mothmanriley

[mothmanriley]

I wish the spooky guys in my head were like. friendly. like the eye guy? man I'd love to be friends with the eye guy. eye guy's cool as FUCK & he makes this like ... shifting melody, one song fading into another into another, voices and music ever-changing. the more i focus on it the less comprehensible it is. unfortunately I am sent into a catatonic state when he's around.

#i dont wanna be at workkk

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Nonverbal communication :0

#GODDD i love this so much #i see a man with a guy in his head and i go Yea Thats Us

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when u are an asshole eldritch abomination but your friend/airbnb gets sad at the lack of scenery

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Arthur Lester just like me fr. unknowable horrors Consume and control me

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WHO COULDVE GUESSED WHAT HAPPENED NEXT !

also . my social battery cannot handle her need to be around people 24/7 . like the folks she invited over will probably bring weed so I'm not tooooo mad about it but also : I spent 8 hours in a building under active construction setting up merchandise and then immediately threw myself into the sea and got fucked up by a wave. I Am Tired.

#I ! AM !! TIRED !!!!!!

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also I forgot how genuinely helpful keeping some form of notes is in having an idea of who's who (shoutout to the guy who is????? a shifting set of individually sentient eyes?????? and also the static guy the guy who makes static)

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shoutout to the seizure & passing out guy. I am currently remedying this

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also . my social battery cannot handle her need to be around people 24/7 . like the folks she invited over will probably bring weed so I'm not tooooo mad about it but also : I spent 8 hours in a building under active construction setting up merchandise and then immediately threw myself into the sea and got fucked up by a wave. I Am Tired.

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I love Miriam's energy, i adore the confidence she gives when she's around, and she's so so fun, but I need her to be a little less "let's fuck the closest person immediately".

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mr bonzos resume so far:

world renowned children's tv star

pro wrestler

freelance hitman for the uk govt

landlord

interpretive lap dancer

[mothmanriley]

okay so. my partners went to a con, the ocean is so very blue, I'm two episodes from being caught up on TMP, and work is long and tedious but easy. I'm half considering setting an alarm & napping on this porch swing before my lunch break's over

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I feel bad for anyone born on my exact birthday bc we're entirely astrologically fucked

#< jesus do we have an astrology bitch < yes and im in your head specifically. #only you can hear me joey jostar lord of evil. #hehehe

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the immediate difference when a slightly stable guy comes around . like damn sorry I was gone so long I didn't expect us to fall into a semi-delusional spiral .

anyways shit sucks & I gotta deal w/ it , as usual ,

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weird but kinda euphoric (word i was gonna use is 'cool' but thanks man) that we just kinda get perceived more as a dude when Achilles is around. also he is beaming into my skull that is not his name but like man you gotta choose one at some point. you can't just be 'the guy' . there's so many guys

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at least 17 guys. that's uhhhh. that's a lil crowded

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Idk maybe that's why

#shoutout to whatever the fuck split a few nights ago #i dunno what the fuck they/it is but yknow. we ballin #collecting eldritch horrors like fucking pokemon every time i have a flashback

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wanting to express it in any real way vs my body deciding to go catatonic every time I try. so instead I must be vague and metaphysical again