morningmarionette

[morningmarionette]

noo small child dont think about how depressing your life is compared to the romantized versions of everyone elses....

#mari real life posts #mari vents

[morningmarionette]

no offence but the reason tumblr is “dying” is, well, yes, of course the cursed like/reblog ratio and the change in user behaviour (because of people being used to how instagram and tiktok work) BUT also the lack of weekly shows. i say it with my whole chest, they don't produce captivating and engaging stupid weekly tv shows anymore because streaming killed that so you have spikes of activity here when Something happens in general fandom or up to three days after a new season of whatever drops and then it's a wasteland. this is obviously an old woman yelling at a cloud missing supernatural and the vampire diaries and pretty little liars and all these other shows type of post but honestly give me back weekly tv shows where i have something to watch for 40 minutes almost every day of the week after work so then i can read and reblog it on tumblr give it back for the sake of my sanity

[morningmarionette]

-Woman on the stairs-

[morningmarionette]

if you think the posts i make are bad you should see the thoughts i am thinking. in my mind

[morningmarionette]

yes i'm normal about him. i need to gnaw on him like a no. 2 pencil

[morningmarionette]

They should invent someone who loves me soooooooo much forever

[morningmarionette]

little did future mari know that his first works by Dostoevsky wouldnt be White Nights but Brothers Karamazov.....

added white nights and dorian gray to my amazon cart bro....

#mari rambles

[morningmarionette]

do my "kms" posts count as suibaiting???????

#mari real life posts #yall pls answer I'm like genuinely worried Abt this now.....

[morningmarionette]

why does nobody talk about how scary dazai actually kinda is in the beginning of bsd like damn??? hes kinda TvT like my fear of displeasing and upsetting adult authority figures is going WILD rn oh my GODDD.

sometimes its just the way he looks. sometimes its the tone of his voice. sometimes its just the stiffness of his shoulders but DAMN atsushi is stronger than me cuz i would've been sooo scared i wouldve cried at least twice AND i wouldve asked "are you mad at me" at least six times

#mari rambles #throw back to this lol #I hate disappointing adults sm if I were atsushi i would've thrown myself into that lake at least 4 times within 6 minutes of knowing him

[morningmarionette]

think I might actually do this next time I get new frames...

when i need to get glasses again should i get frames like Ranpo?

#mari rambles

[morningmarionette]

might ask my mom if I can go to momocon this year the problem: I have a cripping fear of men. in any social event. even if they're family.

#mari rambles #mari real life posts #mari vents

[morningmarionette]

should I tell my therapist Abt my biggest fears? probably. that's what were paying him for. WILL I tell my therapists Abt my biggest fears? probably not this week (if I go) or next year

#mari rambles #mari real life posts

[morningmarionette]

all the georgia gothic posts fail to mention the local body of water....gotta do everything myself in this house ffs.

#mari rambles #mari real life posts

[morningmarionette]

ever since I was a little girl I knew I wanted to become a small town folklore to warn their children not to play near the local river....

#mari rambles #I grew up with this river right? and this river has a bridge. #the bridge has been broken all my life. nobody repairs the bridge. nothing worth repairing. #I stare at the bridge everytime I pass it. I imagine dying by that bridge.

[morningmarionette]

things to ask yourself when designing a female character:

how much blood is she covered in

are her eyes filled with madness

can she rip things to shreds with her fingernails

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i actually havemt even. attempted to draw the hair. imndresding jt too mjch

trying to draw straight hair 6 dead 17 injured

#mari rambles

[morningmarionette]

you wouldn't last in the asylum where THEY raised me