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I just think they could be friends

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remembering how in first year of art school as a 20 year old i was running late to class one morning and i ran all the way down the street to catch my tram and missed it.. so im just at the tram stop catching my breath ready to wait on the next one. and this lady pulls up nearby in her car w a man in the passenger seat, rolls down her window, and calls out to me that she can give me a ride or something. im like.. not only do i look like a teen boy so this is suspicious behavior, but im also trans and im not gonna jump into the car of two unknown grown people right.. and so i say im good and go wait for the tram. but she wont fucking leave! she just stays there on the side of the road by the tram station calling out to me and whatnot while im just trying to get some distance away and ignore her.. at one point this guy across the station calls out to me like "hey shes trying to talk to you! shes asking you to come over!", clearly under the belief that the woman was some friend or relative or whatever, and i just yelled back "i dont know her!!" and the guy was like 😐😐😐.. eventually she gave up and left but what an absolutely bizarre interaction lol like i still cant quite figure it out today.. why would she stick around for like a whole minute trying to get me in her car 😭 and tbc this was not like a "people in a similar age group interacting" this was a grown woman old enough to be my mother..

#97 #crazy thing is i totally mightve said yes another day #cause my school was very harsh on tardiness and i had no chance of making it on time without that tram #so logically i couldve agreed out of desperation before she started exhibiting deranged behavior

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one interesting thing ive realized about the whole gender deal is it took me quite some time to accept identifying as a woman and still now i feel insecure and imposter-like in that identity, and like.. i think the reason is i just put a certain value in women, and expect a certain amount of grace and respect towards women, and i just dont actually believe i deserve any of that like i do for women as a group so i just feel like in some way i cant really be one 🤔

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Unveiling the Next Chapter: A Symphony of Contemporary Art and Architecture in New Yonder Journal

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Chefchaouen 2023

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some of my favorite replies to this tweet. happy lesbian visibility week!

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i miss the social and artistic effervescence of art school sm that last night i seriously considered signing up for fine arts school.. but thats the devil talking every time i try to start studying again i fail so hard lol

#97 #and im totally not fit for fine art schools for reasons ive been reiterating for 6 years #ever since my dad started trying to convince me to go

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wait my friend rented a whole house w a pool for her birthday weekend? and im invited? when did i get to be one of the cool kids lol

#97 #kinda stuff i wouldve dreamed of when i was in high school #im gonna be doing it at 27 lol

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if i could afford and had the space for a second ball chair id paint it to look like a magic 8 ball and make the inside dark blue and make a hexagonal dice pillow with magic 8 ball answers. btw. but unfortunately my ball chair is already the most expensive thing i own which i only could afford bc my auntie paid for half of it for my bday and i definitely cant have another one lol

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my roommate is doing crazy shit to me

#97 #girl how are you gonna leave it like this

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DAMN IT my friends were clubbing last night and it was ideal bc its been exactly long enough since my last roll so i can take mdma again AND the club is literally 2 doors down from my building (yet ive never been there) AND i havent seen anyone in like two weeks so i desperately need the socializing.. but they didnt think to let me know they were going out until 1am when they presumably were getting to the club and i was dead asleep :(

#97 #substance use