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#MocaReblog #Okay but this is awfully accurate to me #😮‍💨

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#MocaReblog #Yeah wth #I just froze

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collector of small and meaningful objects (with no inherent use other than to make the heart glow a little softer)

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Jonathan Wells, “April Morning”

#MocaReblog #This gives me somewhat a longing feeling #I was born in April by the way #And the line ' ... the room where you are reading is empty yet full of what loves you and this is the day that you were born' #Touched a deep part of me #Maybe because I know I'll be celebrating my birthday alone again like the years before #Quite ironic that my friends remembered my birthday (though they just send me a message) but my own f-king family doesn't #I'm sorry for the rant it's been a long thought I had for a while now

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I feel it’s been a long time since I wrote something like this on Tumblr.

Life got hectic and a lot of shit happened so I barely have the energy to write my heart out like I used to.

It almost made me cry by the fact I can’t write while I wanted to.

Gak kerasa udah mau lebaran aja LOH. Dan lebaran di bulan April??? WOW. What are the chances?

Sejujurnya, Ramadhan kali ini entah kenapa rasanya cepat banget. Tapi rasanya kayaknya cuma aku doang :(

Dan seperti biasa, kau tahu aku punya love and hate relationship sama lebaran. Bukan hari rayanya, tapi saat udah ngumpulnya itu. Aku gak punya extended family inti, jadinya ngikut yang lain, tapi rasanya kayak cuma jadi bayangan alias sekadar di situ aja つ﹏⊂

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Lu pernah gak sih kyk capek banget padahal tidur udah banyak, dll.

Terus mual bukan karena sakit, tapi mual karena 'God, I have to do this all over again :('

Lately I've been feeling low and tired and honestly I felt I should've call in sick this morning.

I hope I can go through to this day.

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You’re never too old to collect figures.

You’re never too old to be in a fandom.

You’re never too old to play video games.

You’re never too old to listen to music.

You’re never too old to enjoy things.

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Bro ... I got burned out with crocheting but there's somebody who ordered from me 😞

I'm so sorry dearest customer I'll try to finish it this week 😭

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girls im afraid we can never go back to how it was

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Since I got sick (I'm fine now actually) my appetite isn't like usual.

I'm a big eater, in case you don't know yet, and now I can't eat more than a few spoons before feeling nauseous for some reason.

Maybe it's from the sickness, but I miss a time where I enjoyed eating a lot 😞

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Lmaooo how do people find my old posts years ago???

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Thinking of getting myself the lunar badge cuz it CHANGES PHASES

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Ya Allah tolong saya nyerahhh AAAA ini sakit hampir seminggu but no signs of getting better rwahhh!!!

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SHIIIETTT

Ayo, why just whyy orders came when I'm starting to get busy??? WHERE Y'ALL GO WHEN I WAS STILL SLEEPING AROUND TILL 10 AM???

So, you know about my little crochet business, right? Well, somehow, there are two people suddenly ordering from me and my dumbass being the people pleaser she is fr said 'dw!!! it'll be finished in 2-3 days!!! maybe faster!!!'

AND BOOM, almost hitting the 3 days and still haven't finished 😭😭😭

PLS I'm juggling through college and bro ... AM SO TIRED. And whenever I go home and pick up my project my head starts to fricking SPIN!!! AND EYES SORE AF!!! HANDS ACHING!!! BACK HURTING!!!

Okay, next time just be flipping honest alright?!!!

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Plis lah kenapa merch tuh kadang² suka ngerampok.

Maksudnya, harganya itu suka gak masuk AKAL.

Kayak—cari kesempatan banget sumpa. DAN PARAHNYA, LO TAU KALO PEJUANG MERCH COLLECTOR TUH BUKAN MAIN-MAIN LOH.

Aku menggunakan seluruh akal sehatku untuk tidak succumb sama merch inceran yg harga selangit, dan kalau dipikir-pikir emang gak worth it.

Untungnya, aku selama collect lumayan bisa dapet dengan range harga yang gak ovp dan alhamdulillah gak pernah kena scam 😭✨

Aku agak sebel aja nemu plush kecil 10 cm-an harganya masa sampe 200k ke atas ... I mean, iya, aku paham mungkin harganya mahal dari segi kelangkaan dan fandom-nya. Tapi kalo dari segi butuh-tidaknya pastinya sih gak butuh dan kalo beli juga gak jamin kau bisa makan besok.

Pokoknya bijak membeli ya moca!

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