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We got hit on and flirted with at this funeral. 3 times. Same dude. we didn't realize it at the time. Months later we're talking to him every second we can lol

We're going to a funeral today. Fun

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Yes I am aware that I was nice to you yesterday. I am also aware that I was very different mentally yesterday.

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*severe trauma happens*

brain:

–John

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random sites that are extremely helpful

animation screencaps

body visualizer

create infographics

desktop goose

help with writers block

boil the frog

professions based on your personality

best dictionary ever

fighters block

writing tool

slides go

slides carnival

online library

free movies and tv shows

free movies and tv shows #2

worldbuilding website

make music online

human pose reference

email signature

cool design templates

animation tool

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ONLINE THINGS THAT HELP ME ON UNIVERSITY, because someone may need it

resoomer.com –> summarizes the text (you can set your native language)

wordcount.com –> counts words in document

speechinminutes.com –> counts how long it will take to read the prepared text (you can also set whether you speak slowly, quickly or normally)

essaytopicgenerator.com –> generates the topic of the essay based on keywords (the field or type of essay can also be included)

researchgate.net –> free texts that can be referred to in the essay

academia.edu –> free texts that can be referred to in the essay

Google Drive / Microsoft OneDrive and Office365 –> free cloud with tools to make slides, documents etc.

sites.google.com –> make free, simple website without any skills

carrd.co –> make free, simple and pretty website without any skills (max. 100 elements)

Online converters –> change file type to different file type

icons8.com –> free icons (for slides, sites etc.)

remove.bg –> remove background from photo

loader.to –> download YouTube video or playlist as video or sound files

forms.google.com –> make simple form/poll/quiz/etc.

quizlet.com –> make flashcards and test yourself (some things are only in pro version now)

Streaming services –> documentary films, educational podcasts etc.

artsandculture.google.com –> explore art, online museum tours etc.

plantsnap.com –> recognizes plants and mushrooms

ecosia.org –> web browser, but they plant trees when you use it

tunemymusic.com –> transfers music playlist (or text song list) to another service

shazam.com –> recognizes songs

slidesgo.com –> slides templates

Darkling Dark Mode –> dark mode for Google Chrome

Darkling Dark Mode –> dark mode for Microsoft Edge

thesaurus.com –> finds synonyms (you can easily find similar websites in your native language)

Apple reminders, google calendar etc. –> help organize

Online libraries –> free books

html-online.com –> write html, css and javascript online

supercook.com –> shows recipes with things you have at home

edx.org –> free courses

academicearth.org –> free courses

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depending on where you began the story it was about the fact that declan loved ronan first

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bruh

- Yang

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Might have pneumonia and/or bronchitis

we''ve also been coughing non-stop for the past like... 4 - 5 minutes

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Alters: Who Am I?

Oftentimes with DID/OSDD, it can be difficult to tell who you are. Our system kind of has a list of questions we go through, and I thought I might post them to see if anyone else finds them useful. I’ve added some too.

Do I have an accent/speak a different language? If so, what kind?

What gender feeling do I have (masculine, feminine, androgynous)?

What pronouns do I use?

What age do I feel like (adult, middle, little)?

Am I an extrovert or introvert?

What main emotion am I feeling or goal do I have?

What music do I like?

What’s my favorite color?

How long/what style of hair do I have in innerworld?

Do I feel shorter, taller, or around the same height as the body?

Do I have any pseudomemories? If so, what are they?

Do I seem more like an ANP or EP?

Do I feel non-human in any way? If so, what do I feel about me is not human (wings, horns, etc.)?

What hand do I write with easier?

Do I need glasses?

Am I having any functioning issues (motor, vocal, etc.)?

[Insert things specific to one or a few alters in your system that others don’t experience or do.]

Please feel free to add on with other questions you might use to help yourself distinguish who you are, as this is not an exhaustive list!

#/Dont remember

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Venting (TW: SA, SH, Family Trauma)

I love it when people are talking about their trauma near me bc it sounds so MELLOW to me, and I just sit there and have to remind myself that the fact a girl I hung out with and she was like family and was a bit older than me teaching me to hold a hose up to myself so "It felt like a real Penis" and her slapping my ass while I did it, (She did it too) and she watched me do just as she told and make out with the pool walls wasn't okay and just because when I told my older "Sister" (Brother, moms kid, had a sister who was his dads kid) who was a few years older than me, she didn't freak out, doesn't make it any better because the "Game" we used to play was her putting a pillow between my fucking legs and showing me what to do, and say to it to 'Feel good' while she did the same and watched me!

But I've never accepted any of this as sexual assault/abuse because I was so young and thought it was just bonding time. It happened multiple time and made my brain decide that being hypersexual as a FUCKING COPING MECHANISM was a good idea.

I was in KINDERGARTEN and rubbing my thighs together while staring at my crush because that's what these two (separately) taught me you did if you liked someone. I was a CHILD.

And no, no one in my family does know about this. Because I never resented one of them (pool one) before, except when she was being a fucking bitch to me* so why should I now? She probably doesn't even remember it. But it's one of the ONLY THINGS I REMEMBER BEFORE THIRD GRADE! Plus, I love her like family and I'd still hang out with her. And be her friend.

But the other one? No. She's a fucking cunt** and if I EVER see her again, I will bash her brains in and sell her bone marrow, and use the money from it to buy a scalpel and collect her skin to make a FUCKING LAMP SHADE and then soak her in salt to watch her suffer.

Thank you for listening. I feel like throwing up, because all these different memories s are coming to play and I can remember so much, so vividly. It hurts

Also. * I was at her house once and she started screaming at me, her friend joined in, they made me start sobbing so I rode my bike to my house, they started throwing rocks at me and made me dump my bike, skin my knee, and she threatened to beat me with a hammer. (All because I wanted the rock she was holding) So I screamed bloody murder for my brother and his friends came over and helped me to my house, and wouldn't leave my side until they knew I was safe. One of them (they were twins that I will tell you more about over the next few months) went to scold them, tell their parents, ladida. The other made sure my knee was okay (still in the middle of the dirt road I grew up on) and was my shield from the few rocks they were still throwing. Eventually, they brought me home, and one carried my bike!

And ** She accused family members of stuff they didn't do, emotionally manipulated us all to get what she wanted, did a fuck ton, made me suicidal TWICE, and more.

But yeah. Main stream media focuses on Men Assaulting Women. Some people talk about Women Assaulting Men. Some even talk about Men Assaulting Men! I have heard NO ONE EVER talk about Women Assaulting Women (I'm genderfluid) so I thought it was all in my head. It's not.

I'm remembering more and more of my child hood everyday, this has been on my mind for a week and a half.

#/Don't remember #But wtf

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Some dates in my dreams

July 31st, 2024. Bad things.

April 12th 2023 Big

December 28th. Not sure

#/Dont remember

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All I want to do with my life is look Joseph Kavinsky in the eyes, and call him 'Da Vinci' but pronounce is Da Vinky, and piss him off.

#/Don't remember #But sameeee

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Might write some Pynch headcannons/one shots later.

Specific one will be an x reader, I'm sorry! I need the two of them (all of Gangsey really, but specifically them)s reaction to trans reader getting into Aglionby. I NEED IT.

#/Don't remember

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I am but a penny in a dryer. Annoying, bordering useless, and easy to loose.

#/Don't remember

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Many things!

One, I will be reblogging things I DON'T remember making with /Don't Remember, so that's why, I just need to prove something k? K.

Two, my friend (Who's been saying I/we have DID for 1 1/2 - 2 years) noticed something today. Thewritin in my notebook that I DON'T remember writing/drawing, has different handwriting that when I do.

Three, life is shit. I need a wheelchair at school half the time now, so that's fun.

Four, no one but people online (including therapists) and friends think "Oh wait DID"or something like that, and my friend Gabes mentality of it is. "You're not faking it. If you were, your handwriting wouldn't change THAT drastically, and you wouldn't cry when wepoint certain things out"

#DID??????????? Maybe! Idfk