call. #discord available

[momguilt]

𝑷𝑬𝑹𝑴𝑨𝑵𝑬𝑵𝑻 𝑷𝑳𝑶𝑻𝑻𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑪𝑨𝑳𝑳 ... like this post and i'll approach you for some plotting between abby and your muse. reminder that we're au and crossover friendly.

#⋅ › plotting call.

[momguilt]

PROMPTS   FOR   THE   HEAVY   HEARTED

the burdened:

“  being alive is exhausting.  ”

“  i ruin everything i touch.  ”

“  no one ever helped me when i needed it.  so,  i just.  try to do my best to keep others from feeling that kind of loneliness.  ”

“  i feel like the pain is all i am anymore. ”

“  i wish i remembered anything other than loneliness.  ”

“  i’m not a particularly good person.  but sometimes i wish someone would think i am.  ”

“  i’m just always the one who gets left behind.  ”

“  i never seem to belong anywhere.  or to anyone.  ”  

“  i’m alone.  and it’s my own fault.  but it doesn’t make it hurt any less.  ”

“  i don’t know how to just live.  i constantly feel like i’m waiting for the other shoe to drop.  ”

“  i always expect people to hurt me.  because they usually do. ”

“  i don’t know how to let go of my trauma.  i don’t know what i am without it.   ”

“  it’s better if i’m alone.  i can’t hurt anyone if there’s no one close enough to get hit by the debris of my fuck ups.  ”

“  there are just too many people depending on me.  i can’t rest.  i can’t let them down.  ”

“  i don’t have anything or anyone left anymore.  ”

“  i’m not strong.  or brave.  i survive ‘cause there’s not really any other choice. ”

“  i tried to give up before.  but the universe just didn’t let me.  ”

“  i just want to be done.  i’m tired.  i’m so,  so fucking tired.  ”

“  i know it’s selfish.  but i wish someone would just take care of me.  ”

“  every time i start to feel like things are getting quieter and i can feel safe,  something bad always happens.  ”

“  i tend to love people more than they love me.  and it’s okay.  i don’t mind but…it can be lonely.  ”

“  i just don’t feel like my life makes any difference to anyone.  i’m just here.  ”

the comforter: 

“  hey,  look at me.  i’m listening.  you can tell me anything. ”

“   how can i help you feel less alone?  ”

“  i’m here and i’m not leaving or letting you change the subject.  now talk to me. ”

“  i know you feel like you’re alone and i’m not going to invalidate that.  but i can tell you that i’m here.  and i know there are people who want to care and help if you’ll let them.  ”

“  whatever it is you’re struggling with,  i want to help and it’s not going to make me look at you any different.  ”

“   i like having you around.  and not because of what you can do for me or give to me—  i like you.  i value you as a person.  ”

“   i just need you to know that you’ve never been ‘nobody’ to me.  you’ve never been nothing.  ”

“   you’re important to me.   you hear me?  you’re important.  and that’s never gonna change.   ”

“  i’m not going anywhere until you get some sleep.  ”

“  i want to take care of you.  please,  let me.  ”

“  no one is meant to be all alone.  that’s not how humans are built.  you don’t need to do all this on your own.   ”

“  you don’t deserve the bad things that happen to you.  you never did.  ”

“  i can’t promise you aren’t going to have any more hardship.  but i can promise i’m gonna be right here to get your through it. ”

“  you make a difference in my life.  i’m not just saying that.  it wouldn’t be the same without you here and i don’t want to find out what it’d be like to not have you around. ”

“  next time it gets this bad,  you call me okay?  now you just sit there and i’m gonna make you some tea and soup and we’re gonna talk this out. ”

“   is it getting bad again?  ”

“   you are so much stronger and braver than you think.  ”

#⋅ lit up in flames gone down in smoke. › memes.

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abby observes him with the precision only a doctor can have , reminiscing in the days when jake would talk about clarke. fatherly love is something so unique and joyous , she can't help but smile. ❝ nonsense. ❞ abby insists , reaching for his hand and offering a reassuring squeeze. ❝ ― you're a good father , alvarro. she seems like she's thriving here. ❞

..................❝   she   is.   she's   also   very   smart   and   terribly   curious.   ❞   he   said,   looking   down.   he   moved   the   cigarette   away   from   himself.   pressing   it   into   the   ashtray.   ❝   sometimes   i   feel   like   i   can't   offer   her   the   life   she   deserves.   ❞        

#4lvarro #⋅ are you afraid of yourself yet › threads. #⋅ the lights will guide you home and i will try to fix you. › modern verse.

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of course he sees right through her. he's always been smarter than the others gave him credit for. maybe it's obvious ― an experienced eye would be able to spot her blown out pupils and dulled facade. especially someone who knew her before. ❝ ― i'm not ! ❞ denial is always the first line of defense. but a voice in the back of her head screams that she could trust him , urges her to let the secret out.

she tries to let some of her defenses down , to trust a friend. she buries her hands in her pockets , subconsciously tries to make herself smaller. ❝ listen , it's not... it's not what you think. ❞

‘ think you can bullshit me? ’ daryl asks, giving her an expectant glare. the saying goes never bullshit a bullshitter, but it should be never bullshit daryl dixon. he's too good at sniffing it out— at sleuthing through the layers to find the pathway that leads to the truth.

of course, she's not required to tell him anything. he won't ever force it out of her, as much as it may sound like that's what's coming next. it's just something inside of him, a worry that he carries for his people, that pushes daryl to be so persistent.

#aintashes #⋅ are you afraid of yourself yet › threads. #⋅ this is how the end begins. › zombie apoc i.

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abby has never been a fighter , so this new world has been difficult to navigate. everywhere she turned , there was a gun pointed in her face , or one of those things gnashing their teeth. the last few months had shown her that neither could be trusted. the one thing she had in this new world , was her ability to heal. it had come in handy as a bargaining chip in moments like this.

she takes jake's pistol out of her waistband and tosses it to the ground ( she's still got a hunting knife in her boot ) , an attempt to appear neutral. ❝ ― see , i'm not trying to hurt you. ❞ she raises her hands and moves slowly , extracting a roll of gauze and some antibiotics from her backpack. ❝ like i said , i'm a doctor. and you can't let that get infected. let me help. ❞

it was just a graze. or maybe it wasn't and the adrenaline was the only thing keeping her going. either way, was trusting a stranger really the best plan ? sure, they might actually be able to help. but most people weren't overly helpful these days. ❝ and i was the president of the united states. ❞ her voice was as weak as she was; hand trembling just slightly as she keeps her gun aimed in the other woman's direction. ❝ how do i know you're telling the truth ? ❞

#⋅ are you afraid of yourself yet › threads. #⋅ this is how the end begins. › zombie apoc i. #ovtsiders

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❝ don't shoot ! i can help , i was a surgeon , before all this. ❞

↳ @ovtsidrs / starter call.

#⋅ are you afraid of yourself yet › threads. #⋅ this is how the end begins. › zombie apoc i. #ovtsiders

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―― ❝ your daughter is gorgeous , she reminds me of mine. ❞

↳ @4lvarro / starter call.

#⋅ are you afraid of yourself yet › threads. #⋅ the lights will guide you home and i will try to fix you. › modern verse. #4lvarro

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― ❝ of course they don't know what they're doing. we never did either. ❞

↳ @thrillor ( monty ) / starter call.

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―― ❝ I'm starting to think you want to die. ❞

↳ @neveragcd ( olivia ) / starter call.

#⋅ are you afraid of yourself yet › threads. #⋅ the lights will guide you home and i will try to fix you. › modern verse. #neveragcd

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―― ❝ i'm a doctor. of course I know what i'm doing. ❞

↳ @greaterfinds ( for jasper ) / starter call.

#greaterfinds #⋅ are you afraid of yourself yet › threads.

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―― ❝ what fate could be worse than death ? ❞

↳ @eternaldark ( for lexa ) / starter call.

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one liner starter call.

#working on these #specify if you're a multi #message me to plot something! #starter call.

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updated pinned post. carrd posted. rules added. verses updated. new psd.

#⋅ › out of character.

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the hollowness in my own eyes haunts me.

Khush Bakht via wordedarchive

#⋅ a clinical satisfaction to seeing how bad things can get. › character study.

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#⋅ a clinical satisfaction to seeing how bad things can get. › character study.