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Twitter still producing bangers on occasion

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❄️🪶Goofy Ravens Playing in the Snow🪶❄️

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i love this tweet very much

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On Love and Community

@princes-heels // ? // @inkskinned // mitski, my love mine all mine//@littlespoonsokka // @boymiffy // @2aminhouston // ? // @theviralwitch // @noodle // @criterioncollectiongirl // @fatsoupy // ? // @mjalti // george saunders, congratulations, by the way// @jb-blunk // @ponchopeligroso // @headspace-hotel // everything, everywhere, all at once(2022) //@cheruib // ? // ? // @tordenvejr

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for ur mc aspects i saw ur venus opposite mc post so next can you do venus square mc

[ignore this if u’re not taking requests <3 thank u]

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ultimately, the impact of venus square midheaven also depends on the other aspects in the chart such as house placement, degree, etc. please take this as an interpretation and not as fact. (so sorry it took so long to respond anon)

◦ venus represents love, beauty, desire, material possessions, values, how you express affection and love, social attitude, behavior, aesthetic, your taste, feminine energy, pleasures, self-worth, our style/how we carry ourselves, your expression of art, luxury, grace, etc.

◦ midheaven (mc) represents our approach to achievement, how we master ourselves, our life path, reputation, the highest point, public image, status, recognition, long-term goals, fame, ambitions, power in society etc.

◦ the square aspect in astrology often show challenges and conflict, but squares are also self-reflecting. squares can also propel action and initiate movement.

◦ indicates some form of potential for creative expression and artistic/creative talents especially in your career/public image/reputation or can be used to help reach your highest point 

◦ incorporating your values and passions into your career and reputation can help to propel you further 

◦ this form of artistic expression can help you truly be yourself and show the world who you are despite how they view you. 

◦ your beauty, art, self-expression, and venusian traits in general are very striking and in your face to the public eye or in terms of your reputation. it can't be ignored.

◦ you could be naturally kind or affectionate or you once were 

◦ could be a people pleaser aspect. to save face and not ruin how people view you, you glaze over situations and brush things under the rug to maintain peace. so it is important to establish boundaries in these spaces. not everyone is deserving of your kindness, affection, or understanding

◦ be careful of people that want to use your for what you have 

◦ personal fulfillment vs. social acceptance/recognition 

◦ you struggle to create a public persona that aligns with your desires. you may even me shunned or criticized heavily for what you value or like, your beauty, the way you express art, etc. this may cause you to conform to societal expectations and pressures that can affect you deeply 

◦ in the same vain, when you are at your highest, people may try to knock you down by attacking your venusian traits like your beauty, your desires, your romantic interests, etc. 

◦ OR it can manifest as people believing that you only have success, fame, and status because of your venusian traits like your beauty or how much you have aka sometimes money (NEPO BABIES LOL). people might even call you lazy.

can also cause conflict with your romantic relationships and your reputation/life path/career or might not align with it for example, getting your big break but its thousands of miles from your boyfriend who just proposed. 

◦ in some expressions, it can cause you to truly not give a fuck when it comes to how the public perceives you due to how the world has treated you, how the world tried to tell you how to be, and/or because of how it operates. you can sometimes believe the world is not worthy of your values or talents. never be ashamed of these. 

◦ you might hate trying to appeal to the world, so it could hurt your career especially if you are surrounded by people who are people-pleasers and want you to conform

◦ there is some conflict or stress between what you want/desire and your public image or reputation 

◦ it could also manifest as feminine energy in the public eye/in career/some affect on your reputation being negative in some way. it could also mean that you could have the sacrifice pleasantries for the sake of your career or that you are not associated with venus traits in the public eye/in your reputation.  

◦ maybe your not thinking big enough (you need to be thinking big BITCH, you’re thinking small) raise your standards and you can go far 

◦ the more confidence/self-worth you have = the higher you can go

◦ invest more in yourself to get to your highest point, not just in monetary value. the more time you put into your image and career, the more you will get in return. practice self-love and care for yourself more and truly know what you want. work on yourself. 

◦ confidence is the one thing no one can take away from you once you strengthen and maintain it  

◦ don’t rely too much on the opinions of others as some might tend to do. you don’t have to make people like you. 

◦ your opinion is the only opinion that should matter regarding how you view yourself. be yourself and don't try to be someone you are not because it can cause even more backlash. you bring your own unique light to the world that cannot be replicated and that should always be expressed. 

◦ work on balancing your values, passions, personal relationships with your public image, reputation, highest self to find greater harmony and overall fulfillment in both areas of life 

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Snoopy's first thought

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Why do so many people make tiktoks while they're clearly driving. What the fuck. Stop that shit, you're gonna kill someone.

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fuck beauty standards. someone looking at you with love in their eyes is the most beautiful thing in the world.

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Do you write music with the view of being politically active and delivering a message or does it just happen and the rest follows? 

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🙃 Regular reminder that while Hozier has amazing love songs, he is ALSO very outspoken about his leftist politics, specifically anti-fascism, anti-racism, reproductive rights, Palestinian rights and more.

Take Me To Church and Foreigner’s God are scathing critiques of organized religion, specifically the Catholic Church and the colonization of Ireland.

Moment’s Silence is about oral sex but it’s ALSO about how that specific sexual act is often distorted to a show of power rather than that of love.

Nina Cried Power is an homage to various (mostly Black) civil rights activists from the US and Ireland and a call to follow their path.

Be criticizes anti-migrant policies and Trump and his ilk.

Jackboot Jump is about the global wave of fascism and about protest and resistance.

Swan Upon Leda is about reproductive rights and the violent colonial oppression of Ireland and Palestine.

Eat Your Young is about the ruinous way the 1%/capitalism and arms dealers prioritize short-term profit over everything else to the detriment of the youth/99%

Butchered Tongue is about Irish and other indigenous languages being suppressed and erased by imperial powers.

If any of the above surprised you, please, please delve deeper into Hozier’s music, you’re missing such an important part of his work.

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maybe a mildly hot take but i think everyone should be well acquainted w rejection. my goal is to put myself in as many situations as possible, even w the knowledge in mind that it might end w me rejected in some form. bc not caring about that leads to so much growth, & the more exposed you are to something, the more desensitized you are to it. i wanna reach a point where i don’t give even the slightest fuck about rejection at ALL bc i know that it had nothing to do w me personally. things just don’t work out sometimes

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I find your lack of whimsy disturbing

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unstoppable force (trying desperately to see the good in life) vs immovable object (wishing life would be kinder to me)

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SATURN: "WHAT DO I REACH FOR?"

SATURN IN THE NATAL CHART: HOUSES 1-5

disclaimer: what sign Saturn is in and how it is aspected will show a lot of information on how it is expressed in the natal chart, with some signs able to handle the energy of Saturn more productively. Saturn is not an inherently negative planet, as it signifies a lot of potential growth and karma for those willing to work hard for Saturn's demands.

MINI SEGMENT:

SATURN RETROGRADE: While it is not uncommon to have this planet in retrograde, it still makes an impact. It often signifies delays in the house it is in. Navigating public settings or those demanding specific etiquette may induce a sense of awkwardness for those with Saturn retrograde, revealing a complex relationship with social norms. Additionally, they may encounter more frequent karmic instances, suggesting a deeper connection to the consequences of their actions and choices.

SATURN IN THE FIRST HOUSE: To Find Myself

Saturnian energy exerts a pronounced influence in the first house, shaping the individual's appearance and demeanor. From my vantage point, the first house serves as a canvas, absorbing and reflecting the essence of any planet within it. They may appear older than they are, and carry a thin figure that harbors a serious expression. Others might describe them as having a somewhat solemn or cold demeanor, reminiscent of the impact Pluto can have in the 1st house. This effect can be likened to the aging process of a fine wine, where Saturn individuals may mature with time but grapple with underlying self-confidence issues. The late bloomer indication doesn't only apply to looks it also applies to the expression itself with most "finding themselves" later in life. In general, they will struggle with wondering if they deserve things. To top it all off, a deep yearning for the innocence of childhood may resonate within, as Saturn in the first house prompts a lifelong quest for balance between maturity and the childlike spirit buried within.

Positive aspects can help them navigate the challenges presented by the first house more adeptly. Nevertheless, a persistent struggle with feelings of deservingness may linger, casting a shadow on their sense of self-esteem.

RETROGRADE 1ST: Much like the expression of a direct Saturn the individual comes across as somber or expressionless, people with the retrograde here often heavily struggle with Saturn's demands, and the restrictions can be easily felt. The individual may struggle with extreme lethargy and motivation, and if negatively aspected they may easily break bones or experience dental issues. The demands of Saturn are especially burdensome to a rx Saturn as they can struggle with being shy or relying on other's often misconceptions of them to define them.

SATURN IN THE SECOND HOUSE: To Find My Worth

These individuals may have a deep fear of running out of things and emptiness. While the first house is all about self-expression, the second house is more about self-worth. It's no surprise that a positively aspected Saturn here could point to an individual who could be financially well-off. They may have a lot of projects to try to make money. While this position can be materialistic it is not in the way you'd expect. They're often trying to find self-worth through material items and possessions as each item has a "goal." Values for these individuals can be strict and unchangeable. They can have a strong fixation on money and will experience financial downturns very hard as this will reflect onto the self. When negatively aspected, debt could be a problem.

RETROGRADE 2ND: In the presence of a retrograde Saturn in the 2nd house, there is a heightened focus on financial matters and material possessions, with a potential inclination to prioritize them above other considerations. There could be a delay in financial stability and it may take them longer to pull themselves "up by the bootstraps" and struggle with being overly cautious when opportunities present themselves.

SATURN IN THE THIRD HOUSE: To Find My Words

Individuals with Saturn in the 3rd house often display a remarkable early aptitude for articulate and intelligent expression, or conversely, may choose a more reserved/silent approach to communication. Preferring to weigh their words carefully, they are not prone to impulsive statements, instead opting for a thoughtful and methodical approach to verbal expression. This is not a position known for public speaking, they have a quiet intelligence and excel in presentations and activities that afford them the space to think freely, unencumbered by the pressure of an audience. They are likely not known for being neighborly and may struggle with meeting strangers as they are not good at forced conversation or change. Auditory dyslexia/dyslexia is not uncommon here, either. They could also feel a strong sense of responsibility or burden regarding siblings if they have them.

RETROGRADE 3RD: Saturn being retrograde here in the third house points to an individual who struggles much more with communication than the direct Saturn. They may find themselves dealing with miscommunication on a daily basis. Likely to feel undervalued by peers, self-isolation is an indicator. The person may have to work harder than others to communicate or learn something effectively. They may struggle to relate to others especially when younger and feel self-conscious when speaking.

SATURN IN THE FOURTH HOUSE: To Find My Home

For individuals with Saturn in the 4th house, the words family and responsibility are synonymous. Being as the 4th house is a water house, Saturn's restrictions symbolize cold water. While it's not impossible to make the best of this position, It's possible the individual grew up in a frigid family, with a lot of rules and boundaries or with a parent(s) who were emotionally unavailable. Often they could have trouble being able to relax around family members/parental figures due to a pronounced level of strictness. The love received from family members may carry a sense of conditionality, where mistakes are met with little tolerance, marking an individual as a black sheep. There's a vulnerability to becoming entangled in familial responsibilities, especially if a family member falls ill, compelling the individual to assume the role of caregiver and potentially feeling trapped within the confines of the home.

RETROGRADE 4TH HOUSE: The person may find themselves at odds with the expectations imposed by the family, feeling constrained by a predetermined concept that doesn't align with their true self. This internal clash often gives rise to a natural rebellion or power struggle, as they grapple with the tension between their authentic self and societal expectations. They may have struggled to speak up or have a stable home. Reflection on the past becomes a significant aspect of their emotional landscape, influencing their present state of mind.

SATURN IN THE FIFTH HOUSE: To Find My Joy

Individuals with Saturn in the 5th house may struggle with the ability to find joy in things. More specifically, these individuals want happiness so much that the second they get it, they can give in to fear and over-analyzing. They will demand excellence in every creative endeavor they try to do, and if they fall short they could stop altogether. Within this house, Saturn's influence is particularly pronounced, shaping the individual's approach to joy, children, and love. Often they view love and children very realistically and are unlikely to suffer from rose-tinted lenses. Even if the individual has a bubbly, passionate chart, they will feel thwarted with spontaneity. Expressing themselves might pose a challenge, leading them to gravitate towards the background rather than the spotlight. During childhood, the vibrant colors of spontaneity were muted in favor of the practical tones of maturity.

Insecurity around dating and children is also common here as the individual may not find themselves very fun to be around, often trying to overcompensate for this. Due to this, they may find themselves drawn to older, mature partners. A negatively aspected Saturn here could point to issues with fertility, a worry/fear of children, or you may never have kids even if you wanted them. However, if children do come into the picture, the connection between parent and child is profound, often characterized by a sense of karmic intertwining, suggesting a deeper, soulful relationship.

RETROGRADE 5TH HOUSE: These individuals have learned to find joy they can only rely on themselves. Often introverted, cautious thinkers. Since the way these individuals experience joy appears to move backward, they may find they are the happiest when they are alone as the concept of joy is hard to grasp. While they can certainly enjoy carefree moments with others, these instances of happiness are fleeting, as living in the present proves to be a formidable task. Saturn's influence is marked by a perpetual forward gaze, always contemplating the future and analyzing potential vulnerabilities.