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Bucky was right. Of course he was right. The problem with choosing to stay with Bucky, rather than go it alone, was that Bucky knew exactly what the teenager was going through. He knew how bad it got, and probably could tell the signs INSTANTLY. There was no doubt there. But the kinks between RJ and Bucky were still very much so being worked out as it were. A couple hours would probably do him some good . . . If he could manage to stay asleep that long.

As grumpy as he was about it . . . He DID appreciate the amount of work Bucky went through to make sure he was okay. Or at least as okay as he could get given everything that had happened. And the poor kid had been through enough hell just recently. " Fine. " He said reluctantly, and under an annoyed grumble before moving to stand up. " But only a couple hours. " The kid really did need to learn to be just that . . . A KID.

"You're practically asleep on your feet....!" Bucky pointed out, stopping by the end of the couch as he looked back at RJ. He knew better than most how it felt to just sit awake for days on end and it wasn't fun, not one bit. "Come on kid.... You need a few hours. It's been two days." He sigh. He knew the nightmares, all of it and it was horrible.... but the only thing that was worse was the hallucinations from lack of sleep, because then there was no running.

#★ 《 replies. 》 #smertzimy

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" look . . . i know . . . this is a lot to get used to. it probably feels like your whole life is upside down right now. but on the bright side , that means ANYTHING is possible. whatever you want your life to be . . . it CAN BE. whatever you want to change . . . YOU CAN. hell . . . you could change YOUR NAME. "

𝑵𝑪𝑻𝑨𝑲𝑰𝑳𝑳𝑪𝑹 is a private , multi - verse , multi - ship , roleplay blog for RJ BOYLE from Marvel Comics. portrayal is comic based , as well as headcanons. muse is also mcu compliant and will have his own mcu verse. muse is 18. mun is 30+. personal blogs dni.

#★ 《 sp. 》 #marvel rp #rj boyle #marvel roleplay #rj boyle rp #mcu rp #mcu roleplay

[nctakillcr]

gonna be here working on stuff in between things on my other blogs. come bug me! lets plot some stuff!

#★ 《 ooc. 》

[nctakillcr]

“Alright, that's it. You're going to bed, and I'm not taking no for an answer.” @smertzimy.

Was he really being serious right now? Sure he was a kid . . . But was Bucky still thinking he could tell RJ what to do? Eyes looked up from the tv he had been watching. It was late, and he should be asleep. But sleep wasn't about to find him any time soon. RJ rolled his eyes, before looking back to the tv. Of all the people in the world, Bucky was someone who understood his situation more than anyone, but the kid still kept that wall up.

"Don't need sleep." He answered rather plainly. "'M fine." Another lie. He wasn't fine. It had already been two nights he had gone with only an hour of sleep.

#smertzimy #answered asks. #v. i'm not a killer; main.

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𝐅𝐋𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 (a collection of prompts for muses who just love to flirt. Feel free to adjust phrasing and gendered terms as necessary) 

"Let me distract you."

"Let's misbehave."

"I can't stop thinking about you."

"Can I borrow a kiss? I promise I'll give it back."

"I'm putting you on my to-do list."

"I'd look good on you."

"Don't bite your lip, I want to do that."

"Do you have a name or can I just call you mine?"

"I seem to have lost my number, can I have yours?"

"You're even more beautiful than yesterday."

"Shouldn't you be in my bed?"

"Trouble never looked so goddamn fine."

"You're a bad idea, but I like bad ideas."

"Maybe we should just kiss to break the tension."

"If you obey all the rules, you miss all the fun."

"You're a shy little thing, aren't you?"

"Let's flip coins. Head, I'm yours. Tails, you're mine."

"Smile is the second best thing you can do with your lips."

"Your lips would look so much better on mine."

"You know we should save some water, shower together."

"You like me because I'm a scoundrel."

"I'll do anything for a woman with a knife."

"The fastest way to shut me up is to kiss me."

"I just want you to be happy! And perhaps a little bit naked."

"I like my bed, but I'd rather be in yours."

"Are you cake? 'Cause I want a piece of that."

"Your shirt has to go, but you can stay."

"You owe me a drink because when I saw you I dropped mine."

"You must be tired, because you've been running through my mind all day."

"Maybe making out for a few minutes would help us figure things out."

"Stop saying things that make me want to kiss the hell out of you."

#memes.

[nctakillcr]

Lack of Sleep Starters!

pronouns and context can be changed as you see fit.

When was the last time you actually got some rest?

Alright, that's it. You're going to bed, and I'm not taking no for an answer.

Look at you! You're spilling coffee.

You have bags, and I'm not talking about the Gucci kind.

Jesus, have you been awake the entire night?

It's 4am. You need sleep.

You're safe here. You can rest now.

I promise, I'm fine. I just look tired a lot, thanks to... the tiredness.

Look, I'm okay! I've pulled all nighters before.

This isn't the first time I've gone without sleep.

I'll carry you to bed if I have to.

Do I need to baby you?

Huh? What? I'm awake, I swear!

You just ran into the wall. It's time to lie down.

Go. To. Bed. That's an order.

I made a nest for you. You can sleep in that, if you want.

Can I get an extra pillow / blanket?

Want me to tuck you in, too?

I'll check in on you in an hour. You'd better not have moved.

#memes.

[nctakillcr]

🐝  *  ―  𝑵𝑶𝑵-𝑽𝑬𝑹𝑩𝑨𝑳 𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑺𝑻 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑷𝑻𝑺. (  some triggering content ahead. add " + " to reverse the action.  )

[ wipe ] sender wipes away receiver's tears [ hurt ] sender hurts receiver with words [ lonely ] sender finds receiver alone in a dark room [ wounded ] sender patches up receiver's wounds [ crying ] sender finds receiver crying [ help ] sender runs to receiver when they scream for help [ nightmare ] sender wakes receiver up from a nightmare [ dying breath ] sender talks to receiver before dying [ hold on ] sender pulls receiver into their arms [ anger ] sender takes their anger out on receiver [ argue ] sender gets into a heated argument with receiver [ scared ] sender scares receiver [ sick ] sender cares for receiver while they are sick [ palm ] sender places a hand on receiver to stop them from doing something [ fight ] sender gets into a physical fight with receiver [ comfort ] sender tries to comfort receiver [ blood ] sender notices that receiver is bleeding [ collapse ] sender collapses into receiver's arms [ pressure ] sender puts pressure on receiver's wound [ slap ] sender slaps receiver in the face [ panic ] sender helps receiver through a panic attack [ lie ] sender catches receiver in a lie [ sobs ] sender sobs uncontrollably while receiver holds them [ hiding ] sender finds out that receiver has hidden an injury from them [ death ] sender just died, receiver finds out [ chin up ] sender lifts receiver's chin to stop them from hiding their tears [ fears ] sender talks to receiver about their fears [ scream ] sender screams at receiver [ coping ] sender teaches receiver some coping mechanisms [ loss ] sender is there for receiver after they've lost someone important to them [ needs ] sender asks receiver what they need [ bullet ] sender takes a bullet for receiver [ bruises ] sender finds bruises of unknown origin on receiver [ rainfall ] sender finds receiver out alone in the rain [ hospital ] sender wakes up in a hospital bed and finds receiver sitting by their bedside [ intrude ] sender walks in on receiver treating their wounds [ calming ] sender tries to calm down receiver [ inspection ] sender holds receiver's face while inspecting an injury they got [ rescue ] sender carries receiver to safety [ clean ] sender cleans blood off of receiver's body

#memes.

[nctakillcr]

WEIRDLY SPECIFIC BUT HELPFUL CHARACTER BUILDING QUESTIONS

What’s the lie your character says most often?

How loosely or strictly do they use the word ‘friend’?

How often do they show their genuine emotions to others versus just the audience knowing?

What’s a hobby they used to have that they miss?

Can they cry on command? If so, what do they think about to make it happen?

What’s their favorite [insert anything] that they’ve never recommended to anyone before?

What would you (mun) yell in the middle of a crowd to find them? What would their best friend and/or romantic partner yell?

How loose is their use of the phrase ‘I love you’?

Do they give tough love or gentle love most often? Which do they prefer to receive?

What fact do they excitedly tell everyone about at every opportunity?

If someone was impersonating them, what would friends / family ask or do to tell the difference?

What’s something that makes them laugh every single time? Be specific!

When do they fake a smile? How often?

How do they put out a candle?

What’s the most obvious difference between their behavior at home, at work, at school, with friends, and when they’re alone?

What kinds of people do they have arguments with in their head?

What do they notice first in the mirror versus what most people first notice looking at them?

Who do they love truly, 100% unconditionally (if anyone)?

What would they do if stuck in a room with the person they’ve been avoiding?

Who do they like as a person but hate their work? Vice versa, whose work do they like but don’t like the person?

What common etiquette do they disagree with? Do they still follow it?

What simple activity that most people do / can do scares your character?

What do they feel guilty for that the other person(s) doesn’t / don’t even remember?

Did they take a cookie from the cookie jar? What kind of cookie was it?

What subject / topic do they know a lot about that’s completely useless to the direct plot?

How would they respond to being fired by a good boss?

What’s the worst gift they ever received? How did they respond?

What do they tell people they want? What do they actually want?

How do they respond when someone doesn’t believe them?

When they make a mistake and feel bad, does the guilt differ when it’s personal versus when it’s professional?

When do they feel the most guilt? How do they respond to it?

If they committed one petty crime / misdemeanor, what would it be? Why?

How do they greet someone they dislike / hate?

How do they greet someone they like / love?

What is the smallest, morally questionable choice they’ve made?

Who do they keep in their life for professional gain? Is it for malicious intent?

What’s a secret they haven’t told serious romantic partners and don’t plan to tell?

What hobby are they good at in private, but bad at in front of others? Why?

Would they rather be invited to an event to feel included or be excluded from an event if they were not genuinely wanted there?

How do they respond to a loose handshake? What goes through their head?

What phrases, pronunciations, or mannerisms did they pick up from someone / somewhere else?

If invited to a TED Talk, what topic would they present on? What would the title of their presentation be?

What do they commonly misinterpret because of their own upbringing / environment / biases? How do they respond when realizing the misunderstanding?

What language would be easiest for them to learn? Why?

What’s something unimportant / frivolous that they hate passionately?

Are they a listener or a talker? If they’re a listener, what makes them talk? If they’re a talker, what makes them listen?

Who have they forgotten about that remembers them very well?

Who would they say ‘yes’ to if invited to do something they abhorred / strongly didn’t want to do?

Would they eat something they find gross to be polite?

What belief / moral / personality trait do they stand by that you (mun) personally don’t agree with?

What’s a phrase they say a lot?

Do they act on their immediate emotions, or do they wait for the facts before acting?

Who would / do they believe without question?

What’s their instinct in a fight / flight / freeze / fawn situation?

What’s something they’re expected to enjoy based on their hobbies / profession that they actually dislike / hate?

If they’re scared, who do they want comfort from? Does this answer change depending on the type of fear?

What’s a simple daily activity / motion that they mess up often?

How many hobbies have they attempted to have over their lifetime? Is there a common theme?

#memes.

[nctakillcr]

in case you didn't know

for muses who need to share some intimate thoughts with one another. can be platonic, romantic, familial ... works with any kind of dynamic really. feel free to change pronouns, descriptor words, whatever you may need!

❝ you know i love and care about you, right? ❞ ❝ ... i guess i'm just scared of losing you. ❞ ❝ i don't like most people, but you're an exception. ❞ ❝ you're not alone. you'll never be alone. not as long as i'm here. ❞ ❝ by your side is where i'm meant to be. ❞ ❝ not one person is more important to me than you. ❞ ❝ i don't know what it is about you, but, you just ... you're the only one who can make me feel like this. ❞ ❝ you're amazing, you know that? ❞ ❝ who has the greatest (friend/brother/sister/sibling/parent/etc) in the world? me, that's who! ❞ ❝ i'm only managing to stand here on my two feet because of you. i made it because of you. ❞ ❝ i don't know how i'm ever going to be able to repay you. ❞ ❝ i know for a fact that you're special. i can feel it. ❞ ❝ you've actually made me feel like a person again, like i'm ... normal. ... thank you. ❞ ❝ i used to think that everyone else was just evil and cynical, guided by their own self-interest. that is, until i met you. ❞ ❝ you truly are too good for this world. ❞ ❝ i'm always blown away by just how talented you are. ❞ ❝ you deserve so much more than what you were given. ❞ ❝ nobody i've ever met has been more gifted than you. ❞ ❝ if you ever need a place to stay, let me know, okay? ❞ ❝ you always feel really comfortable and safe to be around. ❞ ❝ i think i have a new purpose in my life. to be with you. ❞ ❝ you have a kind heart. i know you don't believe me, and you try to hide it behind a facade, but i know for a fact that you do, deep down. ❞ ❝ i think you're probably the only one who understands me. ❞ ❝ you're safe here with me. nobody's going to harm you ever again. ❞ ❝ i don't deserve someone as amazing as you. ❞ ❝ i was kind to you because you looked like you needed a friend. ❞ ❝ i'm never leaving you. you're stuck with me. ❞

#memes.

[nctakillcr]

send me "be honest..." with a question your muse has been dying to ask mine and they'll answer truthfully.

#memes.

[nctakillcr]

_THE RULES.

below are the rules for this blog. any changes are additions to the rules will have a post on the blog to direct people to have a look. please look over the rule before following.

.001 - FOLLOWING.  This blog is a private roleplay blog. This means that I will only be writing threads with mutuals. Mutuals are blogs that follow me , and I follow back. It’s nothing personal. I just run several blogs and this allows me to keep track of things easier. You are however more than welcome to send anon asks or random questions to Steve and he’ll be happy to answer them..

002 - RATING. This blog will have a mature rating , and mature content will appear on this blog. I will be tagging anything nsfw with #nsfw and any triggers will be tagged #cw trigger here.

003 - FORMATTING.  This blog will be using icons , small text , bold , italics , and underlined text on occasion. You are not required to use any of this to write with me. This is all for my own amusement and will not decide on whether or not I follow and write with you. That is completely based on our writing chemistry..

004 - SHIPPING.  I love a good ship. Who doesn’t. That being said , I am going to be EXTREMELY SELECTIVE on who I ship with. RJ is trans , and I plan to write him at about 18 years old , so ships will need to be in that age range , and anything nsfw ( anything over a PG-13 rating ) will be written as a fade to black for my own comfort.

005 - SCHEDULE.  Because this isn’t my only blog , and I have several mental and physical illnesses that make it hard for me to be here , there may be times when replies are coming faster , and slower than normal. I will do my best to remain consistent but please be patient when I have moments where I can’t be on this blog. I promise if I end up going on a hiatus of any kind that I will let you all know.

006 - DRAMA.  I’m not here to play the drama game. I am here to have fun writing the characters that I love. My feelings won’t be hurt if you don’t wanna follow me for whatever reason. What i will not allow is drama on my dash or in my asks. This sort of behavior will result in maybe one warning , and then from there it will be an unfollow and possible ban , depending on the situation.

#rules.

[nctakillcr]

#visage.

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#visage.

[nctakillcr]

SHAMELESS. 8X03 | GOD BLESS HER ROTTING SOUL.

#visage.

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#visage.

[nctakillcr]

" look . . . i know . . . this is a lot to get used to. it probably feels like your whole life is upside down right now. but on the bright side , that means ANYTHING is possible. whatever you want your life to be . . . it CAN BE. whatever you want to change . . . YOU CAN. hell . . . you could change YOUR NAME. "

𝑵𝑪𝑻𝑨𝑲𝑰𝑳𝑳𝑪𝑹 is a private , multi - verse , multi - ship , roleplay blog for RJ BOYLE from Marvel Comics. portrayal is comic based , as well as headcanons. muse is also mcu compliant and will have his own mcu verse. muse is 18. mun is 30+. personal blogs dni.

#promo. #marvel rp #rj boyle #marvel roleplay #rj boyle rp #mcu rp #mcu roleplay

[nctakillcr]

𝑵𝑪𝑻𝑨𝑲𝑰𝑳𝑳𝑪𝑹 is a private , multi - verse , multi - ship , roleplay blog for RJ BOYLE from Marvel Comics. portrayal is comic based , as well as headcanons. muse is also mcu compliant and will have his own mcu verse. muse is 18. mun is 30+. personal blogs dni.

THIS BLOG WILL BE PORTRAYING THIS MUSE AS FTM. PLEASE BE RESPECTFUL. THIS BLOG IS AN LGBT SAFE SPACE.

_RULES. _PROMO. _MEMES. _HEADCANONS.

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𝑳𝑬𝑨𝑹𝑵𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑨𝑩𝑶𝑼𝑻 . . . loss , family , self worth , love , rage , vengense , ptsd , trauma , self worth.

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