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It’s 3 am and I can’t lie to myself anymore.

Our friendship didn’t survive our breakup.

I always thought that we were different for some reason.

Because we didn’t fuck 

maybe

or I thought two souls that where winded so close together couldn’t be be ripped apart.

So naive.

I still love that version of you. Of us.

I don’t think I will have the strength to to pour my soul open for another person like that.

I feel so empty.

So numb.

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forgive yourself. forgive yourself for all the versions you couldn't become. forgive yourself for the wrong things you said. forgive yourself for not knowing any better at certain point of your life. for fucking things up so much that the grief still haunts you. forgive yourself for the darker and shadowed parts of you. you have to learn to integrate all parts of you, even the ones you desperately want to disown. it'll be alright.

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Sad songs feel comfortable but hurt at the same time.

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How f*ckted up is it that I have to watch watch other dramatic sh*t just because I can’t cry for myself.

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Reminder to go on your daily grumpy walk for your mental and physical health!👆🏻👆🏻👆🏻

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here’s to everyone hitting a low point after doing really well. you’re amazing and so strong and your hard work is not erased. you will find happiness again

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“I have so much to do” *collapses on bed*

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my phone: *rings* me: absolutely not

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by the time this pandemic ends I’ll have to be slowly rehabilitated back into society like a raccoon or I’ll get scared and start biting 

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I realize now that dying is easy. Living is hard.

Gayle Forman, If I Stay (via quotefeeling)

#suicide #tw suicice

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This is true, haha

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this is a poem for a very special and close friend...

fuck you

fuck you

fuck you

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