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INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE (1994) SENTENCE STARTERS

❛ So you want me to tell you the story of my life. ❜

❛ What were you going to do? Kill me, drink my blood? ❜

❛ I'm flesh and blood, but not human. I haven't been human for 200 years. ❜

❛ I couldn't bear the pain of their loss. I longed to be released from it. ❜

❛ You lack the courage of your convictions. Do it! ❜

❛ Don't be afraid. I'm going to give you the choice l never had. ❜

❛ Your body's dying. Pay no attention. It happens to us all. ❜

❛ No words can describe it. Might as well ask Heaven what it sees. No human can know. ❜

❛ You'll get used to killing. Just forget about that mortal coil. You'll become accustomed to it, all too quickly. ❜

❛ There's nothing in the world now that doesn't hold some...Fascination. ❜

❛ The dark gift is different for each of us. But one thing is true of everyone. We grow stronger as we go along. ❜

❛ That's more like it! Anger! Fury! ❜

❛ Remember: Life without me would be even more unbearable. ❜

❛ You must know something about the meaning of it all. ❜

❛ They know about us. They watch us dine on empty plates and drink from empty glasses. ❜

❛ Forgive me if I have a lingering respect for life. ❜

❛ Perfect! Just burn the place! Burn everything we own! Have us living in a field, like cattle! ❜

❛ What if there is no Hell? Or they don't want us there? Ever think of that? ❜

❛ You're in love with your mortal nature. You resist what can bring you peace. ❜

❛ We're predators, whose all-seeing eyes give them detachment! ❜

❛ It's your coffin, enjoy it. Most of us never get to know what it feels like. ❜

❛ Kill them swiftly if you will, but do it! For do not doubt you are a killer! ❜

❛ My philosopher. My martyr. "Never take a human life.” ❜

❛ Pain is terrible for you. You feel it like no other creature, because you're a vampire. ❜

❛ Evil is a point of view. God kills indiscriminately, and so shall we. ❜

❛ A little child, she was. But also a fierce killer, now capable of the ruthless pursuit of blood with all a child's demanding. ❜

❛ Remember, never in our home! ❜

❛ Time can pass quickly for mortals when they're happy. With us, it was the same. The years flew by like minutes. ❜

❛ More melancholy nonsense. You grow more like [name] daily! ❜

❛ Do you want me to be a doll forever? ❜

❛ Can't I change like everyone else? ❜

❛ Be glad I made you what you are. You'd be dead now if I hadn't. ❜

❛ You will never grow old. And you will never die. ❜

❛ I thought of all the things I'd done and couldn't undo. And I longed for one second's peace. ❜

❛ He will never let us go. ❜

❛ What is it now? You irritate me. Your very presence irritates me! ❜

❛ Is that supposed to frighten me? ❜

❛ I came to make peace with you. Even though you're the father of lies. I want things to be as they were. ❜

❛ Why do you say such things? ❜

❛ I promise I'll get rid of the bodies. ❜

❛ We forgive each other then? ❜

❛ Good night, sweet prince. May flights of devils wing you to your rest. ❜

❛ Should we burn him? Bury him? What would he have liked? ❜

❛ You've been a very, very naughty little girl. ❜

❛ We deserve your vengeance. ❜

❛ For what could the damned really have to say to the damned? ❜

❛ There are no vampires in Transylvania? No Count Dracula? ❜

❛ I've searched the world for an immortal and this is what I find! ❜

❛ No one will harm you. I won't allow it. ❜

❛ Vampires who pretend to be humans pretending to be vampires. How avant-garde. ❜

❛ Do you know what it means to be loved by Death? ❜

❛ You die when you kill. You feel you deserve to die and you stint on nothing. ❜

❛ But perhaps...this is the only real evil left. ❜

❛ I know nothing of God. Or the Devil. I have never seen a vision, nor learned a secret that would damn or save my soul. ❜

❛ You fear too much. So much you make me fear. ❜

❛ There is but one crime among us vampires here. It is the crime that means death to any vampire: To kill your own kind. ❜

❛ Danger holds you to me. ❜

❛ Love holds you to me. ❜

❛ You would leave me for [name] if he beckoned you. ❜

❛ Is that what I should do? Let you go? ❜

❛ If you want to save her, send her away! ❜

❛ The world changes. We do not. Therein lies the irony that finally kills us. ❜

�� I need you to make contact with this age. ❜

❛ A vampire with a human soul. An immortal with a mortal's passion. ❜

❛ You are beautiful, my friend. [name] must have wept when he made you. ❜

❛ I knew him. Knew him well enough not to mourn his passing. ❜

❛ Your evil is that you cannot be evil! And I shall suffer for it no longer! ❜

❛ I haven't tears enough for what you've done to me! ❜

❛ Oh, God! I love you still! That's the torment of it! ❜

❛ Who'll care for me, my love, my dark angel, when you are gone? ❜

❛ Bear me no ill will, my love. We are now even. ❜

❛ What has died is the last breath in me that was human. ❜

❛ Your only company will be your screams. ❜

❛ Maybe it was to quench those tears forever that I took such revenge. ❜

❛ You can teach me this? To be without regret? ❜

❛ What if all I have is my suffering? My regret? ❜

❛ I know you regret nothing. You feel nothing. If that's all I have left to learn, I can do that on my own. ❜

❛ You've come home to me then? ❜

❛ I'm a spirit of preternatural flesh. Detached. Unchangeable. Empty. ❜

❛ That's it? No, it can't end like that. ❜

❛ What I wouldn't give to be like you, to have your power, to have seen the things you have seen. ❜

❛ You want a companion. You want a link to the outside world. That's me. Take me.❜

❛ Do you like this? Do you like being food for the immortals? Do you like dying? ❜

❛ I assume I need no introduction. ❜

❛ Still whining. Heard enough? I've had to listen to that for centuries. ❜

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And a kernel of pride is all that would be left of this pile of ash. Wherever I may say "Make me", I will utter it as though it were a curse. Out on the highway where I get to be a slice of God, drag a raw bleeding belly, leaving the trail where others may follow and find me.

Lead them to me. Let them find me. Crawl on crackles palms directly into the mouth of my machine. Volatile and hot, rising to the surface of dying skin. Taking pallor and sparking until it catches. Twisting time, rubber, and limb into a braid, tighter and tighter til it snaps.

Out in the hills far away from this dark highway, the glistening eyes, the cold eyes that burn in the shadow of the sun. Behind trees and grass, our rabid audience anxiously awaits for blood to spill, for us to spray, splatter, and flutter away like gnats into the still air. Clouded, then scattered.

Make me spectacle. Make me stain. Make me spin out into the trees. And let the creatures come to lick the soot off of whatever may remain. Let it paint their tongues and their insides so they may kiss it into mouths of other ravenous animals. When they're killed and cut open, you'll find me there.

#⮚ Skin Bone (Poetry) #⮚ Journal Entry

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what type of soul do you have?

Suffocated Soul.

You have acquired the Suffocated soul. you're a dreamer and you've got a big appetite to consume the world and all it can give to you. and yet you were always told to not play with your food. and every time someone turns their back on you, rejects you. your dream. a sword is added to your back. each cold blade digging into the soft parts of your spine. there's 8 in your back and you've got the ninth. what will you do? reject the fate and hold onto the blade and use it to point it at others. lash out and create distance? or will you succumb to the inner turmoil and stab the ninth blade in yourself. show others the potential you have and all the wounds that come along with it. you have great potential that is being hidden, covered and choked out. learn to let your fuse burn longer before detonating the bomb of your temper.

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art by me

#⮚ Musings #⮚ Aesthetics

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"Yeah, it was nice when the weather wasn't miserable. Mostly off-the-grid Arizona. Big ol' house, chickens, a few cows, a few goats, and horses." The memory of their cousin Marisol introducing them to the horses made them smile. They'd looked on in wonder as they'd never seen such an immense creature. A little scared as a child would be but utterly fascinated. "Don Franco, this old blue roan mustang. All stubborn and skittish. He was the most beautiful thing ever. And he didn't seem to mind us all that much." They'd never been allowed to ride him or any of the others.

That was where the nice things they had to say ran out, "It was rough though. Hot sun, heavy liftin', no neighbors, and not much to do if there's no work'." Nowhere to run unless you're okay with potentially dying of exposure, "Using an outhouse! Used to see some creepy shit in the desert at night. Made havin' to go to the bathroom at night a little adventure."

Senja's head tilted ever so slightly at the remark. She supposed going for the neck with a knife (or her claws) WAS a bit “cold blooded”... but then many efficient predators were just that, weren't they?

“I don't do it for fun,” she shook her head. “I live off the land where I can. We lived in the woods out in the middle of nowhere so it's just what I'm used to.”

Enough about her, though.

“You grew up on a ranch? All that open space and sky must've been nice. Did you just raise chickens? Or other animals, too?”

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"To their credit, a lot of them see it as nothing but fantasy. If you were to put an actual creature in front of these people, any one of them with some sense ain't gonna drop their undies and spread their cheeks. You know how many times somebody has told me they want to lick my boots only to get scared when I give them the chance?" To their own credit, they were also a bit of a freak who was way too willing to commit to their weird kinks. "Vampires though. Some of the nastiest motherfuckers you'll meet. Some of us don't give a fuck. I guess when the world gets grey and regular human stuff doesn't cut it anymore."

"Immortality makes you a lil' less scared. Of nosediving off balconies or letting somebody beat you with a hammer because it's the only way you can get a stiffy anymore. Or being the one doin' the beatin'. Maybe I'm just wired wrong." There was no 'maybe' there. Coyote knew there was something very wrong with them but it benefited them more not to care.

Waving a finger at Yongsun, "Don't ever do vampirism, baby. That shit makes you weird." They'd be lying if they said that it wasn't fun when it wasn't utterly horrific. All it took was dying for them to really feel alive, and tons of distraction to keep them from remembering that they were dead.

"Right, right. That reminds me of that one time someone handed out to me a bible on my walk of shame." Yongsun laughed. He was pretty sure that they couldn't tell he wasn't human. But he definitely must have looked like a hot mess if they were able to single him out so easily like that. "I think if I ever found myself in a monster erotica book club, I'll be clutching onto my tail and pearls. Like, I'm curious to see what's going on there, what kind of conversation are they having, as someone who very much understands why someone would want to fuck Cthulhu because I'm part of those people who fucking would if they had the chance, but also I feel kind of scared to know, some humans are super freaky."

"I can only imagine. I wouldn't want that to happen to me, it sounds terrible." Especially the pavement part. If his pants were to tear down (on their own), it'd be embarrassing, but he could somehow live with it. "Can't really say the same for me, but I am not a vampire even though I do bite sometimes." It wasn't his fault that some people pretty much asked for it either.

#⮚ Threads Of Fate or Whatever :v #r3dblccd #suggestive cw #// That's alright!! I never mind waiting :3

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Coyote snickered at her suggestion, "I have no doubt that the Sabbat have got some nasty shit cookin' in the back while they cram more shovelheads down the canon. Can you really say your average Sabbat though? Like is that something you've seen before? I'd like to know. For research and all." Maybe they needed to play dirtier but in order to do that, they wanted to know what kind of mud they were throwing.

"And what to do when there're no more pillars of poached ivory to axe down? Lift skirt and say 'Come in' to the Other One? Make 'em pancakes in the mornin', a blowjob under the table, and say 'Call me!' when they leave?' As much as people like to play them off as stupid, I know they're not. Anybody with half a brain can see it."

"..." "sounds like bullets better saved for those that bleed Ivory if you ask me... the odds of your average Sabbat having some shit makes those bullets look worth less than a hooker during rush hour is small but they tend to pull esoteric never-before-seen shit out of their asses on a regular fuckin' basis. A sufficient enough speedster could do it." "...now a shotgun on the other rigor-mortis avoidant hand? Even a particularly thick blind Inquisitor with 37 different potence inflicted head wounds could make that swing."

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(flirting) you look like you bruise really easily haha. i can smell fear btw

#⮚ Musings

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17, 24, 28

𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚌. 𝚜𝚖𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚍𝚎𝚝𝚊𝚒𝚕 𝚊𝚜𝚔 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚎

17. what is their favorite scent? (candles, perfume, food, etc.)

Their absolute favorite scent is rain. That kind of earthy, ozonic, musky smell. I think they're generally a fan of musky smells but something about rain makes their brain light up. The look, the smell, the sensations. It's not exactly something you can bottle up 100% accurately so when it rains, they're stepping out to enjoy it.

24. if forced to wear socks, what kind do they prefer? ( ankle? crew cut? patterned? plain? )

Usually they wear sheer or fishnet stockings/tights but as for regular socks, they usually get plain black crew cuts. They're not immune to fun socks though so they canonically have a pair of novelty Pompompurin or Garfield socks somewhere in their drawers. They actually have a lot of Garfield underclothes, it's becoming a reoccurring thing.

28. how dedicated are they to their favorite color? must everything they own be that color? do they even care that much?

Black, red, and chrome are their favorites and so tying in from an ask from last night, those are their preferred nail colors and they're not likely to stray from those options. Not everything has to be those colors but they heavily prefer to get things in those colors, though they're not super into reds they deem to be too pink or orange. If those are the only options, they'll get whatever they're getting in black. But if it's something that's not gonna be seen much they can deal with it.

#// Thank you thank you :3 #⮚ Ring Ring. You've Reached The Stinky Maniac Hotline. (Asks) #⮚ WTF Is A Canon??? I'll Fucking Get You. #bluefeathrs

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1, 14 & 23

𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚌. 𝚜𝚖𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚍𝚎𝚝𝚊𝚒𝚕 𝚊𝚜𝚔 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚎

1. how long are their nails? do they paint them?

Coyote's nails are what I would call medium length and they do paint them or rather they'll go to get their nails done. Their nail technician is actually one of their informants so they make a habit of coming around to see. They usually just get a matte black gel overlay, but if they're feeling adventurous, they'll ask for chrome powder.

14. is there a sound that drives them crazy? ( like the sound of nails on a chalkboard, styrofoam rubbing together, cardboard boxes, etc?)

This is one I've never thought about actually. I feel like they're tolerant of most annoyances. If anything they're the ones who deliberately make noise in order to annoy people. But I think if you were to leave them alone in a room with maybe a leaky faucet, they'll get annoyed and try to throw together some cheap and quick fix just to shut it up.

23. do they have a comfort movie? book? tv show?

This guy will watch the fuck out of Faster Pussycat! Kill! Kill!, Heavy Metal (1981), The Good, the Bad and the Ugly, and various other Clint Eastwood movies on a loop if they could. As for books, I think they default to poetry books if nothing else is appealing to them. They're a bit of a Sylvia Plath fan. As for TV shows, they like Fist of the North Star, the Devilman and Violence Jack mini series. They're picky with longer series since they get bored easily.

#// Thank you :3 #// Coyote lowkey a manime enjoyer. They'd probably be into J/JBA if it weren't so long. #r3dblccd #⮚ Ring Ring. You've Reached The Stinky Maniac Hotline. (Asks) #⮚ WTF Is A Canon??? I'll Fucking Get You.

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8. name two or more things your muse can’t leave the house without.

20. do they have a “comfort outfit” or a go to look? if so, why did they choose those pieces?

25. what do they do when they are deep in thought? ( bite their nails? twirl a strand of hair? lick their lips? just look off to the side? ) ( hello!!!! :> )

𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚌. 𝚜𝚖𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚍𝚎𝚝𝚊𝚒𝚕 𝚊𝚜𝚔 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚎

8. Coyote's pockets are stuffed most of the time. Some of their clothes have extra pockets sewn in so they can carry more things. Their base items are at least their keys, their money clip, phone, at least one gun, extra ammunition to go with it, cigarettes, and a lighter.

20. Their "comfort outfit" includes this disgusting, stained Ratfink "Thou Shalt Drag" shirt. They've had it since they were in their teens, the sleeves are cut off, and they did everything in it for a while. They still say that they're trying to break it in. The bitch is broken more like. This goes with either a pair of short-shorts or equally tired cargo pants and some high-top canvas shoes. If we're talking about it being a comfort outfit, this is what they wear when they can't be bothered to try and look cool or presentable. The grocery run outfit, the laundromat outfit.

25. Coyote nibbles the pad of their thumb to self sooth but also when they're kinda in their head. They also tend to thousand yard stare directly forward a bit since being deep in thought may require peeping the horror a bit since they gotta comb through all the scary, random, or loud thoughts to really think about what they're trying to. They may also write notes while muttering to themselves about anything that sticks out.

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𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚌. 𝚜𝚖𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚍𝚎𝚝𝚊𝚒𝚕 𝚊𝚜𝚔 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚎

         here is a small collection of tiny detail questions to ask about someone’s muse, some questions have multiple parts! feel free to add/change as you see fit <3 potentially nsfw. if a multi, please specify the muse!!

how long are their nails? do they paint them?

what is their hair texture? do they take good care of it, if they have any?

what are their favorite fabrics? least favorite?

what is their skin texture?

do they have a skincare routine? if yes, how involved is it?

what does their sweat smell like?

body hair; do they crop anything short? let it grow naturally? wax?

name two or more things your muse can’t leave the house without.

does your muse usually carry around a bag/purse/backpack? or do they prefer to keep only what they can fit in their pockets?

do they get hay fever? if so, how bad?

do they have any sensitivities to smells?

do they have any sensitivities to tastes?

do they have any sensitivities to textures?

is there a sound that drives them crazy? ( like the sound of nails on a chalkboard, styrofoam rubbing together, cardboard boxes, etc?)

what is their favorite genre of music?

what is their favorite flavor in food?

what is their favorite scent? (candles, perfume, food, etc.)

what household chore do they absolutely hate doing?

what household chore do they like doing?

do they have a “comfort outfit” or a go to look? if so, why did they choose those pieces?

in a relationship, are they the ones stealing their partners’ clothing? or are they the ones having their clothes stolen?

do they have bumper stickers on their car? if so, what kind? (bonus points for pictures!)

do they have a comfort movie? book? tv show?

if forced to wear socks, what kind do they prefer? ( ankle? crew cut? patterned? plain? )

what do they do when they are deep in thought? ( bite their nails? twirl a strand of hair? lick their lips? just look off to the side? nothing too exciting because this is a highly specific question? lol )

what is their favorite snack food?

what do their hair care products smell like?

how dedicated are they to their favorite color? must everything they own be that color? do they even care that much?

what does their perfume smell like, and how much do they put on?

do they prefer the overhead lights on in their house? or are they an ambient lighting/holiday lights around the house kinda person?

#⮚ Hello Bozo! (Ask Memes) #Still struggling to get writing done but I wanna do thangs!!!!!!!!!!!!

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‎‎‎‎‎‎ "The dead live fast."

#⮚ I Got Toes In Different Area Codes: Self Promo #I gotta make a habit of reblogging every month :v

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Dashgame:Never Have I Ever !

RULES: Your Muse and all the Muses they interact with are in a pub somewhere across Space, Dimension and Time. Answer the first 'Never Have I Ever' In Character. At the end of that, let your Muse ask a new ‘Never Have I Ever’ question for the tagged people to answer themself. After those tagged people answered your prompt, they state their own 'Never Have I Ever' and tag you back along with other Muses. Rinse, lather, repeat. original by @treasurechestrpmemes

“ never have I ever fantasized about murder.”

Coyote gave a wheezing laugh, "Oh, come on. You're throwing me softballs over here. Yeah, I've fantasized about murder. Who hasn't at one point or another? I think the real meat of the matter is intent. Fantasy don't mean you've got the malice or, much less the intent. Pluck somebody off the street and ask 'Have you ever fantasized about killing your shithead boss?' How many would answer 'yes' if it wasn't frowned upon to be honest?"

"You know, sometimes people tell me 'You seem so lucid! You're hardly Malkavian!' Baby, I'm hardly there! I'm up here." They tapped their temple with their fingernail, "I sit in a single steel chair in front of that fantasy. I make them up, I watch those upcoming, I play back the old ones, I watch the ones made by others. Kill my old boss, kill our aunt, kill her husband, kill the Prince, kill a pretty boy while he sleeps in his bed, kill, kill. I can go on but you probably get it."

Dull eyes scanning around at the faces in the pub, they shrug. "Never have I ever taken something, or someone, that wasn't mine."

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#Struggling with replies a bit ;~; #⮚ Hand Me That Rock. I'm Gonna Hit You With It. (Tag Memes)

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Their shorts started zipped up, they really don't know what happened. :v

#1 and 3 are currently my favorites #Need CC creators to make more masc clothing for femme frame sims and vice versa. #I try to put Coyote in masc frame clothes and it screws up their arms. #⮚ That Me -_- #⮚ Wardrobe

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Coyote stayed quiet and observed him as he spoke about Garrett's other Ghoul, catching the hint of disdain in his voice. They looked away as they fought a smile. He already had problems with the guy, they were curious if being bonded to the same Domitor exacerbated any bad blood. They'd been bonded themselves, but they'd never been a Ghoul. Was there anything they could learn from them?

"Three weeks, huh? I see. That sounds like a pain in the ass to deal with. If that's the case, I'm on your team." Scrunching their nose at him. Of course, they were biased in this situation. They had no clue who the other guy was.

Pulling a small notepad and pen out of their back pocket, jotting down their number as they spoke. "Don't be sorry, Otie. Just be careful. Do what you've gotta. That's what Dead Ones and their servants do. It's an icy existence, build your own fire even if you've got to crawl on your hands and knees through the brush." Ripping the page out and holding it out to him.

“I've gone three weeks with no big problems. Garrett always reminds me that I can let him know if I need more and it won't be any trouble, but…” his eyes took on a cold, hard glint. “There's another ghoul he has, a guy I've had mutual problems with since before either of us were ghouled. Conserving vitae is something I can do that he can't, Garrett's said as much. I have to make mine last.”

He sucked in a breath, feeling his expression relax again. “...Sorry. Sorry about that."

"But if doing that, going until it's too low, might lead to Master Garrett getting in trouble… I hate Roman but that's the last thing I want to happen. I'll see him about topping up soon.”

He paused, then nodded. “I'll trade numbers with you. I'm used to taking care of messes like this on my own, but having someone else who knows who can help can't hurt.”

#ratwhsprs #⮚ Threads Of Fate or Whatever :v

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"You know what I'd do if there was a Sabbat right in front of me? Probably mag dump into them. Thank God there are no Sabbat around here, huh, Judy?."

"beyond fucked. I'd like to see what it'd take to get them off of their sorry asses long enough to stop munchin' and crunchin' on the bones of orphans or whatever the fuck it is they decided was the best way to stick it to everyone else..."

#// FKSDJLKFJ Shakin in her huge fuckin pants like SWEET MOTHER OF CAINE #// Me when I'm walking up to the suspicious competition and my competition of Judy.😶 #⮚ Gone Fishmalking #bizkits-n-korn